Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Penitent ❯ Take it Easy ( Chapter 5 )

Penitent

Take it Easy

 

 

 

 

Goten waited as patiently as he knew how as Bra got ready. Man how could a person take so long and why was she doing her hair. He had every intention o f flying her over there.

 

`Bra” he hollered through the bathroom door, over the sound of the dryer.

 

No response

“Bra? Were are flying over there!” he tried again, no avail

 

Another five minutes went by and miraculously she exited. Her shinning long locks glimmered and were well plastered down, unlike his unruly spikes.

 

“Man, what took you so long, I man we are flying over there, its just going to get messes up”

 

She glared at him, “It better not bud!”

 

He grinned, “Ok, Ok I'll fly slow!”

 

Then he noticed her clothes, “Um, Why don't you wear something else?”

 

She looked down to notice that she had on her favorite outfit, a red halter, and short mini.

 

“What's wrong with my outfit?”

 

He looked confused, how was he going to fly with her, with her practically naked, and a skirt on? Well he would just fly in front of her that was how….

 

“Suit yourself, you would just be wasting energy to keep warm, that s all” Nice recovery there Goten, he smiled inwardly.

 

“I never thought of it that way”

 

“See, keeping warm takes extra energy, I bet you could fly really faster then you thought if you wore more... extra clothes”

 

“Maybe, leave and I will change” she pushed him out of her room.

 

He headed downstairs patting himself that he actually gotten Bra to do something without too much pain, she was at times worse then Pan ever could be, and had one hell of a temper!

 

Another five more minutes and Bra rushed the stairs, and Goten gulped visibly. She had on a pair of jean and t, but had a CC jean jacket and wearing white KSWISS sneakers.

 

Hi noticed that she had pulled her hair back in a tight ponytail. Jeepers he cringed, she looked hot. Then banged his fist on his head over the idiocy of that one. He would have to remember to figure out how someone wearing more cloths could be more appealing to him versus when they wore hardly anything… but then again she looked hot no matter what….arrgh no time today…..

 

He was just glad when they got to leave CC

 

 

 

The knock on her window as the first she noticed that Goten and Bra were there. She reminded herself to start sensing for Ki's again, so that she would not be totally unaware.

 

She opened her window and then stepped back as they came in.

 

`Don't anyone use the doors?” asked of Bra

 

Goten and Pan only smiled, because this was what her, Goten, and Trunks always did.

 

Goten broke the greetings by looking serious. Pan said nothing, Goten looking this way meant long and winding dribble, and if she wanted to know what it was about she would have to listen hard… He liked to meander too much…

 

 

She sat on her bed while Goten filled her thoguths with images she would have been better off without…

Goku and Chichi, Vegeta and Bulma, and then finally her own parents… Bra would add her two cents giving a better descriptive images and that only made Pan blush and Goten look extremely red.

 

After about an hour of this, Pan held up her hands to stop the two of them…

 

“I hear you, but, but, Does that change the fact that I said no?” she asked of them

 

They looked at each other and both knew that, no matter how rough the Saiyans could possibly be, that none of them well they did not know for sure, but not one story carried that importance. Bulma, Chichi, and Videl, had any of them ever said no, and then fight? They did not know, but obviously, Pan had.

 

Bra looked at her closely, and then she asked Goten to leave the room.

 

He was about to argue when she held a finger up to him. “Give me a few minutes alone.”

 

He agreed and went out to find food.

 

Bra kept staring intently at Pan, who felt like a bug under a magnifying glass.

 

“You know you have been here for over an hour and have not said anything to me,” said Pan.

 

“I thought it would be best to get to the point first,” replied Bra

 

“Well point taken, now what is on your mind?”

 

“You should have come to me instead of running away!” she accused

 

“I, something told me to run!”

 

“Yeah, who?”

 

“I don't know a voice”

 

“Pan I told you that if anything happened you come to me first, we could have worked it out, you did not have to get scared and run off like that!”

 

“I was not scared”

 

“You lie, you ran away because you were scared”

 

“You weren't there Bra; you don't what it was like!”

 

“Did he really hurt you?”

 

“Yes”

 

“Really?” she could not believe that totally

 

“At first, then ….”

 

“OH, and then it didn't hurt right?”

 

“Bra!”

 

“Pan!”

 

“Fine, but I was not ready, and I did say no…And I hit him.”

 

“Where?”

 

“In his room”

 

“No, where did you hit him?”

