Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Sweet Dreams ❯ Passing Away ( Chapter 6 )

Rated: R

Warnings: Angst, angst, angst, angst, and can we say ANGSTY ANGST GOODNESS!!! OH AND DON'T FORGET YAOI. Don't like it DON'T BITCH TO ME ABOUT IT!!!

Disclaimer: I don't own them. Though I would like to get my hands on Kouji, Kouichi, and Takuya for a while. *chuckles evilly*

The afore mentioned boys: *laughs nervously* …. Uh oh

Author's Notes: This fic was inspired by "Sweet Dreams" and "The Beautiful People" by Marilyn Manson. The stuff in Italics is a poem I did for this chapter. I'll shut up now and be on the show now.

Chapter VI

Passing Away

(Takuya)

A week has went bye since that day at the secret place. I visited Kouichi with Kouji everyday to give him as much support as I can. That's where I am now. Someone tell me how are you supposed to tell somebody who's twin brother is dying, "It's alright, It'll be okay." You can't. So I guess that all I can do is just be here. I feel so damn helpless. I feel as though a mere child could do better than what I'm doing. It's driving me nuts.

I want nothing more than to be able to hold Kouji in my arms and tell him that this whole situation is just one bad dream, I wish someone would tell me that this is a dream. I hate this. Why is life so cruel.

I'm soon brought out of my musings by Kouji tugging in my jacket and calling me. He looks panicked.

"Takuya, Takuya the heart monitor"

I glance over at it at first I didn't notice anything. "What's the matter Kou…" Oh no the beep the heart monitor is giving off is slowing down. "… Hurry call the Nurse," I say

He nods and does so.

A few seconds later the nurse and a doctor appear at the door

"His heart is slowing down!!" Kouji says in near tears

The nurse ushers us out of the room while the doctor checks his vitals signs and a few other things. After what seems like an eternity, but was only five minutes, the doctor cam out of the room.

"Mr. Minamoto" he says to Kouji " I think you need to call your family." I could see the tears forming in the corners of Kouji's eyes. "I'll give him maybe half hour to an hour left." the Doctor finished.

I could see the Tears in Kouji's eyes. He was slowly coming in undone ever so slowly. I told him that I would call his mother for him so he could stay with his brother. I went to the phone and called his mother. She sounded so upset when I broke the news to her. But then again if this were happening to Shinya My mother would have been just as upset.

As I walk back to Kouji from the phone my thoughts started to wander and everything hit me all at once. Kouichi's dying in 25 minutes to 55 minutes. He will no longer be on this earth, and I'm gonna miss him.

Tears brim my eyes as I continue my journey to Kouichi's room. I stop a moment to wipe my eyes and compose my self. I need to be strong for Kouji. I want to be there for him.

I walk into the room and I see Kouji clutching his brothers' hand. His shoulders were shaking and I could faintly hear sobs from him. I walk up to him and put my hand on his shoulder in a comforting gesture. A few minutes later His mother came in with tears brimming her eyes. She sat on the other side of the bed and started stroke Kouichi's head. I heard the monitor slow again. I knew it would be long now.

The time tick at an excruciatingly slow pace. I was about to go mad. Just as I was thinking this it happened.

Dearest brother, don't make me cry

I can't bare life, if you were to die

Why do you have to go, why can't you stay

I love you dearest brother, be with me just one more day

Kouichi started to breathe hard, and his heartbeat was irregular. You could hear him whimper a bit while he started to shake. Kouji's eyes were filling with tears. Kouichi gasped and went stiff then suddenly limp. The constant monotone sound of the heart monitor was almost deaf in my ears as my own eyes were filling with tears.

Kouji turned to me the tears pouring down his face. He looked like a lost child.

"… Ta… Takuya … he's gone." Kouji said in almost disbelief.

Why, oh why did you have to die

I'm all-alone now, how will I ever survive

Hearing your name causes tears in my eye

If only I could see your face just one more time

I wrapped my arms around him and he melted in to the embrace and broke down. He buried his face into my chest. I held him tightly to me not really knowing what else to do. I could see Kouichi's mother watching us. She managed to be calm right now. I suppose that she wanted to be strong for Kouji to.

~^~^~A Few Weeks after Kouichi's Funeral~^~^~

(Takuya still)

He missed him so much. It's almost like he doesn't know what to do, or how to act anymore. His whole world has been thrown off balance. I try my best for him, to be there for him. Like sometimes he has stayed for days at my home be cause his own reminded him of Kouichi too much.

Oh how I miss you dear

Nothing's the same without you here

No longer will you dry my tears

And comfort me through my fears

Long walks in the park

To talks way past dark

I miss you dearest brother

You're always apart of me

(Kouji)

… He's gone. I can't believe he's really gone. This all seems like a dream. A dream that I wish that I could wake up from. I feel so hollow, I don't know how to feel, what to do. I just feel broken, and I don't know how to fix myself.

I shan't let go of your memory dearest brother

I'll love you till I die

But for you sake when I think of you

I'll try to be strong and not to cry

Though we're no longer together

Remember on thing dearest brother

I love you now and forever

And till the day we're again together

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A/N: Like the Poem? Check out my profile at Fictionpress.net The accual link is in my Bio. Check it out there's some good stuff there. I recommend "Love and Rape" "Thought" and "Dark"

Many apologies for taking so long to post this. I have the problem of I know what I want to do; I just don't know how to get there. Plus work Man I only got one week off last summer, but I needed the money. Much thanks to the reviewers 65 … damn I didn't think that this fic would ever get this many. But I must go now I got many things to do.

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Oh by the way I might be putting out a Rurouni Kenshin fic soon if anyone is interested. I'm gonna preview at a few ml's first to see what kind of feed back I get

Ja,

Scy