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Confusing Feelings

Chapter 1: Mental Struggle

A/N: Hey everyone, this is my first fanfict ever, actually it's the first time I'm writing a story. I hope you guys are gonna like it. Please don't be too harsh on me, no flames!!!

Ok, this is another Vegeta and Bulma get together. This is how I imagine what happened when the Z fighters were training and waiting for the arrival of the androids. The characters are slightly OOC. Hopefully you will like it!

Please R&R so I can improve my writing.

Oh, I also wanted to say that this was originally gonna be a song fict. I thought that the song "You're Still the One" of Shania Twain went well with it. I know the lyrics don't really go with this fict (you'll see what I mean later on) but I think the melody does. It's up to you really.

Disclaimer: I don't own Dragon Ball Z or any of the characters in this story. I don't own Shania Twain's song: "You're Still The One".

"Talking"

'Thinking'

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A few hours later

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The day after

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Ok, I think this is all you guys need to know to understand. Here ya go …

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"I can't believe this, it's already 5 in the morning and I still can't get any sleep!" said Bulma in an annoyed tone.

She had been trying to get some sleep since 10 pm but one thought was invading her mind and was keeping her awake. Since she had been turning and moving in her bed for the last few hours of dawn she decided to go to the kitchen and get something to drink.

She detangled herself from the sheets and made her way through to huge Briefs mansion. A few minutes later, she finally arrived to the kitchen. She grabbed a glass of water and a few chocolate chip cookies, her favorite, and settled down a the table to eat her midnight snack which was actually an early morning snack.

Then, the thought that had been hunting her for several days and nights reappeared. She still couldn't figure out why she kept thinking about him … no, her thoughts weren't about Yamcha, they were about Vegeta. Yes, he had been invading her mind day after day, night after night.

'What's wrong with me? Why do I keep thinking about him? He isn't even nice to me; he keeps on insulting me and bragging about him being a prince and blablabla… He's nothing more than a pain in the ass! Why do I even put up with him?'

The truth was that Vegeta didn't even bother being polite or nice to her. He believed that Bulma and her family owed him for even considering staying at their place.

Her train of thoughts was interrupted by loud footsteps coming down the stairs.

'Who can it be? It's only….' Bulma looked at her wristwatch 'damn, it's already 7:30 am!'

She hadn't noticed time pass by so fast. Her mind had kept her occupied.

The footsteps went right through the living room and headed to the back yard (which was more like at back "forest").

'This can only be Vegeta, waking up so early and not even bothering and saying hi to his host. Vegeta….why am I thinking about him??? I better start thinking about Yamcha….yes….Yamcha….man, it's been so long since I last saw him…he's probably been going out with other women all this time!'

Bulma hadn't seen him for over two weeks. Yamcha had been going out with other women like he always did meanwhile she had patiently been waiting for him. They had been going out for almost ten years now. Bulma was always waiting for him to propose, she wanted to marry him, have a family, and hopefully he would stop cheating on her. She wanted to settle down once and for all since she wasn't getting any younger. Now, she didn't even cared what he did. Everyday they grew less close to each other. Their already unstable relationship was falling apart.

'Why is this happening to me? Don't I love Yamcha anymore? Why am I not interested in him anymore? I LOVE him!!! Don't I? Well, if I actually loved him I wouldn't be so…not caring…so cold…I would be thinking about him everyday….Man, this is so complicated! I need to come down…..that's it….I need to take a shower!'

After all that mental struggle, Bulma decided to go get a shower which would hopefully clear her mind and then get some much needed sleep.

She quickly headed towards her room, she passed in front of the glass door of the living room and saw the Gravity Machine on.

'Does he ever think of something else than just plain training? He should have a social life…just like me….wait, I don't even have a social life! I'm the richest and most intelligent girl in the world and I barely have a social life!'

Bulma was always too busy working on new gadgets and attending official events for Capsule Corp. Except for the Z fighters, a few businessmen and her parents, she didn't have many close friends. The few moments that she didn't spend in her lab, were spent with Yamcha.

