Cowboy Bebop Fan Fiction ❯ To The Future ❯ Awakenings ( Chapter 4 )
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To The Future
A Cowboy Bebop Self-Insertion Fic
By: S-chan
Chapter 4:
Awakenings
When I woke up, all I was aware of was mind-burning pain sizzling throughout my entire body and making my head swim. A brilliant white light was shining straight in my face and I couldn't move. I was vaguely aware of someone holding my hand and tried to see who it was. My fingers felt rough skin and callused palms. Then I felt the unfamiliar sensation of warm, moist lips on the back of my hand and down my wrist. My eyes fluttered for a moment and a handsome face came into a hazy focus.
"Finally, you're awake," whispered Spike, greeting me with a kiss on my forehead. "You've been out for so long, I was worried you weren't going to make it..."
"Takes more than that to get rid of me," I whispered back, grinning weakly at him. "When do I get out of here?"
Spike laughed softly, tickling the tip of my nose with his fingertip.
"Not for about a week," he said quietly, his smile sad. "How do you feel?"
"Rotten," I whimpered in reply. "Some of me hurts and the rest of me is so numb it hurts!"
"Do you have feeling in your face?" he asked, leaning close to me.
I nodded as best I could, not very well considering all the tubes and catheters and whatnot I was hooked up to. Spike smiled, then closed his eyes and slanted his mouth over mine, taking me by surprise. He kissed me so deeply that I thought I was being shot up with painkillers again. My whole body tingled. For the first time, since I didn't think of Grazzeri as a kiss, I felt Spike's tongue probing at my lips. I gasped, then moaned a little as it parted them and slipped into my mouth. I never knew the feeling of a man's tongue caressing mine could be so wonderful.
The taste of his mouth as he suckled my tongue was exquisitely unique. I thrust my tongue into his mouth as far as it could go, groaning as he tightened his lips around it. For the first time, I was feeling the desire to share my bed with a man. When I writhed against his kiss, a sharp pain jerked me back to reality. I cried out before I could stop myself and the kiss ended abruptly.
"Your wound?" asked Spike, panting a little.
I nodded, tears of pain flooding my eyes and streaming down my face.
"Ah, I know it hurts," he whispered, kissing my temple then kissing the tears from my cheeks. "But at least you're alive. I couldn't lose you, Nicole. You were out for so long... You never heard me begging you not to leave me..."
"But Spike," I said sadly. "I have to go home."
He cradled me in his arms, trying to avoid disturbing the various tubes and attachments in mine. I closed my eyes and felt him kissing my shoulder. I wanted to run my hands through his hair and over his body, but I couldn't move much without jostling my wound or pulling my catheters.
"Lunkhead!" scolded a familiar female voice from outside. "Don't you realize it's beyond low to try and stick your tongue down her throat when she's defenseless like this?"
Spike laid me back down on my bed and pulled away fast as lightning. He glared at Faye as his cheeks turned dark red. Faye had a wicker pet carrier in her hand and when I saw this, my eyes grew wide beyond belief. Where she got the pet carrier, I probably didn't want to ask. But from the indignant whining sounds coming from it, Ein wasn't enjoying the trip.
"WUF!" went the irritated corgi, shaking the basket.
"Oh, I almost forgot," said Faye, glaring at the basket. "Furball wanted to visit you. He won't quit whining."
She unlatched the door and dumped the flustered contents onto my bed. Ein gave an irritated grunt and proceeded to turn around three times and go to sleep. Faye came and plunked down in a chair beside my bed.
"Hey girl," she said pleasantly. "How are ya?"
I smiled and tried to prop up on some pillows.
"I guess I'm doing better," I lied, not wanting to seem weak and weepy. "Let's just say I'm so shot up with painkillers that I can't feel anything below my boobs!"
"Hey!" yelped Spike, turning red. "I'm still here, you know!"
I turned bright red and pulled a pillow over my head. I could hear Faye laughing and even got a patronizing "Wuf!" from Ein. A pillow went flying at Faye. Soon, I accidentally pulled out a catheter and my arm started to bleed. My eyes swam and I looked up at Spike in desperation. Ein was licking my face, trying to keep me conscious. Faye turned pale and hurried out of the room.
"Spike..." I whispered as I blacked out.
