Cowboy Bebop Fan Fiction ❯ To The Future ❯ Stay With Me ( Chapter 6 )

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To The Future
A Cowboy Bebop Self-Insertion Fic
By: S-chan

Chapter 6:
Stay With Me

Nicole slept all day. I woke up around five when she turned over and rammed the point of her elbow into the side of my rib cage. I swore out loud on impact, then turned to check on Nicole and see what made her do that. Had to admit, she had a good arm on her! She was trembling and mumbling in her sleep about Grazzeri and something else I couldn't quite distinguish. I heard her begging him not to touch her and saw her hands gripping the sheets so hard that her knuckles were white. Tears streamed down her face, which was pale in fear. I knew I had to wake her - she shouldn't have to go through that horrible night again in her dreams.

"Nicole!" I whispered urgently, my hand resting firmly on her shoulder.

"Mm?" she asked sleepily, dreams apparently forgotten. "Whatizzit?"

Seeing that the crisis had passed, I pressed one hand to my side and smiled at her.

"Don't worry about it," I told her, then tilted my head at her. "Hey, did anybody ever tell you that you hit pretty hard for a ---"

*WHOMP*

One small fist shot out and she clonked me on the head again.

"Don't say it," she ordered. "I *will* hurt you..."

I kissed her cheek, grinned at her, and swung my legs over the side of the bed.

"You try it," I teased, pulling the blankets up over her head and getting up to dress. "Just go back to sleep now..."

When I came back, she was sound asleep once again - this time free of disturbing nightmares.

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Around nine o'clock, I went back to my room to check on Nicole. The first thing I saw was her clothes all over the floor - she was more of a mess than me! My heart instantly flew to my throat, but she was in bed, curled up just the way I had left her. All that had been changed was the arrangement of a few blankets and some pillows. I smiled when I saw the collar of one of my shirts - a particularly old, worn, ratty, faded yellow one - peeking out around her chin. Jean shorts couldn't be comfortable to sleep in for long, I guessed.

It wasn't like I hadn't seen her legs before, but to see her in one of my shirts just seemed so exciting, even if it was probably the rattiest shirt I owned that didn't double as a washrag. Seeing her like that just made her seem so innocent, yet so seductive. I went and sat beside her, easing the blankets down around her waist with the careful hands of a talented pickpocket. However, this time I wasn't quite careful enough - one pretty hazel eye fluttered open and she smiled at me.

"Sleep well?" I asked her, to which she nodded. "Is there anything you need?"

"You," she whispered, taking hold of my hand and looking up at me with wide, pleading eyes. "Please... Make me forget about all the bad things I've seen..."

Picking my jaw up off the floor, I stared wide-eyed at her, wondering if she really meant what I thought she meant.

"Nevermind," she mumbled sadly, hanging her head ashamedly. "I didn't mean to sound---"

I cut her off, cupping her chin in my palm, tilting her head up and plunging my tongue into her mouth.

"Shh..." I panted as I pulled back. "Just let me love you, Nicole."

"I don't really know what to do," she said softly.

I shifted her so that she was lying on her back and braced my hands on either side of her shoulders, resting my forehead against hers. Two striking hazel eyes blinked curiously at me, like a new kitten's. I smiled at the thought of her as my kitten and nuzzled the tip of her nose with mine, then laid a butterfly kiss there. Oh yes, she would be my kitten tonight...

"Doesn't matter," I assured her, holding my desire back by sheer will power. "You don't have to do anything. Just relax and I'll take care of you. I'll make it so good, baby..."

"Just one thing," she said apprehensively, staring so deeply into my eyes that it was a little bit unnerving. "Do you love me, Spike?"

I pressed my lips to hers in a soft, chaste kiss.

"Of course I love you," I whispered against her lips.

"And will you still love me in the morning?" she asked, as if afraid I would reject her.

I stroked her face delicately with my fingertips.

"And every morning after," I assured her, looking deeply into her eyes.

"Then... stay with me..." she whispered, her voice barely more than a breath.

I pulled away and stood by the bed. Nicole's full attention was focused on me and, for the first time, I was a little nervous about undressing. I took a deep breath and, slowly, I slipped off my shirt and let it drop. I closed my eyes for a moment, feeling Nicole's gaze on me. I look like I've been through wars and I knew she was taking in every scar, every mark, every bullet hole. My skin tingled as if she were touching me. And it turned out that she was. I could feel her slender hands tugging at my belt. She worked it loose, then pulled away, her face blushing dark red. I smiled and slipped my belt off, then guided her hands to the waist of my pants. She slid them down to my knees and I stepped out of them.

