Death Note Fan Fiction ❯ Resolute Angel ❯ Insomniac ( Chapter 2 )

Death Note fanfiction

Author's note: I was reading this comic of Death Note and it pointed out that Yagami spelled backwards is: I'm a gay

This chapter is dedicated to my first commenter:taintedesire

Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note. . .

Pairing: L/Light

Chapter Warning: Spoilers, Foul language, shower scene (but no yaoi in the shower scene, sorry). . .

 

Chapter 2: Insomniac

 

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L nodded his head to show he'd be fine. “I thought so.” Light murmured and whispered once more, “I'm sorry L. . .”

 

L was silent. “Please, Yagami-kun don't keep giving me these strange, warm feelings. It's like these tears I waste. Futile. You don't want me to feel like this.”

 

Light gaped at L. “So, you have been crying over me. . . You think it's over nothing? You think I am just trying to seduce you?”

 

L glanced away. “There is a seventy-nine percent chance.”

 

Light inwardly cursed. `Damn him and his deduction skills. . .'

 

L stood without saying a word. He wobbled a bit on his ankle. “I'm taking a shower now Yagami-kun.”

 

Light flinched at the sentence. “Doesn't that mean I have to come?”

 

L shrugged. “You could always wait and then take one yourself.”

 

“But what about clothes for me I've stayed in this same damn outfit forever. Well, other than wearing your pajamas, which by the way are too small for me, washing it and putting it back on.”

 

“Yagami-kun you have other clothes.”

 

“Where?”

 

“I put them in that dresser a long time ago.”

 

Light frowned feeling a bit stupid. “Oh. . .”

 

L didn't say anything, but grabbed an outfit that was exactly like the one he was wearing: blue jeans and a long sleeved white shirt. Light thought for a moment and an evil grin crossed his lips. He grabbed a long sleeved black shirt and blue jeans for himself he also grabbed a tight black shirt that had short black sleeves and longer white sleeves. He also grabbed a pair of pants his friend had gotten him as a joke, but it was too small for him anyway. The pants were black and tight around the thighs, but looser around the legs. They had the label “Tripp” on the inside of the pants. The pants also had pink lacing that went up the side of the legs. Light smirked even more.

 

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L pulled his towel closer to him as he searched frantically for the outfit he'd picked out, his regular outfit. Light was now in the shower. L stared at the clothes that were in place of his: a tight black shirt that had short black sleeves and longer white sleeves. The pants had the label “Tripp” on the inside. The pants also had pink lacing that went up the side of the legs. A note was attached to the outfit:

 

Dear Ryuuzaki,

It seems that you have a new outfit, huh? Hope you like it because your other outfits went missing. Every single one. Good thing I have clothes that never fit me that you can wear that I didn't like or think were too little for me. Enjoy!

 

~Light-kun

 

L's eye twitched as he looked to the outfit. He slowly let his towel slide away from his waist. He slid on the shirt Light had placed there then looked for his under garments. Light had even replaced L's chosen under garments. The garment L was now holding had pink hearts. L gaped for a moment and sighed. He slipped into the garment then slid his lithe body into the pants Light had placed out.

 

Light smirked when he saw L sitting on the ground in his usual position while wearing the clothes he'd designated him to wear. Light dressed in his own clothing then glanced to L. He yanked on the chain, forcing L to his feet.

 

“L, you seem a little . . . shy?” Light said acting like nothing had happened.

 

L took a glimpse at Light then looked away. “I want some cake.”

 

Light pulled L into an embrace. “We'll go get some.”

 

“Okay, but we have to look different. No one should recognize us.”

 

Light sighed. “Yeah, yeah.”

 

Two hours later, Light was wearing a black hoodie making sure to keep the hood over his face. L was forced to brush his hair over one of his eyes. He looked like an emotional gay guy. He frowned as Light applied eyeliner to L's already dark eyes.

 

“Yagami-kun, let's go get cake.” L pouted.

 

Light shrugged. “Whatever, good enough, let's go.”

 

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L eyed the strawberry cheesecake he had caught a glimpse of from the corner of his eye that wasn't covered by his hair. He licked his lips.

 

Light watched L lick his lips slowly. Light shook his head. “You want that one?”

 

L's eyes got big and he looked at Light. He nodded his head yes slowly. Light gave a small smile and picked up the cheesecake. L was a bit confused when Light had paid for it.

 

Light grabbed L by the hand while carrying the cheesecake in the other. “C'mon let's go.”

 

L followed Light back home with a slight limp though due to his ankle. He completely forgot about how he hated what his appearance showed. He licked his lips again as Light cut the cake.

 

Light sighed. “Here is your slice.” L just nodded before gingerly taking a bite of the cake. Light watched L. The boy seemed mesmerized by the cake. Light sighed to himself.

“L. . .”

 

L turned to look at Light. “Yes Yagami-kun?”

