Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Ai no Kakarotto ❯ Surrender ( Chapter 11 )

Disclaimer: I do not own DBZ or any of its characters

NC-17 for sexual situations and adult themes

Warnings for this chapter SEX yes, yes, yes!!!

Surrender:

I woke in the middle of the night...."I'm coming" the one thought that was not my own invaded my mind. I got up and went to look out the window, somehow the fresh air made me feel more relaxed, less aggravated. I closed my eyes letting the soft wind bathe my naked body and trying to find the thought again, to make sure it was not a product imagination, of my deceiving and pained heart. I let my mind focus on a simple statement.

"Where are you?" I hoped against hope to get a reply, I needed it; my sanity was almost gone from me at this point.

"It doesn't matter, I'm on my way" His voice sounded as if he were right here beside me, I wanted to laugh, cry, and kill something all at once. Since I saw him at the water plant I been restless, the need to find him was becoming more than I could bear, I needed him more than I've needed anything in my entire life. My pride gone, my anger forgotten, I just wanted him back.

"Why?" I sent my question, as much as I wanted him to come back, as much as I had willed this to happen, I needed to know, and although I dreaded the answer, it was necessary to understand what must I do to get through to him, to make him stay and make him want me, as obsessively as I wanted him. Not just to forge some pact so that I let his friends be. My pride would not allow it.

"I don't want anymore innocent people to die." the weak whisper came into my heart.

"They die because they oppose me, not because of you." I grabbed some clothes threw them on quickly, and was already flying to the source of these thoughts. I wanted to see him again, to touch him, to ask him why he left. But I also wanted to hurt him as he hurt me, my whole life of loneliness was nothing compared to these past few weeks, my father told me once..."When you find your other half, you will know it" At the time those words had seem a shallow excuse for his infatuation with Raditz, not that I had cared either way, but now, those words held a veracity I could not deny. I knew since the first time I laid eyes on that dirty, ragged, angry boy, that he was my other half

"I'd like to believe that." Came the reply after a while, then nothing, I flew for what seemed like hours, no more exchanges between us, but the link was still open, telling me exactly where he was.

On a mountain top I saw him, as soon as I lay my eyes on him, a current coursed through out my being, a burning want that threatened to render my heart beat-less. I At that moment I knew I would not harm him, all the tortures I imagined putting him through were nothing but empty thoughts created by my own pain laced with his betrayal. Setting foot a few feet from him... we looked at one another for an eternity.

"Why?" I asked again, my voice a weak attempt at control, when in fact I was on the verge of breaking down.

"Can you blame me?" He met my eyes and I searched his face, desperately trying to find any regret, any form of apology, I found none. It enraged me and hurt me but no, I could not blame him, we were from different classes, different words, I have no idea what he's gone through in his life before me, but I knew I would do anything to erase it all, to somehow make him forget it all and give himself to me completely, body, mind and soul.

"Why are you here, why now?" My voice grew in volume; my anger rising, all the pent up sorrow for the rejection he's given me was slowly taking hold of me.

"I already told you, I don't want more innocents to die because of our childish feud." his words sent a shock of anger through me, the need to hurt him became so real.

"So you would sell your soul to the devil for them?" I spat sarcastically.

"Yes." He said weakly, I came to him then, standing a mere few inches, the heat of his body causing me to weaver.

"I make no deals with rebels... we had a deal, you broke it, therefore I see no reason for me to abide to you capricious request, you are no longer my pet, I no longer desire you." I kept my face as impassive as it comes, but inside I was screaming.

"Fine." He said calmly, as if expecting that to be the answer all along and assumed a fighting stance, "I thought we could solve this with words, but I see for the proud Ouji that is impossible." Proud Ouji?!...bastard, I've humiliated myself to the point of not caring what anybody thinks, and you have the nerve to call me proud!" My mind screamed. So this was it, this was the reunion I had willed so fiercely, the reunion for which I would and have, disgraced myself for. I assumed a stance of my own and waited. A gust of wind blew some dirt and we were at it, clashing fist against fist, flesh against flesh. We fought, and it was just like that first time, exhilarating in a morbid way, I didn't care anymore, I wanted to kill him, I wanted to die, and I never wanted it to end. Time stood still, if this is the way we make love so be it, if this is the only way I could make him belong to me we'll both die here today and end it once and for all.

