Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Healing a Broken Heart ❯ A Weird Way to Ask for a Date ( Chapter 6 )
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By: Kajime 
Anime/Manga: Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 10.28.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 361 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama | Type: Continuation | Uploaded On: 10.28.2006 | Pages: 2 | Words: 2.7K | Visits: 361 | Status: Work In Progress
Disclaimer: Card Captor Sakura is CLAMP's creation, unfortunatelly...
Notes before reading:
Some parts will be from the character's point of view.
Character's age:
Eriol - 23 Sakura - 21 Tomoyo - 21 Syaoran -23
Character's age:
Eriol - 23 Sakura - 21 Tomoyo - 21 Syaoran -23
On last chapter:
”Do you love him?” Tomoyo's voice sounded serious.
”Whom? Syaoran?” Sakura asked her friend.
”Yes, do you love Syaoran?” Tomoyo knew Sakura must realize by her own, if she said a word maybe she'll make her get more confused. “Last night you told him you did.Didn't you?
”Yes, I did.” Sakura answered.
”So yo're in love with him. You feel the same way he does.” Tomoyo said to a confused Sakura.
”But...” Sakura didn't knew what to say, she was really confused.
”Just ask yourself this. If you weren't in love with him, why did you let him know you are also in love?”
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- “A weird way to ask for a date”
Sakura and Tomoyo kept talking about Sakura's feelings a while, but then changed subject and started talking about work.
”Did you started designing next season's outfits?” asked Sakura trying to get her mind off from what happened with Syaoran.
”Yes, I started last week. I'll need you to go to the studio next week, to fix the clothes if it's necessary to make some changes. We'll also need to take photos and travel to Paris, to start the promotion.” Said Tomoyo and smiled at Sakura.
”Sure... no problem.” Sakura said and looked at the hour on her watch and asked Tomoyo to take her back home.
---Back at Syaoran's Place---
- “A weird way to ask for a date”
Sakura and Tomoyo kept talking about Sakura's feelings a while, but then changed subject and started talking about work.
”Did you started designing next season's outfits?” asked Sakura trying to get her mind off from what happened with Syaoran.
”Yes, I started last week. I'll need you to go to the studio next week, to fix the clothes if it's necessary to make some changes. We'll also need to take photos and travel to Paris, to start the promotion.” Said Tomoyo and smiled at Sakura.
”Sure... no problem.” Sakura said and looked at the hour on her watch and asked Tomoyo to take her back home.
---Back at Syaoran's Place---
**- Syaoran's POV-
When Sakura left I entered the house and played with Buster, later I sat on the couch and layed there, thinking about her, her sweet smile, her presence.
'She's the most important person for me, I love her. But, does she loves me too? She said that, but... was that for real? I wish it was. Sakura, is the best thing that could ever happen to me...'
I remember I fell asleep, and how close I was to her yesterday. And before I knew it, I woke up with Buster licking my face. It was 4:30 when I opened my eyes and Sakura was not at home yet. So I went to the fridge and looked for something to eat, after that I cleaned up the house and went out for a ride with buster. I came back at 5:56 and still Sakura was not here.
”What's she doing that takes her so long? I want to see her, be next to her.”
I hear someone is knocking on the door.
”Coming!” I said as cheerfully as I could.
I walked slowly, and when I was finally in front of the door, opened it and saw on the other side, the only person I wanted to meet at that moment, Sakura.
”Hey, I'm back. Sorry if I interrupted you, if you were doing something.” She said to me smiling. Her sweet and beautiful smile.
”Don't worry. I was doing anything. Did you had a nice time with Daidouji?” I asked. I swear... I wanted to hold her and kiss her when I just saw her figure standing in front of me.
”Uhm... yes I did. Thanks. By the way, I'm going to be in my room, if you need something just tell me ok?” Sakura said and she started walking up the stairs, heading her room. She was acting weird, a way I never saw her be like.
