Card Captor Sakura Fan Fiction ❯ Lake of Dreams ❯ Thoughts ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
A/N: Well I'm back with the third chapter to this story...since you guys were nice enough to give me nice reviews! ^_~ Thanks sooooo much for your reviews! You don't know how much I appreciate it! ^_^ But I do need suggestions since right now I don't really know how this fic is going to go...-_-; I guess you can say I have a bad case of writer's block right now *sighs* But don't worry I do have ideas here and there...so please if you do have any suggestions feel free to drop me a note at : sweet_cherryblossoms415@hotmail.com Thank you *smiles* Well enjoy this chapter and please review and tell me what you think! ^_^

DISCLAIMER: I don't own the show....I'm just using the characters so pls. Don't sue! They belong to CLAMP.

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LAKE OF DREAMS

CHAPTER 3: Thoughts

Syaoran sat on the bench quietly while watching the birds fly across the vast sky. He was in deep thought, feeling odd and frustrated. The wind slowly blew through his chestnut hair, and he unconciously ran his fingers through it. He sighed heavily and continued to watch the sky.

He couldn't stop thinking of her, and he still could feel her silky soft skin against him. He burrowed his eyebrows together and thought hard about her. That woman in his dreams was one heck of a problem. He couldn't seem to think about anything else but her. It affected him more than he thought possible but he knew how deep his feelings were becoming.

He continued to think deeply about her, not knowing that a thunderstorm was brewing up and the skies were getting thicker. He continued with his thoughts while a few teardrops fell from the sky. After awhile, the thunderstorm was getting harder and the rain was getting heavier. But Syaoran was so in sync with his thoughts, he had no idea, no idea whatsoever that it was raining.

'God, what us wrong with me? I think I'm going crazy....what am I supposed to do?' He thought while being drenched heavily from the rain, still feeling totally unaware of the rain above. People around him ran for shelter, but he felt as if everything was totally normal. His hair was drenched with water and tiny droplets fell slowly from his hair.Then suddenly his amber brown eyes blinked him back to reality, and he stood up.

'Huh? What the heck?' He asked himself then looked down at his soaked shirt and jeans.

'How could I not notice that it was raining?' He asked himself.

He felt his wet chestnut locks drip slowly to his face, and heard the raindrops falling furiously on the ground. He wiped his hair away from his face, and shivered from the cold chill that seemed to take over his body. He hugged himself tightly and ran for the nearest shelter.

'This is ridiculous...' He thought.

When he found a worn-down garage, from a vacant house, he breathed in deeply and tried to catch his breath. The garage was big enough, and it was sturdy enough for shelter against the rain. He was soaked from head to toe and was as cold as the chilly wind. The thunder seemed to erupt his mind and body, and he could feel the wind go through his thin shirt. The rain was still falling as heavy and it seemed like it would stay like that for awhile.When he found a nice place to sit down to recollect his thoughts of a certain emerald eyed woman, he sighed with a frown.

'I can't stop thinking of her.....' He thought gruffly.

Then after a few minutes, Syaoran noticed the rain seemed to stop, and slowly the sun came out. Syaoran felt the sun's ray peek through one of the broken windows, and he stood up, wondering where his heart was at that moment. But he already knew the answer. He sighed heavily and shook his head.

His heart was with her, and has always been with her.

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When he finally reached his apartment, he took a nice hot shower to calm his nerves. As usual he had her in his mind, as he suddenly felt his body heat up.(*wink wink* ^_~ hehehe.....) He washed his chesnut brown hair thoroughly with a sweet-smelling shampoo, and scrubbed his body with a soft towel. He scrubbed his body slowly with nice even strokes and continued to think of her (hehehehe.....*evil smirk*) He felt his body flush with excitement, and blushed in a thousand shades of red. He shook his head in a vain attempt to clear his thoughts, and continued his shower, trying his best to get her out of his mind.

When he finally got out of the shower and dried himself up with a towel, he went to his room and got changed into a pair of clean shorts and a shirt. He went into the kitchen and searched for something to cook for dinner, and found some leftover food from last night. When he found a pack of noodles in the cupboard he boiled some water and placed the leftover chinese food from last night into the microwave.

After he ate dinner, he cleaned up the dishes, and went to the living room to relax. Slowly he felt his eyes drop and he suddenly felt sleepy. And at that moment Syaoran felt as if something was leading him to her...and he didn't know why but he felt her presence in the room. He felt light-headed and dizzy.... and then suddenly he saw those images flash through his mind like a slideshow. Those images of the lake and the woman in his dreams.

He knew it...he was there again. Sleep seemed to overtake his mind and no sooner he did, he saw her face come alive in his mind. Those emerald eyes...those eyes that took his breath away was staring up at him with so much love, that he felt his heart beat faster than usual. They were together in each other's arms near the lake, loving and feeling each other, the way a man and a woman do. He didn't know why but it seemed like somebody took over him, physically and mentally, and he felt himself lose himself in her. He felt his body heat up with passion and he knew right then and there that no other woman was for him. He stroked her face slowly with gentle strokes and looked deeply in her eyes--

Syaoran woke up suddenly and he felt his forehead. He was covered with sweat and his breathing ragged. He could still feel her, and smell her, with that sweet and faint scent of cherryblossoms that bloom in Japan every April. The smell that only belonged to her, and he felt himself intoxicated, wanting to feel her right now in his arms. But then suddenly he had a strange feeling in the pit of his stomach that somehow, something was leading him to her. Then a picture of the lake flashed through his mind. That lake...it seemed familiar to him, as if he'd seen it somewhere in his life before. Ever since he'd been having these dreams, that lake has always been there, and has always haunted him. But then suddenly he knew.

That lake was the only thing in this world that will lead him to her.

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A/N: I know this is a very short chapter, *sighs* I just have a really bad case of writer's block right now. So please as I said if you have any suggestions for the story please feel free to leave me a note at: sweet_cherryblossoms415@hotmail.com well I hope you enjoyed my fic and please review and tell me what you think of it so far! Thank you *muah* Here is a preview of the next chapter, and I promise I'll upload the next chapter ASAP! ^_^

Preview of the next chapter: ...the summer house still looked the same as she had last seen it...the grass was in knee-length and it obviously needed a good trim. She could see the oak tree from the distance and noticed that the swing was still there...