Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Dreams ❯ Comfort ( Chapter 5 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Rated: R

Warnings: Angst, angst, angst, angst, and can we say ANGSTY ANGST GOODNESS!!! OH AND DON'T FORGET YAOI. Don't like it DON'T BITCH TO ME ABOUT IT!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own them. Though I would like to get my hands on Kouji, Kouichi, and Takuya for a while. *Chuckles evilly*

The afore mentioned boys: *laughs nervously*. Uh oh

Author's Notes: Okay I found out the four season existed like a month and a half ago. So I haven't gotten all the character personalities down yet, except for Kouji. I'm starting to wonder if I'm obsessed with him. But it isn't my fault that he kicks ass. This fic was inspired by "Sweet Dreams" and "The Beautiful People" by Marilyn Manson. But I'll shut up now and start the show.

Chapter IV

Comfort

(Takuya)

I was speechless.

"Kouji," I call after him

I see him stop for a second then continue on.

"Kouji wait please!" I beg and start to go after him

"Takuya, …" Kouji turned and said "…" he soon turn back and took off running.

I stood in the door of the school. Kouji had run out. I don't know where, otherwise I would be hot in pursuit. But then again. I can't stay here. I run after where he went hoping to find him.

(Kouji)

So many things are flying through my head right now. I, I can't think. I can't sleep, I can't even eat.

I told you, you cared for him

Your right. I do care for him. What just happened just proved it. All those time I couldn't stand him; it was just me trying to prove to myself that I didn't like him. HA! One more joins the ranks that hate Minamoto Kouji. I glance down at my watch. School just let out. Time to go visit Kouichi. Maybe he's doing better to day.

I walk to the hospital. I've traveled the route so many times that I could do it blind folded and backwards. First elevator on the right, to the fifth floor turn left then to the third hall on the right and four rooms down on the right, room 595. I walk in just as the doctor was leaving.

"E, Excuse me Dr. Ishutaka, how is he" I say

He turned to me, "I'm sorry Minamoto-san but I'm afraid that Kouichi has fallen in to a coma. He's been in it for maybe two hours now." he knelt down on one knee and put his hands on my shoulders and looked me directly in the eyes "This may be hard for you to accept, but I'm afraid that he's not expected to come out."

Tears gathered in the corner of my eyes.

"Do you understand?" he asks

I nod my head as best I can.

"I'm going to go inform his mother. Remember that, though he cannot respond, he can still hear you. Talk to him and try to give him as much hope as you can maybe he'll wake up. I've seen some rather miraculous things happen in my years. Who's to say it won't happen again."

With that the doctor walked away. I walk into the room and sit in the chair I usually sit in. I find Kouichi's hand and pull it into my own. I squeeze and praying, and hoping that he'll squeeze back, but it never came. The tears that I had held back so far started to roll down my face.

"H, hey Kouichi" I manage trying to keep my voice strong. "I just want to tell that I, I love you. Ever since I found you, I felt like I found a piece of me that I didn't know was gone, and if you go, … I don't know if I can live without that piece of my life, …you." I can't bear to speak any more, and the tear came like rain. The next thing I remember is the nurse waking me up. I glance at the clock. It reads 6:30pm.

"His mother said is on the way up. She told me to tell you to go home, and get some rest."

I nod

"I'll see you tomorrow Kouichi" I say and squeeze his hand one last time, and leave.

I'm gale we had the next day off from school. I really didn't want to go. Even if we did I don't think I would have went anyways. I stayed home for a little while, but got restless. I went for a walk. I thought a lot of , Kouichi and Takuya. I about the confrontation I had with Takuya the day before. The look on his beautiful face, his confession, …everything. I thought of Kouichi, and I couldn't help but let the tears fall from my eyes. When I came out of my musings I had realized that I had walked to the park. I went to the secret place that me and Takuya used to hang out. It's an old part of the park that the bushes now cover up, but behind the bushes there was a clearing with a large and old cherry blossom tree in the middle of the clearing. I sat with my back against the trunk, and managed to get myself lost in though again. I stayed there till I heard a voice

"Hey Kouji."

I looked to see who it was.

(Takuya)

I went to the secret place to think. But Kouji beat me there it looks like

"Hey Kouji" I say.

He looked up at me. His eyes were red. It looked like he had been crying. He glanced back down to the ground while I looked over him from where I was. He looked like a mess. His hair was in a messy ponytail, and was missing his usual bandana so his bang hung in his face. His face looked thin and pale. He had bags under his eyes. I sat beside him in silence, in hopes he would tell me what was going on.

We sat there for at least 30 minutes. Every so often I would here a sniffle coming from him.

"Ya know" he broke the silence in a the best voice he could muster "Meeting him for the first time was weird." he stood up and so did I "Especially when he told me that he was my long lost twin brother. It took getting used to but we learned to work together like brothers should." he turned his back to me and continued "I felt like I gained a lost piece of me that I didn't know was gone." He turned face to face with me. I could see the tears in the corners of his eyes "I don't know if I can do with out him, Takuya" he sniffed and wiped his eyes.

"I don't understand" I started "is there something wrong with Kouichi?"

"Takuya, …he, he's dying." the tears flowed freely down his face now "he has some unknown virus. The doctors cannot help him. Yesterday he went into a coma, and they say that he's not gonna come out of it"

Kouji grab hold of me and buried his face in my chest. I was surprised at first, but I wrapped my arms around him in a comforting embrace. I couldn't hold my own tears from falling. Though I hardly ever see Kouichi, he's still one of my friends. I held Kouji close to me and rubbed comforting circles on his back.

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A/N: sorry about how ling it took to put this out. I had exams and that damned dirty thing known as writer's block. I knew what I had, and what I wanted to do, but I didn't know how to make it happen. But endless rounds of Evanescence and Taproot helped give my inspiration a kick in the ass. Also the Lemon I was gonna do is gonna get pushed back a chapter or two. I got bit by the angst bug *laughs evilly* . Oh and to Kouichi fans I'm not a Kouichi hater, it's just what my muse had me do. In fact I'm a big fan of some of IcePuppets' twincest fics. I encourage you guys to go check out some of her fics, they're really good.

Oh and one last thing. THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO REVIEW 51 AND NO FLAMES YET! If I do get one I'll be sure to post it in the next chapter so we can all laugh and poke fun at it.