Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ My beautiful flower ❯ chapter 2 ( Chapter 2 )

Two days later,

The met in Tai's apartment…

Matt: What do you mean you two are not coming?

Tai: That's mean we are not coming with you

Matt: Why?

Tai: Sally and me broke up yesterday

Matt: Broke up?

Tai: Yah I'm sorry… but you two can go together

Matt: Ok… ha … wait …

Matt answered his cell phone Tai notice that Matt was shocked, Matt hung up

Tai: Every thing is ok?

Matt: No… I've to go… Tai will you make favor for me.

Tai: Sure thing

Matt: I want to take your care and I want you to take Dawn back to my apartment no take her to her flat

Tai: Why?

Matt: I'll tell you every thing later… gonna go…

Matt's car,

Dawn: Tai… where's Matt?

Tai: Believe me… I don't know either

Dawn: He's gonna be ok?

Tai: Yah… don't worry about him…

In the night,

Dawn called Matt many times but he didn't answer her… she was worried about him, she couldn't sleep… "Ow Matt, please be ok"

The next day morning,

Dawn derived quickly to Matt's apartment; she went to his apartment to find the door wasn't lock she pushed the door and entered she found Matt sitting on sofa his hands on his face she came and sat next to him…

Dawn: Matt…

Matt took his hands and looked at his worried girlfriend, his eyes showed that he was crying whole the night…

Matt: Dawn…

Dawn: What's the wrong Matt?

Matt: Nothing…

Dawn: Nothing? How and your eyes showed something else

Matt: Don't worry there's nothing with me…

Dawn: Did some thing happen to your parents or your brother?

Matt: No… they are fine…

Dawn: then what? You begin to scar me…

Matt: I'm fine… but not fine…

He looked at her and starts to cry Dawn shocked it was the first time she sees him crying…

Matt: Do you love me?

Dawn shacked her face she starts crying as well… Matt wiped her tears…

Matt: Do you trust of my love to you?

Dawn: Of course I do…

Matt: Can you hug me?

She hugged him he hugged her back, he was crying hard

Matt: I never loved any one like how much I love you… you know that

Dawn shacked her face in agreement he kissed her head then rested his head on her head… she rested her head on his chest…

Dawn: Can you tell me what's going on?

Matt: If I tell you… will you hate me?

Dawn pulled back and looked at him in amazed

Dawn: Hate you?

Matt stands up and walked to the balcony, she came after him

Matt: Yah… Dawn you have to know that I love you and I can't live without you in my life…I can't imagine it,

Dawn wrapped her arms around him from the back then kissed his neck

Dawn: Me too… I'm sure we will have great life together

Matt pulled away from her she shocked he looked at her

Matt: How can we have great life together after what had happened?

Dawn: What do you mean?

Matt: A mistake I had done will let me regret whole my life

Dawn: What do you mean by "mistake"?

Matt looked away…

Matt: Tami…

Dawn: What about her?

Matt: She's… she's… she's pregnant with my kid

Dawn shocked, she couldn't believe what just she heard she felt like her legs can't carry her any more and her tears were like a river on her cheeks

Dawn: Pregnant?

Matt: Yes… she's carrying my kid inside her…

Dawn: But when? You promised me that you wouldn't sleep with her again

Matt: I know that… and I kept my promise to you

Dawn: Then how and when? Tell me

Matt: Remember when you came here and saw us… she's pregnant since two weeks from me… I'm sorry Dawn I didn't mean this to happen she forget to take the pills…I'm sorry…

Dawn: Why Matt? Why did you do this to me? After I start understand you after I thought we would had great life together…

Matt: I know… I'll let her make an operation

Dawn: NO…

Matt looked at her in amazed: Why not?

Dawn: It likes killing your baby Matt… he's your child… don't kill him

Matt suddenly sat on the floor crying Dawn sat next to him to comfort him

Matt: It wasn't what I want… what I want is you, to be near me and with me whole my life…

He hugged her she hugged him back

Dawn: What happened had happened and we can't change it…

Matt: Will you hate me Dawn?

Dawn: I didn't hate you for once Matt, I can't… you are my heart and my life.

Matt: Will you leave me?

The two pulled away from each other but still in each other hands

Dawn: I …

Matt: Please Dawn don't leave me I need you really… not now

Dawn looked down then she looked at him

Dawn: But you will have new life away from me Matt

Matt: No… I don't care about her

Dawn: Matt I …

Matt: I love you Dawn… please understand me

She hugged him…

Dawn: I'm sorry Matt… but it's for the best if we…

Matt wrapped his arms around her

Matt: Please don't say it… I'll get us out from this… I promise

Dawn: But how?