"You amuse me!" I yelled as our bodies danced to the only way they knew how.

"Is that all you have to say!?" He yelled back, and I smirked... no baka, that is not all I have to say... what I want to say cannot be spoken, not with this hate cursing our existence. I smirked maliciously and phased out of sight. I wanted this to last, I wanted to dance like this forever, but I knew I could not hold on much longer, I needed to finish it; I needed to finally break the chains that bind us together. I reappeared right behind him.

"I see you have improved a bit... but is not enough, it will never be enough, you are very foolish to summon me like this, with this little power." I licked his lobe suddenly feeling the suffocation of his scent, and with a ki infused palm I hit him square on the back, he flew a few feet away landing on all fours, coughing up blood. I swore if I concentrated enough I could feel pain as well. He got up to his feet quickly and turned to me, the hatred on his face very much like that first time outside the palace.

"I'm going to kill you!" He shouted and lunged at me, he came to me fast but I side stepped his weak attack and had him pinned to the ground under me. No... This isn't how it was supposed to be! My insides screamed, I am going to kill him fast and rid myself of this longing, this obsession once and for all. Instead I was playing with him, enraging him, taunting him... and I loved it.

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His smirk made my blood boil. I came to him fast, never connecting, in a second he had me pinned flat on my stomach, one arm behind my back as he sat comfortably on my back, I think I screamed all the profanities I've ever learnt at him, then I felt him shift and suddenly his hot breath was right in my ear. "You amuse me still, and as long as you do I will never let you go. Remember... you're mine as I am yours...you were the one who marked me...now you have to pay the consequences... you will never be rid of me...baka" I felt his finger scratched at the small mark he gave me, the barely healed burn still sensitive to the touch. A current coursed all through my body...I had to fight this, I had to focus on the hatred... the hatred! He licked my earlobe making me shudder, but my rage won out. I started shaking violently, trying desperately to throw him off me. I reassumed my cursing and all he did was laugh and laugh. He let my arm go and loosened his legs. That was all I needed to free myself, or at least that's what I thought. I turned around to lie on my back; and to my dismay his legs became two immovable rods of iron on either side of me once again. Now we lay facing each other. I stiffened as I felt his hardness rub against mine.

"If you struggle too much, I will get very exited," Vegeta purred, coming down face to face with me. I turned my face to the side, disgusted at how aroused I was. Why did he have to play this hunter and prey games? He stuck his tongue out and licked the side of my face.

"Yield to me." He whispered in my ear almost out of breath.

"No..." I struggled; feeling pain in my groin...a very delicious and appealing pain in fact.

"Why do you fight it?" the same out of breath whisper, "you want it just as much as I do." He took my chin and turned my head to face him.

"How could you possibly think I want you?" I spat weakly, almost at that point where I didn't care, his scent intoxicating me, his heavy breathing making me dizzy. I felt his tail came around my neck and tickled behind my ear, like I notice it liked to do. He ran his tongue over my lips and I let out an involuntary moan, he took advantage of this and began kissing me, I pursed my lips with the hopes of keeping him out. Then his hand grabbed my engorged sex and caressed it hard and maddeningly slow a few times, all the while lapping and biting my lips, he came up to my ear and whispered things I cannot even repeat, and I was lost. I opened up and we kissed desperately, devouring each other. My will deserted me and I was completely at his mercy. He tore my clothes off and took out his gloves to run his hands all over me, still whispering under his breath. His tail tightening and loosening around my neck amplifying every single sensation, I was beyond reasoning, beyond hatred, beyond the boundaries of my own limitations. All I wanted to do was burry myself into him.

He broke the kiss and gave me a broad smile..." This is going to hurt," I snap my eyes wide open knowing exactly what that meant, I kicked him and he fell backwards, I was on him, pinning him down just like he'd done me.

"I submit to no one!" I rasped enraged that he would assume that I would be his whore, if there was to be submission, it would be his to me, I kissed him roughly, it annoyed me that he was not fighting me, "Just remember who marked who." I spat, he chuckled...God how I hated that chuckle, he kissed me again, and next thing I know I was on my back once more; I growled angrily turning my head this way and that so he wouldn't be able to kiss me.

