Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Treason and trust ❯ Part 14 ( Chapter 14 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Finally I've made the next chapter. Cheers. Please be patient when I'm not updating regularly but actually I've not much time left for me writings. But I promise to continue.^^
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Treason and trust 14
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"Turn it off." Ken pleaded in a small voice and buried his face in his brother's chest. Osamu obeyed his wish and patted him lightly on the back.
"Shh...don't cry, Ken. He's not worth it." The only answer he received were desperate sobbing sounds when his younger brother broke down completely.
Osamu felt deep satisfaction as he carried Ken into his bedroom and tucked him gently under the blankets. "Don't worry, Ken. He'll never hurt you again. Not as long as I can prevent it no-one will ever hurt you."
He stroked his brother's back with gentle movements and listened to the sounds of pain and disappointment while Ken cried his heart out. Finally the wretched sounds slowly faded and Ken looked up to his brother.
"Osamu?"
"Yes?"
Tears were still brimming in his eyes but Ken determinedly blinked them away. "I love you Osamu. You're the only one who always were true to me. Please forgive me for betraying you."
"Don't worry, Ken. I love you and I always will." Osamu drew him into his arms and placed a soft, feather-like kiss on his trembling lips.
Ken's eyes widened in astonishment. When had his brother ever been this gentle with him? Every further thought was drowned in a sea of confusion and comfort when Osamu slid next to him into the bed and gathered him in his arms.
"Sleep now, Kenny. I'll be at your side and protect you."
The younger boy stared unbelievingly at him before he closed his eyes and snuggled closer into Osamu's embrace. For the first time of his whole life he felt secure in his brothers arms and it was a feeling he never wanted to miss again.
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Daisuke was sitting on the window sill of his room. He wouldn't take his eyes off a single white cloud slowly drifting across the endless blue of the sky.
Simply put he was in pain. His soul was aching and his heart felt as if someone had ripped it right out of his chest and shredded it into pieces.
Daisuke thought about Ken for what seemed to be an eternity. Only an hour ago he had called him on the phone. The first thing he noticed was how cold and abrasive Ken sounded. Their discussion ended rather abruptly when Ken told him he never wanted to see him again and to go back to Taichi.
The red-haired boy had stared at the phone in something that only could be classified as shock. How could it be that Ken knew about his mistake? Who could be this calculating... Suddenly all the missing pieces clicked into place.
Osamu. Somehow he had managed to hear about it and cold blooded bastard he was he had nothing better to do than to tell Ken everything.
Daisuke felt anger rising in his heart. He was tired of it.
"Daisuke? Where you're going?" Jun called after him when she saw him marching to the frontdoor.
"Out! I'm visiting Ken!" Daisuke slammed the door shut and stormed down the stairs. In a small place deep in his mind he knew he acted without thinking but he couldn't stand it any longer. He was sick and tired of the little games Osamu played and he wouldn't back down. Not this time.
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Ken woke up with a terrible headache. While he tried to figure out what happened his memories came back and again tears were forming in his eyes.
He was hurting, more than he would ever admit. Not even to himself but there was nothing he could do about. He should have known better than to trust anyone else than Osamu. Osamu was the only person who really loved him.
Ken turned his attention to the sleeping form of his brother and smiled sadly not sure about his feelings right now.
Osamu looked so innocent and vulnerable when he was sleeping Ken couldn't believe how hard and mean he could be when he was awake. His brother abused him for nearly five years now and in all the time he often had wished to die. He even tried to slit his wrists after the first time his brother had raped him.
Ken remembered all too well how quickly the pain and hurt in his brother's eyes were replaced by fury. He never tried something like this again.
In this instant the doorbell rang and interrupted him in his musings. With a last look at Osamu's sleeping face he left the bed.
He opened the door.
"We have to talk!" Daisuke pushed the door open before Ken had the chance to close it in his face.
"There's nothing to say! Leave! Now!" Ken shoved Daisuke back but the red-haired boy held his ground.
"No! I'm not leaving. I wanted to talk to you." Daisuke grabbed Ken's wrist and dragged him nearer cradling the struggling boy into his arms.
"Let go! Don't you dare to touch me!" Ken screamed and tried desperately to writhe his way out of Daisuke's arms but the other boy only tightened his grip around Ken's waist.
"Stop squirming! Listen to me! I wanted to apologize!"
"I'm not interested in listening to your lies!"
"Ken! Give me a chance to explain!"
"There's no need to!" Ken hissed furiously and finally succeeded in breaking free. "OSAMU!!!!"
"Don't you dare..." Daisuke jerked him back into his arms. "I won't let you. You're not going back to him! He's a bastard!"
"Yes, just like you!"
Slowly Daisuke loosened his grip and stepped back. "I know I've made a mistake but please believe me I can explain it! You have to hear what Osamu did to us!"
"I don't think that's necessary."
Daisuke whirled around. Osamu was leaning in the doorframe and watched both of them with narrowed eyes. Ken fled into his brother's arms.
"You see, you're dispensable."
"No. I don't think so. We're not finished." Daisuke straightened himself. "Ken's mine. And I don't give him up. Never. You can try to separate us but it won't work. I know everything about your stupid little plot and now we're going to regulate it."
The look of surprise on Osamu's face was priceless.
