Digimon Fan Fiction ❯ Treason and trust ❯ Part Three ( Chapter 3 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Disclaimer: I'm sure you all know that it's not mine (sighs deperately).
Warning: What warning? I think everyone knows what this story is about...you guessed right. ´`_____´` In this chapter poor Daisuke learns something about himself and he didn't like it.
Thanks for your reviews. My ideas normally hit me out of nowhere. I sit somewhere or I lay in bed trying to sleep, I' cooking etc. and suddenly 'whoooosch'. Sometimes it's a curse. I had to write my ideas down or I'm going to explode. Enough of my babbling. I hope you enjoy this chapter...and when you're nice you tell me if you liked it.
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Treason and trust
Part Three
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Daisuke stood in front of the Ichijouji apartment and couldn't pluck up enough courage to knock. His nerves were strained.
He raised his hand but again he lost courage. 'Why am I here? I must be crazy!' He closed his eyes trying to calm down but failed miserably.
He turned around making his way to the elevator. He couldn't do it. It was wrong. It was... He sighed. 'Let's face it, Daisuke! You love him and you would do everything to have him!'
The boy went back to the apartment door and knocked before he could change his mind. Two seconds later he faced a salaciously smiling Osamu.
"You're in time! Come in!"
Daisuke entered the apartment and looked around half expecting Ken waiting for him but the boy was nowhere to be seen.
"Where's Ken?!" he asked in a small voice, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable in front of the older boy.
"Ken's waiting for you in his room!" Daisuke made one step in the direction he knew from a former visit but Osamu stopped him with a short gesture. "First you have to pay!"
Daisuke fumbled in his pocket. As he handed the money over to Osamu his face burned in hot embarressment. The older boy counted the banknotes in his hand and stepped back. "One thing before you go to him. You can do everything you want to as long as you are not leaving visible marks on him. You know it would mean lost earnings to me. Now you can go. Enjoy yourself!"
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The door slowly opened and Ken steeled himself against what the next hours would bring to him. Daisuke entered the room almost shyly. His face was bright red and his hands were shaking. He closed the door and the two boys watched each other carefully.
"Hi!" Daisuke tried a smile which flickered and vanished as Ken didn't respond. "I'm here...because...Osamu said..."
"You're here to fuck me. So let's get over and done with it and then leave me alone!" Ken interrupted him and got up. Quickly he opened his clothes. Within seconds he was naked and moved over to Daisuke who stared at him with a shocked expression on his face.
Daisuke never expected Ken to be this cold and to see him like this send a shiver down his spine. Ken walked right to him, threw his arms around Daisuke's neck and started to kiss him. To his own surprise Daisuke turned his head, shoving the boy away. "Why are you doing this?"
"Because you paid for it!" Ken tried again to kiss him but Daisuke couldn't stand it. The indigo haired boy frowned slightly but then he understood. "I see. You're not into foreplay. That's okay."
Ken went back to the bed and laid down, spreading his legs invitingly. Daisuke gasped in utter shock. "I didn't understand!" Daisuke whispered to himself. He felt confused and his thoughts fought against his insticts. All he wanted was to join Ken on the bed, to caress his wonderful skin, holding him tight, kissing him, taking him... but his mind told him how wrong he was, that he made use of a someone who couldn't defend himself and that he had no right to abuse another boy so badly.
'But it's his brother who abuses him! It's not my fault!' Daisuke reduced the distance to the bed. His eyes wandered over every inch of Ken's perfect white skin. 'He's so beautiful. How can I...?' Again his thoughts were interrupted.
"Why are you standing there like a fool? Don't you want me?" Ken looked at him impatiently. "Get over here so we get finished!"
Daisuke stared at the boy he admired for so long and couldn't believe it. It seemed to him that he never knew the real Ken and he felt disappointed. All Ken had said and done...it made Daisuke feel like he were in a brothel and it reduced his feelings to something filthy and worthless.
His eyes met Ken's and all he could see was a scornful fire burning deep inside those indigo orbs. The red haired boy reacted without thinking. Suddenly he moved forward throwing himself on the bed pinning Ken under him.
Daisuke leaned forward, pressing his lips hungrily against Ken's. His tongue forced Ken's lips apart, ravishing the wet heat mercilessly. He moved over Ken's neck down his chest planting small kisses on the warm skin while his hands were roaming all over Ken's body.
Something seemed wrong.