"Are you sure about this?" I asked her, standing there in black satin boxers and almost uncomfortably aware of the column of flesh surging proudly up between my thighs. "We don't have to go all the way tonight..."

She bit her lip and hesitated for a moment, looking up at me for reassurance with wide hazel eyes. I smiled at her as best I could, trying to tell her that I would understand if she changed her mind. Finally, she leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to my stomach, then trailed her lips down so that she could dip her little tongue into my navel. My knees almost weakened at the caress of her mouth. With finely trembling hands, I took hold of her thin shoulders and carefully pushed her back on the bed, pinning her down securely yet gently. As I shifted my weight, I set my knee down so that I was straddling her hips. I sighed as I watched Nicole squirming around under me and I could already feel my blood rushing to my groin. Tentatively, trying not to scare her or take things too fast, I ground the evidence of my arousal against her clothed womanhood.

"Oh!" she gasped, her eyes widening in surprise. "You're so hot..."

"That's because I'm on fire inside," I growled, repeating my earlier action and drawing a squeak from her lips. "You're pretty hot down there yourself..."

Nicole blushed rose-red and mumbled "You'reembarrassingme!" I smiled at her - a decidedly wolfish expression - and leaned down to caress her temple with my lips. She moaned and tilted her head against my touches, urging me to continue. I was quick to oblige, moving down to draw her ear lobe in between my lips and suckling gently on the soft flesh, growling as I did so. Nicole let out a short, strangled-sounding "ah!" noise and shifted her head to the side. I nipped at her ear lobe as it was pulled from my mouth.

I pouted at her only for a moment before I moved down to kiss all along her throat, then back up to lick at the sensitive spot behind her ear. Nicole writhed under me once more, biting her lip to quiet the soft moans coming from her throat. I gazed down at her intently, bordering on amazement at how sensorial she was. I hadn't even started to pleasure her womanhood yet and she was already moving like this for me. I decided to continue kissing her throat, try to see how long she could take it before she told me I drove her crazy.

"So how long can you hold up?" I panted in her ear, keeping my hands firmly pressed on her shoulders as I trailed my tongue over the outer shell.

"Oooh..." she groaned, arching her throat up to me as best she could, considering my rather firm grip. "Please, love, lower..."

I smiled into her soft, warm skin, pressing a soft, sweet kiss to her pulse point. As I moved lower, I flicked my tongue out to taste the unique flavor of her skin. Delicious, just as I knew it would be. If her skin tasted so good, then her honey must be addictive. I could hardly wait to thrust my tongue into her center as far as it would go and make her melt into my mouth. But I wanted everything to be slow and gentle for her, to make her first night with a man an unforgettable one.

Nicole was trying to thrust her hips against mine, trying to relieve some of the pressure and moaning in anticipation of her release. A smile curved my lips as I continued on her throat - I had no intention of letting her off so easily! I moved my knee to press down on her mound, pinning her hips and immobilizing her lower body. I pressed a hot kiss to her collar bone and moved down to work at the first button of her shirt with my teeth. It took a long enough time, but eventually I got the garment halfway open.

"Ah... You're gorgeous, baby," I sighed, nestling in between her breasts for a sweet, contented moment. "Soft, like a woman's body is meant to be..."

"Mmm... Don't tease me anymore," moaned Nicole, squirming around and trying to free her arms from my grip. "Please don't! It feels so good it hurts..."

Well, I certainly couldn't resist a plea like that! I lifted my head from her chest and leaned up to probe her lips with my tongue, then to press my lips against hers. My tongue slipped into her mouth, lapping hungrily at hers and eliciting loud moans from her throat. When she squirmed again, grinding her womanhood on my knee, I pulled away from her lips, panting. Quickly, I trailed warm, wet kisses down her throat and collar bone, until I was right above her breasts.

Her two soft mounds weren't overly large or small, but perfectly rounded and just the perfect size for me to cup their weight in the palms of my hands. Twin rose-colored tips became hardened little buds at the lightest caress of my fingertips. I met Nicole's half-closed eyes for a moment before I dipped my head down to taste her sweet flesh. The first time my lips came in contact with the silken skin of her right breast, she let out a soft, wavering cry. My tongue circled the little bud, feeling the heat of her blood just under her skin. I stopped everything for a single tense moment, then began licking her nipple with long, slow strokes, eliciting more soft sounds and making her writhe.

I pulled back from her right breast for a moment to look at her face. Her hazel eyes were fluttering and her sweet, kiss-swollen lips were parted, letting short, heated breaths escape. She was still for the most part innocent, but the picture she made right then was so sexy. The bedroom eyes and swollen pout just made me want to strip her naked and ravage her, but I reined in my desire. I moved my knee a little and felt her wetness on my skin, soaking through her panties. It just made me want to taste her sweet secrets even more. But for now, I contented myself with licking up the salt of her skin from the valley in between her breasts.