Matt: I don't know… I'll find out how… but meanwhile you have to know that you are main and main alone…

Dawn rested her head on his shoulder knowing that he is hurting and feeling guilty she didn't want to leave him because she loves him so much and he needs her in this time she can't leave him not now because when she needed him he was there for her and he never left her…

Dawn: I love you Yami

Matt: I love you too…I love you so much my flower…

After a while the two wear on the bed, Dawn was sleeping while Matt was laying back on the bed bolder he was thinking about his problem he looked at Dawn who was sleeping behind him, he rub her hair "What a beautiful sleeping angel, I don't deserve a girl like you… you always warn me but I never listen to you and look what I've done to you… I'm not able to lose you Dawn… I love you and just you"

Afternoon,

Matt cell phone rang he answered, Dawn was sitting next to him on the sofa he hung up the call…

Dawn: Who is it?

Matt: Tami…

Dawn: Ow…

Matt: I don't know what to do…

Dawn rub his cheek

Dawn: Marry her

Matt looked shocked at her

Matt: What are you saying?

Dawn smiled: You heard me… marry her… your baby needs you both to be there for him… I'm sure you won't leave me if that happens to me

Matt: But I don't love her

Dawn: Do it for your baby at least

Matt stands up; Dawn stands up and wrapped his waist from the back

Dawn: And you know that I won't ever leave you.

Matt turned and smiled

Matt: Really?

Dawn: Ya… you made me happy… and you also didn't leave me when I needed you in the past…

Matt: I though you… never mind if you with me that will let me the happiest guy in the world… I love you…

Dawn: I love you too.

The two kissed then hugged…

One week later…

Matt's apartment,

Tai: So you will marry Tami after she gives birth?

Matt: Yah that was what she wants…

Tai: What about Dawn?

Matt looked down then run his hands in his hair

Matt: I don't know…

Tai: She told you to marry Tami… right?

Matt looked at him

Matt: I know… but also… it's not easy for a girl… you know

Tai: Man… I don't want to be in your place…

Matt: And I wish if I never been in it…

Tai: I saw Dawn yesterday

Matt: Really? Where?

Tai: She was sitting in the park, she looked sad

Matt: It's my entire fault… I let her sad

Tai: Although you fight alots but you two love each other so much

Matt: Yah… I don't know how I will live with Tami… and Dawn…

Tai: You will use about it…

Matt: I hope that…

Then the door opened and Tami entered and sat next to Matt

Tami: Hi you two

Tai: Hi there… ok Yama I think I have to leave you alone… see ya

Matt: See ya so…

Tai went out Matt looked at Tami, she was pretty girl with brown eyes and brown tall hair long to her waist…

Matt: So… what brought you here?

Tami: Nothing… I was walking around and an idea hits me so I came to see you

Matt: Which idea?

Tami: Why don't we live together?

Matt: Together?

Tami: Yah… you will be my husband soon…

Matt: But where?

Tami: Of course not in this apartment… you are rich guy you can buy for us sweet big house…

Matt: But I didn't work yet… I didn't finish my study

Tami: So what? Take from your father

Matt: Ok… I'll see what I can do… but now… can you just rest…

Tami: Are you worried about me Matt?

Matt stands up and went to the kitchen… "Matt I'm going home, don't forget to tell your father about our house, bye" Tami said while going out from the apartment "A sweet big house… ya that what she wants, Matt why don't you buy for me this and that… your father rich you are rich, what does she see me…why I mixed with her, just now I understand why Dawn didn't gave me her spirits she afraid from this and she's right… I hate you Tami, I hate you…" Without he knows he broke the glass by his grip and his hand begun to bleed he looked at it then he took the dishes and the glasses and start to threw them and break them, he was angry

Matt: I HATE YOU TAMI… I HATE YOU… I HATE YOU… WALK AWAY FROM MY LIFE… I HATE YOU…

Then Dawn entered the kitchen she shocked of what she saw Matt's both hands were bleeding

Dawn: Ow my god…Matt … Matt… calm down… Matt

But he didn't listen to her and kept breaking the dishes, she ran to him and wrapped her arms around his waist to stop him

