Dear Diary…that night

By: E-chan Hidaka

Authors notes: I do not own Digimon, so please do not sue me.

Inspired by: my vacation and listening to rave/techno songs.

Couples: Mimato and many more

Setting: Alternate Universe

Rating: PG-13 to R due to foul language and sexual content.

Genre: Drama/Romance

Characters, Relationships and Ages: (must have seen season 1,2, 3 & 4 to know the characters)

Mimi Tachiwaka- 16 years old [in love with matt]

Yamato 'Matt' Ishida- 16-17 years old [in love with mimi]

Taichi 'Tai' Kamiya- 16-17 years old [matt's best friend]

Sora Takenouchi- 16-17 years old [matt ex-girlfriend]

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Song by: Amanda Perez- Angel.

Author's Notes // Once again I do not own anything just the story itself!

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[Revised version]

It's been five months since you went away

Left without a word and nothing to say

When I was the one who gave you my heart and soul

But it wasn't good enough for you, no

So I asked God

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

And I know it might sound crazy

But after all that I still love you

You wanna come back in my life

But now there is something I have to do

I have to tell the one that I once adored

That they can't have my love no more

Cause my heart can't take no more lies

And my eyes are all out of cries

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

Now you had me on my knees

Begging God please to send you back to me

I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep

You made me feel like I could not breathe

Now all I wanted to do was to feel your touch

And give you all my love

But you took my love for granted

Want my lovin' now

But you can't have it

God

God send me an angel

From the heavens above

Send me an angel to heal my broken heart

From being in love

'Cause all I do is cry

God send me an angel

To wipe the tears from my eyes

All I want is a lullaby - Hikaru Utada

Chapter 1: What Happen…

Mimi's POV

May 13, 2001

Dear Diary,

You wouldn't believe this diary. I know that I haven't written in you in a while. But a lot of stuff could happen in three months. You're probably wondering what am I rambling about. Well let me tell you my story.

It all started one night that I was getting ready for a rave. You know that I dyed my hair hot pink and magenta, right? Anyhow I was dressed in pink windbreaker with matching halt top and pink pumas. To top it up I wore pink angel wings and had glitter all over my body. Had a lot of glow-in-the-dark bracelets and necklaces on.

Any ways on with the story that I started to tell you last night diary. After I got already for the rave. I left my house and headed to Metropolis Star. I got into the rave; so many people were dancing, hugging and kissing each other. A lot of people were very friendly. And had no idea why? I started to dance and I accidentally bump into someone.

"Oh I'm sorry." A male's voice apologized. I looked up and saw the most gorgeous eyes ever. It was clear as the ocean water. His hand was out telling me to take a hold of it. I grab it. It was the softest ever. Like as smooth as a baby's bottom. He had the most ravishing and shiniest blonde hair. "I didn't mean to knock you down," he said to me.

"It's ok." I said meekly. Gosh, he knew how to dress. He was dressed in gray windbreakers with blue linings and wore a body tight muscle shirt that matches his windbreakers. You can tell this guy knew his stuff what's in fashion and not.

"What's your name?" he asked me.

"Mimi..." I said.

"Well Mimi, I'm Matt." he greeted me. The music change again. "You wanna dance?" he asked me.

"Sure I guess." I replied. Duh? Why not? He's cute and all I thought to myself. We started to dance together. He was a pretty good dancer.

Uuhhh...I think I'll go to sleep now diary. I'll tell you the rest tomorrow night.

Mimi

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Matt's POV

May 14, 2001

You, know its been three months, I haven't seen that beautiful angel. Yes, journal I know, I'm talking about her again. But how can I forget her. She is an angel send from above. Mimi Tachiwaka. I know that I go out with Sora. But that girl I met three months ago still been always on my mind. I never forgot her smile, her face, her petite body and lively spirit. That's a night I'll never forget and her. We shared that night with love and magic.

Gosh, I seem I been writing about her a lot in here journal. Could it be I love her? But I love Sora or am I just fooling myself just staying with Sora. When my heart aches for Mimi.

