Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Dark World ❯ Memories I Have ( Chapter 3 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Vegeta walked Yasai to his small room. Before he got in his bed he brushed his teeth and changed from his bloody, torn clothes into cleaner ones. Vegeta was ready to tuck the child in but Yasai wandered into the kitchen.

"Yasai! YASAI! Are you hungry again?" Vegeta yelled.

After a few minutes, Yasai came back with the stuffed bear Vegeta had given him.

"No, not much dad," he said honestly, his tail swishing from side to side as he walked.

When Yasai was born, Vegeta refused to let Goku remove the child's tail, because it was his only Saiyan birthright. But he knew that there was a big risk in keeping it. Every night on the full moon, Vegeta rushed him to bed, and told him that he mustn't ever see the moon when he told him that he couldn't. And Yasai, being a child, always asked why.

"Why dad? Why mustn't I go outside and look at the moon when it's really bright and round and big?" he always asked.

"Because I said so, child. Don't question your dad."

And that's how the conversation always began, then concluded.

So Yasai jumped into bed. Vegeta kissed him lightly on the forehead and said," Good night, child, I shall see you in the morning..." Then he walked out the room and turned off the lights.

A small," Good night dad," was heard once he had left the room. Vegeta sighed heavily and headed for his own room. He turned on the lights, the bright light blinding him. He closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to open them, but he knew he had to. He opened them slightly, and let them adjust little by little to the brightness. Once his eyes were fully open, he sighed, then changed out of his clothes.

When he was done, he removed his gloves, then set them down next to the bed. He walked to the restroom quietly, since he did not want to wake Yasai, and brushed his teeth...

He walked back to his room, turned off the lights, and lied down on the large bed...

.. which was meant for two...

The same routine followed, Vegeta would curl up into a ball and remember the good times he had with Goku. Most times he would cry himself to sleep, other times when Yasai would sleep with him because 'the rain and lightening was scaring him' or 'he thought there was a monster under gis bed or in the closet' he would let the rain or Yasai's small breaths lull him to a deep, comfortable sleep.

This night was no different, he cried silently, hot tears streaming down his cold face as he remembered about the young, powerful, protective Saiyan he loved and lost...

One side of the bed was warm with Vegeta's own heat, the other side was cold. He remembered when he would be drifting off to sleep.. his vision was blurred, but he could always see the figure of Goku's muscular body there right beside him, his chest rising and falling with each breath he took. He would cuddle up to Goku and purr softly.

"I love you too, my prince," Goku would always say, hugging Vegeta, and pressing him closer against his heated body. Vegeta kept purring himself to sleep.

In the morning Vegeta would have woken up and found the other side of the bed empty. He got up, yawned, and wandered into the kitchen, to see that his kio was making breakfast...

"Hey Vegeta!" Goku said, a smile on his face. Vegeta smirked and said hi as well.

"How ya doing today? No dizziness or anything? No sudden vomting?" he asked. Vegeta tilted his head at Goku.

"Nooo... Why would you ask that?" the prince asked. Goku smiled.

"Weell, yesterday, when you were pretty sick and we went to the doctor, I asked afterwards what was wrong..." Goku started.

Vegeta placed his hands on his hips. "And? So?" he asked impatiently.

"He said thaaat..." he stared, then gave Vegeta the 'are you sure you want to know what's wrong?' face.

"Go on Kakarot or I shall rip your balls off," Vegeta threatened. Goku's eyes widened in horror and said," You're pregnant! Geesh!" he said suddenly.

Vegeta's eyes widened in surprise, and he felt the weight of his world fall suddenly on him... and he passed out in complete surprise...

Vegeta shot up in bed, his face pale and sweaty. He rubbed his eyes and whispered," Oh fucking crap..."

His dream wasn't exactly a nightmare... though it seemed like it was. The Saiyan still remembered his reaction that day. He sighed and looked at the clock.

6:30 A.M

He got up lazily, his body feeling like lead when he got up. He grumbled and dragged himself into the kitchen. He brewed some coffee and stared at the clock.

Go faster.

But, despite his demands, the clock went even slower than ever. He sighed and took a sip from the bitter coffee.

When he was done, he put the mug in the sink and didn't bother to clean it. He just went into the livingroom and sat on the couch, waiting for Yasai to wake up.

After a while, the young boy snuck up on him and scared the living daylights out of Vegeta.

"BOO!" Yasai yelled.

"AWUGAH!!" Vegeta screamed, falling off the couch from fear. When he got up, he could see Yasai giggling like mad.

"YASAI! You disrespectful brat!" he yelled. He swatted Yasai's bottom harshly.

The young boy screamed and cried, then ran upstairs. Vegeta all at once felt very angered by his actions.

"FUCK FUCK FUCK!" he screamed into the pillow, his fists clenched tightly.

"How could I be so cruel to the child? It was a simple thing he did that caused no harm!" he screamed into the pillow.

His knuckles became white from gripping so hard, his fingers dug into the pillow until it was reduced to shreds.

Yasai's cries could be heard from upstairs. He wasn't hurt much physically, but emotionally, he was dying.

His dad had hit him. Vegeta had never hit him before. Well, he had, when they were sparring, but that was different! Yasai already knew that he was going to get hurt, but this time, Vegeta had swatted his bottom with no warning! Had what he had done been that bad?

He sobbed silently. His crying reminded him of what his dad did every night. Cry for 'Kakarot'. Who was Kakarot? Yasai had never heard of him before.

Vegeta never told Yasai that Kakarot was Yasai's father. He only referred to him as 'your father' and nothing else. That's why Yasai never had a clue as to who he was. But then again, who else would Vegeta cry for?

But Yasai was only a child. He did not know.

He sniffed and looked around, and thought to himself, I should tell Daddy I'm sorry. I think that what I did was bad...

He walked down stairs, his cheeks stained with tears. He saw Vegeta putting on a coat.

"Daddy, where are you going?" Yasai asked.

"Out for a walk," Vegeta sneered, then headed for the door.

"Wait! Dad, wait!" Yasai shouted. But the door was slammed shut before Vegeta could even respond.

Yasai felt tears form in his eyes.

Daddy hates me.

Daddy hates me.

Daddy hates me.

He dropped helplessly to his knees and cried. He dug his face into the palm of his hands, and soon they became wet with his own tears. One more thought ran through his mind.

Is he okay?

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Vegeta walked through the dark, lonely woods. Snow fell softly, the ground was covered in a thick, white blanket of it. His feet made deep prints into the snow-covered ground, marking where he had walked. The coldness of the night air was harsh. He shivered slightly and continued walking.

He heard noises behind him. Perhaps it's just me, he thought, but no, there was something following him.

A muscular, tall figure followed close behind Vegeta, his thoughts set firmly on death.

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Umm, cliff hanger? Lol.

I know, I took a bit longer for this chappy. But next chapter will come very soon.

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