Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Losing hope ❯ Chapter 5

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

A/N: Sorry for getting this out so late, I was having some personal problems in my life, my father passed away on January 3rd so it has been emotional the last couple of weeks. This chapter is going to be a bit short, thanks for understanding

is Nii Chan in there?"

I did not know what to tell her. I uh. Well."

"Mirai, tell me." Bra asked through tears. I look down at her; she is scared I can see it in her eyes. I take a deep breath.

"He overdosed on alcohol and prescription drugs last night." I say solemnly as I turn my attention back to Pan.

"Overdosed, Why?" Bra asks her voice tentative.

I do not know whether I should tell her, however she is sister, she does deserve the right to know of her brother's feelings. "He loves her."

"I don't understand." She tells me.

"He is love with her."

"Who?" She asked.

I take a deep breath, "Pan, he is in love with Pan."

"Pan? I always thought he hated her, he's always dissin' on her and everything."

"I thought so too, however after reading this." I hand her the letter that Trunks had written Pan. "I see he has loved her even longer then I have."

Bra takes the letter and reads it. "Oh, my god, he has loved her forever, Why? Why hasn't he said anything before this." Bra asked as she took a seat on bench that was against the wall. "I just don't understand."

"It's so weird, I'm not jealous Bra."

"What do you mean?"

"I'm standing here, as I watch my Fiance' cry over another man, a man who had tried to kill himself because of her."

"Yeah so."

"Most men should be raving jealous."

"You aren't most men though, You are the most kindest man I know."

"I want to be jealous, I want to scream and rant."

"Why?"

"It would make me feel better, however I know that is not the solution, I must let Pan alone for a while so she can deal with everything on her own."

Bra looked over to her 'Brother' "You think, that is a good Idea, I mean what if she needs you."

"I'm not going to abandon her Bra, I won't do that, I do still love her, she just needs time to sort out whatever feelings she has for Trunks, I will support her in whatever decision she makes, and if she does choose him, then so be it, I'll will concede."

Bra smiled at Mirai, she had never known anyone to sacrifice his own happiness for another. "You really are one of a kind."

I smile, "Bra we better let Pan and Trunks alone."

"Of course."

Bra and I left; we entered the kitchen to see Goten and Marron sitting at the table thinking of a color scheme for their nursery. "What about, pink." I heard Marron say, I heard her favorite color was pink, but then I saw Goten with a turned up nose.

"No, way, I can't stand the color, how 'bout yellow."

"Yellow."

'The color of sunshine, it will brighten up the room."

"Marron, liked the idea of yellow."

"Alright, Yellow, and some pastels alright."

After a few moments of watching, them bicker a bit Bra and me decided to make ourselves present. "Ahem."

Goten turned towards us. "Hey Guys, what's up."

"There is something you must know, Goten Kun." Bra went over to him.

"What Bra."

"It's Trunks, he OD'd last night."

Both Goten and Marron were shocked. "Nani, On what?" Marron asked.

"Prescription Drugs and Vodka, were found in his system."

"Why, did he take them."

"Because he loves Pan, and Pan is marrying me." Mirai Trunks answered.

"I knew it." Goten was in shock, he knew his bestfriend was deeply in love with Pan, he always was in love with her, he just never was one to admit it.

"What, you mean you knew Nii Chan, loved Pan, but you didn't tell anyone."

"I knew since the day Panny was born, he had a strong connection to her, at first I didn't think if was love, however as the years went by, Trunks feelings and connection had seemed to grow."

"Trunks, has had these feelings for a quite a long time? Is that what you're saying Goten." I asked. I could not believe any of it, I was completed dumfounded, I never thought Trunks could feel that way for a long period of time, I always thought being raised by Vegeta, made him as cold and ruthless as him, but then I do realize father does too, have a heart.

"Mirai, what are you thinking about?" Marron asked.

"I was thinking of how even though we were raised differently we're still the same person, I may be younger then him, but we do love Pan."

"Look, it's up to Pan who she chooses and we must support what ever decision she comes up with."

"You're absolutely right, I will honor what ever she does, whatever that may be."

***************** Author's POV.

Pan sat and held onto Trunks hand, not daring to let it go. "Trunks tell me, why did you harm yourself, why couldn't you just come foreward and tell me how you felt?" Pan felt the wet tears falling from her eyes down her cheeks, "I do love you Trunks, I really do, If I only knew, you never gave me any signs on how you felt."

Pan closed her eyes and prayed. All the sudden she heard a fate moaning coming from Trunks. She shot up, to look at him, he was awake, though his eyes were half shut.

"Trunks?"

"Pan-chan?" Trunks said laboring.

"Oh, thank Kami you're alright."

"Pan, what's going on? Where am I?"

"You overdosed on a bunch of Painkillers, some sleeping pills, which you downed with three bottles of Vodka."

"Oh, yeah, I remember now, why didn't you let me die." He asked his voice cold and timid. Pan stared at him in shock.

"What, let you die, how can you say that?"

"I want to die, Pan, I do not have any reason to go on living."

"Yes you do."

"What, tell me what do I have?" He challenged.

"You're family."

Trunks hesitated for an answer, before coming up with "They'll get over it."

Pan got up and shouted at him, "Trunks Vegeta Briefs, I can't believe you, if you don't realize what is around you, then you must deserve to die, you got a lot of Friends and family who will miss you deeply if you die." She screamed.

"Like who? You?"

Pan blushed a bit; "Of course I will miss you Trunks."

"Why."

"Because...uh...I'm your friend, that's why."

"My friend." Those words stung, he hated the word friend, and he hated it with a passion. "Pan, tell me would you miss me another way?"

Pan blushed again, she hesitated, "No of course not."

Then something dawned on Trunks, "Oh my god, you would miss me, you'd be devastated wouldn't you?"

"No, of course not why would I be devastated."

Trunks smiled. "Because you love me."

"I don't love you, I love Mirai Trunks, we are engaged to get married."

"If you love him so much, tell me why are you here with me then with him."

"I, well.... You see, you need me."

"No, you love me."

"I don't love you."

"Then why are you here?"

"I told you."

"Anyone can care for me Pan, why are you here?"

"Because I love you, that's why," Pan had blurted it out; she suddenly realized what she had said. "I love you Trunks, I have always loved you, I thought I was over you, but when you became sick, I thought my life would end as well, I was so scared, I would never see you again."

Trunks put his hand up, and touched her cheek as he wiped the tears from them. "Pan, I know I love you, I have loved you since the day you were born, I know I have, I never realized the feelings until a few years ago, but they were always there, and they will always be there, I don't plan on letting them go." Trunks leaned her head down, and gently kissed her lips.

Pan was reluctant to take his kiss, however she did, she succumbed to kiss, and became oblivious to the world around her. She did not even realize that Mirai Trunks had come back down, and heard everything.

"I guess, she had made her decision." Mirai Trunks thought as he made his way back upstairs.

/a/n: Has Pan really chosen Trunks, Will Mirai Trunks leave quietly or will he confront Pan, about her revelation on her feelings