Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Glass ❯ Should I or Shouldn�t I? ( Chapter 21 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Hello everybody! I've finally decided if Kai is going to say yes to Rei or not…. But you're going to have to read to find out!

Bare in mind I've never written a lemon before, so I may not have written one because of that or, it's a warning if it's a yes!

Ok, I got some reviews saying less babbling and another saying more detail, so I'm gonna try and fulfill both, note the TRY! Forgive me, it's 12am and I'm writing this…so very, very tired….

May be lemon in this chappie…. Bwahahaha.

Thanks!

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Chapter 21 - Should I or Shouldn't I?

Finding it difficult to find tables for nine people elsewhere, the group wandered into a large, very expensive looking Chinese restaurant.

`God it's been ages since I had Chinese last! And man I've missed it!' Tala said with a huge smile as he scanned through the menu.

Their orders were taken a few minutes after and the group was now talking casually among themselves.

Suddenly Rei got up, `be right back, bathroom…'

Tala looked over at Bryan and nodded his head in Rei's direction; Bryan nodded discreetly and got up, `Me too, see you in a minute.'

He walked into the men's room and saw Rei washing his hands; he walked up to the basin next to him.

`Oh, hey Bryan.' Rei greeted with a smile.

`Hey Rei…you know I haven't had chance to talk to you properly in ages!'

`Yeah I know, I guess we haven't had chance to catch up with so much going on…'

Bryan nodded.

`So…how are things going with Kai?' he said, cutting straight to the chase.

`Fine thanks, how about you and Tala?'

Bryan sighed, `Great thanks.'

Rei nodded, `…good' he didn't know why but he felt very uncomfortable all of a sudden.

Bryan moved closer to Rei, `So how far have you gotten with Kai?'

Rei flushed red, `What?'

Bryan shrugged, `Just want to make sure your taking care of our little bro, I'd hate to think you were forcing him into doing things he doesn't want to do, because that would mean four very angry Russians would be after you.'

Rei frowned, `Bryan has Kai said something to you?'

Bryan shook his head, `No not to me, should he have?'

Rei frowned more, and suddenly thought of something, `…wait, he's spoken to Tala hasn't he?'

Bryan moved even closer to Rei, making Rei take a few steps back, `What about?'

Rei sighed; he knew Kai had spoken to one of them about their little `conversation'.

`Look Bryan, I know you know, Yes I spoke to Kai about going the whole way, but I merely asked him his thoughts about it, if he's said I'm putting pressure on him I'll talk to him about it because that's the last thing I intend to do, but otherwise it's his decision, and no offence but I don't see how this is any of your business.'

Bryan frowned and stepped even closer, `It is my business because I've seen that boy being broken into pieces again and again, and I along with the others will not let it happen again, so just remember this, you fuck him around, we fuck you up, got it?'

He started to walk out but Rei grasped his shoulder.

`I promise I won't let it happen again either…' Bryan smiled at him and nodded.

Back at the table Tyson was getting irritated.

`Jeez how long can it take to make some noodles!' he complained and the others just shook their heads and rolled their eyes at their impatient friend.

Tala looked over and saw Bryan and Rei coming back, he gave Bryan a questioning look, and Bryan smiled and nodded discreetly, which made Tala relax and sit back in his seat.

An hour later plates were clean, and stomachs were full.

`God damn I enjoyed that.' Tala announced.

Bryan leant his head against his shoulder, `That's what you said last night with me as well.'

Tala slapped him playfully.

`Right I say we go back to our place and have a little catch up, we haven't had chance yet.' Bryan said with a smile.

They all agreed and walked back to the apartments, were they all settled snuggly into the Demolition Boy's living room.

Tala slammed his hand on the table, `Right! I want to know something juicy about each and every-one of you by the end of the evening so what and who shall we start with?'

Bryan sat up, `Oh I know! How many people have you all gotten serious with?'

Tala glared at Bryan, but he just gave him a reassuring look.

Spencer, Bryan and Tala looked over at Kai, who's face was burning red.

They all found out that both Tyson and Max had had three girls, Kenny had 1 girl, Bryan and Tala had each other, Spencer and Ian had both had 2 girls and 1 guy. (A/N: Ian and Spencer are Bi in my story!)

Kai was getting uncomfortable; he knew he would be asked at some point, `Great…the only virgin here…' he thought, trying to block the sounds of Tyson's laughter which was filling his head.

`Ok Rei, What about you, how many people have you gotten busy with?' Max asked.

Rei looked over at Kai and saw him look over intrigued, Rei swallowed and mumbled something that no one heard.

`Speak up dude, didn't hear that!' Tyson said.

`…. Four guys, two girls…' he said quietly.

Everyone looked at him shocked.

`Whoa Rei you stud!' Max yelled.

Rei looked at Kai, who didn't look too happy, Tala could see it as well, so he quickly changed the subject.

`Has anyone ever noticed that your face inflates when you're on a plane?'

Everyone turned to him, everyone wondering the same thing.

`Where the hell did that come from?'

They were all soon engaged in a conversation about how planes make body parts inflate…

Kai looked over to Tala and mouthed `thank you', which was replied with a nod and a smile.

