Beyblade Fan Fiction ❯ Silwery Eyes ❯ chap four ( Chapter 4 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer:I do not own beyblade,only Akira and this plot.


Kai stayed passive and let Akira have his way with him.He shivered as he was naked,his body trembling badly.Kai closed his eyes in an attempt to hide,but found himself snapping them open again as Akira ran his hands over his body again.

"You cant deny your feelings,Kai...The only way to live a good life is to act on your emotions..And I know how you feel about me",the silwerhaired teen whispered and leaned forward to lick the side of his face.He seemed to have an obsession with doing that.Kai vaguely registered that Akira was doing something,but as he was gazing up at the ceiling he couldn`t tell what it was.

His eyes became wide with shock as Akira pushed his legs slightly apart and pressed one finger inside of him.He opened his mouth to protest,but yelped as the finger pushed deeper.He gritted his teeth in pain,trying to blink away the tears that were forming in his eyes.The trembling worsened as Akira added another finger,then one third.It hurt,and he wanted to get away.Akira sensed his fear and leaned close to his ear,purring softly to calm him down.He hated frigid lovers,they took so much time and energy.Kai sighed in relief as he withdrew his fingers.

"Dont be afraid,I wouldn`t do anything that wasn`t in your best interest.Akira positioned himself,and Kai closed his eyes again.

In the next moment an indescribable pain surged through his body as Akira forced himself in.He let out a pained cry,his hands grabbing so tightly hold of the bedcovers that his knuckles were turning white.This time it became impossible to blink away the tears that threatened to fall.They streamed down his pale cheeks,leaving wet stains.Akira kept pushing himself in,well aware of how the boy beneath him was feeling at the moment.Kai felt it as he was being torn apart by the other boy,blood mixing with sweat.He sobbed quietly,biting his lip hard to hold back the screams.He had never felt such intense pain in his whole life before.

"Akira!Stop it!"he shouted,wanting it to stop.Akira growled in his throat and thrust deeper,ignoring his plea.Kai felt so tight around him that he wanted to tear him.Passion was flowing in his veins,and he constantly kept pushing deeper and deeper.That the boy was a virgin excited him even more.Kai`s nails dug into his back,but he didn`t care.He didn`t mind pain.He groaned as Kai started to struggle beneath him.Why couldn`t just play along?But as he looked down at Kai`s tearstreaked face he felt a sting of compassion in his chest,and he slowed down his pace.

"Dont fight me,Kai..That makes the pain worse",he said softly and kissed away those tears,they tasted of salt.Sobs wrecked the younger boy`s body.Akira grabbed hold of his hand and entwined their fingers as he started thrusting again,just a little more careful this time.He couldn`t completely abandon his old habits yet,they were still too strong a part of him.

Akira growled again as he pushed as deep as possible.Kai let out a cry,arching his body upwards.Akira smiled as he realised that he had hit that special spot.Kai was breathing faster now.The two emotions that had hold of his body were so strong.pain and pleasure were surging through him.He was more willing now,and moved along with Akira,the intensity overhealiming him.Their pace quickened.Akira et out a moan as he got his release,spilling it all inside of Kai.

Kai`s vision exploded into little,white lights as he reached his climax,his body trembling from the strong emotions.He felt Akira collapse on top of him,his breath tickling Kai`s neck as he panted.Kai gasped for air,feeling exhausted.His body hurt really really badly right now,and he couldn`t help the tears that fell from his eyes.Akira pulled out of him,still panting as he wrapped his arms around the smaller body by his side,entangling their legs.Kai continued to cry as Akira trailed kisses along his neck.They were both sticky and sweaty,but neither of them thought of that.

"You are mine,Kai",Akira stated and nibbled his earlobe.

"Akira..?You love me right?"Kai asked in a small voice."Yes",he replied.In a strange way he did love Kai.Even thought his love for the bluehaired boy was built on his lust and really was an obsession..it was still love.

