Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ A Thought Like No Other ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: Tyndale 
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 08.08.2015 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 559 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 08.08.2015 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.3K | Visits: 559 | Status: Work In Progress
Just a few warnings:
OOC/Fluff
YAOI
Goku's POV Only (for
now)
No Mpreg
Adult themes and a few curse
words
It's not natural. I know it isn't. I know the way I'm feeling about him isn't right. We're both guys. I get it! It's weird...but every time, and I do mean every time, I'm alone with Vegeta, I feel strange. My heart beats faster, I discover I can't find the right words to even say to him. He suddenly makes me think I'm losing my mind. I mean, how can I feel this way about him...of all people. Vegeta is always talking down to me and I swear, he wants me dead sometimes. It's always about the fight with him. Fighting seems to be his life. Well, it's apart of my life, too but Vegeta just takes it so seriously. I get tired of him proclaiming he is the prince of all saiyans. Like no one doesn't know. But sometimes, I think his self-confidence makes me feel so close to him. He is always so sure of himself, even when he's up against the wall, he's always confident. Every inch of his body reminds me of how perfect he wants to be. But he's not really that perfect. He has his flaws, like his unmanageable attitude and his need to be the most ruthless saiyan in the world. But somehow, even knowing all these bad things about him, I still can't deny how I feel. "Kakarot, what are you doing just standing around. Punch me, you idiot! This is suppose to be a fight!" There he goes again. Yelling. Talking down to me. I really think I have lost it. I should feel nothing for him...other than the fact we are both saiyans and I kinda like him as a friend. As a matter of fact what we share should be simple. Here I am trying to make things complicated. Like there isn't enough complicated things in my life. I have two sons and Chi-chi. Oh, yeah, Chi-chi. Boy, Chi-chi can be too much for me. She nags me like there is nothing better for her to do. I get enough of verbal insults from Vegeta. I don't need it from her but lately, everything I do, makes her so angry. Sometimes, I just want to give up but my sons...I love my sons and I don't want to hurt them. Leaving Chi-chi would hurt them to death...even though I'm miserable, I can't let them down. " Damn it, you worthless third class imbecile. Did you hear me?" It's funny because he thinks I'm not listening but I am. I heard every word and when he says those things to me, it hurts. How can I possibly feel anything for him. Really? I mean look at him! He is the worst kind of person with that stupid, long spiked hair...and those overly bulk and firm, tight muscles...and those pink, smooth...Fuck, no what am I thinking! Kami, what am I thinking! He is a guy! A guy! I don't like guys! I mean, I can't like them. I've been with Chi-chi for years. She gave me my sons and I feel...I can't possibly find men attractive. I don't feel this way about Krillin. I was just talking to him the other day. We have been friends for so long, we've done everything together, so why don't I like him? Or Tien? Or Yamcha? I don't like guys! "Fuck this, Kakarot! You clearly are not ready! I am not going to allow you to waste my time!" I hate when he turns his back to me. When he doesn't get his way, he always just leaves. He never wants to talk or just listen. Sometimes, I just wish he'd listen to me. I could maybe talk to him, tell him what I'm thinking. Maybe he would understand. Maybe he feels the same way. I won't ever know unless I ask, but I'm scared to ask. Can you believe that? I am the strongest warrior alive and I'm scared to ask. Fuck! I can't be frighten to just question him. What will he do? He wouldn't challenge me and even if he did, I could beat him. Vegeta's power level is still not higher than mine. Even with all this sparring we do with each other, he still hasn't surpassed me. So, I guess I should ask him... "Hey, Vegeta wait for a sec," I fly up to meet him in the blue sky. "What? Are you finally ready to get started?" Damn, that's all he ever wants to do. Fight. Fight. Fight! It is in his blood. It is in his eyes. I imagine it is in his soul. I wish he felt something different. I wish he could think of other things. Would he ever think of me? Does he see me as desirable, as someone who matters? Then again, why would he. Why would he think of me like that? I mean, he has Bulma and Bulma is cute. She is cuter than my wife. I can only imagine Vegeta enjoys her. He enjoys making love to her. Even though I've never seen him cuddle or speak gently to Bulma, I can imagine behind closed doors Vegeta is different. Bulma really has, over the years, helped to soften him. "Kakarot! What the hell is wrong with you! Spit it out already and stop wasting my time!" I focus my eyes on him, " I was wondering if maybe, well..." I rub the back of my head. I am nervous and I can't help but reveal my hesitation, " if you ever thought about someone other than Bulma?" I watch his brow lift and then he smirks, " Of course. I am a saiyan, Kakarot. Unlike you, I am not too interested in these weak, human customs. I do as I please and I fuck who I want." He fucks who he wants?! I don't think I heard him correctly, " You've cheated on Bulma?" I shriek in amazement, but my shock is not centered around the fact he is cheating. I'm shocked by what he just said. Who...whoever he wants, he fucks... " Yes, that's what she called it. Cheating. I am not bound to her. What about you, Kakarot? Are you cheating, too?" I shake my head, " No, Vegeta! I'd never do that to Chi-chi!" He shrugs his shoulders at me and continues to grin, " You are an idiot. Your woman is by far the worst and you are telling me, you've never even thought of fucking someone else. That is laughable!" I have thought about being with someone else. I have thought about it over and over again in my mind. I have even dreamt about it. It's him that I want. It really is Vegeta. I have been craving him for years but never had the courage to approach him. Not to mention the fact we are both guys. I know I keep thinking this but I just can't get over the idea that I like a guy. I really like him. And I want to know if he really likes me, too. " I have thought about someone," I look at him. His sniveling smirk grows bigger. His eyes light up as if he is deeply intrigued. " Oh, really, Kakarot? Well, spit it out! Who does the third class warrior want to fuck?"
