Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Love's Complications ❯ What are we Doing? ( Chapter 13 )

What are we Doing?

 

All the women were sitting around the kitchen table in Bulma's home at Capsule Corporation. They were all catching up on the recent gossip. It had been a few months since they had all caught up. In fact the last time that they all got together was Pan's birthday party formal.

"So what's been happening with you lately, Bulma?" Chi Chi asked her long time friend as she carefully stirred her silver spoon around her cup to dissolve the sugar. Bulma looked up from her freshly brewed cup of coffee and smiled.

“Well I've been very busy at the moment with work," Bulma smiled politely, trying to hide a yawn that was slowly pushing its way to the surface. Chi Chi nodded as she placed her spoon on the dish, after stirring in her sugar.

Pan sighed. She was still confused as to why her mother dragged her along to this get together in the first place. Something about being a woman now. Bra was younger than she was though, and she had been a member of this so-called gossip club for quite a few years. She couldn't understand why Bra was interested in the other women's normal, boring lives. She looked at Bra who seemed to be enthralled in the conversation as she watched her mother smile and talk with her friends.

Bra was her best friend in the world, and yet still she couldn't think of someone more different than herself. Bra was interested in boys and shopping and having the most modern and popular clothes. On the other hand she was interested in very different things. Training, becoming stronger and weaponry were the things that consumed her time. And boys, well she wasn't interested in them at all. She had Vegeta now, and boys her age just seemed so immature and tiresome. She sighed again as she placed her elbow on the table and rested her head on her hand.

“Have you been inventing again, Bulma?" Videl chuckled to herself, trying to ignore her daughter's rudeness.

Bulma placed her cup down after taking a sip and turned to Videl.

“Actually I have," Bulma started cheerfully. Videl and Chi Chi nodded as Bulma's mother began to laugh. Pan looked up upon hearing the irritating laugh. Bra looked up too, but was more embarrassed than annoyed.

“She's been really busy lately, haven't you honey. In fact you've had no time for dear Vegeta. You should really not neglect a man like Vegeta. He's a lovely man," Bunny continued to rant on.

Pan looked up at the mention of Vegeta and smiled to herself. He wasn't neglected at all recently and she knew that for a fact. She smiled again at the thought of that. She wondered where he was at this exact point in time. He was probably miles away training by himself, well that or the Gravity Room, she concluded. Her thoughts were interrupted as she heard Bulma slam down her cup in frustration.

“Oh mother honestly, must you always voice your opinions about Vegeta and my love life to everyone!" Bulma grew more impatient.

“So what is this new invention you have been working on?" Videl questioned her further in an attempt to change the awkward subject.

Pan sighed loudly. This conversation was killing her, she wanted to train or even better find Vegeta, who she knew would avoid this little party and the irritating cackle of women laughing at any cost.

“I'll clear these plates," Pan suddenly spoke up as she pushed her chair from the table. It made a tiny squeak. She stood and reached for Bulma's plate that was opposite from her own.

“Pan honey, you don't have to do that," Bulma smiled.

“No really I don't mind," Pan almost pleaded. Bulma nodded as she realized that Videl looked offended. Videl had tried so hard to bring Pan and get her to act more like an adult.

Pan collected the plates from their lunch and stacked them in a pile before heading toward the kitchen. She let out a huge sigh of relief as she left the room quickly. She wanted to take her time, but exiting the room quickly was priority. She just hoped that her mother would not follow her and scold her. She walked down the hallway and turned another corner before... BANG!

Pan ran straight into a hard object as she tried to rebalance the plates and cups desperately. Crack! One cup fell to the ground.

”Vegeta!” Pan gasped as she forgot about the cup instantly. A glint appeared in his eyes as he pulled her roughly to him. She threw her arm around him and began to kiss him deeply on the mouth.

“Pan honey are you alright!" Bulma yelled from the sitting room where the women were sitting. She gasped and pulled herself away from Vegeta panting softly.

“I'm fine, Bulma!" She yelled back as she felt Vegeta's hands begin to roam toward her blouse buttons.

“Here I'll come and help you. Did I hear something break?" Bulma yelled. Pan's body went rigid again as she heard the familiar squeak of the chair against the wooden floor at the same time as a few of her blouse buttons broke from her blouse.

“No Bulma! Stay there! Its fine, it's cleaned up already!" Pan yelled back frantic as another button popped. Pan waited for the sound of footsteps to follow.

“Okay, Pan, if you've got it under control!" Bulma yelled followed by the squeaking sound again. Pan sighed in relief. She had sat back down. Her mother must be having a fit in the other room. At least it would only be a fit in the other room; this would flat out kill her if she saw what was going on in this room.

“Damn it Vegeta!" Pan whispered as she hit him playfully, yet hard. He smirked as he reached toward her ready to kiss her but instead let his tongue trail up her neck to her ear.

