Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Renaissance ❯ Revelations ( Chapter 7 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I Luv Vege: Hello! Sorry for the long wait! I'm SO sorry! Its just that school has been a REAL PAIN IN THE ASS!! ANYWAY! On with the fic...












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***GOKU'S POV***


I guess I can't be angry, that would make me a hypocrite. The only thing that bothers me is Gohan's age. I don't want him getting hurt, I mean Mirai is not only older but from a totally different timeline. What happens when he goes back? Where will that leave Gohan? Sure he will return, but I can only imagine what it will be like to be away from the one you love. Maybe I'm just being over protective.

"Uh.. Yeah... I'm happy..." I stutter in a small voice, I hope he doesn't think I am disappointed or sad or whatever.

"Are you sure Dad?" He's looking at me with those big innocent black eyes that seems to be a Saiya-jin trait he has inherited off me.

To make myself clear, I walk over to him and give him a hug. We stand like this for a few moments, then I hear Gohan whisper in my ear "Thanks Dad". I give him one final squeeze and release him. Those two words meant to much to me.

"I'm proud of you son, you know that!" I whisper, not loud enough for Vegeta or Trunks to hear.

"Thanks Dad" He smiles at me, oh how I can sometimes see myself in him.

"Kakarot" Vegeta calls me, I turn to look at him.

"Hmm"

" We better be leaving... we will leave these two... to do as they please" I can hear the amusement in his voice, I can also see he is fighting the urge to smirk at me.

"Yeah your right, I'll see you later Gohan! Bye Trunks!' I called out to the two.

"See you later Goku, bye Dad" Trunks nodded his head curtly.

"Bye Dad!!" I heard Gohan yell as Vegeta and I lifted off the ground.

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***CHI-CHI'S POV***

Finally. I finally get a moments peace.

Looking around I see the results of my over exertion that I go through every day. What it takes to keep a house clean and tidy, to keep it repaired and respectable. I believe it to be more than any one woman can endure alone, yet somehow I seem to manage.

Believe it or not its harder than it seems to maintain a house hold plus two Saiya-jin and myself. Especially with appetites like theirs, I have to go shopping at least four times a week. I sometimes loath Bulma for her luck, all her money, yet I know that she may have money but that doesn't necessarily mean that she has happiness... but that doesn't also mean that I do either...

I feel it coming to the point where I dread seeing the sun of a new day. The bright orange and yellow contrasts intermingling with the dark blues and blacks of the night displays a picture of beauty, of all the splendours that are to come with continuation of the earths life cycle; I sometimes wish it would stop. I can't help but sometimes feel that all my efforts are in vein. I do the same tedious activities day in day out and I don't get one word of thanks. I don't really mind doing it, it would just be nice to get some recognition every once in a while.

Then there's Goku. Things have never been peachy between us. When I married him I thought that I could use his naivety against him, to model him into the perfect husband; I couldn't. I simply couldn't break through that Saiya-jin instinct of his, there are no humans that have a passion like he does for battle, or a pride. I can see it now that there is no way I would ever have a chance to alter Goku, not then, not now, never. I should not have been so stupid to think otherwise.

I actually feel terrible. I have been giving the impression that I disrespect Goku in every way, believe it or not it is the total opposite. I have great respect for his strength and bravery, but cannot find it within my own pride to show it. Maybe its jealousy? Maybe it's because I'm proud? I don't know. I even baffle myself at times. I guess I make Gohan study so much, using the excuse I don't want him to be like Goku, because I only want the best for him. I don't want him going out and fighting those horrible monsters, I don't want to loose my little boy! I do what any mother in her right mind would do, try to prevent it! I don't want to see the demise of my baby, I have seen it enough with my husband alone! The time Goku has spent in other world was total hell! The loneliness that I felt was at times so over whelming I was reduced to tears on more than one occasion during the long days.

I missed him so much!

I actually swore to myself that I would change my ways, that I would not keep trying to push him to be more like the man of my dreams; a man that swept his wife off her feet, who romanced her in every way possible, who brought flowers for her and tended to her sore muscles. Goku had no idea. He simply wasn't the mushy type. I thought I could live with it, without the passion and heat of romance in my life; its a lot harder than it sounds.

