Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Hopes ❯ avoiding you ( Chapter 5 )

Broken Hopes

By: E-chan Hidaka

Disclaimer: I always say the same thing in every fanfic, I post up and once again I do not own anything just the story, so please do not sue me.

Couple(s): Takari/ Kenyako & Hints of Mimato

Genre- Romance/ Angst/ Drama

Rated- G- PG-13

This fanfic is dedicated to all the Takeru & Hikari fans out there. And please forgive for my bad grammar and spelling.

The bold italics are lyrics to a song by The Calling called Can It Be An Harder, I do not own it so do not sue me.

Warning: this chapter will contain a slice of lime… you have been warned!!

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Special Thanks:

DunkmoonX, Shadow Wulf, Sayinijin7, Takeru's Lost Angel, Azn Angel Hikari, Together Again, Paladin Of Takari, Seal_trunpet_bowl, Lili Shy Goth, Lighthopemyshine, Angelwarriar/Tevrah, Chloe-Laroo, Ridley, Digimonrule, and Sylver_star and my many other readers out there…

For encouraging me to continue writing this story and I'm glad you enjoyed the story. This chapter is dedicated to you guys.

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You left me with goodbye and open arms

And cut so deep I don't deserve

You were always invincible in my eyes

The only thing against us now is time

Could it be any harder to say goodbye and without you?

Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true

If I only had one more day

I lie down and blind myself with laughter

A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing

And how I wish that I could turn back the hours

But I know I just don't have the power

I'd jump at the chance,

We'd drink and we'd dance

And I'd listen close to your every word

As if it's your last, I know it's your last,

Cause today, Oh, you're gone.

Like sand on my feet

The smell of sweet perfume

You stick to me forever

And I wish you didn't go,

I wish you didn't go, I wish you didn't go away

To touch you again,

With life in you hands,

It couldn't be any harder...harder...harder

Chapter 5: avoiding you

"I wish you were here"-Incubus

Takeru slam his fists into the punching bag over and over. He couldn't understand her. She has been avoiding him for two weeks now ever since the incident in the bus. He should be glad right? At school she would avoid him, and she would just stand there with a smile on her face. That wasn't normal! What the hell was wrong with her! He thought to himself. The whole issue with Hikari was driving him insane. He walked towards the glass window, and swept the sweat with his right forearm. He stared out into the vase busy life of the city from the two-story gym he was working out at.

He couldn't understand her; the first two weeks when she arrived at their school, she would be always interfering in his life, and now after the bus fiasco, she was just plain towards him. What game was she trying to play with him? It was getting on his last nerve.

"Hmph! Screw her!" he cursed. As he watch the people walking down the busy street, he notices her out off the people he knew it was her, she was dressed in a pure white like snow sun dress, her hair nicely pined with clips and she had her famous smile plastered on her face. She looked up at the building where he was and slowly their eyes met, his cold blue ones with her chocolate brown ones. She quickly turned her head and began to walk the other way.

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She had been trying to avoid the so-called Takeru. She didn't know how to face him after that incident. She was experience some emotions that she thought she locked away for a very long time. Why was it resurfacing and why now? She walked to her secret haven were she would escape from the world. Her little secret hide-away was cover in a blanket of wild white daisies. The wind blew against her face gently. She closed her eyes while standing in the middle of the field. The scent of wind was a ravishing flavor of sweet green grass and wild scent of the daisies surrounding her. She placed her blanket down and her bag after that. Then she began to pick up random daisies from the field and set them next to her back.

What was she thinking? She should've left him alone the first day she laid her eyes upon him. But what attracted her to him was how alike they were like kinder souls they had. It was he lost faith in their so beloved creator they called god. Like her, she stopped believing in her so-called god. She saw it when they looked at each other eyes. He had suffered and grief his lost. She saw herself in those cold azure eyes of his. Tears started to fall down her face. She didn't want to suffer anymore. She wanted to end this misery. "What didn't you save me god from this pain!" she screamed. "Why is that I being punished?" Then he appeared in front of him. Takeru… she dropped the bouquet of white daisies, tears still running down her face. There he stood there in blue jeans and a black dress shirt that cling to his every part of his upper body physic. He truly was a handsome boy. The next thing she knew she was running away, away from him. She needed to get away from him and everything else. She was falling in love with him…

He ran after her. Why was her chasing after her? In the first place why did he looked for her? There were so many unquestioned questions running through his head as he ran after her. She was mad at god too. Why? It seem like she had a perfect life to go with the perfect smile of hers. Was he falling for her? "Stop running stupid!" He shouted at her.

"Go away! Leave me alone!" she yelled back. She was trying to run as fast as she can, but it seem he was just getting closer and closer. "Just leave me alone!" she cried as she ran. All of a sudden she tripped and fell. It was his lucky break and now he was in front of her. She was still face down to the ground.