 

“What does that matter?”

 

Bra grabbed her by the arms and her fingers bit into Pans, and Pan was aware of how it pinched her, “where did you hit him?”

 

“I, Bra stop you're hurting me” Bra relaxed her slightly

 

“Just tell me”

 

“I jacked his jaw”

 

“How many times?”

 

“Just once”

 

“Once, you? Pan I know you you would hit a million times if it was a real struggle.”

 

“He hit me back!”

 

“Did that hurt you?”

 

“No, but he got a nasty little glare and he sneered at me, and growled like some animal, then he slapped me, then he bit me!”

 

“Did he break you skin, where did he bite you?”

Bra jumped on top of Pan searching her neck for a bite

 

“Get off, he didn't break the skin, he was nipping me, it felt like everywhere!” Pan screamed at her.

 

It was then that Goten came back I the room and saw Bra on top of Pan. He stared for a moment then came up with a conclusion…

 

“So, that's it eh, I would have never thought that you know that you Bra were like that!”

 

Both girls yelled “BAKA!” at him and he sat down laughing

 

 

Bra scooted off Pan.

 

She ignored Goten for the moment; he was eating an apple.

 

“He did not mark you, and the only thing that hurt you was his, um, well the the initial point… Other then that you are having a hard time with your emotions, and human side”

 

Goten kept quiet.

 

Pan just looked at her. The nagging feeling she had had on her own returned. That was why she had felt guilty. She knew she had really done nothing wrong, well except sleep with the man she loved before she was married…. However, her own terrorized mind, which was what she should have not, ran away from.

 

`Look, I appreciated all of this, I really do, I just got to get through this on my own” she told them

 

“Pan, you can't be serious, you have been gone forever, and you need to snap out of it!”

 

“Hey, this is me, not you! Unless you have you know for the first time then you would understand, but you haven't have you?”

 

Bra looked at her again, realizing that though she knew more about things, she had not exactly participated in such things. However, Goten was there, and no one discussed this with her with him around.

 

“Goten leave right now!”

 

He busily kept eating another apple he had stashed on him

 

“Goten!” Bra yelled at the top of her lungs.

 

He needed no other urging he bolted from the room, disappointed about not hearing more juicy details about Bra.

 

Once gone she turned on Pan.

 

“NO, I have not yet and you know why…That does not give you the right and talk about it in front of Goten!”

 

“Why not, you don't mind discussion my life with Trunks in front of him”

 

“It's not a damn secret!”

 

“That part is!”

 

“Fine, just don't bring up me, sex, and anything, in front of him!”

 

“He seemed interested!”

 

“Pan” came the warning

 

“Fine”

 

“I'll say one thing, and if my first time was too much for me, then I would not run away from my best friend or my mother!”

 

“Not fair, your mother would understand! And I would just beat the crap out of Goten for you!”

 

“Pan!”

 

Pan slapped her hands over her mouth.

 

“Look, don't say anymore, just listen”

 

Pan nodded

 

“If I was my dad, I would tell you that what happened was nothing more then a typical Siayan coupling, it can be violent, and hitting could be part of it. I just didn't think that you and Trunks would engage that way, he never had before…So in part it must be something you do you know drive him crazy and insane…Really it's a good thing, but, but you told me you were ready to do it, maybe you should have waited”

 

“It was not like I had a choice”

 

“Pan there is always a choice, but then again we are talking about very animalistic tendencies, I thought Trunks had better control over them.”

 

“So, if I can get over this…Then, my father is not going to accept this, and I don't know if I can handle anymore then I have…”

 

`Pan, Trunks has been a different person since you left”

 

“What do you mean different?”

 

“He's been almost nonexistent; he doesn't even spar anymore”

 

“You're kidding not even with Vegeta?”

 

`No, especially not Vegeta, and not even with Goten”

 

“So what, I should feel guilty over that?”

 

“No, but I think he knows why he acted that way, its like he wants to be not so strong… the only problem I have with him was that he knew why you left and he did not tell anyone”

 

“You didn't know why I left?”

 

“NO, I didn't and I was too upset to figure it out!”

 

`Why were you upset?”

 

“OH nothing just trying to get over my hurt that you ran away then Trunks stopped playing with Goten and I well, filled a lot time getting a smile back on your dopy uncle's face again!”

 

“I am sorry I ran, but I was hurt too!”

 

“I know but you should have trusted me, I would have trusted you!”

