Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Dear Diary...That Night ❯ I hate you Matt ( Chapter 2 )

Dear Diary…that night

By: E-chan Hidaka

Authors notes: I do not own Digimon, so please do not sue me.

Inspired by: my vacation and listening to rave/techno songs.

Couples: Mimato and many more

Setting: Alternate Universe

Rating: R due to foul language and sexual content.

Genre: Drama/Romance

Characters, Relationships and Ages: (must have seen season 1,2, 3 & 4 to know the characters)

Mimi Tachiwaka- 16 years old [in love with matt]

Yamato 'Matt' Ishida- 16-17 years old [in love with mimi]

Taichi 'Tai' Kamiya- 16-17 years old [matt's best friend]

Sora Takenouchi- 16-17 years old [matt ex-girlfriend]

Miyako Inoue- 15 years old [mimi's best friend]

Takeru 'Tk' Takashi- 14 years old [matt's half brother]

Hikari 'Kari' Kamiya - 14 years old [tai's younger sister]

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Song by: Stacie Orrico- Strong Enough

Author's Notes // Once again I do not own anything just the story itself!

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[Revised Version]

As I rest against this cold hard wall, will you pass me by?

Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?

I had fought so hard and thought that all my battles had been won

Only to find the war had just begun

Is He not strong enough?

Is He not pure enough?

To break me, pour me out and start again?

Is He not brave enough?

To take one chance with me

Please can I have one chance to start again?

Will my weakness fall and… and now make me suffer for a lifetime?

Is there any way to be made whole again?

If I be renewed and find forgiveness by the strength I've never had

Will my scars forever ruin all God's plans?

With a friendship that no one else could touch - No Doubt

Chapter 2: I hate you Matt

Somewhere....

Dammit! Damn this car! God why does everything happen to me? Why did you have to run out of gas? I hate my life! Nothing could get any worst then this. I have nowhere to go and my father went psycho on me. I'm in a city that I don't know. I'm pregnant with Matt Ishida's child. Oh.... I think I going to be sick. She thought to herself.

All of the sudden she felt uneven. "Uuhhh..." she moaned. She quickly opened her door and puked. She was a total wreck. Her hair was all tangled up and wet from the rain. Her make-up was running down her face, and her eyes all red from crying. She passes out.

***

He was walking with his girlfriend at the park. He had my arm around her waist. But something didn't fit like we were as close as before. They use to talk to each other about everything. He thought. We still talk to each other, but it wasn't the same any more. Like the feeling wasn't there.

"Matt, what time is it?" Sora interrupted his thoughts. He looked at the pager.

"It's 5 o'clock," he told her.

"What! It's 5 o'clock!" she shouted. He let go of her.

"Why? What's wrong?" he asked her.

"I suppose to be at the flower shop," she told him.

"Why?" he questioned her.

"I got to help my mother." she said, "I'm sorry I had to cut our date short."

"It's ok." he replied, "do you want me to drive you there?"

"No, that's ok Matt. I have to run some errands." she hesitated.

"Are you sure?" he asked her.

"Of course." she kissed Matt on the cheek. "I'll talk to later ok." and she runs off. Ok, that was weird. It seemed like she was hiding something from me. He thought.

"Bye!" he yelled. Matt walked all alone. It felt good. He thought I needed time to myself. He thought to himself. I needed to think-to-think if my feelings for Sora were real to know if I was in love with two. He didn't know what to do. His heart was telling him that he was in love with Mimi and his brain was telling he was in love with Sora.

I do love Sora. But lately she has been distance from me. Why? Does she feel it too? That we are growing apart? Or I'm I just fooling myself? He thought to himself.

***

One hour and half had passed....


"Uuhhh...I don't feel good." She whispered to herself. She sat up. Her head was troubling with pain. Did I pass out? Where the hell am I? Oh my god! I'm going to.... She thought. Before burping up the food she ate earlier that day on the passenger seat.

She coughs. She felt like her head was spinning on top speed. Then all of the sudden it started to rain. "Uh, I hate my life!" she screamed on top of her lungs. She started to cry once more. She didn't care anymore. She didn't care if it was raining and she was getting all wet. She welcomed the rain. She couldn't run back to her daddy anymore to make her boo-boo go away. He wasn't the same anymore. She wasn't the angel that he thought she was.