*End of Syaoran's POV*
Sakura was at her room, and went to her balcony, it was already night... again. She was looking trough her window at the stars, like yesterday, the wind was blowing gently, making her hair move with it's rythm. What was she really feeling? She only new confussion reigned her mind, her heart. She closed her eyes and started looking for an answer in the deepest part of her. But it was useless, no matter what she did, she was not concentrating, maybe because she didn't wanted to find out yet what she really felt, and who was the one she really loved, if there was one.
She letted the balcony's door open and went to her bed, where she laid some bags with clothes she bought and some Tomoyo gave her. She took out everything and started getting then in the closet, the last bag she grabbed cointained many pijamas. All of them nightgowns, except for two of them. One was a short with it's shirt and the other was the same, except it was not shorts, but pants.
As Sakura started checking the nightgowns, she found that they were, well... too disturbing.
*Sakura's POV!!*
”What? Tomoyo must be crazy if she thinks I'm going to wear this. This... seems to be for... a girl who's going to get married, I mean... I'm not married to anyone.” Then she found a note in the interior of the bag.
I'm sure you are going to give them a GOOD use. You'll find it out someday soon my friend, and I'm sure that person will love to see you wearing something different every night.
Love,
Tomoyo
When Sakura left I entered the house and played with Buster, later I sat on the couch and layed there, thinking about her, her sweet smile, her presence.
'She's the most important person for me, I love her. But, does she loves me too? She said that, but... was that for real? I wish it was. Sakura, is the best thing that could ever happen to me...'
I remember I fell asleep, and how close I was to her yesterday. And before I knew it, I woke up with Buster licking my face. It was 4:30 when I opened my eyes and Sakura was not at home yet. So I went to the fridge and looked for something to eat, after that I cleaned up the house and went out for a ride with buster. I came back at 5:56 and still Sakura was not here.
”What's she doing that takes her so long? I want to see her, be next to her.”
I hear someone is knocking on the door.
”Coming!” I said as cheerfully as I could.
I walked slowly, and when I was finally in front of the door, opened it and saw on the other side, the only person I wanted to meet at that moment, Sakura.
”Hey, I'm back. Sorry if I interrupted you, if you were doing something.” She said to me smiling. Her sweet and beautiful smile.
”Don't worry. I was doing anything. Did you had a nice time with Daidouji?” I asked. I swear... I wanted to hold her and kiss her when I just saw her figure standing in front of me.
”Uhm... yes I did. Thanks. By the way, I'm going to be in my room, if you need something just tell me ok?” Sakura said and she started walking up the stairs, heading her room. She was acting weird, a way I never saw her be like.
*End of Syaoran's POV*
Sakura was at her room, and went to her balcony, it was already night... again. She was looking trough her window at the stars, like yesterday, the wind was blowing gently, making her hair move with it's rythm. What was she really feeling? She only new confussion reigned her mind, her heart. She closed her eyes and started looking for an answer in the deepest part of her. But it was useless, no matter what she did, she was not concentrating, maybe because she didn't wanted to find out yet what she really felt, and who was the one she really loved, if there was one.
She letted the balcony's door open and went to her bed, where she laid some bags with clothes she bought and some Tomoyo gave her. She took out everything and started getting then in the closet, the last bag she grabbed cointained many pijamas. All of them nightgowns, except for two of them. One was a short with it's shirt and the other was the same, except it was not shorts, but pants.
As Sakura started checking the nightgowns, she found that they were, well... too disturbing.
*Sakura's POV!!*
”What? Tomoyo must be crazy if she thinks I'm going to wear this. This... seems to be for... a girl who's going to get married, I mean... I'm not married to anyone.” Then she found a note in the interior of the bag.
I'm sure you are going to give them a GOOD use. You'll find it out someday soon my friend, and I'm sure that person will love to see you wearing something different every night.