 

“Tell me that when you do it!”

 

“Are you kidding I am more practical then you, we have had this talk and I know slightly more about Saiyan mating then you, I would have worked it out.”

 

“Thanks for the put down!”

 

“Hey what's a friend for?”

 

“Bra what do I do now?”

“What do you want?”

“Go back in time!”

 

“What about the Chibi?”

 

Pan looked at her tummy and wondered if she could forgive Trunks. She might work this out in her head, but her feelings still were there. It was hard to change bitterness overnight. She swore that that baby was going to be happy like she had been growing up, but how happy could he be, not knowing its father and his wonderful family?

 

“Bra I just haven't forgiven him yet, I don't know maybe I will…one day”

 

“Damn it Pan, don't keep us from the baby, it will be my niece or nephew! By the way which is it?”

 

“It's a boy, a very strong one!”

 

Bra smiled, “A boy, you are going to have a hard time keeping Poppa away!”

 

“I know! Feel here”

Pan put Bra's hand on her tummy where she knew he would start kicking if pressure went there

 

Goten took that moment to come in and see Bra's hand on Pan's tummy.

 

“What is with you two?” He asked.

 

“Baka, come here and feel” Bra scolded him.

 

He went and knelt down and let Bra place his hand where Pan had told her to feel.

 

Goten, did so, and was amazed at the movement he felt. HE then closed his eyes and felt what he could.

 

“Wow, Pan he is so much like Trunks! He is amazing”

 

`Wait till he is born” came the melodic voice from the door.

 

All three turned to see a smile on Videl's face.

 

Bra smiled too.

 

“I think we need to give Pan some rest,” she told the pair.

 

Bra and Goten said goodbye and left through the window with Bra complaining about using the doors again.

 

 

`Have a good time?” asked Videl

 

“Yeah, I sure missed them”

 

“I know honey, but your home now, but we have a few mother and daughter things to discuss.”

 

“More?”

 

“Much more, did I ever tell you about the night you were conceived?”

 

“Yeah about a million times” Pan said in hopes to deter her mother

 

“Did I tell you about the next day?”

“Not really”

 

“Well, your grandmother had come over, and well she rushed me over to CC because I had a problem…”

 

The conversation continued on as Pan heard the first account of how rough sex with her father had been…

 

 

Pan tried best not to be embarrassed but really; it was easier then talking in front of Goten.

 

Near the end of the conversation, Pan asked the one question that she had asked Bra.

 

“Did you ever tell dad no?”

 

“Many times!”

 

“Did he stop?”

 

“Sometimes, other times he kept persuading me”

“I don't want to know about that”

 

“YOU asked”

 

“Did you ever hit him?”

 

“Playfully”

 

“Did he ever hit you?”

 

“NO”

 

“Then why?”

 

“I don't know, but your father has never hit me, he never spared with me he only ever blocked me, Trunks and you have been hitting each other since you could first swing!”

 

“Hmmm”

 

“Tell you what, I am not so happy with Trunks, but I have to say this, When ever has anything between you and Trunks never been physical?”

 

“Mom!”

 

“Don't get me wrong, it's just that everything about you and Trunks is Physical, I don't mean in sexual manner Pan, get your mind out of the gutter for a second”

 

“Really mother the gutter?”

 

“Just follow me here, when has Trunks ever not hit you back?”

 

“When I knocked him out”

 

“There you go, you hit him first”

 

“After I said no”

 

“Did you really fight him, because the Pan I know would never have stopped hitting if she really was fighting?”

 

“Hey!”

 

“Honey, I am not defending him, but don't confuse yourself, I know why you ran, we all do, except well your dad is different, but I also know that you never ran before, and I can only imagine why”

 

`Then tell me, why is it so hard”

 

“Because he might have been rough, it might be wrong in human terms, but he broke your trust, he hurt you and when you love someone like I know you love him, that hurt is worse”

 

“What now?”

 

“You have to ether forgive him or not”

 

“What about daddy?”

 

“Don't worry about him I have a plan”

 

“I don't think I want to know it”

 

“Good it was hard enough talking it over with Chichi!'

 

“Right”

 

“Get some rest”

 

“Thanks mom”

 

 

 

It took half the time
I am still afraid
So stay by my side
And hold on to my hand
Try to teach me that
I'm alright I guess
But there's so much wrong
But there's so much right
I guess we'll agree
To differ on one thing

(Snow Patrol: Make Love To Me Forever)