Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Desire ❯ Chapter 10 ( Chapter 10 )

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Desire - Chapter 10

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Disclaimer - I don't own dbz…so please don't sue!

Warning: - This is a NC-17 rated story so there will be scenes involving adult themes. Yaoi involved!

The words in Italics are those spoken by Vegeta. I did this to make sure that my readers do not get confused at any point as to who is speaking. ^_^

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I stand there, staring into the baka's eyes, feeling like a great fool. Why did I allow myself to lower to such a level. A level were I have feelings for a commoner clown like Kakarott.

I can just imagine the look on my father's face if he were alive today. My father feared nothing, not even those stronger than himself. But what he did fear was my attachment to lower class soldiers. When I became friends with Radditz, my father was very disapproval. Even though we were assigned on missions together by Frieza himself, my father always put forward his disgust and embarrassment. He seemed to think that I was persuading Frieza to let me travel around with Radditz, as if I wanted to be around him all of the time.

"You know my feelings towards the lower class. If you wish to travel around with Radditz, why don't you become a third class soldier and save us all from boiling over with anger." He had once shouted out after I had returned from conquering a planet with Radditz and Nappa.

I had refused to say anything. Refused to fight back and retort that I did not go alone with Radditz and I did not have any feelings for him. I was tempted to say that no one else on the planet, or in the royal palace for that matter, seemed to have a problem with my friendship with the low class warrior. Not even my own mother.

But I said nothing and allowed my father to continue to harass me and tamper with my feelings until one day…

Planet Vegeta was no more.

I was alone on another planet at the time, feasting on the dead corpses of the soldiers I had just massacred, when I received the message from one of Frieza's henchmen. At the time, Frieza and also myself, believed that I was the sole survivor…the last remaining Saiyan. I had laughed at the news and ordered the henchman to tell Frieza to send me to a tougher planet next time. I did not even care that my father was gone…in fact, I was glad. Happy that he could no longer display his disgust at me.

But soon I became like him, seeking power and becoming angry with myself when I showed the slightest hint of emotion. I thought I was becoming weak when I arrived on Earth from Namek. I found that I could not even fight the one whom I had sworn to kill since the day he had beaten me when I had first arrived on Earth with Nappa. But I had found that I could not do it, and not because Kakarott was stronger than I was…

Because I had fallen in love with him…not his brother Radditz, as my father had first thought, but Kakarott.

"Vegeta…are you alright?"

I look into Kakarott's eyes to notice, for the first time ever, true concern about my well being. His hand still remains under my chin and for the first time, I don't want to turn my head away. I want to continue to look into Kakarott's deep dark eyes for entirety. I know that I should not allow myself to succumb to the spell that comes from those eyes, but I cannot stop myself. Every second that goes by, I feel myself being pulled closer towards him until our lips are touching…brushing against each other.

"Vegeta?"

"Yes Kakarott?"

"Will you let me in…please…"

I do not pause to answer this time. I reply quickly in a matter of nanoseconds.

"Yes Kakarott…I will."

A smile appears across Kakarott's face but I do not allow it to stay for long as I push my lips hard, almost bruising Kakarott's in the process. I pull my body closer to his and he gasps, but from shock or from something else I do not know. I cannot believe that after all of these years, after all of this waiting, I have finally got what I want. There was never any doubt in my mind that Kakarott would be mine, after all, the Saiyan Prince always gets what he wants.

I hear a small deep moan coming from Kakarott, as our kiss becomes more fast and furious. It seems like all of the pent up frustration and sexual desire that we both held for so many years has finally erupted in a barrage of kisses and touches. I almost feel my saiyan side taking control and I just want to howl to the world…I finally have him…I have Kakarott!

Suddenly, Kakarott pulls away and I growl at him in an almost angry way. What does he think he's doing? He had better not be toying with my feelings, especially after what I said to him. If he hasn't been true to me then one of us will die…and, seeing as I am the one who spoke those bewitched words, it will probably be me.

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When I pull away from Vegeta, I hear a small growl coming from him. I know I shouldn't tease him like this but I have to be sure of his feelings for me. I don't want to have my emotions tampered with. After living with Chi-Chi for so long and then living on my own, I need to feel real love…not love that I have been tricked to into believing was real. That's what happened with Chi-Chi. And the more I think about it, the more I wonder. Did my love for her really die…or did I just not love her at all?