Her life was pretty boring for such a clever and beautiful young woman. She woke up early in the morning, prepared breakfast, got dressed, went to her lab, worked all day till noon, prepared dinner, cleaned the kitchen, watched TV, went to her room, got ready to go to bed, and slept only in order to repeat all those events the day after. Some times, when Yamcha came by to pay a visit, she would change a bit her "schedule" but it still was pretty much the same.

'I guess that we have at least one thing in common, neither of us have many friends' thought Bulma. 'I better get going'. And then left.

After taking a nice long shower, she got into a new pair of pyjamas and slipped in her bed. It didn't take her long to fall in a deep slumber.

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Suddenly she woke up. She had a "bad dream". It was a really weird dream.

"Man, what a horrible dream, I mean, nightmare…I mean morning mare…whatever."

Her dream was about Yamcha. She had gone to his apartment to make him a surprise, but when she entered his room, he was there with a blond girl doing nasty things. The worst part was that she didn't even care. She just left leaving both of them doing their gross business. She wasn't even sad or hurt, ok maybe a little, but still, she didn't even want to think about it.

"Something's seriously wrong with me! How can I not be hurt after seeing Yamcha do that????"

Then she remembered her thoughts of earlier in the morning. Did she still love him? If she didn't, then the dream would have made sense. Was this dream some kind of omen telling her to break up with him and start over?

'Kami, what's wrong with me? Ok, maybe what I need is some time to think and clear all this up….yep, that's it. Later I'll go to Yamcha's and talk with him. Maybe that's also what he needs…maybe after being away from each other for a while he'll reconsider and will stop cheating on me. That's it, that's what I'm going to do!'

With that she gave a quick look at her alarm and saw that it was almost 11 am.

"Shit! It can't be that late. Damn, Vegeta must be fuming downstairs waiting for his breakfast. Fuck, there it goes again…why does he have to keep invading my mind like that. Can't he just go away??"

She quickly got up and ran to her bathroom in order to take another shower, hoping it would clear her thoughts once again. She needed to relax, all those hunting dreams and thoughts were driving her crazy.

'I hope Vegeta won't be in a very bad temper today. I'm really not in the mood to put up with him today! Damn….again? Man, I think I'm going mad!'

She concentrated on the feeling of the warm water running through her body. About half an hour later her mind finally took consciousness of the time flowing by and urged Bulma to get out of the hot stream.

She quickly dried her body and hair. Since she wasn't planning on doing anything special she clad herself in a pair of low cut jeans and a red tank top that perfectly contrasted with her sky blue eyes and aqua locks. She didn't even bother to put up any make-up. She was too tired and wasn't in the mood.

Then, she ran downstairs and through the huge mansion before finally arriving to her destination: the kitchen. Vegeta was already there, seated at is usual place at the table with a deep frown on his handsome features

'What? Handsome? Where did THAT come from? Well, he isn't bad looking….AHHHH…just stop thinking about him like that, he's probably just gonna start yelling at me for being late….I hope he doesn't!'

With that, she took a deep breath and made her way inside the kitchen towards the cupboards to start preparing supper. Only one thought in her mind: that Vegeta wouldn't start yelling at her, she just wasn't in the mood…or was there another reason for her not wanting to be yelled at by him?????

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Ok, that all for now folks! I really hoped you liked it!!!!! PLEASE R&R!!!!!!!! Remember, this is my first fanfict ever!!! It's actually the first story I've ever written!!!

Please don't flame.

I'm actually kinda proud of this first chapter since English isn't my mother tongue. I wasn't very sure of how this would turn out. I hope it's not that bad. That's why I'm asking you to please review to know if you liked it and what I need to improve.

Oh, and please tell me if I should keep on writing it. I mean, if you guys didn't like it, there's not point for me to go on with the story..

Anyways, the story's really starting in the next chapter. This was kind of a prologue to let you know what our favorite characters are gonna have to deal with throughout the story.

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