I love Goku with all my heart, but I am beginning to think that my heart is just not big enough. There are just some things a woman needs, that I need. Goku does not give me all that I need. Not only that, but I work my arse off while he is out with those twits he calls friends. Never even offers to help. It would have been nice for him to offer a helping hand, even offer to get a job. He never did. Where does he think all this food comes from? All Gohan's books? They're not free! And they're not cheap either! This is what irks me, the fact that he never even asks me if he could help, he is always too busy training! Ah!

This is the way it always goes, first I feel sad, then loneliness, then regret and finally anger. So many emotions this man causes me, so much heart ache, more so than the feeling of love and warmth. I don't think that I can live like this anymore, stranded out in the wilderness, not another human being within a 100km radius. Such isolation cannot be good for anyone, even if the fumes and smog do nearly chock your husband to death. I cannot stay here any longer, I have to leave. I'm feeling almost claustrophobic, but with an opposite effect, there is too much space!

I have to leave for a while, maybe I will rent a place in the city. Gohan will come with me too, it might be a good change for him to interact with boys and girls his own age in school, to get away from green goblins (or what ever he is) with pointy ears and sharp teeth and other nasties that his father has come to befriend and over trust. I always have felt like I'm second best. Like all those ghouls come first before his family, that I am only used as something to fall back on when all else fails; NOT ANYMORE!

Today is as good as any other begin my search, I will inform Goku of my decision tonight hopefully, that's if he actually comes home.

I sigh and a smile actually finds its way to my stern features, this is a new beginning! This is what I need, who knows, it might be a wake up call for a certain Saiya-jin to realise what he might actually be loosing...

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****SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NO-WHERE****

***GOKU'S POV***

I can't help but feel nervous at the thought of facing Chi-Chi, I never have been good at facing her at all. It's not that I'm afraid of her, or afraid that she'll hurt me, it's the fact that I simply don't like being yelled at; It's like they all think I'm stupid and try to rub it in. I'm not really that stupid, I just have no interest for many of the things they talk about.

I have come to a decision though; I'm going to tell her today.

I've spoken to Vegeta and he actually agrees. He never mentioned much about Bulma, I actually get the feeling that he isn't going to tell her, I don't think that's fair. Either way, she will find out.

After a quick conversation with Vegeta, we go our separate ways, hopefully to return alive.

***VEGETA'S POV***

He is going to tell the harpy. It's my guess that he was thinking that I was going to say the same, I think I disappointed him. It's not like the woman and I are a... 'couple'... as they refer to it as here. I just don't feel the need to report back to her, I don't know what's been going through her crazy mind, but if she thinks that by us sleeping in separate beds and barely talking and no fucking means that we are still 'together' then she has another thing coming.

I know she will find out, the crazy bitch will go straight to her once Kakarot has paid her a visit.

The next thing I have to consider is our housing arrangements. I will not continue to live with Bulma and I know that Kakarot will not want to live with his crazy Onna either. That brings me to where we shall live. I know he prefers the wilderness, and I must say for once he has good tastes. I can't wait to get out of this disgusting city.

I think I may have just found a way to piss the Onna off... I will demand her that she give us one of those capsule contraptions that she is always rambling on about. I know for a fact this will make her suspicious and even angry, then I will tell her I'm going to live with Kakarot, I bet she wont even realise at first what I mean, not that its any of her business anyway.

I wonder what she will say when she also finds out that her brat from the future is in 'love' with Gohan? She will be devastated. Its not that I want her to hurt... I know she will get over it sooner or later, its more that I find her shock to be so amusing. And amusing it will be, until she starts screeching that is, that will be my cue to leave. Speaking of leaving, Kakarot is departing now...

He kisses me good bye. I can tell he just wants it to be a quick good bye kiss, but I can't help but pull him closer and force his teeth apart with my tongue. Running my tongue along his, his moan vibrates throughout our mouths and causes a very pleasing sensation; if I don't release him now, I may not be able to. Pushing him away I tell him to leave, and to hurry up because I have plans for him.

