Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Copulation ❯ Depression ( Chapter 1 )

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Goku's POV

So many years ago I lost most of my friends. I watched them grow old, while i remained youthful due to my saiyan genes. It hurt so bad, to this day I often cry myself to sleep. It's not fair. It just isn't. My children have families of their own to tend to. No one comes to see me. Even Vegeta stopped our daily sparring for some reason, he has yet to tell me. I can't help but feel so lonely. Wiping a stray tear away from my cheek, I pushed the thoughts of lonliness to the back of my mind. I inhaled the scent of the sweet outdoors. I looked up at the midnight blue sky sparkling with stars. Feeling the tears welling up in my eyes I directed their attention at the easy flowing river, staring at my reflection. Wondering if that's truly what I looked like.

"I know all of you are watching over me." I whispered "I also know that what you want is for me to be happy"
Choking back a sob I continued "But how can I be happy without having someone to hold in my arms? How can I be happy without anyone here to love me? How?"

"Baka what are you doing out here so late?" " Just thinking." I looked at him "What brings you out here?"

He didn't say one word, instead he sat down beside me.
" Something told me to come check on you." he sighed "I've been somewhat distressed myself."

"Oh." I mumbled.

"Trunks has been having some trust issues with Goten,
He believes that Goten has been cheating on him, not only that but Bura has become distant lately and hasn't come to sparr with me, she hasn't even dropped me a note or call to let me know she's ok." Vegeta explained " so you see i've got more than i can handle."

"Must be nice to have Trunks asking you for help." I muttered.
He looked at me his eyes wide in shock at first, after a few seconds they narrowed into slits. "Life is a two way street Kakarott, your brats have told me they were the last to attempt to contact you, now it's your turn. Have you even tried to get ahold of them?" I simply looked away from him, not wanting to argue at this point.

"You haven't have you? Instead you're having this pity party. Oh woe is me! Everyone pity Kakarott! Sorry to spoil your fun, but you are not the only one who lost a loved one.
I did too if you remember correctly. But you don't see me pitying myself now do you? No! And as much as I disliked that harpy wife of yours i know she doesn't want you to be depressed all the time." He spat

I just glared at him. How dare he come out here, just to argue with me. All he was doing was pissing me off.

"Vegeta... you're not making this any better." I growled

"I never intended to."

" Then what that hell are you doing here?!" I demanded

"To tell you the truth Kakarott, and believe it or not sometimes the truth hurts." He sighed " I don't like seeing you like this." "You actually give a fuck about me?!" He looked at me for a seconds not saying one word. He stood up and looked down at me "Yes i care about you and i know how you feel about me"
Before i could ask him what he meant by that he flew off. Leaving me to ponder about his words.

"What the hell?" I muttered to myself. " How does he know that all I dream about is having him squirming under me?
Just to feel the way our bodies grind against one another,
how the hell does he know?! How does he know about my fantasy, my desire to hear him scream my name?
....How does he know? Is it that obvious?" I asked myself

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