 

“Uh. . . N-nothing.” Light stammered. L looked down at his slice of cake then looked at Light.

 

“Would you like to taste it Yagami-kun?” L asked quietly.

 

Light's mind raced with thoughts. `Did he just offer me sex? Do I want a taste? L wants to give me a taste?'

 

“Would you like to taste the cheesecake Yagami-kun?”

 

Light frowned. “No, it's fine.” He muttered.

 

“You seem disappointed, what is the matter Yagami-kun?”

 

“Nothing.” Light murmured. L leaned over toward Light and stuck out his tongue.

 

“Liar.”

 

“L, I don't want to argue with you.”

 

“Debate.”

 

“No L.”

 

L sighed and popped in another video of shounen-ai. Light watched the video contently. He was used to watching these videos. He silently watched L's reaction to the video. L was smiling while nibbling on his thumb and leaning over his knees to get a closer view of the television.

 

“L?”

 

“Yes Yagami-kun?”

 

“Are you . . . a homosexual?”

 

L stared at the television without looking at Light he said, “Well, I've never liked any girls and I have fallen in love with another male. If that is what you mean Yagami-kun.”

 

Light stared at L, dumbfounded. “Oh, who did you fall in love with?”

 

L slowly turned to face Light, his appearance the same as it was when they went to the store. “That is my personal information Yagami-kun. I didn't know you wanted to know my personal life.”

 

Light shrugged. “You are probably still a virgin either way.”

 

L turned back to the television. “Why yes, indeed I am.” He took a sip of some hot chocolate that he'd grabbed before he'd even popped in the movie.

 

Light leaned back in the chair. He folded his arms over his chest.

 

“Are you Yagami-kun?”

 

“Am I what?” Light asked confused since silence had filled the room for about twenty minutes before L had spoken.

 

“Virgin.”

 

“Yes. . .” Light murmured. L was a bit shocked since he always thought Light was a `lady's man'. “But unlike you I'm not gay.”

 

“Bisexual.” L said after taking another sip of his drink.

 

Light snarled. “What did you say!?”

 

“Bisexual.” L repeated causing Light to jump up and grab L's wrists.

 

“I am not in any form gay!”

 

“Bisexual isn't gay.” L stated flatly.

 

Light pinned L to a wall. “You may be gay L, but that doesn't make me gay.”

 

L winced when his ankle was forced to touch the ground and support him the best he could. Light realized L was in pain and his grip lessened. “L. . .” He whispered into L's ear. L didn't say a thing. He just glanced out the window. The sun was gone. The moon was high in the dark sky. “Let's go to bed.”

 

The two were lying in bed, silent. Light was asleep and L was awake, rocking back and forth in fetal position. `Insomniac. . .' His mind mocked him. He swayed a bit as he stared emptily at Light. “Yagami-kun. . .” L cooed.

 

“No cake right now L.” Light said in an annoyed tone.

 

“I can't sleep.”

 

“Well, go cry me a river.” Light said tossing over on his side and pulling the covers over his head.

 

“Yagami-kun. . .” L whispered pleadingly.

 

“What?”

 

“May I cuddle with you?”

 

“No!”

 

“Pllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaasssseee?” L whined.

 

“Stop whining.”

 

“But Yagami-kun, I can't sleep.”

 

“Fine!” Light yelled in frustration. “You know you never cease to annoy me!”

 

“Thank you. . .” L said and snuggled close to Light. That night, L's insomnia barely took over him.

 

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The next morning Light had awoken before L which was odd enough. Light couldn't help, but to smile while he stared down at L who was all bundled up in covers, snuggled to him sucking his thumb. He slightly chuckled while looking at L. He never knew that the famous L sucked his thumb.

 

Light made his way to the dresser with his clothes. He pulled out a grey and black striped long sleeve shirt. He hated winter. He also pulled out black pants to wear. He undressed himself, mindful of the chain and he despised how hard it was just to get dressed. He slid into the outfit along with a new pair of briefs. He picked out pants similar to the ones L had worn yesterday, but these pants had red lacing and they were tighter in areas Light knew would make L uncomfortable. He pulled out a shirt like the one had on yesterday, tight fitting for L. This one was black and had red words that read: The voices in my head don't like you. . .

 

He placed the pair he'd chosen for L at the edge of the bed. L awoke only seconds later.

 

“Yagami-kun. . .” He whispered while rubbing his eyes.

 

“Get dressed.”

 

“I am.”

 

“In clothes for the day L.”

 

“Okay.” L picked up the clothes. He frowned. “Yagami-kun, again?”

 

“Yes, I told you your clothes are missing.”

 

“Liar.” L murmured as he undressed.

 

“L! You can tell me when you're going to get undressed!” Light yelled turning away from L, but secretly taking a quick glance at him.

 

L dressed himself quickly and stared into a mirror. His hair had the same style as yesterday and he had no close as to how to get it out of that style. “Yagami-kun please fix my hair back to normal.”