Daisuke looked at Ken but the other boy held his eyes closed, his face blank. He didn't respond to anything Daisuke made and it gave him the feeling he was lying with a doll instead of a human being. The red haired boy's hand closed around Ken's member surprised to find to reaction at all. Daisuke himself was rock hard but Ken only lay motionless under him. Suddenly there was this urge in Daisuke to cause a reaction in Ken, crying, yelling, moaning...it was indifferent as long as he could be sure that there was at least something inside Ken that made him human.
His mouth found one nipple and he played with it while his hand pinched the other one hard. Ken gasped in pain.
Daisuke smirked almost mischievously as he removed his clothes and knelt between Ken's spread thighs stroking the other boys member with rough movements. Ken winced and pressed his lips together making Daisuke smile gladly. At least he had drawn a reaction out of the boy.
Again Daisuke caught Ken's trembling lips with his own biting down on the soft flesh and Ken moaned desperately. His hands flew up to shove Daisuke away but he never finished his movement. He wasn't allowed to refuse the wishes of his clients. If he did Osamu would be very very angry and an angry Osamu was something Ken wasn't willing to face ever again in his whole life.
Daisuke moved his hands up and down Ken's body. He looked at Ken's face and this time the other boy answered his gaze.
In this instant it hit him like a brick. He couldn't believe it. 'What have I done?' Daisuke's heart beated in a wave of sudden panic. Here he was with the boy he loved for so long and all he did was to rape him.
"NO!" Daisuke backed away. "No! This isn't me! It's...not...me! Believe me Ken! I never would take you against your will! I love you, I love you so much!"
He caught the stunned Ken in a hug which nearly broke Ken's ribs. Daisuke buried his face in Ken's hair holding the other boy close rocking them gently back and forth.
"Let go of me!" Ken broke his embrace and left the bed. He didn't look at Daisuke as he put on his clothes. "It's better you leave now!"
"But Ken! Didn't you listen? I love you!" Daisuke tried to lay his hand on Ken's shoulder but the other boy got out of the way. "Please Ken! Believe me! I wasn't myself! It wasn't the best beginning at all but I wanted to be your friend! I love you! Give me a chance!"
Ken opened the door. "Leave. It's better you never come back again!"
Daisuke looked for a sign of hope but Ken turned his head away so Daisuke left and as the door closed behind him his heart broke in pieces while his eyes burned with uncried tears.
Warning: What warning? I think everyone knows what this story is about...you guessed right. ´`_____´` In this chapter poor Daisuke learns something about himself and he didn't like it.
Thanks for your reviews. My ideas normally hit me out of nowhere. I sit somewhere or I lay in bed trying to sleep, I' cooking etc. and suddenly 'whoooosch'. Sometimes it's a curse. I had to write my ideas down or I'm going to explode. Enough of my babbling. I hope you enjoy this chapter...and when you're nice you tell me if you liked it.
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Treason and trust
Part Three
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Daisuke stood in front of the Ichijouji apartment and couldn't pluck up enough courage to knock. His nerves were strained.
He raised his hand but again he lost courage. 'Why am I here? I must be crazy!' He closed his eyes trying to calm down but failed miserably.
He turned around making his way to the elevator. He couldn't do it. It was wrong. It was... He sighed. 'Let's face it, Daisuke! You love him and you would do everything to have him!'
The boy went back to the apartment door and knocked before he could change his mind. Two seconds later he faced a salaciously smiling Osamu.
"You're in time! Come in!"
Daisuke entered the apartment and looked around half expecting Ken waiting for him but the boy was nowhere to be seen.
"Where's Ken?!" he asked in a small voice, suddenly feeling very uncomfortable in front of the older boy.
"Ken's waiting for you in his room!" Daisuke made one step in the direction he knew from a former visit but Osamu stopped him with a short gesture. "First you have to pay!"
Daisuke fumbled in his pocket. As he handed the money over to Osamu his face burned in hot embarressment. The older boy counted the banknotes in his hand and stepped back. "One thing before you go to him. You can do everything you want to as long as you are not leaving visible marks on him. You know it would mean lost earnings to me. Now you can go. Enjoy yourself!"
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The door slowly opened and Ken steeled himself against what the next hours would bring to him. Daisuke entered the room almost shyly. His face was bright red and his hands were shaking. He closed the door and the two boys watched each other carefully.
"Hi!" Daisuke tried a smile which flickered and vanished as Ken didn't respond. "I'm here...because...Osamu said..."
