Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ A Slayed Angel ❯ Chapter 5
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
By: Yaoi Sex Goddess 
Anime/Manga: Beyblade Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.29.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 443 | Visits: 353 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Beyblade Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 07.29.2004 | Pages: 1 | Words: 443 | Visits: 353 | Status: Completed
The next night while the others were out Kai got on
the computer once more, he brought up Angel_Slayer's
LJ to finish reading her older posts. He found one from
a few weeks ago and started reading,
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I've never known anyone could ever feel like this ya know,
my Best Friend Jessie tried to kill herself and no one even
thought to call and tell me, I found out a week after it
happened. She tried to rip her own throat out, and I never
knew, she never even let on she thought that way. Now I
feel bad about her doing it, I know there had to be something
I could have done to help or I should have known, and
you know what I should have. I mean what kind of friend am
I that I don't even notice my best friend wants to kill herself?
What kind of person does that make me? Better yet what kind
of friend does that make me? I think I'm taking real well though,
I just can't keep the thougth of her her, in that dreary place out
of my head. I haven't even been allowed to go see her yet but
when I can I'm going and I dare anyone to stop me, she's
always been there for me least I can do is be there for her.
I miss her too she was always so funny, smart-mouth
and witty that it's hard to see her trying to kill herself but
she did and I wasn't there for her. And you know what? I really
hate me.
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She was so wrong, Kai mused as he reread her entry, she
never could have known her friend was going to do that,
because some things if wanted to, or need be are so simple
to hide from the world. He rubbed the blade on his gonlets
lightly, trying to think of a way to understand this new bit of
info. When he had read her message Kai had thought he had
her figured out, a loud, brash, bitchy, angry, annoying, funny,
charming, firey, happy person, and he was in complete danger
of falling head over heels in love with her. He just wished he
knew how to talk to her and not upset her, just then he smirked
and started to look through LiveJournals members list, if she was
a member one of her friends might be to.
the computer once more, he brought up Angel_Slayer's
LJ to finish reading her older posts. He found one from
a few weeks ago and started reading,
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I've never known anyone could ever feel like this ya know,
my Best Friend Jessie tried to kill herself and no one even
thought to call and tell me, I found out a week after it
happened. She tried to rip her own throat out, and I never
knew, she never even let on she thought that way. Now I
feel bad about her doing it, I know there had to be something
I could have done to help or I should have known, and
you know what I should have. I mean what kind of friend am
I that I don't even notice my best friend wants to kill herself?
What kind of person does that make me? Better yet what kind
of friend does that make me? I think I'm taking real well though,
I just can't keep the thougth of her her, in that dreary place out
of my head. I haven't even been allowed to go see her yet but
when I can I'm going and I dare anyone to stop me, she's
always been there for me least I can do is be there for her.
I miss her too she was always so funny, smart-mouth
and witty that it's hard to see her trying to kill herself but
she did and I wasn't there for her. And you know what? I really
hate me.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
She was so wrong, Kai mused as he reread her entry, she
never could have known her friend was going to do that,
because some things if wanted to, or need be are so simple
to hide from the world. He rubbed the blade on his gonlets
lightly, trying to think of a way to understand this new bit of
info. When he had read her message Kai had thought he had
her figured out, a loud, brash, bitchy, angry, annoying, funny,
charming, firey, happy person, and he was in complete danger
of falling head over heels in love with her. He just wished he
knew how to talk to her and not upset her, just then he smirked
and started to look through LiveJournals members list, if she was
a member one of her friends might be to.