 

“No, it looks better that way. I'll put it back to normal tomorrow if you don't complain today.”

 

“Okay.” L agreed.

 

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Light sighed contently as he watched the video of the day of shounen-ai. He couldn't help, but start to feel a bond with L. He felt closer to L than anyone else. He denied it, but L had really gotten to him. Without L Light's world would be kind of dull. He just didn't really accept this fact though.

 

Light pulled L into an embrace in the night. “L, you're not asleep are you?” L ight said, frustrated that he'd pulled L into a hug while he was still awake.

 

“No, Yagami-kun. I'm still awake.”

 

“Damn insomniac. . .” Light muttered under his breath.

 

“Yagami-kun it's not my fault if you can't control your hormones around me.” L said, sitting up and watching Light's eye twitch.

 

Light stared incredulously. L had just said that? L had said that. But why? Light finally realized why. `How the feel did that happen?' Light thought as he looked down at his pajama bottoms that now felt tight.

 

L stifled a laugh as Light glared at him.

 

“What makes you think it got that way for you?” Light asked, crossing his arms.

 

L held his stomach as he laughed. “Well, Yagami-kun. . .” More laughing. “You were hugging me and your hand was sliding up my back.”

 

“No, it wasn't. If it was then it was only because I was trying to calm you.”

 

“You just contradicted what you said.” L pointed out and Light cringed.

 

Light pounced on L. “Why you little. . .” L moaned when Light pounced on him and his heart pounded and his cheeks flared. He could picture L writhing underneath him. Before Light knew it, he had placed his lips upon L's. He jolted back and watched L as his wide eyes just stared back at him.

 

“S-sorry. . .” Light murmured. L just crawled over to Light and hugged him.

 

L whispered softly, “Didn't I tell you to not put these emotions here, Yagami-kun?”

 

Light sighed. “Yes, Ryuuzaki. You did. . .”

 

“Why do you continue to do it then?”

 

“Because. . .” Light answered, not even sure himself.

 

Once again, that night L was able to get past his insomnia. . .

 

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“But you promised Yagami-kun. . .”

 

“Yes, but I will. . . I'll take your hair back to normal tonight.”

 

“I see. . . So, since I was not specific enough you are using it against me?”

 

Light smirked. “Yes, perhaps I am.”

 

L limped over to the couch after popping in a video. Light's eyes widened when these words popped up on the screen:

 

Warning this movie contains mild nudity. . .

 

Light gaped at the screen. “L?”

 

“Yes Yagami-kun?”

 

“Maybe we shouldn't watch this. . .”

 

“Don't worry Yagami-kun you are of appropriate age.”

 

“This better not be a prick movie.” Light said receiving a glare.

 

“Yes, Yagami-kun it happens to be a prick movie. Stop being immature.”

 

“What!? Immature!?”

 

“Yes, I do not belief I stuttered.” L said as he stared at the television as the movie went on.

 

Light crossed his arms and glared at the screen.

 

An hour passed and L was staring at the screen, nibbling his thumb in wonder of what the younger boy in the relationship would do if the older boy were to give him a kiss while he was scared since another man had currently tried to molest him. L's eyes widened as the older man on his television kissed the younger one. The two started in a passionate kiss and led to sooo much more.

 

Light licked his lips as he watched the video, picturing himself as the older man and L as the younger one. He slammed his head on the table when he realized what he was thinking.

 

L was startled. “Yagami-kun, what's wrong?”

 

“Your damn movies are getting to me!”

 

L snickered.

 

“What's so funny!?” Light inquired, his tension growing.

 

“Nothing Yagami-kun.” L said with a last giggle and watched the movie again.

 

The movie finally ended, L was now sitting at his lap top. Light had his own screen.

 

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Yank.

 

L glanced down at the handcuff on his wrist then to Light. “What is it Yagami-kun?”

 

Light shrugged. “I don't know what you mean Ryuuzaki.”

 

L turned back to his computer screen again and started to type. It really was no use to look for clues. He already had clues. He just couldn't bring himself to turn Light, his first friend, the one his first kiss went to, and the first whom he'd fallen so deeply in love with. It made L want to cry. He didn't though. He'd stopped crying for a while. He was happy at the moment and that could be taken away if he wasn't careful, which he always was. So, that was not a worry. But if chance had it that Light and him were severed then his happiness would be crushed. He'd be doomed for a world of darkness. So, he planned to cherish the happiness he could.

 

Yank.

 

“Light, stop please.”

 

Light was taken back when L said his name. L had almost always called him that damned name, Yagami-kun. He loved it when L talked or said his name, but it was so much better to hear Light rather than Yagami-kun.

 

“You called me Light.”

 

“Yes, indeed I did.” L said smiling softly.

 

Light couldn't help but to smile back.

 

 

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