-tbc-
Finally I've made the next chapter. Cheers. Please be patient when I'm not updating regularly but actually I've not much time left for me writings. But I promise to continue.^^
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Treason and trust 14
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"Turn it off." Ken pleaded in a small voice and buried his face in his brother's chest. Osamu obeyed his wish and patted him lightly on the back.
"Shh...don't cry, Ken. He's not worth it." The only answer he received were desperate sobbing sounds when his younger brother broke down completely.
Osamu felt deep satisfaction as he carried Ken into his bedroom and tucked him gently under the blankets. "Don't worry, Ken. He'll never hurt you again. Not as long as I can prevent it no-one will ever hurt you."
He stroked his brother's back with gentle movements and listened to the sounds of pain and disappointment while Ken cried his heart out. Finally the wretched sounds slowly faded and Ken looked up to his brother.
"Osamu?"
"Yes?"
Tears were still brimming in his eyes but Ken determinedly blinked them away. "I love you Osamu. You're the only one who always were true to me. Please forgive me for betraying you."
"Don't worry, Ken. I love you and I always will." Osamu drew him into his arms and placed a soft, feather-like kiss on his trembling lips.
Ken's eyes widened in astonishment. When had his brother ever been this gentle with him? Every further thought was drowned in a sea of confusion and comfort when Osamu slid next to him into the bed and gathered him in his arms.
"Sleep now, Kenny. I'll be at your side and protect you."
The younger boy stared unbelievingly at him before he closed his eyes and snuggled closer into Osamu's embrace. For the first time of his whole life he felt secure in his brothers arms and it was a feeling he never wanted to miss again.
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Daisuke was sitting on the window sill of his room. He wouldn't take his eyes off a single white cloud slowly drifting across the endless blue of the sky.
Simply put he was in pain. His soul was aching and his heart felt as if someone had ripped it right out of his chest and shredded it into pieces.
Daisuke thought about Ken for what seemed to be an eternity. Only an hour ago he had called him on the phone. The first thing he noticed was how cold and abrasive Ken sounded. Their discussion ended rather abruptly when Ken told him he never wanted to see him again and to go back to Taichi.
The red-haired boy had stared at the phone in something that only could be classified as shock. How could it be that Ken knew about his mistake? Who could be this calculating... Suddenly all the missing pieces clicked into place.
Osamu. Somehow he had managed to hear about it and cold blooded bastard he was he had nothing better to do than to tell Ken everything.
Daisuke felt anger rising in his heart. He was tired of it.
"Daisuke? Where you're going?" Jun called after him when she saw him marching to the frontdoor.
"Out! I'm visiting Ken!" Daisuke slammed the door shut and stormed down the stairs. In a small place deep in his mind he knew he acted without thinking but he couldn't stand it any longer. He was sick and tired of the little games Osamu played and he wouldn't back down. Not this time.
-*-*-
Ken woke up with a terrible headache. While he tried to figure out what happened his memories came back and again tears were forming in his eyes.
He was hurting, more than he would ever admit. Not even to himself but there was nothing he could do about. He should have known better than to trust anyone else than Osamu. Osamu was the only person who really loved him.
Ken turned his attention to the sleeping form of his brother and smiled sadly not sure about his feelings right now.
Osamu looked so innocent and vulnerable when he was sleeping Ken couldn't believe how hard and mean he could be when he was awake. His brother abused him for nearly five years now and in all the time he often had wished to die. He even tried to slit his wrists after the first time his brother had raped him.
Ken remembered all too well how quickly the pain and hurt in his brother's eyes were replaced by fury. He never tried something like this again.
In this instant the doorbell rang and interrupted him in his musings. With a last look at Osamu's sleeping face he left the bed.
He opened the door.
"We have to talk!" Daisuke pushed the door open before Ken had the chance to close it in his face.
"There's nothing to say! Leave! Now!" Ken shoved Daisuke back but the red-haired boy held his ground.
"No! I'm not leaving. I wanted to talk to you." Daisuke grabbed Ken's wrist and dragged him nearer cradling the struggling boy into his arms.
"Let go! Don't you dare to touch me!" Ken screamed and tried desperately to writhe his way out of Daisuke's arms but the other boy only tightened his grip around Ken's waist.
"Stop squirming! Listen to me! I wanted to apologize!"
"I'm not interested in listening to your lies!"
"Ken! Give me a chance to explain!"
"There's no need to!" Ken hissed furiously and finally succeeded in breaking free. "OSAMU!!!!"
"Don't you dare..." Daisuke jerked him back into his arms. "I won't let you. You're not going back to him! He's a bastard!"
"Yes, just like you!"
Slowly Daisuke loosened his grip and stepped back. "I know I've made a mistake but please believe me I can explain it! You have to hear what Osamu did to us!"
"I don't think that's necessary."
Daisuke whirled around. Osamu was leaning in the doorframe and watched both of them with narrowed eyes. Ken fled into his brother's arms.
"You see, you're dispensable."
"No. I don't think so. We're not finished." Daisuke straightened himself. "Ken's mine. And I don't give him up. Never. You can try to separate us but it won't work. I know everything about your stupid little plot and now we're going to regulate it."
The look of surprise on Osamu's face was priceless.
-tbc-