If only she didn't sneak out the house to go to a rave. And met Matt Ishida that night. She wouldn't be in this situation. Look what her poor judgment did to her. She was on the run from her crazy father. Sitting in a broke down car and crying in the rain. She was throwing up every hour.

"I hate you! I hate you Matt!" She cried.

"How did you know me? And what did I do to you? To hate me?" Mimi faced a young man with bright ocean blue eyes.

"Who are you?" She asked irritated.

"Matt." he said.

"Uh..." she screamed. "I hate you!" She started to hit him. "It's all your fault," she cried.

"What the hell did I do to you?" he yelled angrily at the crazy girl.

"If I never met you in that freaking rave." Mimi started, "I wouldn't be in this situation!"

"Mimi?" Matt called her name.

"Don't you dare say my name!" she shouted at Matt. She swung her fist at him. But Matt dodges it. She tried to strike him with her other fist. But he dodges it again. And grab both wrists. Mimi struggles to set her hands free.

"What's up with you?" he asked.

"Everything!" she started, "My life is upside down because of you."

"Because of me?" he said.

"Yeah!" she said sarcastically.

"That's it you're coming with me." Matt told Mimi.

"What? I am not going anywhere with you!" she refused.

"Yes, you are!" he argued.

"No!" she spat back

"Ok, have it your way." He toss Mimi over his shoulders.

"You can't do this me!" She yelled.

"You didn't wanna listen to me!" He returned.

"I can press charges on you!" she screamed.

"I don't give a damn if you do," he told her. He started to walk away from the broken down car with Mimi screaming her head off on his shoulders. "Would you shut up!" he snapped at her.

"My stuff are in the car!" she pounded on his back.

"Will you behave? If I put you down," he asked her.

"Yes..." she hissed at him. He slowly put her down. When her feet touch the ground she quick bend over and puke.

"Are you ok?" Matt asked her in concern. She coughs. "We need to get you out the rain." He put a reassuring hand on her back. He was rubbing her back in slow circular motion. For the first time that night she was glad she ran into Matt. "Now let's get your stuff and out of this rain."

"Yeah." she replied. They walk to Mimi's car quietly. It was an unusual moment. No one was talking. They finally reach Mimi's car. Matt grabs her bag and pillow that was soak to the bone like they were.

***

Matt opens the door to his apartment. Luckily his dad was out for the week on business. It surprised him that Mimi and him hadn't argued at all while walking to his apartment. She was quiet. Matt put down her bag and pillow on the couch. She quickly made herself at home. She lay herself down on the couch. Matt just looked at Mimi. She was mess up. What happen to her? He thought to himself.

He was complete soak. He knew he should've of brought an umbrella. While his walking towards his room, he strips off his jacket and shirt. And threw them in the hamper. He wanted to know why Mimi hates him so much. What could he do to her as he was in deep thought? Mimi had fallen asleep on the couch all wet in her wet clothes. She was a total disaster. Matt took of his jeans and replaces them with gray sweats. And walk out of his room shirtless.

Aww...she asleep, he sighed at himself. He watch her rhythmic of her breathing. She was an angel in hell. That's described her well. Matt bends down and touched her forehead. She stirred a little. She was burning up. He had to get her out of those wet clothes. He strips off her jacket then her shirt. She moaned. He didn't know if she should take off her bra or not? He knew it was wet. But what would she think of him? If she knew he had strip her naked. And decide not to take the bra off. He wanted her to feel comfortable. He ran to his room and grabs a clean shirt. He came back with the shirt. He strips the jeans off her. She had creamy white long legs. He could never forget those legs. She opens her eyes a little.

"What are you doing Matt?" she asked in blurry state. Then her eyes shut again. He buttons up the shirt. And carried Mimi to his room. He laid her softly on his bed. He covers her with his blanket. Matt walked out his room and pick up Mimi's bag, pillow and wet clothes. When back to the room and threw Mimi's wet clothes in the hamper with the wet pillow. He planned to do laundry tomorrow anyhow. He set Mimi's bag by his lampshade. He looked at her. What an angel? He thought.

"Good night...my angel." he said as he walk out his room with a dry pillow and a blanket. He set his bed on the couch. Man, what a night? He thought.

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To be continued...

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