Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Fall to Pieces ❯ Resentment ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

What a night, I felt sick and tired. There was nothing to think about other than Kai, well that was a little more pleasant. And just seeing the look on her face horrified me, her sadness, her shock. It really amazed me, I had no clue that she would be so, calm about it.

When I had showered and dressed I felt so much better, like I had been washed of the dirtyness that was apparently all over me. I looked in Seromi's room to see if she was in there, she was laying in her bed, silently reading a story. She looked over to me; I just smiled and waved to her "good-bye". She waved back, and gave me a short sweet smile. I turned around and opened the door. I was gone.

I made my way to the arena; fortunately there was hardly any people there. So I was able to walk around without getting slammed into other people. I rather like being lost in that many people though. It made me seem like I was drowning, almost as if I were swallowed whole by the crowd. Then I found Kai, what a horrible thing I did to him. He must hate me right now, how sick he must think I am. It didn't matter now, I got what I wanted.

But one thing I wish I would've changed when I took him in the bathroom was to actually tell him how much I really loved him. And how so damn glad I was to find out that he arrived after all. If he never came, I'd be miserable. I'm just hoping that there's no tension between us at the moment, I'm sure there is, I just hope that he won't hold it against me.

Doing what I had done last night, admitting to Seromi was an awfully risky thing to do. It was scary, but how she understood me was a miracle to me. Any other girl would have punched me in the face for fucking her, then admitting that I'm gay with someone. But that's the kind of girl that Seromi is not. She can feel me, and the soul that I have. And who I love should never really get in anyone's way.

I finally reached the registration desk, and told the lady that I would be moving to a different room. I gave her my old access card and signed my name on a piece of paper. She gave me the new card and said, "Have a nice day, sweetheart." Me, sweetheart? No not really.

I will be moving in with Rei, Max, and Kenny. But Rei's room is actually separate from the other two, then that means I will have to bunk with Rei. No problem, I rather enjoy Rei's company, he's very friendly. I wonder if he thinks that way about me. I mean, I kissed him the other day. Shouldn't he have at least a little bit of feelings for me? There will be a day where I'll find that out. But for now, I have got to find out where Kai is, otherwise I'll lose him and I won't get another chance to see him again.

As soon as I moved an inch, a flash of me sucking on Kai's dick attacked my head, nearly making me go dizzy. What had I done, I better do something before it haunts me forever. I better tell Kai something that will rid the shame, or make the shame stronger that I agree with it, All or less, I regained myself. I walked over to the doors back over in the park area where everyone goes to spar or beyblade. This was the spot you wanted to be, mini beyblade arenas, the beach, people you wanted to hang out with. It was all there.

As soon as I spotted Max and them, I waved my hand and called out to them. "Hey!" I called from the other side of the street looking over to where they were. I strolled over the street after the red light and rushed over. Max smiled and gave me a hug. Kenny merely just put his fingers under his chin and smiled blankly. Oh well, where was Rei? I don't see him anywhere. Did he go somewhere for a walk or something? "Where's Rei?" I asked Max,

He looked around, clearly having no clue of his whereabouts. "Uh, last time I saw him he was going in the hotel." He said. Really, I didn't see him anywhere there. Otherwise I would've seen him around. No way is he hiding away in his room all day, he's not one to waste the suns time that's for sure. "But he should be coming out later." He added. Oh he is, well maybe I should wait or something.

I don't want to rush the Neko, but it would be wise to go check on him. It was very odd that he wasn't around. I think I should check just in case. But for now I should wait a few minutes just to see if he would come out later. I sat on the bench and just stared at Max discuss something with Kenny, it was probably beyblade related. After all they were way younger than I was, they don't really worry about the kind of stuff I worry about. They will be too busy enjoying their innocent days. The days I just killed the other day. I was dirty, and when will I overcome this damn shame. It's killing me, it's tearing me apart. All I can think about is Kai.

Rei should be more reachable at this time. Kai is always somewhere I would never guess, but if he wasn't I was always sure to capture him. When he's supposed to be with the team, he's with the team. But when we're all just going our own ways, he's in the shadows. I hate it when he does that, but that just makes him all the more special and a hard to get person. Why did I do something so strange that he's probably over the toilet about. It's making me sick too, but only in the shameful way. But the more I keep going back on it all, the more scared I get. I have to get to at least one of them. Or I will scream.

Now this was really irritating me, it's been over fifteen minutes now. Max and Kenny were over to one of those mini beyblading arenas trying out their beyblades to make sure that they were functioning properly. I didn't really care about any of this stuff right now. I know that I am here to become champion, but all that stuff seemed so ridiculous to me right now, I guess that I am so focused on Kai that I'm not thinking about anything else around me, what do I have to do to destroy these feelings. I got up from the bench, not taking time to stretch or anything, I marched back into the hotel and looked around. No sign of Rei or Kai.

I marched up the stairs, but I was to angry to walk so I nearly ran them up. I searched each edge of the hotel halls and found no one but cleaning ladies or people laughing outside their doors. My heart started to pound at the realization of me being so overreacted. I glanced down the stairway again just to make sure I didn't miss any of them going out the door, So I rushed outside of the A section of the hotel and moved onto B. But I shouldn't be so sure that I would find them in only the halls. They could be in their rooms or something. I don't know which one was Kai's so I had to go try my new one where Rei is supposed to be.

