Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Unexpected Love ❯ Hiei loves??? ( Chapter 5 )

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"Kristina," Desdemona said. "What happened?" I came in and sat on her couch.

"I never wanted to believe it. Desdemona, it's all my fault."

"What the Hell are you talking about?" Desdemona asked.

"My mother. She is dead because of me," I looked at her.

"Kris," she said sitting next to me. "It wasn't your fault. I have told you this over and over again. You didn't kill her!"

"I know I didn't," I said standing up. "It was my fault that she's dead because I was the one who told her to come home. But, I'm not the one who killed her." I out of Desdemona's home and disappeared.

I know I wasn't the one who killed my mother. For the longest time I always thought that. But, I wasn't. I might have been the reason why she died, but I wasn't the one holding the sword with my mother's blood on it.

Hiei, watch your back. The next time you see me, you will die.

Hiei stepped into the old warehouse. The moonlight shone through the broken window glass, which now lays on the ground. Hiei had heard a noise that disturbed him. A crash, and smell of blood. This interested him. It smelled… sweet. Almost like a strawberry. Hiei looked at the floor, upon it was splatters of blood. He leaned down, whipped his finger into the blood. Strawberries. Just that one word made Hiei jump inside. Strawberries, Hiei thought, were disgusting. But the smell…. Was divine.

He walked around, trying to find the source. Hiei opened the door to the back room. There he found it, the source of the smell. I was sitting there. My hands were bleeding, along with the rest of my body. I was shaking.

"Kristina? Again we meet, and again your weak," Hiei said leaning down into my face.

"Shut up Hiei."

"Why?"

"Because you're nothing but a big pain in my," Out of my side I pulled out a thick piece of glass, "side." I threw the glass at Hiei, but he dodged it.

"No, I would believe that would be glass that is the pain in your side."

"Fuck you!" I tried to stand, but fell on my butt.

"You would like that wouldn't you? Fucking you," I felt a hand on my leg, to close to my crutch. I tried to kick him, but he moved.

"Just stop, please."

"Oh, so this is what that great Kristina is resorted to? Begging not be touched."

"You killed my mother Hiei. You have no right to touch me."

"You are right. I rather touch a banshee (ghoul, spirit, poltergeist) then you. But they scream to much, touching you is just more quiet." I felt him put his hand under my chin and made me look at him.

"Why?"

"Because its just so easy." I turned away as a hand went on my breast. I felt tears come to eyes. "Heh, to easy. You're so pathetic. What happened anyway? Couldn't take the pain and cut your self?"

"No you crack head." I said. He helped me stand on two feet and backed up. "I was training."

"And I've been afraid of you why?"

"Must you open your big mouth?"

"I'm being serious. You can't even handle a non-living thing!"

"I sometimes can't control my anger."

"But the warehouse won!"

I looked at him then at my feet. "Just because I'm not the skilled demon you are doesn't mean I cant still kill you."

"Right, and how long have you thought you could do this?"

"I never `thought' I could do it, I always knew I could do it."

"Big head you got there."

"Thank you."

"It wasn't a compliment."

"Neh, it was for me."

"Idiot," and with that, Hiei jumped out the broken window.

"I know I wasn't the one who killed my mother. For the longest time I always thought that. But, I wasn't. I might have been the reason why she died, but I wasn't the one holding the sword with my mother's blood on it.

Hiei, watch your back. The next time you see me, you will die."

But, if I had said that, why didn't I kill him when I had the chance? Had I not wanted to? Had I liked the way he touched me? Had I liked the way he talked with me?