Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Dreams ❯ Attempeted Retribution ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Rated: R

Warnings: Angst, angst, angst, angst, and can we say ANGSTY ANGST GOODNESS!!! OH AND DON'T FORGET YAOI. Don't like it DON'T BITCH TO ME ABOUT IT!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own them. Don't own the Quote from Redrum's profile Though I would like to get my hands on Kouji, Kouichi, and Takuya for a while. *chuckles evilly*

The afore mentioned boys: *laughs nervously* …. Uh oh

Author's Notes: Okay I found out the four season existed like a month and a half ago. So I haven't gotten all the character personalities down yet, except for Kouji. I'm starting to wonder if I'm obsessed with him. But it isn't my fault that he kicks ass. This fic was inspired by "Sweet Dreams" and "The Beautiful People" by Marilyn Manson. But I'll shut up now and start the show.

Chapter III

(Kouji)

Another day, another late night. God I'm so tired. I came home from the hospital and made it to my house at about 10:00. I stepped inside my apartment just in time to here my father yell at me for being home so late. So I do my usual thing and ignore him. There's nothing anyone can do to keep me from my brother's side. Once again I get up late and make it to school barely on time. I had to run the whole way.

I was at my locker in the break, when Izumi came up to me.

"Hey Kouji how was your weekend?"

As soon as the words left here mouth I knew exactly where she was going with this. "Eh not the best" I say to humor her

"Have you seen Takuya lately. I didn't see him at school yesterday or to day?"

"Sorry, haven't seen him" I say I could tell that she was getting annoyed really fast.

"WILL YOU STOP PLAYING DUMB!!!!"

"You started I merely played along" I say, and I must say that that really pissed her off

"You wanna know where Takuya is right now? Well he is at home right now, to depressed to even come out of his room, because he has this idea that you hate him!!"

"And?"

"That doesn't mean anything to you? The boy basically handed you his heart on a silver platter and you pissed on it!"

"Well it's his own fault that he got hurt then. He shouldn't have done that." I say getting angry with Izumi. God I wish she'd just go away.

"I can't believe you Kouji!? Don't you even care!?" she said and walked off.

(Izumi)

How can he be so cold like that? I mean just two weeks ago, they were best friends, and for Kouji to drop him just like that. I, I can't understand how he can do that. I didn't figure him to be a phobe; in fact we once some how go on the topic and he clearly stated that he wasn't homophobic. I hope he wasn't just saying that.

(Kouji)

One tip for all. Try not to stay lost in though, for it has now earned me a detention. Now I won't be able to go see Kouichi tonight. I get through the day as best I can considering that I have not been able to stay out of a trance like state I'm in. I can't stay out of thought.

"Kouji I think I love you"

"He handed his heart on a platter to you and you pissed on it. Don't you care?"

Care? Of course I care, but it just seems that every time I get close to someone, they have to go away, or they hurt me. I used to wonder whether it was just to teach me how life really was, and how wrong people are to think they can depend on other people. That's why I'm so sad now. I let Kouichi in to close now he's going away, ever so slowly but he'll eventually leave me like mom did. The all will. I was wrong to let Takuya in as close as he got and now well we're both suffering for it.

"Kouji I think I love you"

God would you leave me be. You're driving me insane. Your voice, your face, the tears I saw won't leave me.

I'm brought out of my though by the teach saying that I had served my time in detention, and it was time for me to go home

(Takuya)

After two days of staying home, mother is forcing me to go to school. I've been thinking of what I'll do when I see Kouji. Avoid him, pretend it didn't happen, or just ride it out. But I got it now. I'll go up to Kouji when I see him tomorrow and apologize, and ask him if he can forget it ever happen then we'll go on as if nothing ever happened. Yeah that's how it'll be.

I fill myself with as much hope as can in hopes that I can befriend Kouji again. I don't know if I could bear with the fact that he hate's me, so I'll try to make friends again

The next day at school I found Kouji at break and went to talk to him.

"Hey Kouji" I say not enthusiastically like I usually would

"Takuya" he nods to acknowledge my presents

"Can we talk some where private?" I ask

He shrugs his shoulders and we go to the boy's bathroom.

When we get inside he leans against the sink and starts nonchalantly at the floor.

"I… I wanted to apologize for the other day" I say not really wanting to go into detail. The whole event could throw me instantly into tears still, so I was trying not to think about it too much. "If at all possible I would like to forget it ever happened and maybe we could be friends again.

"Whatever" he says stoically

I don't know how to read what that meant. It could have meant many things, I just don't know what

"Are we done here?" he asks with a twinge of annoyment tainting his voice.

"Are we cool?" I ask too full of hope

"Look what ever I gotta go, I can't be late for class" he says and walks out.

Once again I'm crushed. I think he really does hate me. If not that nothing will ever be the same between us.

TBC

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A/N: This wasn't my best work and I apologize for that. MANY THANKS TO ALL MY REVIEWERS!!!!! You guys are the best. And much gratitude is owed to Redrum who let me borrow a quote off of her Profile. Now be off with you to review!