Dawn: Matt… Matt… that's enough… you are bleeding…

Matt: I DON'T CARE… JUST LEAVE ME ALONE…

Dawn: Calm down Yamato and every thing will be ok

Matt: THERE'S NOTHING WILL BE OK

Dawn: Yah there is if you just calm down… please stop…

Matt: NOOOO I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE…

Dawn: You are hurting yourself… please stop…

Matt: I WON'T … AND TAKE YOUR HANDS FROM ME…

He pushed her away from him Dawn fall down on the kitchen floor Matt realized what did he do he looked at Dawn…he helped her to stands up

Matt: Dawn … I'm sorry… I didn't mean to push you down

Dawn: That's ok… I understand

Matt pulled her up

Dawn: Matt you don't have to do this to your self, it won't change anything…

Matt: You are right… it won't change any thing…

Dawn: Every thing will be ok… just calm down ok?

Matt shacked his head as yes

Dawn: Come on let me cure your hands look what you've down you hurt yourself

The two sat in the living room; Dawn brought the first aids box and start curing Matt's hands, Matt told her every thing…

Dawn: Why don't you live here in this apartment?

Matt: I don't know… and please don't say live… I don't imagine myself living with her… how do you want me to live with a girl gave her whole spirit for a guy she doesn't know and just met him in rave…

Dawn: Rave?

Matt: Yah… the rave I was singing at…this night we fought remember?

Dawn: No…

Matt: Let me remind you…

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Flash back ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Matt's band were making thair last training show before going to the rave which they will sing in it, Matt told them that he will meet them there because he promised Dawn to take her to this rave, he arrived to her flat building to see her in front of the gate talking with some guy Matt gets angry also what let him angry more that she was wearing very short tight tank top dress it shows most of her body he gets out from the car and went to her and that guy…

Matt: Hello

The two looked at him…

Guy: Looks like your boyfriend comes… I'll go… see ya soon Dawn

Dawn: Yah sure thing… bye

The guy went in his way, Dawn looked at the angry Matt

Dawn: So we are going?

Matt: Yah… why didn't you go with him, I'm sure he will be better than me

Dawn: What are you talking about?

Matt: You know what I'm taking about Mss. whole the time I thought my sweet pretty girlfriend is waiting to see me but when I came I saw her enjoying her time with another guy…

Dawn: Matt you know you are the only one in my life

Matt: Yah sure thing… the only one…

Dawn: What do you mean?

Matt: Nothing and just look… do you call this cloths?

Dawn looked at her dress then she looked at Matt

Dawn: Now what about my dress

Matt: Do you see it dress?

Dawn: Do you see it something else?

Matt: Ya… I see it a nightgown… you look like a whore in it…

Dawn stare at him and her eyes were full with tears

Dawn: A whore?

Matt: Yes… do you want me to loud my voice

Dawn: How could you? I hate you…

She puts her hands on her face and run to her home, Matt was angry because that he didn't follow her he rides his car and went to the rave…Matt went to the stage

"So where's your girlfriend Matt?" One of his band said

Matt: She didn't come

" Why not? Is she ok?"

Matt: Yah… but we fought

" Ow… I'm sorry… but… what about the song you wrote for her and wanted to make surprise?"

Matt: I don't know… I don't think I'll sing it…

"As what you want… ok let's start"

Matt puts his guitar and start to sing but the sadness was clear in his eyes, after singing they start dancing Matt was sitting alone thinking about what had happened between him and Dawn, when some one sat next ton him in the table…

"Your song was beautiful?"

Matt looked at her and smiled

Matt: Thank you

"Did you write it by yourself?"

Matt: Yah…

"It was beautiful written"

Matt: Thank you…

Then they changed the song

"Wanna dance?"

Matt: Ha… yah… I think…

"Ok come one…"

The two start dancing….

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~End of the Flash back ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Matt: Then you know what may happened

Dawn: Then you kept seeing her?

Matt: Not always… just when I fight with you…

Dawn: She knew that you have your girl friend already?

Matt: In the first night I mean in the rave when I … you know

Dawn: Slept with her?

Matt: Yah…I told her that I have girlfriend already… she seems that she didn't care just wear her cloths and went, two weeks later I thought I forget her and she walked away from my life but then showed again then we start meeting and

Dawn: Dating…

Matt: Yes… until what happened had happened…

Dawn didn't say a word she finished curing his hands she stands up and threw the cottons Matt notice that she was sad and wiping her tears…

Matt: I'm sorry Dawn… I know I hurt you…

Dawn: Some times I asked my self… why I'm staying with a guy I know he cheats me with another girl…

Matt: I understand you want to leave me and I can't blame you…

Dawn looked at him and smiled

Dawn: No not that… I promised you to stay with you… what I mean that my love to you let me stay with you… but I was thinking after Tami gives birth you will have your own family then slowly we will spread… I'm afraid of this…

Matt stands up and went near her…he rub her cheek

Matt: I can marry you

Dawn looked at him in amazed

Dawn: Marry me? But how? You mean your second wife?