The conversation continued, but Kai wasn't listening, he was too deep in thought, but he was brought out of his thoughts when he felt Rei's hand rest on his.

He quickly pulled his hand away and got up, everyone looking up at him.

`Sorry guys, I think I'm going to call it a night, I don't feel too good…'

`Oh, are you ok? Do you need a doctor?' Max asked concerned, Kai just smiled, `No, I'll be ok in the morning, just need some sleep, speaking of which don't make too much noise when you come in ok?'

They nodded and he turned around to leave, Tala got up and went into the hallway after him.

`Kai, are you ok?'

`Yeah…just don't feel well…'

`Don't give me that, I know what's on your mind.'

Kai sighed, `I'll be fine.' He turned to leave but Tala turned him back round and through his arms round him.

`Don't worry, I'm sure Rei's not like that, and if he ever hurts you we'll kill him…'

Kai pulled out and smiled before turning and leaving.

Tala sighed as he watched him leave; he walked back into the living room and saw Rei walking out towards the hallway.

`You going to stay with him?' he asked and Rei nodded.

Tala gave a forced smile, `Well make sure you take care of him or you'll have us to deal with…' he said in voice that sounded like a joke to everyone else.

Rei looked at him, and saw the look in his eyes and knew what he was referring to.

`Don't you worry…I'll make sure he's ok….' And left the apartment.

When he opened the door to his apartment, an awkward atmosphere greeted him.

He walked into the living room and all the lights were off, he heard a faint sobbing.

`Kai?' he said out-loud.

`Rei! What are you doing here?' Kai asked surprised.

Rei turned the light on and saw Kai sitting on the sofa with a few tears rolling down his face.

`I was worried about you so I wanted to come here to keep an eye on you, Kai what's wrong?'

Kai looked up at him.

`Did you really sleep with all those people?' He asked plainly.

Rei sighed, `Is this what this is all about?'

`Answer the question.' Kai cut in.

`…Yes it is true, but I didn't feel anything for any of them, just physical attraction I guess…'

`Is that what I am? Just another notch on your bedpost? Are you going to get me into bed and then turn around and say it's only physical attraction?'

Rei stood open mouthed as Kai's remarks cut into him like daggers.

`I can't believe you'd think that!'

Kai looked up angrily, `Well what the hell am I supposed to think! Tell me Rei, how old were you when you lost your virginity?'

Rei crossed his arms, `16…' Kai raised an eyebrow,

`So you've had 6 different people in the past year and a half…well that makes me feel so much better…' he said sarcastically.

Rei sat down next to him and held Kai by the shoulders,

`I know I've been with a lot of people, and I understand why you might feel a little awkward, but Kai you have to believe me I love you, I don't care about sex! I can wait!'

Kai looked up at him bitterly.

`Bet you said that to Jun as well…'

Rei felt like he was slapped on the face,

`I can't believe you think so little of me Kai, if you really think I'm that low then there's no point in us being in a relationship is there?'

He got up and walked hastily into the bedroom and slammed the door.

Rei flung himself on the bed and burst into tears, unable to believe what the one who supposedly lived him had just said.

In the living room, Kai sat in the same spot choking back his tears, but failed, he let out a load sob and tears fell freely down his face,

`God damnit Kai! You're going to loose Rei for good if you don't do something!' he yelled at himself mentally.

He got up and walked to the bedroom door, he grabbed hold of the handle, but stood for a few seconds composing himself.

He knocked on the door but there was no reply, he turned the handle and stepped inside.

`Rei?' he asked shakily.

`What.' Came the curt reply, which made Kai flinch, he hated the way Rei sounded when he was angry.

He sat on the edge of the bed, `Rei I'm sorry, I didn't mean all those things…'

Rei sat up, and more tears flowed down his face.

`I do love you Kai…It's not just physical I swear…' he said as he fell into Kai's arms.

Kai continued to cry as he stroked Rei's soft hair.

`I know…I love you too…I just thought…. well I don't know what I thought. Please forgive me Rei…'

Rei leant up to him and kissed him gently, `Of course I do.'

Kai smiled and returned the kiss.

They lay down together, bodies pressed up against each other, arms wrapped around each other sharing a passionate kiss, their argument forgotten.

They pulled back, and Rei took Kai's hand in his and placed them up to his heart.

`I swear on my life and the lives of everyone I hold dear that I will love you for the rest of my life.'

Kai smiled through tears, but before he could speak, Rei twisted his ring round his finger with his own fingers. `…And these are to symbolize that promise, I think we both need to remember that from now on.'

Kai nodded and leant into another heated kiss.

Kai quickly pulled back and Rei looked at him worried, `Rei…I think I'm ready…'

Rei's eyes widened, `Oh Kai…are you sure?'

Kai smiled and nodded, `I trust you. I love you. And I want you to be my first…I want to give you something I can't give anyone else.'

Rei smiled, `Only if you're 100 percent sure.' He said gently and Kai nodded as he leant in to finish the kiss.