"You're here to fuck me. So let's get over and done with it and then leave me alone!" Ken interrupted him and got up. Quickly he opened his clothes. Within seconds he was naked and moved over to Daisuke who stared at him with a shocked expression on his face.
Daisuke never expected Ken to be this cold and to see him like this send a shiver down his spine. Ken walked right to him, threw his arms around Daisuke's neck and started to kiss him. To his own surprise Daisuke turned his head, shoving the boy away. "Why are you doing this?"
"Because you paid for it!" Ken tried again to kiss him but Daisuke couldn't stand it. The indigo haired boy frowned slightly but then he understood. "I see. You're not into foreplay. That's okay."
Ken went back to the bed and laid down, spreading his legs invitingly. Daisuke gasped in utter shock. "I didn't understand!" Daisuke whispered to himself. He felt confused and his thoughts fought against his insticts. All he wanted was to join Ken on the bed, to caress his wonderful skin, holding him tight, kissing him, taking him... but his mind told him how wrong he was, that he made use of a someone who couldn't defend himself and that he had no right to abuse another boy so badly.
'But it's his brother who abuses him! It's not my fault!' Daisuke reduced the distance to the bed. His eyes wandered over every inch of Ken's perfect white skin. 'He's so beautiful. How can I...?' Again his thoughts were interrupted.
"Why are you standing there like a fool? Don't you want me?" Ken looked at him impatiently. "Get over here so we get finished!"
Daisuke stared at the boy he admired for so long and couldn't believe it. It seemed to him that he never knew the real Ken and he felt disappointed. All Ken had said and done...it made Daisuke feel like he were in a brothel and it reduced his feelings to something filthy and worthless.
His eyes met Ken's and all he could see was a scornful fire burning deep inside those indigo orbs. The red haired boy reacted without thinking. Suddenly he moved forward throwing himself on the bed pinning Ken under him.
Daisuke leaned forward, pressing his lips hungrily against Ken's. His tongue forced Ken's lips apart, ravishing the wet heat mercilessly. He moved over Ken's neck down his chest planting small kisses on the warm skin while his hands were roaming all over Ken's body.
Something seemed wrong.
Daisuke looked at Ken but the other boy held his eyes closed, his face blank. He didn't respond to anything Daisuke made and it gave him the feeling he was lying with a doll instead of a human being. The red haired boy's hand closed around Ken's member surprised to find to reaction at all. Daisuke himself was rock hard but Ken only lay motionless under him. Suddenly there was this urge in Daisuke to cause a reaction in Ken, crying, yelling, moaning...it was indifferent as long as he could be sure that there was at least something inside Ken that made him human.
His mouth found one nipple and he played with it while his hand pinched the other one hard. Ken gasped in pain.
Daisuke smirked almost mischievously as he removed his clothes and knelt between Ken's spread thighs stroking the other boys member with rough movements. Ken winced and pressed his lips together making Daisuke smile gladly. At least he had drawn a reaction out of the boy.
Again Daisuke caught Ken's trembling lips with his own biting down on the soft flesh and Ken moaned desperately. His hands flew up to shove Daisuke away but he never finished his movement. He wasn't allowed to refuse the wishes of his clients. If he did Osamu would be very very angry and an angry Osamu was something Ken wasn't willing to face ever again in his whole life.
Daisuke moved his hands up and down Ken's body. He looked at Ken's face and this time the other boy answered his gaze.
In this instant it hit him like a brick. He couldn't believe it. 'What have I done?' Daisuke's heart beated in a wave of sudden panic. Here he was with the boy he loved for so long and all he did was to rape him.
"NO!" Daisuke backed away. "No! This isn't me! It's...not...me! Believe me Ken! I never would take you against your will! I love you, I love you so much!"
He caught the stunned Ken in a hug which nearly broke Ken's ribs. Daisuke buried his face in Ken's hair holding the other boy close rocking them gently back and forth.
"Let go of me!" Ken broke his embrace and left the bed. He didn't look at Daisuke as he put on his clothes. "It's better you leave now!"
"But Ken! Didn't you listen? I love you!" Daisuke tried to lay his hand on Ken's shoulder but the other boy got out of the way. "Please Ken! Believe me! I wasn't myself! It wasn't the best beginning at all but I wanted to be your friend! I love you! Give me a chance!"
Ken opened the door. "Leave. It's better you never come back again!"
Daisuke looked for a sign of hope but Ken turned his head away so Daisuke left and as the door closed behind him his heart broke in pieces while his eyes burned with uncried tears.