Matt: Yah… why not?

Dawn smiled

Dawn: We can talk about this later… I think I have to go

Matt: Where are you going? I want you to have the dinner out with me

Dawn: How? Just look at your hands… I think another time

Matt: Promise me?

Dawn: Yah… ok… see ya

Matt: See ya so…

Matt lends to kiss her but she turned her face and left the apartment…

While Dawn was walking she was thinking about the time she spent with Matt, they had great time together although they always fight…

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Flash back ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Dawn was taking her stuff from her locker it was the last day at school and tonight they have a party Dawn closed her locker and starts walking until she saw Matt with five girls around him he seemed enjoying his time with them they were laughing and before they leave the all five kissed his cheek Dawn didn't care she knows how the fans act but the last one wrapped her arms around his neck then kissed him on his lips Dawn was shocked but what let her shock more that Matt kissed her back three times when they pulled back the two start laughing, Dawn start running and crying "I hate you Yamato Ishaida… why I loved you why?"

In the night Matt came he rang the pill Dawn opened the door Matt shocked

Matt: Dawn… you still in your pajama?

Dawn: And why do I have to change?

Matt in amazed: We are going to the school party… aren't you coming?

Dawn angry: NO… and can you leave me alone Yamato Ishaida

Matt: Leave you alone? But why?

Dawn: Ask yourself

Matt: What I have done?

Dawn: Nothing just kissing that blond hair girl three times

Matt smiled: Just for that?

Dawn: Ya

Matt: She is just a fan… but you are my lover

Dawn: SHUT UP

Matt: Dawn be good girl and come with me… I want to __

Dawn: I said I'm not going

Matt: But Dawn _

Dawn shut the door on his face, he rang the pill many times but she didn't open the door he tried to call her and sent for her SMS but without any use…

Two hours later Dawn was thinking about what did she do to Matt "I was wrong… I should give him a chance to explain… oh my god… will he forgive me? I think I have to go… but I afraid to see him with her there… no… I'm going" Dawn wear her dress and made her hair and went to the school party she entered Matt's band were singing Dawn stands next to the gate staring at Matt while singing the song finished then Matt said something…

Matt: This song I wrote it just for one girl the girl I loved and I will love for the rest of my life and the girl I wish to life with her you all know her, this song is for you Dawn Kudo and only you…more last thing I love you…

Then he starts singing and playing his guitar…

Look so bright, night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Lifes' a dream, we are dreamin'
Face the moon, catch the wind, ride the night til the end,
Seize the day, stand up for the light

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that's all in life I would ever do

Heroes rise, heroes fall, rise again, with it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory
Throughout try, throughout pain, we can move worlds again
Take my hand dance with me

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I would ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you.

Yeaaaaahh......ohhhhhhhhhh....
All we know, we will never come again,
When there's love life begins over...and over again...!
See the night, see the day, save the love, come one may
Love is worth everything we pay

I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I would ever do

Whole the song the two were staring at each other when the song finished the all were clapping thair hands the song was beautiful Dawn ran out side crying Matt looked at his band

Matt: Guys…

"We know… just go after your girl and don't worry we will take care about the rest"

Matt smiled then jumped from the stage running after his girlfriend Dawn was sitting on a chair in front of the river crying when she felt some one sitting next to her and holds her hand she looked to see icy blue eyes is staring at her

Dawn: Matt… I just came to say sorry… I didn't mean to shut the door like __

Matt puts hid finger on her lips

Matt: I'm not angry… but what I want you to understand that I love you and just you…you are the only one in my life… and no one will take your place no one

Dawn hugged him; he hugged her back and kissed her head then rested his head on her head

Matt: Every word in the song I mean it…you know that?

Dawn: Ya…

Matt: I love you Dawn Kudo

Dawn: I love you too Yamato Ishaida

The two pulled back and start kissing

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~End of the Flash back ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Dawn looked at the moon she smiled " I love you so much Yamato Ishaida… but I afraid you will leave me after your baby comes but if that happen and I'm sure it will happen be sure that I always want and wish to see you happy in your life"