Pan pulled him toward her with her free arm as she tried to balance the plates in the other. She hit the wall with her back as he ravished her. She lost control as felt her hand relax followed by the painful noise of the plates and cups clattering to the floor and smashing into tiny pieces. That sound was followed by many more.

The sound of many chairs squeaking in the other room, Trunks yelling from upstairs to see if everything was okay and all of this followed by the sound of footsteps from every direction. And of course there was Vegeta holding her close and laughing at her. She could feel him chuckling into the nape of her neck.

“Nice job," He smirked as he stepped away to avoid anyone seeing them. Pan was extremely turned on after his ministrations as she frowned at him. She didn't want this to be just a quick fix, she wanted more, and she knew he had to want more too. She knew if the women came now she would receive a scolding from her mother. Bulma would probably not be too worried about the broken crockery, she had plenty. She didn't want to stick around for all of that.

“Pan is everything okay?" Videl could be heard as she hurried toward the location.

Pan's sudden smirk would have rivaled Vegeta's any day, as she grabbed him with both hands and forced him into a passionate kiss. He pushed her away in frustration. Did she want them to be caught? Stupid girl. He opened his eyes only to find them on a cliff. He grabbed her hand quickly as she slipped on the edge.

“Yet again, nice job," Vegeta laughed, impressed now by her sudden move.

“What happened? Where did she go?" Chi Chi asked confused as the women looked around for Pan upon seeing the mess of dirty and broken tableware on the floor. Videl turned around and noticed Trunks at the landing of the stairs.

“That is indeed an incredible trick," Vegeta smirked as he pulled her toward him. Pan smirked before laughing. She immediately ripped his shirt from his body and began to look over her prize.

Vegeta decided to follow suit as he discarded her upper garments, or what left of the shirt that he had slowly destroyed back at the house. Both warriors faced each other baring their chests. Pan rushed toward him.

“I had to think fast, and I was no where near satisfied yet," Pan laughed as kissed him. She reached down and felt his hardness. “And clearly you were unsatisfied also," Pan smiled as began to undo his pants.

Vegeta smirked as he pulled down her skirt. Pan kicked off her shoes after stepping out of the skirt. Pan removed his dark jeans next followed by his boxers. He carelessly tore off her delicate G-String. She was wrong when she thought about herself not having clothing as an interest, because lately she had been very careful in buying sexy panties for Vegeta's pleasure, although most of the time, like now, he only ripped them off her.

She pushed him roughly to the ground. Vegeta fell on his back as he smirked.

“I've let you become too strong," He laughed. Pan put her hands on her hips.

“I'm no where near your strength, and you know it, Vegeta. You were just distracted. You know that is a sign of weakness," Pan laughed. He growled, not liking that she was mocking him in his weak state.

“Calm down, my prince," She giggled as she sat down on his thighs. She bent down and dragged her tongue down his abdominals and circled around his belly button. She loved his little snail trail, she found it extremely sexy. (A/N snail trail= little line of hair that drags down from the belly button to the well, you know). She continued to drag her tongue over his stomach before trailing another circle around his left nipple and taking a delicate nibble. She dragged her tongue up his neck and over his rough chin before kissing him hungrily. He kissed her back desperately aroused.

Pan slid herself up his thighs before lifting herself slightly. Vegeta smirked as he watched the deep concentration in her face. He took hold of her hips as she guided herself down to take him into her. She felt the pain of his size as he entered her, but she tried to hide her discomfort. She wanted to show him that she was strong.

He moaned as he felt her warmth engulf him. Pan smirked and felt better upon hearing his delicious reaction. She began to rock forward and backwards as she soon started to moan as well. He held tighter to her hips as she had to rest her hands on his chest to keep herself steady. Their paced quickened as she ground herself into him. Both warriors moaned loudly through the passion. Both craved each other's bodies while at the same craved their plateau that would follow.

Finally after the pace quickened to a point where Pan couldn't even feel that she had control anymore, both warriors came simultaneously as Vegeta's named echoed around the valley. Pan collapsed upon his hard chest. He rolled them over as he pulled himself out of her slowly. He pulled her back on top of him enjoying the view of her face. Pan sighed happily as she rested her head upon his chest again. She could feel his heart beating furiously trying to calm down. Pan herself was panting.

Vegeta reached over and lifted her chin to kiss her on the mouth. Pan then rested again on his chest. After some Pan spoke.

“Vegeta," she began sounding upset. Vegeta looked up, to see the top of her head, and stroked her silken hair. He made a noise to let her know that he was listening.

“How long have we been doing this now?" she asked still sounding upset. Vegeta didn't answer and she became frustrated. She shifted slightly as he moaned for her to come back. She quickly got off him and sat beside him facing away.
She pulled her knees up and placed her head on them. She began to whimper.

Vegeta sat up and feeling her hurt he put an arm around her to comfort her. He was confused by his reaction. He had never comforted Bulma when she was upset, he just yelled at her to shut up or go away. But now he felt different. He felt bad for upsetting Pan, and he wanted to make her feel better. He didn't want her to be upset anymore.