It's not natural. I know it isn't. I know the way I'm feeling about him isn't right. We're both guys. I get it! It's weird...but every time, and I do mean every time, I'm alone with Vegeta, I feel strange. My heart beats faster, I discover I can't find the right words to even say to him. He suddenly makes me think I'm losing my mind. I mean, how can I feel this way about him...of all people. Vegeta is always talking down to me and I swear, he wants me dead sometimes. It's always about the fight with him. Fighting seems to be his life. Well, it's apart of my life, too but Vegeta just takes it so seriously. I get tired of him proclaiming he is the prince of all saiyans. Like no one doesn't know. But sometimes, I think his self-confidence makes me feel so close to him. He is always so sure of himself, even when he's up against the wall, he's always confident. Every inch of his body reminds me of how perfect he wants to be. But he's not really that perfect. He has his flaws, like his unmanageable attitude and his need to be the most ruthless saiyan in the world. But somehow, even knowing all these bad things about him, I still can't deny how I feel. "Kakarot, what are you doing just standing around. Punch me, you idiot! This is suppose to be a fight!" There he goes again. Yelling. Talking down to me. I really think I have lost it. I should feel nothing for him...other than the fact we are both saiyans and I kinda like him as a friend. As a matter of fact what we share should be simple. Here I am trying to make things complicated. Like there isn't enough complicated things in my life. I have two sons and Chi-chi. Oh, yeah, Chi-chi. Boy, Chi-chi can be too much for me. She nags me like there is nothing better for her to do. I get enough of verbal insults from Vegeta. I don't need it from her but lately, everything I do, makes her so angry. Sometimes, I just want to give up but my sons...I love my sons and I don't want to hurt them. Leaving Chi-chi would hurt them to death...even though I'm miserable, I can't let them down. " Damn it, you worthless third class imbecile. Did you hear me?" It's funny because he thinks I'm not listening but I am. I heard every word and when he says those things to me, it hurts. How can I possibly feel anything for him. Really? I mean look at him! He is the worst kind of person with that stupid, long spiked hair...and those overly bulk and firm, tight muscles...and those pink, smooth...Fuck, no what am I thinking! Kami, what am I thinking! He is a guy! A guy! I don't like guys! I mean, I can't like them. I've been with Chi-chi for years. She gave me my sons and I feel...I can't possibly find men attractive. I don't feel this way about Krillin. I was just talking to him the other day. We have been friends for so long, we've done everything together, so why don't I like him? Or Tien? Or Yamcha? I don't like guys! "Fuck this, Kakarot! You clearly are not ready! I am not going to allow you to waste my time!" I hate when he turns his back to me. When he doesn't get his way, he always just leaves. He never wants to talk or just listen. Sometimes, I just wish he'd listen to me. I could maybe talk to him, tell him what I'm thinking. Maybe he would understand. Maybe he feels the same way. I won't ever know unless I ask, but I'm scared to ask. Can you believe that? I am the strongest warrior alive and I'm scared to ask. Fuck! I can't be frighten to just question him. What will he do? He wouldn't challenge me and even if he did, I could beat him. Vegeta's power level is still not higher than mine. Even with all this sparring we do with each other, he still hasn't surpassed me. So, I guess I should ask him... "Hey, Vegeta wait for a sec," I fly up to meet him in the blue sky. "What? Are you finally ready to get started?" Damn, that's all he ever wants to do. Fight. Fight. Fight! It is in his blood. It is in his eyes. I imagine it is in his soul. I wish he felt something different. I wish he could think of other things. Would he ever think of me? Does he see me as desirable, as someone who matters? Then again, why would he. Why would he think of me like that? I mean, he has Bulma and Bulma is cute. She is cuter than my wife. I can only imagine Vegeta enjoys her. He enjoys making love to her. Even though I've never seen him cuddle or speak gently to Bulma, I can imagine behind closed doors Vegeta is different. Bulma really has, over the years, helped to soften him. "Kakarot! What the hell is wrong with you! Spit it out already and stop wasting my time!" I focus my eyes on him, " I was wondering if maybe, well..." I rub the back of my head. I am nervous and I can't help but reveal my hesitation, " if you ever thought about someone other than Bulma?" I watch his brow lift and then he smirks, " Of course. I am a saiyan, Kakarot. Unlike you, I am not too interested in these weak, human customs. I do as I please and I fuck who I want." He fucks who he wants?! I don't think I heard him correctly, " You've cheated on Bulma?" I shriek in amazement, but my shock is not centered around the fact he is cheating. I'm shocked by what he just said. Who...whoever he wants, he fucks... " Yes, that's what she called it. Cheating. I am not bound to her. What about you, Kakarot? Are you cheating, too?" I shake my head, " No, Vegeta! I'd never do that to Chi-chi!" He shrugs his shoulders at me and continues to grin, " You are an idiot. Your woman is by far the worst and you are telling me, you've never even thought of fucking someone else. That is laughable!" I have thought about being with someone else. I have thought about it over and over again in my mind. I have even dreamt about it. It's him that I want. It really is Vegeta. I have been craving him for years but never had the courage to approach him. Not to mention the fact we are both guys. I know I keep thinking this but I just can't get over the idea that I like a guy. I really like him. And I want to know if he really likes me, too. " I have thought about someone," I look at him. His sniveling smirk grows bigger. His eyes light up as if he is deeply intrigued. " Oh, really, Kakarot? Well, spit it out! Who does the third class warrior want to fuck?"