Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ If I Didn't Have You ❯ Chapter 3
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If I Didn't Have You
Chapter 3
Taichi pumped Yamato's chest. Nothing happened except more blood oozing out. He had dreamed the whole thing, falling in love with Yamato, losing his virginity, and then disappearing. Taichi woke up in an instant. It seemed that the last had already happened, but it wouldn't stay that way.
Taichi turned the bath tap on, and let the tub fill up. When he was satisfied, he stopped the water flow, opened the medical supply cabinet, removed a razor blade, and slowly entered the bath.
He pressed the razor down hard on to his wrist, feeling nauseous as blood started to trickle out of the cut, staining the water red. Still he continued to slash at his wrist, more blood spurting out, even more red. He began to pass out, as he whispered, "I'm coming Yamato. Wait for me."
Taichi began to feel his soul rising, as he landed on a cloud. Yamato flew over to him, and the two locked their lips in a deep kiss.
"I do have you now," Taichi whispered.
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I don't know what I was thinking
'Til I was thinking of you
I don't remember a thing before I opened my eyes
And you came into view
I don't know what I was doing
When there was nothing to do
Must've been waiting for someone, baby
Now I can see - I was waiting for you
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
Driving myself to distraction
Until you got in my way
I was just whistling Dixie 'til you struck up the band
And they started to play
I don't know how I was living
Until you came in my life
I always knew there was something wrong
Then you came along
Baby, you made it right
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
I was alone in the silence
'Til I was hearing your voice
I couldn't see my way clear until you parted the clouds
And you gave me a choice
I couldn't pick up the pieces
'Til I was falling apart
I didn't know I was bleeding
'Til your love fixed this hole, baby, here in my heart
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's no place that I'd rather be
This life without you would be hollow
This love is a gift, and you gave it to me
All that I am, you have made me
And baby, I know that it's true
I'd give it all up in a heartbeat
Just to spend every moment with you
There's no place that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
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Chapter 3
Taichi pumped Yamato's chest. Nothing happened except more blood oozing out. He had dreamed the whole thing, falling in love with Yamato, losing his virginity, and then disappearing. Taichi woke up in an instant. It seemed that the last had already happened, but it wouldn't stay that way.
Taichi turned the bath tap on, and let the tub fill up. When he was satisfied, he stopped the water flow, opened the medical supply cabinet, removed a razor blade, and slowly entered the bath.
He pressed the razor down hard on to his wrist, feeling nauseous as blood started to trickle out of the cut, staining the water red. Still he continued to slash at his wrist, more blood spurting out, even more red. He began to pass out, as he whispered, "I'm coming Yamato. Wait for me."
Taichi began to feel his soul rising, as he landed on a cloud. Yamato flew over to him, and the two locked their lips in a deep kiss.
"I do have you now," Taichi whispered.
~~~~~~~~~~
I don't know what I was thinking
'Til I was thinking of you
I don't remember a thing before I opened my eyes
And you came into view
I don't know what I was doing
When there was nothing to do
Must've been waiting for someone, baby
Now I can see - I was waiting for you
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
Driving myself to distraction
Until you got in my way
I was just whistling Dixie 'til you struck up the band
And they started to play
I don't know how I was living
Until you came in my life
I always knew there was something wrong
Then you came along
Baby, you made it right
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
I was alone in the silence
'Til I was hearing your voice
I couldn't see my way clear until you parted the clouds
And you gave me a choice
I couldn't pick up the pieces
'Til I was falling apart
I didn't know I was bleeding
'Til your love fixed this hole, baby, here in my heart
I'd give up my sight just to see you
I'd beg, I would borrow and steal
I'd cut off my hands just to touch you
And tear out my heart so you'd know how I feel
There's nowhere that I wouldn't follow
There's no place that I'd rather be
This life without you would be hollow
This love is a gift, and you gave it to me
All that I am, you have made me
And baby, I know that it's true
I'd give it all up in a heartbeat
Just to spend every moment with you
There's no place that I wouldn't follow
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
'Cause I wouldn't wanna be me
If I didn't have you
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