"I promise... I'll make it good..." He said mockingly, I kicked futilely. "Don't fight it... please don't." He pleaded and brought two fingers into my mouth, pushed them in and I sucked at them savagely, moaning, my eyes closed and almost whining out loud when he took them away. I felt them at my entrance and I snapped my eyes open, scared. "I'll make it good." He repeated against my lips, kissing his way up my face, sucking my lobe and then pushing his fingers inside me, the initial discomfort gone quickly, replaced by pleasure that threatened to swallow me whole. I held on to his shoulders afraid he would go and leave me here, alone and unfulfilled.

"What is your name?" he rasped and it struck me then, that I have never told him and he had never asked.

"Kakarotto..." I rasped back.

"Kakarotto..." he repeated, over and over. His fingers left, "Kakarotto...you're mine." And as this words made their way to my ears I felt the shattering pain of his sex coming inside me. I let out a scream, the pain momentarily returning my reason...but it was far too late.

" Yes...yes," I heard him whisper as he began moving, he pulled out almost completely only to push hard back in, he did this a few times, then moved in a circular motion until his sex hit some sweet spot inside of me that send me to hell and back. I let out another scream, this time not from pain, but from the pleasure I could hardly stand. He saw what it did to me and moved faster hitting the sweet spot every time. He kissed me, whispering my name against my lips over and over like a prayer to the Gods, his arms trembling violently, barely able to sustain him on either side of me. I took his tail and began pulling at it gently. He arched his back towards me and I towards him.

My orgasm hit me full force sending me to sweet oblivion, I think I called his name, I'm not sure, I shock my head from side to side as his movements amplified the force of my orgasm.

"Why you denied me this for so long?" his velvety voice said against my eyelids, he threw his head back shaking forcefully, "...Ahhh...Kakarotto..." and fell on top of me.

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"Celipa... where is my child?"

"Vegeta!" This is the first time she's seen him since that night.

++Flashback++

"What did you do?!" Celipa came in screaming into the room, "You said I could have him, answer me what did you do!"

"Have who my dear?" Vegeta no Ou asked calmly, his young face as cold and impassive as ever.

"Where is my child!? You took him from me didn't you?"

"Of course I did, you are not fit to care for him,"

"You promised, you said I was strong, you said if I..." she broke down, falling on her knees, and she, Celipa cried, for the first time in her life. She should have known... no, she did know, but deep down had hoped Vegeta would keep his word.

"I said if you killed all the others I would make you my queen... and I did, I never said you could keep the brat, besides, are you sure is the child you want... or is it the guard?" The Ou stood and walked to her calmly. "Celipa, I didn't think you were this gullible, besides, the guard is mine, just as I promised you a crown, I promised him a charge. You wouldn't want me to break that promise now would you?"

"Bastard." A kick in the gut was the answer she was hoping for, but it never came, instead the man came down on one knee next to her, grabbed her by the hair and pulled her head back to meet his eyes.

"You do remember who you are talking to, don't you dearest?" another hard pull, "just shut your mouth and live quietly in the luxury I give you, and everything will be fine."

"I hate you."

"So do I my dear so do I"

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"Bardock," She approached the man kneeling at the altar, his back was to her.

"Your majesty." the man said without turning.

"You know why I'm here," Celipa continued.

"I do not know it all, but I think I have an idea." Bardock responded, getting to his feet and looking at her directly in the eyes.

"He corrupted your child, and for opposing him in the matter Vegeta ordered the death of your family to teach you a lesson."

"You put yourself in grave danger for telling me this; I see no reason for it."

"Let's just say I don't care, and he owes me one."

"And Raditz wouldn't have anything to do with it?"

"I care not what you've seen, nor what you think of me, I came to warn you, do what you will with the knowledge."

"I didn't mean to question, but you must understand how I feel, one does not finds himself with a brat who seems to be the center of the universe very often."

"Don't let him corrupt Raditz the way he corrupted me."

"When?"

"Tonight, he'll set your house on fire while you sleep, there will be elites outside to kill anyone who tries to escape."

"I thank you for the warning."