Pan lent her head on his shoulder as she tried not to cry. “About a three months," Vegeta whispered in her ear before kissing it. She nodded against his shoulder.

“We can't continue to do this," Pan stated as she turned to look up at him. His eyes weren't glazed over emotionless as usual, but instead he looked worried and concerned.

“Vegeta, you agree with me don't you!" Pan spoke shocked as stood up and walked to the edge of the cliff. It wasn't the reaction she expected. She believed that he would argue against them ceasing their relationship. She actually thought that he wanted to be with her. How wrong she was. She paced side to side, trying to calm herself down, although she could feel her heart aching. She finally stopped and just stared at the horizon as the image began to falter with her tears.

"Woman! Damn it… Pan!" Vegeta corrected himself, annoyed as stood up and walked toward her slowly and placed his arms around her stomach. She let him hold her close. She thought it would be the last time he would.

"Vegeta, I shouldn't ask, but have you been with...” She stopped as she sniffed. Vegeta turned her around to face her. The tears in her eyes killed him. He didn't want to see her hurt. This is who he wanted. She was all he had ever wanted, and more. He didn't want to lose her.

"I haven't been with her, Bulma, I mean," Vegeta stated as he looked her in the eye closely.

"Since...” Pan stuttered. He nodded.

"Since I have been with you," Vegeta assured her, as he wiped away the tear that slowly began to roll down her cheek.

"Do you love her?" Pan asked him desperately. He stared down at her. He wasn't sure how he could answer that question. She began to tear up as she wiped desperately at the tears that began to stream down her face. Vegeta felt his heart break at the sight of his strong pupil breaking down.

"I'm not sure I have ever loved her," Vegeta spoke the truth. Pan sniffed.

"Never?" She questioned. He nodded as he wiped away another tear on her cheek.

"It was circumstance really," Vegeta again stated a truth that he would never release to anyone.

"What about me?" Pan asked the hardest question of all. He paused as he looked into her sad eyes that were pleaded for a truthful answer. "Am I just circumstance?" She asked desperately.

He went silent. "Vegeta?" She questioned again.

“Not circumstance," Vegeta started. She sniffed again desperately awaiting the next word.

"It is a need," Vegeta told her. She immediately ripped herself from his grasp.

"A need!" She whispered. "A need?!" Pan screamed this time just to break the shock to herself. “That's what I am to you! You needed something, and so you use me!" She screamed as the tears streamed down her face, she couldn't stop them falling now. She felt destroyed.

"It's more than that!" Vegeta growled angrily. Pan turned to face him again.

"More! There's more! Well do tell me, Vegeta!" She yelled furiously, her breathing had become labored with the pure pain of the situation. He used his speed to get close enough to grab her. She struggled against him, but he was no match for her.

"I love you Vegeta, can you say the same to me?" Pan asked shaking with pain and desperation. He immediately let her go at the mention of the word 'love'.

"You can't can you?" Pan laughed at the reality and her own stupidity for falling for him in the first place. The man she loved couldn't even admit the same thing to her. How could she have let this happen. She had be warned as a young girl that this man had no feelings. His heart was cold, and unkind, and yet she thought everyone was wrong.

"Pan! You want to know what I feel?!" He yelled at her. She nodded.

"I don't know what this human word 'love' means to you or any other person on this planet. I don't know if there is a word that can describe what I feel for you!" Vegeta yelled at her angrily.

"Just tell me how you feel then!" Pan yelled angrily back at him.

"Any time that I am not around you, I feel empty and alone, but when I'm with you, I feel complete, like nothing else matters in the world, not training, not beating Kakkorot, nothing. I want to make you strong, strong enough that you can protect yourself if I'm not there. I want to train you, but if I hurt you, I just want to comfort you and make you feel safe, like I would never hurt you again. The thought of losing you, hurts far more than anything I have ever felt. I just want to be with you, I just want to hold you and never let you go as long as you live. I need you," Vegeta finished.

Pan began to cry as walked toward him. "I don't know what love is, I have never felt love, so I can't offer you love, I can only offer you what you see before you," Vegeta finished. Sheplaced her arms around him and kissed him softly on the mouth before holding him to her protectively.

"That's enough, Vegeta, that's all I need," she sighed as she began to cry again.

"So why are you crying?" Vegeta asked confused. She laughed softly.

"I'm happy," she whispered.

Pan and Vegeta dressed slowly and silently, as they both collected their thoughts. She continued the routine by covering herself in perfume again to cover her scent. She grabbed hold of Vegeta and used instant transmission to transport them back to the side garden at Capsule Corporation. Both walked inside quietly.

"Oh Trunks! You scared me," Pan was surprised to see her friend watching them. Trunks was sitting on the stairs facing the front door and staring at the pair.

"I saw you two," Trunks spoke emotionlessly.