I could remember that night so clearly. To everything she was wearing, to the fragrance she had on and to her most sweet spot on her body. Her body was so soft. I could tell she give her heart and soul to me that night. I wish I could relive that night again and never let her slip away from me like she did before.

After we shared our love for each other. And woke up in each other's arms. I never felt so happy me in my life. But when I told her I had a girlfriend back home. She went on a power trip. She started to yell at herself and me. Saying she couldn't believe she give her all to me when I have a girlfriend. Yes, I cheated on Sora with the girl I just met that night. But what can I say. When I first laid eyes on her. I felt sparks between us. Like it was meant to be.

"Matt!" A young man called his name.

"Yes, Pops!"

"Sora, on the phone for you." he said.

"Ok, tell her I'll be there in a minute."

Hey journal I have to write in you later Sora waiting for me.

Matt

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Mimi's POV

May 16, 2001

Dear Diary,

It's me again. Now let me finish what I was telling you that other night. Hmm? Where was I again? Oh yeah...I was dancing with the young man that knocked me down Matt. When I was dancing with him it was like the world didn't matter. All that matter was just the two of together like it was the end world. And we're the only to people alive. I felt sparks between us.

That night and the rest of that night we spend time with each other and only each other. I give him the most precious thing a girl could give a guy. I give him my heart and soul that night. And I could tell so did he.

I remember everything about him. To his face, his smile, his hair, his smell, his body and untutored hands that was giving me pleasure. It was indescribable feeling when I was with him. It was like pure heaven. I never forget that night. But the next morning he also broke my heart into two. He told me that he had a girlfriend back home. Do you know how hurt I felt when I heard him say that? I pour out my heart and soul to the night before. And before I knew it my dream was shattered.

You know I started to yell at him and myself. Telling it was a mistake meeting him. But that night it felt like it was fate. Telling him that we should never been together. I told him it was wrong to do that to his girlfriend. And shouted to myself saying I was just a fool, a fool to fall in love with a complete stranger. But when I was with him it didn't feel like we were complete strangers. We're like that other half of each other. Like we're soul mates.

Do you know what I also found out tonight diary? That.... That...I'm pregnant. Yes, pregnant with his child in my body. What am I going to do? I'm only 16. I'm too young to have a kid now. I'm not even finish with high school yet. And how am I going to tell my parents about this. Like I'm going to say I met this guy at a rave and we slept with each other. Then they're going to say what the hell were you doing at that rave? I know it's going to be total disaster. I just know it.

Well that's what happened that night. I got to go diary. I have to tell my parents that their precious princess is pregnant. If I don't tell them now I know I'll never get the chance to explain to them. Wish me the best of luck diary. I know I need all the luck on my side.

Mimi

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Mimi's POV

"What your pregnant!" both of my parents scream.

"No, tell me your just joking princess." my daddy asked me. I just shook my head no. My mom fainted.

"How could this be!" my daddy yelled, "Who's the bastard!"

"Daddy please..." I plead. Tears started to form under my eyes.

"Mimi, how could you!" my daddy said, "Where does the bastard live so I could kill him!"

"No, daddy." I begged him. He grabbed me so violently. He was hurting me. For the first time I ever feared my dad. He never touched me like that before.

"Tell where he lives Mimi," he shouted still holding me tightly.

"I don't know where he lives." I said to him with tears running down my face.

"Don't lie to me!" he screamed. "You're having an abortion."

"What?" I screamed.

"I will not have that bastard living in my home," he pointed at my stomach. He raised his hand and slaps me. "No good! You're not my daughter!" he shouted to me. I was so shock what he said to me. And I couldn't believe he hit me. The father I use to know wasn't the same one in front of me anymore. He was a monster.

I broke free from his grip by kicking him the crouch. He screamed in agony. And I ran upstairs to my room. I cried in pain. I thought the parents I had we're supported and loving, but turn against me. I locked my door. And push my dresser against the door. I grab the biggest bag in the room. Threw some clothes in there. Grab all my pocket money that I had. Grab a blanket and a pillow. Then grab my favorite necklace and my car keys. I open the doors of my balcony and climb down the tree. My father came out yelling at me. I ran to my car and drove far away.

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To be continued...