Rei gently pushed Kai over and climbed on top of him, removing his tunic and t-shirt and tossing them carelessly onto the floor.

He then lifted the bottom of Kai's shirt and started lifting it off him, once it was off he slung it over his shoulder and leant over, caressing Kai's body and kissing him tenderly, enjoying the little sounds he was getting out of Kai.

He kissed his way down Kai's body until he reached the edge of his jeans; he undid the button and bit the zipper, unzipping them with his mouth.

He lifted Kai's hips so he could remove his jeans with ease, and they too joined the pile of unwanted clothing on the floor.

Kai lay there in his boxers with his boyfriend above him, feeling nervous, his stomach was fluttering so much he almost felt ill.

He gathered enough confidence to have a little input in the stripping process, he raised his arms and tugged at Rei's black Chinese pants, Rei let Kai have a little dominance to build his confidence; he knew how nervous he was, he could fell Kai's hands trembling.

It didn't take Kai long to master Rei's drawstring, and soon they were both lying next to each other with all their clothing scattered on the bedroom floor.

They lay there caressing each other's bodies and sharing numerous heated kisses, Rei crawled on top of Kai and looked down at the beautiful boy he treasured. Crimson eyes glittered up at him; his normally pale, ivory skin was now hot and flushed a dark-pink color.

Rei leant over and pulled a small tube out of the drawer next to the bed, he sat in between Kai's legs and coated his fingers with the clear gel.

He could see Kai was starting to let nerves get the better of him; he leant over again and kissed him. `It's ok, just relax and it will be ok.'

He inserted one of his fingers into Kai's entrance, and he felt Kai tense immediately.

Thinking he would relax, Rei inserted another finger but Kai tensed even more and let out a whimper of discomfort.

`Kai, just relax, it's me.'

Kai nodded and took a deep breath, and Rei could feel him start to relax, he added the third finger and Kai let out a small moan of pain, Rei stopped and looked at him, ready to withdraw his hand, but Kai just smiled and signaled for him to carry on.

Rei coated his other hand in the clear substance and rubbed it on his manhood, Kai watched him as he did it, finding it equally fascinating and erotic.

He was pulled out of his trance when Rei pushed his knees up too his shoulders, his manhood resting at his entrance.

`You ready for this Kai?' he asked for the final time, Kai nodded and felt Rei start to move forward, knowing it would hurt he shut his eyes tight.

Rei entered him in one thrust and Kai let out a whimper of discomfort and pain, his eyes still glue shut.

Rei stayed still, but leant over whispered, `I promise the pain will go away faster if you relax…'

Rei waited and Kai finally said, `Ok, the pains gone now…'

Rei smiled and kissed both his eyes, `Open your eyes….' He said gently.

Obediently, Kai opened his eyes and looked up at stunning golden pools, which calmed him.

Rei started to move, he thrusted at a few different angles, `Where are you…?' he asked himself, Kai looked at him confused, `Where's who?' Rei gave one more thrust and Kai let out an intense cry, which made Rei grin `... there you are!'

He positioned himself and began to thrust, making sure he hit the same spot every time.

`Oh god Rei…' Kai moaned in desire and lust, wanting more.

Rei smirked at the sounds that were coming out of Kai's mouth, he reached down to Kai's neglected manhood and began pumping in perfect rhythm with his thrusts, making Kai moan and gasp louder.

It didn't take long for things to get heated up; both lovers were dripping with sweat, both moaning wildly.

`Faster!' Kai demanded, and Rei more than willingly obeyed, thrusting into him faster, hitting his sweet spot more.

Kai closed his eyes, completely focused on what Rei was doing to him, listening to the sounds of Rei panting and moaning, the bed quietly creaking, feeling Rei's warmth radiating onto him, and feeling Rei inside him.

Rei could tell it was almost over; he smirked when he saw Kai's lust-fogged eyes close, and he leant over and spoke in Chinese, urging him to let go and release.

Kai's eyebrows furrowed and he grit his teeth in sheer determination to hold on, Rei's smirk grew and he began to thrust and pump his hand harder and faster, both unwilling to loose the battle.

Kai's head began to thrash from side to side moaning loudly and furiously, calling Rei's name, he thought he could hold it for a little longer, when suddenly he felt impulses of sheer intensity flow through his body and out to his manhood like thunder-bolts were jolting through him, he felt his body tense and spasm, he let out an uncontrollable cry, `REI!' and released all over their stomachs and Rei's hand.

`KAI!' Rei yelled as Kai's muscles contracted around him, and he too released and collapsed on top of his lover, both breathing hard.

Once they had recovered, Rei rolled to the side and Kai snuggled up to Rei's chest and almost immediately fell asleep.

Rei looked down when he heard Kai's breathing soften and smiled at the sight before him, he kissed the top of his head, `Night Koi, sleep well…' and he too fell into a deep slumber.

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Meeeeh…what did you think? That was my first lemon and I personally think I sucked… Sorry dear readers! Hope it wasn't too much of a disappointment.

Right, it is now 3am and I am going to bed…been writing this for 3 hours solid! AND IT STILL SUCKED! GRRRR!

7!Night all!

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