They lay all tangled together for a while,listening to each other`s breathing.Kai was still crying as he turned around to face the other.Akira wiped away his tears with his kisses,running his fingers through his hair.

"Akira?How come you never kiss me?"He felt the silwerhaired boy tense up."Akira?Why dont you ever kiss me?"he asked again.

Akira frowned.To kiss someone meant commitment to him.A kiss was something sweet and nice that was shared between two lovers that had a future together.He had never kissed anyone like that before as all of his former lovers had ended up either insane or heartbroken.But maybe this time,he thought,maybe this time it could be different.Maybe he could stop himself from destroying this boy that lay by his side...

Slowly he leaned forward and hesitantly pressed his lips onto Kai`s.Kai smiled and kissed him back,wrapping his arms around his neck.Akira felt himself drown in that kiss,finding that he wanted more.Kai whimpered in excitement as the other boy carefully eased his tongue into his mouth,starting to swap and share saliva.This felt so...different,Kai thought.Akira had taken his so roughly...This kiss was rather sweet and soft.The need to breath drove them apart.

"Go to sleep now,Kai.Tomorrow will be hard for you".Kai didn`t udnerstand what he meant,but he closed his eyes and settled in his lover`s embrace.

Kai murmured something in his sleep and stirred,slowly returning to the world again.He opened his eyes,staring up at the ceiling.The door to the bathroom opened and Akira came out.His chest was bare,glistening with drops of water.His hair hung into his eyes,the wetness making it shine in the sunlight that came from outside.

"Awake?I never thought it would happen..Go take a shower,we cant be late for breakfast",he said sternly as he dried his hair with a towel.Kai looked at him,at loss of words."You are beautiful...",he whispered.

Akira stopped dead in his tracks,his eyes wide.Kai stared in wondering and got out of bed,wrapping the dirty bedcovers around his waist.He groaned as pain surged through his body.His back hurt like hell,and his limbs were stiff.He stumbled into the bathroom.Akira was stunned at Kai`s words.No one had ever told him that before...With trembling fingers he touched his lips and remembered how the kiss last night had been.His different urges and desires was tearing at him.

He needed to break Kai,he neded to take care of him.He needed to shatter his heart,he needed to love him.His feet were shaking badly.He dropped to his knees as his inner battle raged,his mind splitting in two.He gasped for air as the cold,heartless part of him gained control.The part that felt love and warmth was still too wek yet.Quietly he stood up and waited for Kai to finish in the bathroom.

Voltair had joined them for dinner that day.He noticed that his grandson`s movements were slow,as if he was in great pain."Have you hurt yourself,lad?"he asked.

Kai lowered his head."Yes grandfather...Akira and I were practising material arts earlier,and it got a little rough.I`ll be fine in a day or two",he lied.Voltair glanced at Akira.The silwerhaired boy showed no reaction to what Kai had just said,the look on his face blank as he ate.There was something different about Akira today,something vicious.He wondered if they had been fighting.

"Akira?What is wrong with you today?"asked Kai worriedly.

The other cast him a dirty glare that made him cringe."Nothing pet,read on".They were sitting in the library at the mansion.Kai had been given homework by his tutor in English and German,and was now reading aloud.He continued for a little longer before he stopped and looked at the silwerhaired boy."Akira...

Akira growled in annoyance and glared at him."I told you to read,did I not?"he said,anger flashing in his eyes.Kai always thought that his eyes got a shade of red when he was angry."But..I wanna know...".Akira suddenly grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and pulled him close,crushing their lips together.Kai submitted to that kiss,despite the roughness.

Akira pulled away and wiped his mouth."If you dont do as I tell you,I wont ever touch you again",he hissed.Kai`s eyed widened at the threat.He didn`t think he could live on without the older boy,he had grown dependant on him.He hung his head in defeat and read on.

-end chap four-

Please leave me a rewiew someone?-sniffles-I am so proud of this story.....please tell me what you think of it..and Akira,ne ne?

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