Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Emotional Mix up ❯ Chapter 15

EMOTIONAL MIX UP

Chapter 15 Time to surrender

WARNING!! Bad Language and a Very OOC Goku!! SELF HARM!!

If you don’t like it or feel offended DON’T READ!!

AN: Okay I just got myself a drawing tablet few days ago so the fan art will come soon. So at the moment I’m just learning to use it.

Happy Reading

I don’t know what Kakarot was thinking or doing but I knew he was up to something.

But for some reason I think Kakarot lied to me about Bulma’s death.

“Vegeta wait! I forget to tell you can I at least hold the baby?” he asked.

“Kakarot I don’t know if should let you” I said.

“Come on Vegeta. I just want hold our son”

I felt protective at this point. My stomach was in knots and the feeling I was getting isn’t so good.

“Kakarot I can’t. I just don’t feel something good in you”

“Vegeta I’m the father of the baby. Please let hold him while he’s young”

I looked at him. I wanted him to hold my baby but, with mother intuition I can’t just take that chance.

Not at all

“I’m sorry Kakarot. I wanted you to but I have other things on my mind right now” I said.

He looked at me with hate

This wasn’t going to be good.

GOKU’S POV

What’s wrong with him? I can’t hold my baby because of some stupid mother crap.

Fuck that! I don’t like the state Vegeta is right now.

“Vegeta I can’t just say ‘oh, okay’ and wait for other four or five years then see him. I will be too old. I really want to hold him for fuck sake” I said.

“I can’t help it if I feel something’s wrong”

“Well fuck the mother crap and let hold him!”

“NO”

WWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

 220;Oh great, look of what you’ve done you made him cry” Vegeta said.

I can’t handle him crying. It hurts my ears.

“Vegeta shut him up” I yelled.

“That’s what you get for fucking me around”

“Vegeta can we talk English for a second I can’t fucking HEAR YOU!!”

“WELL then you should of fucking tell me the truth. That way we wouldn’t be in this position”

He was right. I didn’t tell him the truth. I hurt him and myself.

It was about time I should start acting like a normal better person and tell everything.

“Vegeta can you please listen to me before you do anything else” I asked.

“Alright”

“I know you had a rough time. When Bulma called me to help you I knew you needed it fast from the first time I saw you outside. I helped you change but that’s not all you even learned to hold your emotions from time to time. I felt something deep inside you that you needed some love and comfort. Vegeta I even felt happier when I’m around you. I never felt this good in my life. You’ve changed me to. I always wanted to hold you, care for you even die if that ever happens. Vegeta something’s I said that hurt you and I’m sorry. When you hit your head I knew you would lose most of memory of what happen that night. I felt very jealous of you when everything was back to normal.” I said.

I started to cry. I knew it would hurt and there’s a saying:

Truth hurts

“I even felt so protective of you like you were my own. When you gave birth I couldn’t believe it. I felt so happy but at the same time I thought you knew. That’s what got us here I the first place. I felt so down so depressed I would lose you. I even hurt myself to gain control. But that didn’t stop there. A picture of Bulma was in my mind. And felt very angry and I thought the only way to get rid of the problem was to kill her. So I lied to you Vegeta I don’t deserve you and your right. I did have something bad in me.” I cried.

“I’m so sorry Vegeta I’m really am. This time I’m not lying to you it’s all the truth” I cried.

I went inside Capsule corp. To grab a knife

“Kakarot what are you doing?”

“Vegeta I don’t deserve you. I’m a fake and that’s what I am” I cried.

“No Kakarot your not. Now put that knife down” He said.

“No Vegeta. You deserve someone who would take very good care of you and the baby”

VEGETA’S POV

He was going kill himself.

I won’t allow it.

“Kakarot please don’t”

“Why? I’m nothing but a jealous bustard to you”

“No your not you took care of me. What will happen if you kill yourself now? How will I feel? What will our son feel if his father killed himself over a misunderstanding?”

GOKU’S POV

All the images in head flashed before my eyes. I can’t leave Vegeta and my son without me. It would be just more depressing.

I dropped the knife down. Vegeta was very right.

“Vegeta I…”

“Kakarot let’s go home and talk through this”

I smiled everything was going to be normal again.

“Vegeta what about Bulma” I asked

“Fuck her. She’s better off dead than alive” he said.

I laughed.

“I love you Vegeta”

“I love you to Kakarot”

“I love you O.J” I said.

“Who the hell is O.J?”

“Our son”

“Oh, you wanna hold him?” Vegeta said smiling

“Yeah sure”

“Idiot” he mumbled

“What, why did you call me an idiot”

“He’s pissing on your arm”

“VEGETA no fair” I complained.

“Now, now Kakarot no arguing”

“Bitch”

AN: Well I’m going to stop there. Can’t wait to see what happens. Happy holiday!!