Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ A Slayed Angel ❯ Chapter 4

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

By the time the others had gotten back Kai had signed off
and was already starting to get ready for bed, Ray watched
Kai closelytrying to figure out how to breach the matter with him.
Kai on the other hand was wondering if Angel_Slayer would write
him back soon, if at all. He was brought out of his deep thoughts
by Ray waving his hand in front of his face, "what?" Kai snapped
angry at having his thoughts broken. Ray sighed and looked at
Kai, "Kai I was asking you what has been keeping you up so late
here lately, it's not like you, and it's got not only me worried but
the others as well". Kai face took on a look of defeat "it's nothing
Ray don't worry about it okay? I've just been talking to someone
that's all" Kai said wondering if he should call Nattie his friend.
"Alright Kai, but if something is bothering you, you can tell me okay?"
Ray asked sensing there was more going on but not wanting to pry
into Kai's life to much, Kai nodded his head "yeah I know Ray thanks"
he muttered, he then hopped into bed and rolled over on his side.

THE NEXT AFTERNOON

Kai was sitting in his chair again, pratice was over and he had
some free time on his hands, so he went back to Angel_Slayers
LJ, he clicked on another entry and start to read,
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Have you ever felt like it would be better if you just curled up and
died, rather then live another day? that's how I feel, don't get me
wrong, for once it's no one's fault but my own. No agruements,
no fights, no yelling, nothing like that. I just want my life to end
that's all I mean I've realized something importent here I really
don't think I should live, sometimes I wake up at night gasping
for breath asking myself why me? But nothing, no answers, do
you know no-one really knows how it is to like that I feel this way
which is good trust me, it means I can hide myself behind stone
wall's that no one can break down, and for that I'm happy. one
night I found myself sitting in my room on my bed trying so hard
to cry yet not able too, I knew then I was meant to be this way
hard, unforgiving, tough, uncaring, soulless, and heartless too. So
I feel better knowing that if anyone ever reads this they'll know
more about me, then any of my family hell even my best friends
know me better then any of my family. But still it's nice to know
I have at least one friend in the world, it hurts though to know
when it all ends for me, that's all anyone can ever say for me. But I
feel sorry for everyone like me in the world, I wish, I could stop
all their pain and heat-ache, kind of silly isn't it? The girl with no
heart can feel. Don't worry I had myself a good laugh over that
one, my friend Jessie said I wasn't a bad person just to caught up
in my own life to notice, that all everything I've ever felt well help
turn me into a better person later on. I guess she's right but hey
nothing can change me not even me I should know I've tried.
Well I'm tired so I'm going to bed see ya later.
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Kai knew her friend Jessie was right, but also knew it didn't
matter what he or anyone else thought as long as she believed it.
He was just about to go to bed when his pop-up messager beeped
he checked only to realise it was a message from Angel_Slayer, so
he sat down and read it.

TO: Ice_Phoenix
FROM: Angel_Slayer
Hey I got your message, and I just want to ask, what makes
you think I'm lonely? I might be or I might not, but I don't see
that as any of your bees-wax if I am or not. And as for figuring
me out, I thought I was pretty clear about everything I wrote down
if you can't get it, well then it's not my problem, maybe it's yours
ever think of that Boy-Toy? If not you should have because I'm
not the type of person to hide in the shadows playing
hide-and-go-seek. And if you heard other wise I would dearly
like to know who told you so I can kick their ass, I for one will not
be played off as some damsel in danger, cause that's not my MO.
But on other notes my name is not Angel Boy-Toy it's Nattie, got
that Nat...tie, say it with me now Nat...tie. one more time Nat...tie,
all together it sounds out Nattie. There now that we've got all of that
cleared up I think I'll go walk my chicken, so Good-Bye Boy-Toy

When he was through reading Kai did something he could never
remember doing before, he laughed, he laugh long and loud. The
other BladeBreakers came running in to see what was wrong,
were shocked at what they saw, their found was their team captain
hugging his waist trying to breath, with tears rolling down his face
from laughing so hard. "That's it Kai's finally lost his mind!!!"
screamed Max at the top of his lungs, "I didn't do it" cried Tyson
as Mr. Dickenson came running in asking what was wrong.
Kai after a few minutes stopped laughing and told everyone he was
fine, after they left Kai climbed into bed still grinning.