Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Ore Dake no Kotoba de ❯ Chapter 1

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Love. A feeling. That feeling
is so foreign to me. I never really
knew it, until he pointed it out to me.



I guess it's true. You hurt the ones you love.



He was an angel to me. He radiated purity. I envied him. A part of me wanted the purity and innocence.



But, in selfishness, I took it
away from him. I broke his wings. But now I want to mend them, if I haven't
completely destroyed them already.



Can love heal people?



***

Ore Dake no Kotoba de

By Chibi Michi

***



I feel like a baby bird that is alone,
and had lost his mother. I can't
fly. I'm so helpless.



Yes, I am helpless, and so
afraid. Ironic, the bearer of Courage
is afraid. Taichi would probably laugh
at me.



I need to sort this out.



I….I need to talk to Ken.



***



It's so uncomfortable. Sitting here with the one I've hurt, in such
a cheerful atmosphere. He looks at me,
a false smile on his face. I made him
put the charade back up. If I hadn't
done that to him, this wouldn't be happening.



"You don't have to keep that
mask on for me" I spoke.



He's surprised.



"I'm not exactly sure why you
called me here. Demo, Gomen nasai…Gomen
nasai!" I cried, "Gomen ne. I know my
actions are unforgivable. Demo…I just
wanted to let you know that….gomen nasai.
I'll understand if you can't forgive me"



I promptly got up and ran. Not caring where I was going. Then…



***



"Ken!" I exclaimed.



He didn't see it coming. The car just rammed right into him. I ran to Ken's side. The driver was on his cell phone calling for
an ambulance.



Ken looked at me, a small smile
on his face. "This is my payment for
what I did to you"



Tears surfaced in my eyes. "Ken…you can't leave me here all alone. Onegai…"



Ken placed his hand on my
cheek. I placed my hand over his.



"My actions are
irresponsible. Demo Daisuke, I truly
did love you. Aishiteru, my Daisuke"



Ken's hand fell from mine, and
he slipped into unconsciousness.



"You're going to be alright…" I
whispered softly to him as the ambulance came.



***



I'm falling. Darkness surrounds me. Am I dead?



No, I can hear the soft sobs of
my Daisuke. My only love.



I open my eyes, to see Daisuke burying
his sobs. I made him cry again.



"It seems I can only bring tears
to your eyes" I muttered. It's getting
hard to speak now. And now, I have so
much to say.



"Ken…"



"Don't cry. I want to see your smiling face…before I go"
I whisper



"Ken, you're going to be
alright. I know you are" he speaks back
to me. His eyes tell everything.



But, I know my to go is
now. This is my destiny.



"Sayonara…my Daisuke



***



The flat liner stopped
beeping. My eyes went wide. Fresh hot tears surfaced.



"Ken…? Ken?!" I cry.



He's gone. I know he is. I…I don't want him to go.
I want to go with him. I look
for something that could help accomplish this task. I look in my jacket pockets.
I found my pocket knife, it could help me. I hope it does. If I loose
enough blood, it could help me. I drive
the knife into my chest, over my heart.



"Ken…I'll be with you soon"



Blood spilled everywhere.



***



A tragedy between two lovers. Their love has been trailed and won. But, not all victories turn out with happy endings.



Not all people get happy
endings.



The story of Daisuke and Ken
was never revealed. But, their loved
ones mourned their deaths, even until this day. Five years later…



***



June 25, 2005



"Maybe we should just break up!"
yelled Taikashi Takeru to his girlfriend.



Hikari was taken aback. Takeru never yelled at her. "Takeru…you can't mean that…"



"I do" he stated firmly. "Just leave Hikari"



Tears appeared in Hikari's
eyes. "Alright…Takeru"



Hikari walked out of the
apartment, and let the tears fall freely.
She walked out of the apartment complex.



Her and Takeru had been together
since…since Daisuke and Ken died. Five
whole years. And their relationship
seems to have gone down in flames.



***

"I have an assignment for you"
he stated while sipping red wine. He
then tossed his minion a picture. "This
is…"



"Yagami Hikari" he cut in



"So you know her? Good.
She's near corruption. She is your
assignment. Don't disappoint me
Motomiya"



Motomiya Daisuke bowed before
his master. "I won't"



***



Hikari trailed through the
streets. Looking longingly at the
couples. Wishing she was with Takeru
again. She sighed. She knew it'd never
happen. She accidently bumped into
someone. "Gomen" she muttered.



"You seem kind of sad,"
responded the voice.



"Hai, I am" Hikari looked up and
gasped. This guy had a striking
resemblance with Daisuke. She couldn't
see his eyes. His shades were hiding
them.



***



Yay!!! Done this chapter!!
::bounces up and down:: PLEASE REVIEW.
Demo, remember this is my first Kensuke.