Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Life Through the Looking Glass ❯ Still in Quesiton ( Chapter 17 )

Hey guys. Here's the deal. I know this chapter is short, but it leads into the next chapter. Trust me. I promise the next chapter will be longer. It will deal with most of the party, so it will be very long. At least this chapter is coming out faster then I've been updating lately. I started school this week and that's good news for you guys. Even though I'm taking advanced classes, they're boring. We also have a lot of free time. So I write for you guys. Be happy. I write more in school then I do at home. So the chapters will probably be starting to come out faster. I should have the next chapter up by Friday. That's if everything remains as they have been. They should though. Enough of me blabbering. Again this chapter is not edited.

Chapter 17: Still in Question

Has your heart ever just started beating really fast? There were so many things that could go wrong and you were more afraid then you had ever been in you life. So many secrets, you didn't know if you would be accepted or not. Your happiness and future depended on their reaction to your past. They would find out sooner or later so why not noe, when they would find out from you. Before anyone else got the chance to tell them. But then your moth goes dry, a lump formed in you throat, and you whole world was spinning. You can't speak, and their eyes are on you. Everything comes down to this moment. Everything is still…everything but your heart. You can feel the pounding in you chest…the thunder in your ears. The love of your life turns and walks away. They refuse to accept you. All the pain and hurt of truth knowing this is what you deserved races in and consumes you. After all that beating and pounding you heart did, it finally stops. That moment in time freezes, and you world goes black.

-From the Diary of Son, Pan

(Son, Carina)

I was dressed in a dark crimson red gown this time. It was made of pure silk, soft to the touch. This dress went past my ankles and barely grazed the floor. The straps went over my shoulders this time, instead of around my arms. There was no back, but a very low cut `v' neckline that showed some cleavage. I had red matching heels and I knew my feet would be hurting before the food was served. I had red eye shadow, a light blush, and the traditions fire engine red lipstick. I had a choker made of red rubies and matching chandelier earings. As I looked in my full-length mirror I noticed that I looked older than I was, my early twenties maybe, and I hated it. I also looked more mature, as if I belonged in a place like the party. I didn't want to, but I had no choice.

I sighed and sat on my bed. I had just finished getting ready, make-up, clothes, shoes, and perfume. I was now waiting for Trunks to pick me up. I was in my room and he was supposed to be here any minute. Our parts had arranged it so we had our won limosine tonight. I really hated them for that. It was 6:30 and it took an hour to the party. My parents and Goten had already left. I knew Trunks was going to be here any minute, so I tried to stay clam.

Uub would be at the party, and I knew tonight would be the night I told Trunks about him. What happened and why Uub might be jealous. Even thought I didn't see Trunks yesterday and I didn't go to school today, I still didn't know how or when I would tell him.

With that decided, I heard the front doorbell ring. I knew who it was. Soon…very soon. Trunks would find out and so much was to happen. Would he accept me? Would he throw me away? Would he hate me? Would he still care? Would it mean anything to him?

I silently walked out of my room, down the hall, and down the stairs. I saw him before he saw me. He was handsome, standing in the foyeur. He was wearing a traditional black tuxedo that fit him perfectly. His back was facing me, but he slowly turned around. His eyes roamed my body before meeting my eyes. When our eyes held steady, my heart started beating even faster. And, to tell you the truth, I was scared.

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Next chapter: Trunks and Pan have a limo ride to the party. She's acting different and Trunks wants to know why. What will Trunks' reaction be when he meets Uub? Will Uub be jealous? What happened between Pan and Uub to cause such controversy in her relationship with Trunks? And will Trunks accept Pan?