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***CHI-CHI'S POV***

There is a knock at the door, and I already know who it will be. I know its Goku, but why is he knocking? He has never done that before, its as if this isn't his home anymore... I didn't think he would come home to tell you the truth. Oh well.. I better go let the fool in.

"Hey Chi" he says to me with a jolly smile, but his voice is a little too passive for my likings; I can tell he is nervous.

"Goku..." I growl slightly and let him in. " I didn't think you would make it home, I didn't cook you anything" I say turning and heading to sit in a chair at the dining table. He follows suit.

"Yeah I noticed!" He says scratching the back of his head. Damn that habit is just old and annoying. I can't believe how much he can annoy me at times, maybe this new change is going to be better than I thought. "I have something to tell you"

Now this catches my attention. I watch him as he sits down, yep he is NERVOUS alright.

"Oh... and what's that?" I say, my full attention directed at him. I bet he has to leave again.. he is NOT taking my Gohan, NO WAY!

"Well I.. ah..um.. see.. this is kind of hard to explain" He stutters.

"Oh no mister, you are NOT taking my Gohan away!" I say standing, I knew this was going to happen sooner or later, the sooner I get away the better it seems now.

"What?" He asks confused. I look at him baffled? What the hell is going on?

"Your *not* taking Gohan?" I ask incredulously.

"No, why would you think that?" He asks me, looking at me strangely.

"Well its just that when ever you act like this, I know its something you know I wont like. I was getting the idea that you were planning on taking Gohan away from me to fight more of those space goons, to sabotage my only son!" I can't help but let the emotions surface in me, I feel the burning sensation of tears in my eyes. I wont let myself cry, at least not yet... Somehow I feel I will be crying... This is not good.

"Oh.. no Chi, you have it wrong. I'm not taking Gohan anywhere." I sigh in relief and sit down again.

"Well what is it then?" I ask, almost impatiently.

"Its um.. well.. Chi-Chi.. do you love me?" He looks me dead in the eye. What the hell? Love him? Do I love him? Of course I love him, he is my husband... Holy Shit!! This can't be happening.. There can't be another woman, Goku wouldn't do that!

"What! Goku, have you been CHEATING on me? How could you! If I ever find this bitch I'm going to.." He cuts me off.

"CHI-CHI!" He cries and I feel his hands on my shoulders. I silence and look up at him. I can see the sadness and in his eyes, but I don't see regret.. I also don't see love.

"You don't love me, do you Goku?" I ask him straight out. He stared at me for a moment.

"Yes I do Chi, I will always love you... just... its that... I..." I watch him, my anger rising again, as he struggles to find the right words.

**SLAP**

***GOKU'S POV***

I don't know what to say. This is harder than I thought it would be.. and for some reason she is in a more foul mood than usual.

**SLAP**

I don't feel it physically as she slaps me, but I feel the emotion behind it. Chi-Chi has never slapped me before. I've hurt her this bad... I never imagined I was capable of such hurt.

She turns her back and I can see her heaving as she lets her tears free. I can't help but feel the pang of guilt as I see her in this state... But I love Vegeta now...

"I'm sorry..." I whisper and reach out to her again. She shrugs me off. "Please Chi-Chi, I never meant to hurt you... Its not that I don't love you, I do, but I just don't think we are right for each other... I love you as a friend, my best friend, please Chi, can we still be friends?" She finally turns toward me.

"A friend huh?"

"Yes, we can be friends Chi." I think she may be coming around.

"No, Goku, we cannot be 'friends'! It just not work like that! Do you expect me to still want to be your friend even after you have cheated on me? You think that you can just toss your wife aside when you find another bed pal? How many others are there Goku? How many other woman are there? I want to know, I deserve to know! Actually.. no.. I don't want to know, its sickening. I can't believe you. I thought you were a good guy Goku, someone whom I could trust. Looks like I was wrong."