Love,
Tomoyo
“Shit. Fuck you Tomoyo! God, what is this girl thinking I am? I wont wear this, I'll never will.” I said and decided to put the nightgowns back in and left them somewhere hidden in the closet. I changed clothes and felt my stomach was asking me for something to eat, I haven't had dinner yet. So I opened the door and headed the kitchen. Before I entered I checked if Syaoran was there, as I saw no sign of him I went in and got a glass of milk and a piece of cake there was on the refrigerator. I tasted the piece of cake and enjoyed it, supposed Syaoran made it.
'He's an excellent chef, this tastes so good. He will make the children and me happy whenever he gets to cook this delicious dessert. Wait! Why am I thinking this, as if I was going to marry Syaoran?'
I finished eating and washed the dishes I used, and again headed my room to get a nice sleep, but I noticed Syaoran room's door was opened. He never leave it open, so I just went to see if everything was ok. And I saw his body resting on the bed. Buster realized me there and went to me.
”Buster. Don't, shh...we must let Syaoran rest.” I whispered and as if the dog understood my everyword went back to sleep. I went closer to Syaoran's bed and sat slowly so he wouldn't wake up.
”He's so cute. Resting, he looks like a little boy. I wonder what he's dreaming of, could he be dreaming of me? Syaoran...”
I got closer to him, caressing his face, passing my hands trough his messy hair, I felt something was telling me to get even closer to him, so I putted my face close enough to feel his breath.
'I want to... kiss him, once again.'
I was about to do it, when he moved and opened his eyes a little, but closed them again. I was brought back to earth and ran to my room.
I closed the door and locked it. I went to my bed and pulled the sheets. As I was getting myself in the bed I kept thinking about that crazy thing moments ago I was going to do.
”What's happening with me? I was going to kiss him. Sakura, open your eyes!!! How is it possible that you're thinking about someone, a boy, when one broke your heart recently? Stop it Sakura! Fuck!”
Thing are not ok right now, why am I acting this way?
--Flashback--
”Do you love him?” Tomoyo's voice sounded serious.
'He's an excellent chef, this tastes so good. He will make the children and me happy whenever he gets to cook this delicious dessert. Wait! Why am I thinking this, as if I was going to marry Syaoran?'
I finished eating and washed the dishes I used, and again headed my room to get a nice sleep, but I noticed Syaoran room's door was opened. He never leave it open, so I just went to see if everything was ok. And I saw his body resting on the bed. Buster realized me there and went to me.
”Buster. Don't, shh...we must let Syaoran rest.” I whispered and as if the dog understood my everyword went back to sleep. I went closer to Syaoran's bed and sat slowly so he wouldn't wake up.
”He's so cute. Resting, he looks like a little boy. I wonder what he's dreaming of, could he be dreaming of me? Syaoran...”
I got closer to him, caressing his face, passing my hands trough his messy hair, I felt something was telling me to get even closer to him, so I putted my face close enough to feel his breath.
'I want to... kiss him, once again.'
I was about to do it, when he moved and opened his eyes a little, but closed them again. I was brought back to earth and ran to my room.
I closed the door and locked it. I went to my bed and pulled the sheets. As I was getting myself in the bed I kept thinking about that crazy thing moments ago I was going to do.
”What's happening with me? I was going to kiss him. Sakura, open your eyes!!! How is it possible that you're thinking about someone, a boy, when one broke your heart recently? Stop it Sakura! Fuck!”
Thing are not ok right now, why am I acting this way?
--Flashback--
”Do you love him?” Tomoyo's voice sounded serious.
”Whom? Syaoran?” Sakura asked her friend.
”Yes, do you love Syaoran?” Tomoyo knew Sakura must realize by her own, if she said a word maybe she'll make her get more confused. “Last night you told him you did.Didn't you?