Deciding to contemplate these thoughts at a more convenient time, I move all of my attention back to the Saiyan Prince, who has not moved at all during my thoughts. His growl has died but a scowl has replaced it. However, this scowl is unlike any other I have seen before on the Prince's face. The scowl is accompanied by a tearful look in Vegeta's eyes…something I would never have expected to see from the emotionless Prince. I mentally bash myself on the head and tell myself off for thinking that I would never see that. I have seen enough surprises today from Vegeta that I should no longer question anything that he does or says.

Or any emotions or feelings that are reflected upon his face for that matter.

Smiling at him gently, I move my mouth close to his ear and nibble slightly upon it, earning a small groan from him. Happy that I am now in control of the situation, I remove my grip from his lobe and breath heavily into it making him moan even more.

| My breathing arouses him…why? |

I do not have time to think about this. Vegeta takes advantage of my carelessness and pushes me over onto the floor. I land with a loud bump and the cabin gently shakes. For a moment, I wonder whether it will topple over because of the force that Vegeta put into the push. However, it remains standing, much to my relief.

Vegeta kneels over me, both knees on either side of my legs.

| I thought that I was supposed to be the dominant one here? Why is Vegeta taking control? |

Smirking at me as he realises the control that he has over me, Vegeta proceeds to move closer to my face. I can hear his breathing…so heavy and fast. How can my presence arouse him so much? I am not even doing anything that would make him behave in this manner.

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I see the look of puzzlement cross Kakarott's face and wonder why it is there. Pondering on this thought, I realise that he does not yet understand my behaviour…

I will make him understand.

"Kakarott…do you not yet know what you do to me?" I breathe, almost in a whisper.

He shakes his head but shivers at the same time. I smirk slightly.

"Have you never noticed the way I have acted when we used to spar together?"

He shakes his head again. His ability to speak seems to have left him and all he can do now is move his body.

But I do not complain.

| Is he telling the truth? Or is he lying to me? |

"Well…I've noticed the way you used to act. You never used your full power against me. Like me. I never used my full power against you. I thought I was just turning weak. But then I realised that I was starting to become the one I hated…I was starting to become just like my father used to be.

An emotionless freak.

Our Saiyan blood will not allow that…I realise that now. When I fought with you, I was not just attempting to sedate my blood boiling rage for power…but also for you. But being with you so often did not help that. Our spars started to become more like Saiyan courtship…everytime I threw a punch at you, it wasn't to hurt you. It was just so that I could touch you…feel you…feel skin upon skin…"

I listened, as Kakarott's breathing grew heavier. After pausing for a few seconds to hear the wonderful sounds coming from him, I continued.

"Kakarott…my charade has lasted for many years. I have never actually ever intended to harm you in any way. Though I know I did, countless times. I thought that maybe if I fought you and used my full power, l would be able to rid myself of any emotions that I had for you. But my feelings for you are stronger than that. And no matter how I tried to fight it…they kept coming back. Eventually, even Bulma noticed a difference in me. I could not hide it anymore. But then she died and I was back to square one again. Alone, with no one except her baka parents. I stopped coming to spar with you to try and start a fresh, but my thoughts just went back to you…

Kakarott…I need you…"

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Hearing those words coming from Vegeta the first time just flew over my head. Now I had heard those words a second time, I knew that what he spoke must be truthful. After all, Vegeta would not have said those ancient words if he did not have feelings for me. He would not risk his life…I know that as I know him all too well.

| Or do I? |

The things that I have seen today has made me realise that perhaps, I do not know Vegeta at all…at least, not this side of him. I never would have thought that Vegeta would have a compassionate side to him, he never once showed it the whole time that I have known him, not even towards Bulma or his children.

| Surely that means that you mean something to him |

I hope that I do. Because I have always thought of him as more than a friend…always.

"Vegeta…I…"

He puts one finger to my lips to halt my words.

"I know Kakarott…unexpected. I will leave you be if that is what you prefer."

And with that…he stands up and heads towards the door.

I lie on the floor still for a few nanoseconds before I realise that Vegeta is leaving. Why is he doing this to me? Is he teasing me again?

"Vegeta!"

He turns around slowly, waiting for me to say something else.

"Don't go."

He stays still on that spot and watches as I slowly rise to my feet. I walk towards him, keeping my eyes on him at all times. I do not want him to leave, but because he is so close to the door, he could just suddenly open it and disappear from my life again. It has already been too long since the last time I saw him, I do not want him to disappear again.

Not without me.

I quickly grab onto his shoulder and earn a startled gasp from him in the process. Smiling in my usual manner, I lean forth and whisper gently in his ear.

"You aren't going anywhere Vegeta."

And with that, we both disappear.

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A.N. So…where has the pair disappeared to? Find out next time!