Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Hopes ❯ The News ( Chapter 1 )

Broken Hopes

By: E-chan Hidaka

Disclaimer: I always say the same thing in every fanfic, I post up and once again I do not own anything just the story, so please do not sue me.

Couple(s): Takari & Hints of Mimato

Genre- Romance/ Angst/ Drama

Rated- G- PG-13

This fanfic is dedicated to all the Takeru & Hikari fans out there. And please forgive for my bad grammar and

The bold italics are lyrics to a song by Ayumi Hamasaki called Endless Sorrow, I do not own it so do not sue me.

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What if you're alone and suddenly become blind, and what if despite that you kept walking forward?

Come here, and give me your hand.

If you've only got one wing...

Even if I only have one wing left...

What if there was nothing to believe in, and what if all that's left is despair?

Please, hear my prayers in this era overflowing with wingless angels.

If you are left with no wings...

If I have even one wing left...

Together... together...

"Wonder girl is talking to me, now I know the world has come to an end."- Asuka (Evangelion)

Chapter 1: The News

He sat there motionless on the bleachers staring at the vague nothingness. He was still dressed in his basketball uniform. His beautiful sea blue eyes were all puff and red, his nose was red from sniffling and his sunny blonde hair was a mess. A couple hours ago he got the news, and he couldn't believe it. Tonight was supposed to be his night to shine, but it never accrued to him this turn out of event. He remembered around half time break in the locker room his coach called him to the office.

"Takeru, I think you need to sit." His coach instructed him. His coach had a serious look and closed the door. Takeru took a seat.

"Coach if it about not passing to Daisuke, I'm sorry sir. He's such a hot headed." Takeru apologized.

"No, it's not about that." Coach said, "It's about your brother Yamato Ishida and his girlfriend Mimi Tachiwaka."

"What?" Takeru asked agitated.

"Calm down Takeru, I just got news they got into an accident an hour ago." Coach informed him. "But they didn't survive the crash."

"What do you mean they didn't survive?" Takeru started to have trouble speaking.

"They died…" His coach said sadly.

"No, that can't be! I was just talking to Mimi, she was happy and they told me they were heading to my game." Takeru said in denial. He couldn't believe the two people he cared about beside his parents were gone just like that. He lost two more important in his life. First he lost his mother by giving birth to him, and now his older brother and his brother girlfriend. Was God punishing him? It was true then he is the demon child because he loses everyone that he cares about. Is his father going to be next? Why should he care? His father never cared about him after he lost his wife.

"I'm sorry Takeru. I know how hard it is to lose someone important to you." The coach tried to comfort him.

"You know nothing!" Takeru shouted tears running down his face now. It's been a long time since he cried. The last time was when his dad wouldn't let him go with his brother to camp when he was seven. And he promise himself he wasn't going to cry anymore. He was going to be strong and not cry.

"You could stay here, you don't have to play the game for the rest of the night." His coach told him. Takeru just nodded his head. The coach left him to be alone for a while.

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Three Months Later

He sat alone at lunch looking out the second floor window aimlessly into the sky blue sky, he was dressed in black, and this is who he was now. He hated his life, the world, the people and most of all he hated himself. He believed he was curse; he was a demon child. People like him didn't deserve to be love, but surround by death. Takeru Takashi isolated himself from the people his use to hang out with, and bury himself into the world of darkness.

His father now even avoids him even more then ever. It's like he disowned him. But Takeru didn't mind; he felt like he was disowned a long time ago before his brother death. God, how he hated his life, it was shit! "Dammit! Kill me now!" Takeru shouted, everyone who was eating their lunch peacefully in homeroom looked at him with quizzically look.

"Takeru? Are you ok?" his teacher said with sympathy as she stop converse with her student.

"What?" Takeru answered with venom staring at his teacher.

"Nothing," his teacher said quietly. She looked at him with sadness. She never witnessed a person like Takeru because before he was lively and cheerful. But now he was just cold-hearted, she understood what it is to lose a love one, but it wasn't right to just cut you-self from the world like that. At first she believe he was just expressing his pain, and he turn back to his usual self, weeks turn into months, and he stayed the same mad at the world, and worst of all mad at himself.

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Author's Note: Hello, I hope you like it so far. This fanfic is going to short, I think… but anyhow I know it's a lot of drama and angst. It was just the mood I was in, actually I had a good day, but I just had an idea, and it turn out like this dark and moody. Ukyu…. Is it good? Please review!

Next chapter? Well I started to type it up… but if I don't get enough review I won't put up a new chapter…so review please, so I know if I should continue.

01.11.03 E-chan Hidaka