Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Final Christmas ❯ Heartbreak ( Chapter 4 )

A.N.: …must you remind me that I don't own the characters…. *sobs*

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Chapter 4: Heartbreak

May 4, 2005

She's getting weaker. With each passing week, I can see the difference. Though her smile still lights up the world, her eyes no longer shines as bright. She grows paler, more thin each day. And it hurts to see her like this. For a young girl - no, a young woman - to watch her health fail her like this with every passing month, it's unreal.

I can't imagine life without her in it. I've watched her grow from a little baby, and it's hard to think that she's dying. I've been there to welcome her into this world, and now… now, I have to watch her suffer. How cruel ca this world be?

I remember being her knight in shining armor when we were younger. I'd battle the closet monster in her room, fight away the shadows in her room, and scare away the monsters living under her bed. I still remember when, at the age of three, she'd totter her way to my room and climb into my bed because the thunder terrified her. And now, even though we're older, she's still my baby sister… and I don't want to lose her. Not yet.

She brought me a brightness in my world and she showed me the pathway to my happiness. She helped open my eyes to see that what I've been looking for have always been in front of my face. She brought me and my Yukito together, and I thank her eternally for that. I pick on her like there's no tomorrow, but she's my world.

I lost my mother when I was younger, and now, I'm about to lose my sister. This isn't fair! She has yet to being her life. She can't leave yet. I can't lose her to this. I'd rather lose her to… to Li. At least that way, I know she's alive and happy. I'd give my life for hers if it'll save her. I'd give anything to save her. Anything…

Touya

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A.N.: Well?