"No! Chi-Chi! You don't understand! There are no others I swear! I would have told you... but I knew you wouldn't understand!" I shut my mouth as soon as th words seeped out.. whoops...

"Wouldn't understand! Of course I wouldn't understand! How many other wives would understand if their husbands told them they were sleeping with other women! NONE! Unless... I know one person... I bet its that freak, Vegetable! He put the idea in your head didn't he! I bet he is quite the womaniser.. I bet he just thinks he is top shit, going around and fucking all the women he pleases.. I bet that Bulma whore joins in! SHE is the biggest slut.."

"SHUT UP! I will not tolerate you talking about my mate that way!" I growl at her. Never before have I yelled at her.. its just not in my nature, but when she starts to degrade my mate... That is just not on.

"MATE?! SHE is your mate! I should have guessed! I knew this would happen some day, her and her smutty attitude, those skimpy skirts that hide nothing, has she no shame?" Chi-Chi continues to ramble.

"No. Not Bulma" I whisper. Chi-Chi silences. I can't believe she actually heard me over her roaring. Oh shit.. she heard me, she must have figured it out by now.

Gathering some courage, I look up at her. Her expression is blank I cannot read her emotions. Slowly I see her mouth drop to form an O and her eye brows knit together in confusion.

"What... did... you... say?" She says in barely a whisper. I pull myself together, and steady my voice.

"I said, it's not Bulma" I watch as she visibly pales and drops to the floor in a crumpled mess.

Umm.. shit?

I stare down at her unconscious form, I knew she wouldn't understand. I kneel down and pick her up in my trembling hands, I don't know why I'm trembling. I take her to the couch where I lay her. I then walk briskly to the bathroom where I run a face-washer under a cold stream of water. I return and place it on her forehead; she remains unmoving.

Deciding it was as good a time as any, I make my way to our bedroom. I quickly find a backpack and begin stuffing my meagre possessions inside. The only things I really own are my Gi's and a couple of other articles of clothing. I have a picture of Gohan on my bedside table, I grab that and stuff it in the bag. I also grab a couple of other photos that I have sitting beside it, one of Gohan and I and another of Gohan, Krillin, and I. Wonder how Krillin is? Once I finish packing, I head back to the lounge to where Chi-Chi is still passed out on the couch.

I put my pack of belongings down by the door and head over to her. She is out cold. I place my hand on her shoulder and give her a gently shake, hoping to rouse her form her shock induced slumber.

"Chi-Chi" I call out gently. She shuffles in her sleep. "Chi-Chi" I call out again, a little louder. I watch as her eye lids flutter and finally open. She is just staring up at me.

"Goku..." She reaches her hand up and runs it though my hair. I can fell her tugging me, trying to pull me down. I resist. I then notice she is pulling her self up, he eyes fixed on my lips. Not expecting her to make any sudden movements I am surprised when her lips are on mine.

"Hmp!"

I feel her tongue on my lips as she tries for entrance. I will not grant it. As gently as I can, I pull away from her.

"No.." I whisper and stand. She rolls over turning her back to me and begins crying again.

" I can't believe you Goku..." She her voice is muffled by the couch and her sobs. Suddenly she turns and sits, her tears ceasing. "Let me get this straight." She begins, her anger back on the advance "You would rather fuck some guy up the arse than be with a woman?"

"Chi-Chi.. don't say that... sex has no relevance to this, you should know that."

"You gay bastard! That is just wrong! Don't you know how wrong that is!! Men were made to be with women, not other men! I always thought you were stupid, but this has just taken the cake!"

I fight back the tears at her harsh words... and it takes ALOT for me to cry! In fact, I think I have only ever cried once since I have been an 'adult'. Her words hurt...

"Are you listening to me your sick freak! How could you do something like that? Have you gone mad? Just get out, I don't want to see you...! GET!" She shoos me away with a mad flurry of hands. I leave quickly.

I can hear her crying as I depart, her violent sobs eliciting from her as she breaks down...

What have I done?

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Sorry this one is a little shorter than the others, I just didn't feel the need to continue on any further in this chapter! Thanks for reading once again!

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