"I told you!" he said to the sobbing girl, "to stop." He grabbed one of her wrist turning her around to face him, he pulled her up into sitting position and she began to hit him with her free fist.

"Damn you! Let go of me!" she screamed. "I don't want you help or pity!"

"Shut up will you, stupid girl!" he snapped. She wrapped her arms around his waist and cried in his chest. He hesitated at first then slowly embraced her back comforting the broken down girl. She looked up into to his eyes then she tried to push herself away from him, but he still had a nice grip on her. She struggled against him. "Stop fighting me, you'll never win against me stupid." He said.

"Shut up you ass!" she retorted.

"Oh I'm so hurt!" he replied sarcastically. She was trapped like a bird in a cage. "Its all you're fault that I can't get you out of my mind." He said, "constantly wondering about you." He whispered in her ear so softly. She shivered at his breath brushing against her ear. "Haunting me with your smile, making me craving for more of you."

"What?" she said nervously. She could feel her heart beat racing faster. His lips softly caressed hers. It was gentle and innocence then he slowly increasing the kiss. He began to sneak his arms around her waist to her back letting go of her wrist. From kissing her tastefully lips to her well define jawbone to her sweet neck. She let a craving moan out. This was like forbidden like Adam and Eva but instead of a garden it was a field of wild white daisies. He was like the devil and she was the naïve angel sneaking off to meet her lover. He continued to kiss her while his hands where busy caress her backside. It was so intoxicant. He wanted to kiss to touch to be with her. He never felt like this. Its all her fault he's feeling like a total lecher towards her. His hands began to unzip the back of her dress. Sliding the shoulder part of her dress of her shoulder.

Lights went off in her head. "NO!" she screamed. With all her strength she removed herself from Takeru. "Don't ever come close to me again!" She scattered up to her feet and ran. What was going on?

***

She ran all the way home. Tears streaming down her face. She couldn't believe herself. She was letting him do what ever with her. But she couldn't deny that was the most wonderful feeling she ever experienced. She ran to her room and slammed it.

"What was that all about?" Tai looked at his girlfriend. "Maybe I should check what's wrong with my sister."

"No, I'll go and check on her." Sora suggested. Sora knocked on Kari's door. "Kari its me Sora, sweetie. Can I come in?" Sora heard sobs and slowly opened it. "Kari, are you ok?" Kari looked at Sora. "Oh my god!" Sora quickly came to Kari's aid. Kari threw herself at Sora and cried.

"I hate myself! I hate this life!" Kari yelled. "My body is dirty with disgust. I shouldn't be loved."

"Kari, what are you talking about?" Sora questioned the incoherent girl.

"When he touch me, I felt dirty because I was not pure anymore." She cried. "I'm not good enough for him to love me." Sora was confused. What was Kari saying? "I hate this body!"

"Kari, you're not making sense for me to understand." She told Kari. Kari moved away from Sora's comforting arms. She took a deep breath and sighed.

"It was a year and half after our parent got killed in that shitty earth quake. I met a young boy and I was stupid enough to fall for his charms. He showered me with gifts and courted me for five months before he asked Taichi if can go out with me." Kari said to Sora. "Everything was perfect until one night, we went to a party and he got really drunk." New freshly tears began to appear. "He force me…" Sora eyes widened in shock and hugged her tightly. "But next thing I knew I was in Tai's bed in a part of sweats and a t-shirt, wrapped in a warm blanket."

"Sora, is everything ok?" Taichi asked as he entered his sister's room. He saw his sister filled with tears. "Hikari! Who did this to you?"

"Tai, no! I'm fine. Don't worry!" Kari tired to calm her brother down.

"No, you're gonna tell me what's going on here!" he demanded.

"It's nothing!" she returned.

"Liar!" he said to her.

"Fine! I saw Amano the other day okay!" Kari shouted. She didn't want to tell her brother about Takeru. He would just flip out about him… if he knew what was going on between them. She shook her head… nothing was between her and Takeru.

"What! That bastard I'll kill him!" Tai growled.

"Tai, you're over reacting… please honey." Sora said softly.

"Nothing happen between Amano and I, I just him the other day with Yukari while I was riding the bus. And it just brought up bad memories." Kari explained.

"You're not lying to me… are you?" Tai asked his sister.

"No" she replied. I forgot my stuff at my secret spot… oh no. She thought.

***

The next day at school Kari didn't show up and the next day after that. "I got the information on Miss Hikari Yagami, you wanted Takeru." Ken said to him and passed him a paper.

"She transferred to most prodigious private girl school," Takeru read. He cramped the paper. "You won't get away that easily Yagami…"

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Author's note: I'm truly sorry it took me this long to update. I just kind of got busy with school and work. I know its no excuse for not updating >_<;; gomen ne! [Hint… hint and a slight writer's block -_-;;]

E-chan Hidaka 08-31-03