--End of Flashback--
I talked with Tomoyo for hours about this, or did I? Now that I think about it, I was always avoiding her questions, bringing other themes to the conversation, I know Tomoyo wants me to define the way I'm feeling right now, but I'm broken-hearted, that's the way I feel right now! But if I think about it, really think about it... I feel no more pain. I'm still hurted, yes, but... I don't feel like the world is coming to an end.
*End of Sakura's POV!!*
She kept thinking, for long time, and she fell asleep. Next morning she woke up early and took a shower, changed her clothes and even took Buster out and feed him. Sakura sat near a cherry tree there was on the backyard, took a notebook with her and started writing names and places and things she said lately, analizing herself, if her heart and mind couldn't give her and answer, she would find it out by analizing her every late move.
”Ok, what have I've been doing lately? Ohh yes, I got heart-broken, and that's Eriol's fault... then I cried, because of the pain it caused me, next Syaoran found me and he took care of me, he even letted me stay here with him. Tomoyo came to, and started asking me questions, about all I did with Syaoran. So... here, my relation with Syaoran is the one I need to analize. First of all, we are friends, we met long ago, he's been there for me, whenever I need someone to support me, such as Tomoyo does. Once again, he's here, and took my pain away, just by hearing all I had to say. So how is it possible, that when Tomoyo played the same way Syaoran is doing now, she wasn't able to take this sadness off me and he does?”
'Because he's just so special to me'
Sakura left her notebook aside, and decided to rest, her mind should take a rest from this intense search for her true feelings.
Syaoran at that moment was waking up, he was really tired. He sat on the bed, he stood up and started heading to the bathroom, but when he started walking he felt his body real heavy and his eyes shutted slowly fallinf on the floor. Buster entered Syaoran's room and saw him there, started barking and it called Sakura's attention, she thought Syaoran and buster were playing, but something inside her said she must go and check.
Sakura entered the room and saw Buster barking at Syaoran.
”Oh my God, Syaoran!” she ran towards him and moved his body trying to wake him up. But Syaoran just layed there. Sakura tried her best, moving Syaoran and got him on the bed, looked for alcohol on the first aid kit that was in the bathroom and wetned a cotton ball, wish she putted near Syaoran's nose and he started opening his eyes.
”Syaoran. Are you ok?” She asked really concerned.
--Syaoran's POV!!*--
”What... what happened?” I asked.
”I came in and saw you on the floor.” She answered. Is she worried `bout me? I like it, and at the same time don't.
”Oh... I feel my body so heavy. I... Sakura.” It was really hard for me to talk, since my body was so heavy I needed to remain up.
”Yes, tell me.” She asked and I just couldn't resist, my eyes were closing.
”I need you to go to the pharmacy and get this medicinies.” I got close to my night table, but almost falling, Sakura helped me and she wrote down the medicines I mentioned.
”Syaoran, I'll be back with the medicines, don't worry. Just rest. Ok? She said and I layed my head on the soft pillow closing my eyes.
”Is there anything else I can do for you?” She asked and though I knew it was not the best time to ask, I knew it was now or enver. I had all her attention and yesterday she was avoiding me.
So I opened my eyes and nooded.
She came towards me and I told hair to get even closer she was close enough.
”Sakura... wanna go on a date with me when I'm ok?” I asked her and just saw her eyes widen, took the chance to surprise her even more and pressed my lips against her.
She may not know what she really feel, but for me, she's the one I love the most. The one I want the most.
--End of Syaoran's POV!!**--
Syaoran perfectly knows his feelings, but, what about Sakura? Did she knew her true feelings? Or she keeps avoiding the answer thinking she's protecting herself? She is the only one who knows... will she date Syaoran?
Author Notes: I took really long time to update this... I didn't like it u.u
I lost my inspiration, but that doesn't means I will stop writing this or any of my other fics. I need to think of something else to make this more fun n_n
I'll try to update faster. Thanks to everyone.