Yes, I faint at the sight of my own blood.
A Cowboy Bebop Self-Insertion Fic
By: S-chan
Chapter 4:
Awakenings
When I woke up, all I was aware of was mind-burning pain sizzling throughout my entire body and making my head swim. A brilliant white light was shining straight in my face and I couldn't move. I was vaguely aware of someone holding my hand and tried to see who it was. My fingers felt rough skin and callused palms. Then I felt the unfamiliar sensation of warm, moist lips on the back of my hand and down my wrist. My eyes fluttered for a moment and a handsome face came into a hazy focus.
"Finally, you're awake," whispered Spike, greeting me with a kiss on my forehead. "You've been out for so long, I was worried you weren't going to make it..."
"Takes more than that to get rid of me," I whispered back, grinning weakly at him. "When do I get out of here?"
Spike laughed softly, tickling the tip of my nose with his fingertip.
"Not for about a week," he said quietly, his smile sad. "How do you feel?"
"Rotten," I whimpered in reply. "Some of me hurts and the rest of me is so numb it hurts!"
"Do you have feeling in your face?" he asked, leaning close to me.
I nodded as best I could, not very well considering all the tubes and catheters and whatnot I was hooked up to. Spike smiled, then closed his eyes and slanted his mouth over mine, taking me by surprise. He kissed me so deeply that I thought I was being shot up with painkillers again. My whole body tingled. For the first time, since I didn't think of Grazzeri as a kiss, I felt Spike's tongue probing at my lips. I gasped, then moaned a little as it parted them and slipped into my mouth. I never knew the feeling of a man's tongue caressing mine could be so wonderful.
The taste of his mouth as he suckled my tongue was exquisitely unique. I thrust my tongue into his mouth as far as it could go, groaning as he tightened his lips around it. For the first time, I was feeling the desire to share my bed with a man. When I writhed against his kiss, a sharp pain jerked me back to reality. I cried out before I could stop myself and the kiss ended abruptly.
"Your wound?" asked Spike, panting a little.
I nodded, tears of pain flooding my eyes and streaming down my face.
"Ah, I know it hurts," he whispered, kissing my temple then kissing the tears from my cheeks. "But at least you're alive. I couldn't lose you, Nicole. You were out for so long... You never heard me begging you not to leave me..."
"But Spike," I said sadly. "I have to go home."
He cradled me in his arms, trying to avoid disturbing the various tubes and attachments in mine. I closed my eyes and felt him kissing my shoulder. I wanted to run my hands through his hair and over his body, but I couldn't move much without jostling my wound or pulling my catheters.
"Lunkhead!" scolded a familiar female voice from outside. "Don't you realize it's beyond low to try and stick your tongue down her throat when she's defenseless like this?"
Spike laid me back down on my bed and pulled away fast as lightning. He glared at Faye as his cheeks turned dark red. Faye had a wicker pet carrier in her hand and when I saw this, my eyes grew wide beyond belief. Where she got the pet carrier, I probably didn't want to ask. But from the indignant whining sounds coming from it, Ein wasn't enjoying the trip.
"WUF!" went the irritated corgi, shaking the basket.
"Oh, I almost forgot," said Faye, glaring at the basket. "Furball wanted to visit you. He won't quit whining."
She unlatched the door and dumped the flustered contents onto my bed. Ein gave an irritated grunt and proceeded to turn around three times and go to sleep. Faye came and plunked down in a chair beside my bed.
"Hey girl," she said pleasantly. "How are ya?"
I smiled and tried to prop up on some pillows.
"I guess I'm doing better," I lied, not wanting to seem weak and weepy. "Let's just say I'm so shot up with painkillers that I can't feel anything below my boobs!"
"Hey!" yelped Spike, turning red. "I'm still here, you know!"
I turned bright red and pulled a pillow over my head. I could hear Faye laughing and even got a patronizing "Wuf!" from Ein. A pillow went flying at Faye. Soon, I accidentally pulled out a catheter and my arm started to bleed. My eyes swam and I looked up at Spike in desperation. Ein was licking my face, trying to keep me conscious. Faye turned pale and hurried out of the room.
"Spike..." I whispered as I blacked out.
Yes, I faint at the sight of my own blood.