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"I see I still haven't regained your respect back." Vegeta no Ou said sarcastically coming inside her office and sitting on one of the chairs as casually as he did everything else. The look of pure hatred Celipa gave him made him smirk even wider. "Nice place you have here."

"Why would I know where Ouji-sama is...doesn't he have a nanny to take care of him?" She said just as sarcastically, ignoring his little comments. To anyone to speak to the King like that would mean death, but that was not a blessing Celipa could enjoy. He wanted her alive to see the kingdom fall deeper and deeper to the ground.

"My Raditz has not seen him since this morning." He smiled at her as he emphasized his possession of the elite.

"I seriously hope he got punished for loosing one oh so precious to the kingdom."

"He will, worry not my dear Celipa...so how are things going with you down here? I regret not having more time to visit and reminisce on old times; I have not been the best husband have I." She fought to keep her cool, in twenty years the bastard had not changed a bit, only got uglier.

"Very good, thank you, but if you excuse me your majesty I have work to do, your son has entrusted me with a very important task, and I am afraid I on a deadline." She walked away not bothering to wait for him to leave, he didn't get up and grabbed her arm as she passed him by, the repulsion she felt almost made her vomit, all the tortures she'd witness, all the gruesome things she'd done were nothing to her, but this bastard's touch...

"What's Vegeta up to Celipa?" He got deadly serious suddenly.

"I don't know what you refer to."

"He's acting strange, the rumors and gossip do not end, and I am beginning to think there is some truth to them." Vegeta no Ou's gaze grew darker.

"I told you your majesty, ask his guard, I only know what Vegeta Ouji tells me, which is torture this or that person for information on the whereabouts of the rebels." Celipa replied calmly.

"Raditz won't betray our brat, and I won't make him, but it will be your responsibility to find out and report everything back to me."

"Your brat... Vegeta Ouji stopped being my son the day you took him away from me. I frankly could care lass what happens to any of you."

"My, how cold you are, fit for you charge," Vegeta no Ou smirked, "anyhow I want you to find out what's my brat up to, I have a feeling that whatever it is, it will cause me problems in the future." The Ou got up to leave.

"And so you got your head out of your ass long enough to come and pest me, are you that afraid?"

"Watch it!" He warned, "but no, I got something else out of someone else's ass," the look she gave him was enough to kill, "I will give Raditz your regards." He said smirking and left.

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We stayed on the floor embracing each other for a long time, I'm not sure how long, the hot noon sun came upon us and left, yet we didn't say a word, he lay on top of me, and I draped him in my arms.

"It cannot be this easy... can it?" He said at last, I knew what he meant, I've known all along.

"No... It can not" I responded lowly, we are too different had too different goals, I wanted to end the lower classes oppression and he...I didn't even know what his goals were, all I knew is that his mind was set in possessing me at all costs.

"I have thought about your foolish dream...a lot in fact." He said startling me, "Even if you kill me and my father, there still won't be peace for those you fight so fiercely to protect."

"I will never know if I don't try," the fact that he'd giving it some though warmed me all over, would he really conceive giving in for me?

"What are you going to do now?" He asked lifting his head up to look into my eyes.

"I don't know... were do we go from here?" Vegeta sighted and sat up, straddling me, he looked at the valley below and sighted again.

"You will be mine whether you want it or not," He began, " I heard something once, at the time it sounded ridiculous, but I guess all wise man have a reason to say what they say." I sat up as well so that we were both facing each other.

"What did you hear?" I whispered, he turned to me and kissed me tenderly, no passion, just all the love I knew he felt.

"If you love something, let it go, if it comes back to you, is yours, if not, it never did." I looked at him for a long time, I didn't know what to say, but the love I felt for him then scared me, I shouldn't love him like this, it was wrong, he was my enemy. But what use would it be to deny it, just for this moment, for today, let me forget everything and surrender to this emotion both alien and all too familiar, let me embrace it and rejoice in it. This time I kissed him and when I broke the kiss, my eyes were rimmed with tears.

"Are you saying that I can go?" I whispered, he only nodded and embraced me tightly. "I might not come back," I said kissing his hair.

"I am willing to take that chance."

We made love again and again after that. I love him I know I do, but we were not made for each other, I had no intention in giving up my cause and he knew it, so we allowed ourselves these last few hours of surrender. Because tomorrow will be a new day, a new beginning, and we will be enemies once more. At dawn we stood at the top of this great mountain and stared at one another for the last time.