Kajime
--End of Flashback--
I talked with Tomoyo for hours about this, or did I? Now that I think about it, I was always avoiding her questions, bringing other themes to the conversation, I know Tomoyo wants me to define the way I'm feeling right now, but I'm broken-hearted, that's the way I feel right now! But if I think about it, really think about it... I feel no more pain. I'm still hurted, yes, but... I don't feel like the world is coming to an end.
*End of Sakura's POV!!*
She kept thinking, for long time, and she fell asleep. Next morning she woke up early and took a shower, changed her clothes and even took Buster out and feed him. Sakura sat near a cherry tree there was on the backyard, took a notebook with her and started writing names and places and things she said lately, analizing herself, if her heart and mind couldn't give her and answer, she would find it out by analizing her every late move.
”Ok, what have I've been doing lately? Ohh yes, I got heart-broken, and that's Eriol's fault... then I cried, because of the pain it caused me, next Syaoran found me and he took care of me, he even letted me stay here with him. Tomoyo came to, and started asking me questions, about all I did with Syaoran. So... here, my relation with Syaoran is the one I need to analize. First of all, we are friends, we met long ago, he's been there for me, whenever I need someone to support me, such as Tomoyo does. Once again, he's here, and took my pain away, just by hearing all I had to say. So how is it possible, that when Tomoyo played the same way Syaoran is doing now, she wasn't able to take this sadness off me and he does?”
'Because he's just so special to me'
Sakura left her notebook aside, and decided to rest, her mind should take a rest from this intense search for her true feelings.
Syaoran at that moment was waking up, he was really tired. He sat on the bed, he stood up and started heading to the bathroom, but when he started walking he felt his body real heavy and his eyes shutted slowly fallinf on the floor. Buster entered Syaoran's room and saw him there, started barking and it called Sakura's attention, she thought Syaoran and buster were playing, but something inside her said she must go and check.
Sakura entered the room and saw Buster barking at Syaoran.
”Oh my God, Syaoran!” she ran towards him and moved his body trying to wake him up. But Syaoran just layed there. Sakura tried her best, moving Syaoran and got him on the bed, looked for alcohol on the first aid kit that was in the bathroom and wetned a cotton ball, wish she putted near Syaoran's nose and he started opening his eyes.
”Syaoran. Are you ok?” She asked really concerned.
--Syaoran's POV!!*--
”What... what happened?” I asked.
”I came in and saw you on the floor.” She answered. Is she worried `bout me? I like it, and at the same time don't.
”Oh... I feel my body so heavy. I... Sakura.” It was really hard for me to talk, since my body was so heavy I needed to remain up.
”Yes, tell me.” She asked and I just couldn't resist, my eyes were closing.
”I need you to go to the pharmacy and get this medicinies.” I got close to my night table, but almost falling, Sakura helped me and she wrote down the medicines I mentioned.
”Syaoran, I'll be back with the medicines, don't worry. Just rest. Ok? She said and I layed my head on the soft pillow closing my eyes.
”Is there anything else I can do for you?” She asked and though I knew it was not the best time to ask, I knew it was now or enver. I had all her attention and yesterday she was avoiding me.
So I opened my eyes and nooded.
She came towards me and I told hair to get even closer she was close enough.
”Sakura... wanna go on a date with me when I'm ok?” I asked her and just saw her eyes widen, took the chance to surprise her even more and pressed my lips against her.
She may not know what she really feel, but for me, she's the one I love the most. The one I want the most.
--End of Syaoran's POV!!**--
Syaoran perfectly knows his feelings, but, what about Sakura? Did she knew her true feelings? Or she keeps avoiding the answer thinking she's protecting herself? She is the only one who knows... will she date Syaoran?
Author Notes: I took really long time to update this... I didn't like it u.u
I lost my inspiration, but that doesn't means I will stop writing this or any of my other fics. I need to think of something else to make this more fun n_n
I'll try to update faster. Thanks to everyone.
Kajime