None other than hope of finding my room, I don't even know which room it was. Damn it all! The woman at the counter reassured it to me, but I was too caught up in my head at that time that I didn't even hear her. What the hell am I supposed to do? The woman wasn't even at the counter anymore, so I can't go back and ask her which one it was. The access code was programmed on my card but I don't know how to call it up. There was no card info booth or anything around here, I had to go to my old hotel room where me and Seromi was and call up my access cards information on the internet.

But I would have to face Seromi again, and I don't want to do that. But I am taking the risk anyway. So I went back over to the A section of the hotel's long halls and stepped in the elevator, it was higher A. I pressed the number two on the navigation buttons and the elevator began to lift itself. I felt my body trembling, the orange glow of the elevator made me go faint. But I held my head and kept myself still, there was no time for anything. Rei could be hurt or something; he could be kidnapped by some idiot, I just... I got to know where he is. Tears welled up in my eyes for nothing of an apparent reason. I was paranoid; I was out of my mind.

There was no choice but to run in my old hotel room and get into the living room. I took a peek in the bedroom in slight hopes of Seromi in there to see if she could help me get to the access card information on the computer, but she was not there. She wasn't in the room at all. But what was strange was, why did she leave the room unlocked? I guess that was pretty irresponsible of her, oh well. There was no time to stand around and wonder about stuff, So I called up the internet on the computer that slowly started up. I got on the web, and went to the arena's official website. I saw the option "Your Access Card", and clicked on it. They asked me for the code and name. So I typed them both in, looking at my card that I had pulled out of my pocket.

Then all the information came up, my name, birth, beyblader rank, and hotel information. I'm in B at room 271. Okay, I double studied it, making sure it was dented in my brain. Then I closed the internet and shut the entire system off hastily. I was getting tired already. All this running around I'm doing is just draining away the day’s energy I have. This isn't good for me, I settled myself a little bit to make sure I wasn't going to get a heart attack anytime soon. So I gave myself two minutes before I would run out that door again. I memorized the room number once more, and dashed out the door. I shut the door tightly, I shouldn't lock it though, Seromi could just be on her way to get food or something and could be on her way back right now,

I left the door and ran out the A section hotels. I shot myself into the elevator, this time pressing the lower wing. Because I have to get to my B side elevator too. Going down, something rushed through my heart, a soaring pain. A quick and painful blow to every area of my body. It went black for a moment.

My eyes opened to the elevators golden light. I was in the corner, my eyes barely open, my hand to my forehead. What was that, a blackout? If it was a blackout then I would be out for hours or at least a day. Whatever it was, it was a sign saying that I should take it easy. No time I told my self once more. I zipped across the arena's large mass of flooring, my loud footsteps echoing through the whole place. My breathing did the same. I felt as if everyone was watching my every move watching how ridiculous I look so worried about someone like this. It was making me cry so much more, there was something wrong with me that it was beginning to kill me.

I was going up the elevator, not even realizing I even came to it. I fell upon the floors, feeling like I was floating withing the elevators lift. A sound was going in my head, it sounded pleasant and intense, Like an echo of a very high pitched piano, the release was very longingly held out. I could feel my senses slow down, most of my actions barely reached the message of my brain, I'm merely moving on my accord all my own. There was nothing scarier than holding onto that doorknob of 271. My hands shook, my heart punching my temptation to turn it and open it.

The room was empty, but there was another room to the back that had brick walls and the machinery that holds the water tunnels. I don't know why Rei got the room that has all the controls to the water supplies. But that door was closed. I could hear slight movement as if the water was flowing through the tunnels now. It felt the exact same way my blood was moving, like a river. It was never ending.

I slowly opened the door letting it swing softly to hit the wall. It took forever for me to make out the bright bodies that were in front of me. Kai was roughly banging Rei up against the wall with his dick, he moaned furiously watching the Neko cry in pleasure. The dark one kept on thrusting into Rei enjoying himself. Rei had already come all over himself and on the white machine that he was being screwed on. Then Kai came harshly inside the Neko moaning with nothing but heavenly moans filling the room. Rei's ass was leaking with cum and Kai layed upon his body with heavy breaths leaving his mouth.

I stared at the ground, my fist was clenching in anger. I waited for those dark and heavy blue eyes to capture me. But it seemed like forever that I just stared at the two completely meshed together as if they were one being. Rei's tail waved around and moaned lightly showing his lovely fangs. Rei smacked Kai's ass with a harsh moan, I take it that Kai wasn't finished with his release, Kai turned and saw me. No emotion crossed his face; His eyes now lifeless stared into my own dead ones. This was so... horrifying. "Tyson?" he said without breath.

There was nothing left to say. I left the room with tears that have been shedding for as long as I can remember.

To Be Continued...

Author's Note: I'm so sorry for the long wait, but here it is. Resentment. I think this is my favorite chapter because as I was holding time off as I rushed Tyson through the hotel looking for Rei, I had a very difficult time coming up with something that would make the story more interesting, but here it is. Full on betrayal, isn't it terrible. Now what am I going to come up with for when Tyson, Rei, and Kai make up. Don't worry, this isn't over. I will come back as quickly as possible with another chapter. But for now, I hope you enjoyed this rather annoying chapter.

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