"What now?" I asked.

"I will give you your freedom and we'll continue this futile fight of ours, until one or both admits defeat. We'll play a new game and this whole goddamned planet will be our playground."

"Sounds like a plan to me." I smiled.

"I will win Kakarotto."

"We'll see about that."

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"Where the hell were you?" I asked as soon as he made his way into the training grounds, he'd been gone all day yesterday. I had an idea as of where he could have been, but I hoped with all my might it was not so.

"You needn't mind me so much Raditz, I am a grown man," He answered absently, his demeanor was different, it was as if I was speaking to another person all together.

"Your father was looking for you; I had to lie to him...again." I said.

"You're good at that."

"Fuck Vegeta! If you're going to take off to meet him, the least you can do is tell me so that we can be in the same page!" I yelled, I cannot remember ever being this mad at him; when he was a child and killed a whole flock of slaves the day he realized he could use ki was the last time I remember being this infused with my prince.

"What did you tell him?" Vegeta asked calmly ignoring my tirade, he didn't even have the decency to tell me he didn't go meet the moron, he didn't even acknowledge the fact that I said it.

"That I didn't know." my voice lost its anger.

"That's not a lie; anyhow did he ask you anything else before he fucked you?" I just looked at him and said nothing, he didn't wait for an answer walked to the exit, "I guess I will have to go and give him a report on the water plant ambush." He said more to himself than to me, I stayed in place, I had no intention on following him, not this time...if ever.

"What are you going to tell him, that your third class pet was there and that you couldn't find out the rebels whereabouts because you were too busy trying to get to him?" I said sarcastically, the hurt was too acute for me to care about consequences.

"You presume too much Raditz, I will find out their whereabouts, and when I do... may the Legendary in heaven help them."

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"Where the fuck were you!?" Chivaa was the first to shout as she ran to meet me mid way. It was well into the afternoon when I made it back. Krillin, Toma and my father were there, they stood at the front gates of the base waiting for me. I smiled at her ignoring her question, my eyes fixed to those of my father. He looked at me as if he knew exactly where I was, it was still a little awkward to see him sober and functioning. It also raised a lot of questions, like was it always like this, or how long has he belonged to this cause, and why didn't he tell me? Had he done so I would have never left his side in search of justice on my own, I would have stayed and fought with him, and therefore I would have never met Vegeta or fallen in love with him. But fate was never that generous was it? I walked past Chivaa and the others and stood in front of him, of Bardock.

"I'm not sorry," I said, I don't know why but I was sure he knew.

"You don't have to be." He responded

"I think we now have a chance."

"We always have." He responded, the moments went by and for the first time I was sure I would be alright.

"Will you show me that move of yours?" I asked breaking into a smirk, he smirked back and we hugged, I think the last time we did, was when I was a brat and came in the house crying because some kid said my dead mother had been a whore.

"You have to learn how to fly first." He added mockingly.

"Wait a minute, wait a damn minute!" Chivaa came to stand between us, "Third classes can't fly, you need a tail to balance yourself, she informed me wagging her little appendage. Krillin took her arm and turned her to him, smiling much like my father and I were. Toma smirked and she looked plain confused.

"Don't worry..." Krillin whispered conspicuously in her hear, "Kakarotto can do anything."

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"I heard you were looking for me old man" Vegeta made his way into his father's throne room.

"I was," their eyes met and the hatred in their gazes could be cut with a knife, "I wanted to ask for a report on the charge you so willingly took from my general in chief, but I heard everything I needed to." The king said in a displeased tone.

"Which is?"

"That you failed miserably in finding the rebel's whereabouts...like I knew you would."

"Hmph, I know you have no faith in me old man, but the mission barely started. I captured some prisoners, I can squeeze for information," Vegeta Ouji's gaze darkened.

"Yes I know, and you destroyed my water plant in the process."

"A small price to pay."

"I don't think Celipa can or I should say will make them talk." The Ou added, unknowingly perking his heir's curiosity.

"Do not worry; I will personally conduct the interrogations, but... I do hope they do not talk, I think I want to enjoy this game a little longer."