I trailed wet kisses up from there to nurse her left breast, sucking greedily on the hard, now-cherry-red nipple. I smiled lasciviously - indeed, she was my little cherry girl, pure and sweet and giving herself freely to me. Instead of licking at her sweet skin as I had done before, I started nibbling on her tight nipple gently with my teeth. Nicole had stopped crying out long ago, now only having the air support for short, strangled-sounding panting. When I looked up at her face, I saw her eyes were glazed over in pleasure and that she was no longer coherent. To get her attention - wake her up, so to speak - I bit down a little less than gently on the little tip, then sucked firmly to soothe her.

"Do you want me to keep going?" I asked, my voice a whisper against her breast. "I can stop any time if this becomes too much for you."

Actually, I wasn't sure if I could stop myself if God himself ordered it...

"Mmm... uh-uh," she whispered breathlessly - to my great relief. "Don't stop..."

I smiled at her and started showering kisses all over her breasts, stopping here and there to nip soft flesh, then flick my tongue over the spot.

"How do you want me?" I purred quietly, heated breath playing over her left nipple. "Come on, honey... Don't be shy..."

"Huh? Whazzat mean?" Nicole asked dazedly, not noticing as my hands slid her soaked panties away.

I realized in my hazed mind that her innocence and shyness were part of what made her so appealing both as a lover and a woman.

"Where do you want to be touched?" I asked kindly, stopping for a moment to suckle her right breast, which seemed neglected now. "Where can I kiss you to both satisfy you and make you beg for more at the same time?"

Nicole groaned and arched her back as she writhed on the bed, undulating her stomach towards me. I smiled a little and nodded at her pleading expression, then made quick work of the rest of her shirt buttons. Immediately, with the shirt out of the way, my attention was drawn to her body, laying bare before me for the first time. She had an hourglass figure --- perfect breasts and hips with nice curves. Her build was for the most part muscular, but she had a cute little tummy that made her lower body soft and appealing.

"You mean right here?" I asked before flicking my tongue into her navel.

She gave a little squeak and it urged me on.

"--- and here-?" I continued, laving the soft skin below her navel with my teeth.

I heard her pleased "mmm" sound and moved down a little.

"--- and here-?" I asked innocently, licking my way down to the point of one hip before doing the same to the other. "--- and here?"

Her body tensed and she whimpered a little as I moved down and teased her inner thighs with my tongue.

"What about---" I purred, moving up to lick her smooth slit and get a tiny taste of her honey for the first time - she was so wet already. "--- right here? Is that good?"

Nicole arched her womanhood towards me, groaning wordlessly in passion.

"Sooooo good, sweetheart..." she mumbled.

"You think you've been vocal up 'til now, but it's just beginning," I promised her, nibbling lightly at her slit. "Baby, I'm going to give you the most intimate kiss a man can give a woman..."

I guided her to hook her legs over my shoulders so that I could hold her thighs apart, opening the slit of her nether lips a bit. She was flushed pink and shining with her own wetness. If I kept pleasuring her like this, she might not feel that inevitable little pain later on... I leaned in closer, letting my tongue dart out every few seconds to tease a nerve and taste her juices. Soon I had licked her womanhood clean of her shining essence. Her flavor was sweet, just like I knew it would be, and not only tasted so good, but felt wonderful in my mouth and sliding down my throat.

"You're so sweet, love," I whispered against her most tender skin. "You taste so good..."

"You're the best," whispered Nicole, flushed and breathless. "Oh... inside me... please..."

"Ah, it's my pleasure," I murmured, kissing her entrance and eliciting a long, low moan from deep in her throat. "Or, should I say, yours?"

Nicole groaned out loud as I traced her virgin opening with the tip of my tongue. I could taste her sweetness and longed for more. Without warning other than a deep breath, I slipped my tongue into her. Her inner muscles spasmed and I had to hold her legs apart by force. Slowly, I drew my tongue out of her, then plunged it back in. I added a little gentle suction and all of a sudden she was thrashing. I was a little more than saddened, since I had wanted to guide her slowly to her first climax, but there was no time to think of that.

"Sp-sss-ssspIKE!" cried Nicole, her hands fisting in the blankets as her head tossed back and forth and her hips bucked. "Wh-wh-what's HAPPENING to me!?"

I pulled my tongue out of her and sealed my mouth over her opening, waiting for her to gush her juices out and let me fully know her sweetness. She obliged well beyond expectations, nearly choking me as she poured her honey down my throat. For just a moment, I thought I would drown because of her liquids in my lungs. And honestly, I couldn't think of a better way to go.