"Sadistic bastard," The Ou mused, "just as long as you don't destroy my whole planet."

"I learnt from the best." and with the sickest smirk he could muster Vegeta no Ouji turned around and walked away.

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Celipa sat at her desk thinking, how fast were things moving if both Bardock and Vegeta had paid her visits? She never really cared about the holy man's prophecies and such; all she wanted was to get back at Vegeta for taking both men in her life. At this point she didn't even care if Raditz was ever hers or not, the only thing that mattered was for him to be happy. But for that to happen Vegeta must die, and so does Kakarotto. Yes she had agreed o help Bardock in his cause, to be his spy inside the ranks, but she had never said which side was she on. "I'm sorry Bardock, but your prophecy will not come to pass, not if I can help it." She'd find a way to do away with the young brat, but Vegeta will be a more difficult beast to beat, the bastard was like the plague. They will all be dead before they can dispose of that devil.

"Celipa." She almost jumped out of her chair, she had not notice him come in...Her son, a replica of his father, but where the physical ended so did their similarities. Every time she saw him all the memories of those last few weeks as queen came back to haunt her. It was not his fault of course, just as it was not his fault Raditz was in love with him to the point of madness, she loved him, had seen him grow from the shadows of her basement. That is why they must die, both of them, the two obstacles that kept her son and her love apart.

"Ouji-sama!" I didn't sense you come in. Vegeta came closer and stood in front of her desk, there was something different about him, she couldn't put her finger on it, but it was something she'd never sensed before.

"I was just with my father and he said some curious things about you." He began, even his voice sounded different, as if a huge weight had been lifted from him.

"What sort of things." She asked cautiously.

"For some reason he does not think you will cooperate in finding the rebels."

"Why would he say that?"

"I don't know, you tell me, where are the prisoners?"

"Dead." She said calmly, knowing full well he had very much implied he would interrogate them himself.

"Why?"

"I killed them," His eyes narrowed suspiciously.

"During interrogation, or you just killed them?"

"Interrogation of course."

"What did you find?"

"Nothing." Vegeta smirked at her in the same manner he usually would, but it felt so deferent.

"I too, have the feeling that you are sabotaging this mission." he leaned forward on the desk, meeting her face to face still.

"He was down here today, did he tell you that?" Celipa changed the subject. To this he seemed to be very surprised... he was not even trying to hide his emotions...what's going on? He stood again, giving her room to breath.

"What for?" Celipa thought about it and decided to tell him, there was not much of a choice now, and she might need her son on her side for now.

"He wants me to keep an eye on you." his face again changed, it was now clouded with confusion.

"Why?"

"He also distrusts you, and he's been hearing rumors, about your behavior, your pet among other things, also the fact that you take off without telling Raditz doesn't help much."

"That won't happen again." Vegeta said softly thinking all this over, it seemed.

"Did you find your pet?" Celipa asked casually, trying to guess why was her son acting so different; one day he comes in and tortures her prisoners and the next he comes looking like a lost puppy.

"Yes," he admitted to her dismay, then looked at her curiously. "Why do you know so much about it, and what do you know about him, I've notice you telling things here and there, I've also notice Raditz always gets very distraught every time he speaks with you? I never told anyone about Kakarotto, other than Raditz and Talis...and that was because I had to."

"You are very easy to read... besides I know this boy from before."

"What do you mean by... before?"

"I knew his parents; I mean I still do the one who is still alive that is." Vegeta's face underwent a dramatic change. It made her doubt herself, maybe it was not a very good idea to tell him, but she was not known to back down, so she'd see this to the end.

"How?" was all Vegeta could say, she smirked, betting her life he had not bargained for any of this, but before she could open her mouth to answer he said. "Take me to them."

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A/N: Ok there you have it, finally those two seemed to have made up, at least for now. With the apparition of the Ou things will start to heat up, although Vegeta and Kakarotto are powerful, for some reason this man is much feared, even by the "Holy" man who seem to know all the answers. I hope you guys like the twist I gave the fic, if not, you know what you have to do...flame me! No really it would help if you guys told me what you think. Next stop: Will Celipa take Vegeta to meet Kakarotto's father, will the third class baka finally learn how to fly, will there be more nookie...stay tuned^^