Dragon Ball/Z/GT Fan Fiction ❯ Why did you leave me? ❯ In Memory of you ( Chapter 38 )

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TRUNKS: 31
PAN 19
MARRON 28
GOTEN 31
BRA 21
UUB 25


~~~THINKING~~~
````DREAMING````
***FLASHBACK**** "TALKING"
^^^TELEPHONE CONVERSATION^^^^
:::TELEPATHY::::



chapter 38: In memory.of you.



last time, Gohan had fallen back to using, guess he couldn't handle it Pan got a kiss from Jackson



Jackson leaned down and Kissed her, "Oh my he's kissing me, What do I do?

Pan closed her eyes ~~Wow he's good, wow~~~ she kissed him back(remember she has amnesia)

Jackson pulled away and smiled, "Wow Pan that was some kiss" Jackson said.


"Yeah" Pan was lost for words.

"We better get back inside" Jackson mentioned.

"Yeah, we better" Pan agreed.

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CAPSULE CORP BRIEFS RESIDENCE NEXT MORNING.

"Trunks Vegeta Briefs, you will come to Pan's Memorial service and you will honor your wife" Bulma said

"Mom Please I can't go, I can't face anyone please just, I don't want to go" Trunks plead with Bulma, he did not want to attend Pan's Memorial

"No Trunks you will go and you will speak" Bulma hated the idea of Trunks having to go to this but he needed to accept the fact that Pan was gone


"Fine" Tears flowing from his eyes.



"Good I expect you to be at the church at 6pm, on Tuesday"


Trunks nodded, as Bulma left.

~~~I so do not want to go, I don't want to admit that your gone, I may have given up hope, but I know you are still alive~~~

--------------------------------------------------------- --------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------& lt; br /> THE SON HOUSE.


"You caught him shooting up" Krillin asked his friend Goku. Goku had told him that he and Chi Chi had Caught him using red handed.


"It's his way of coping, ever since you left he has been using off and on" Krillin explained.


"If only I knew my death would cause problems in his life, I would have had the dragon grant me life"


"You can't blame yourself Goku, No one had any Idea that he was gonna use drugs"


"Yeah., but I could have at least prevented it"

Gohan walked into the Kitchen

"Hey son" Goku said.


"Hey, Krillin how's Zan" Gohan asked.


"He's doing good, In fact he's in the living room sleeping"

"Can I look in on him"


Krillin nodded.


"Thanks"

----------------------------------- ------------------------------------- --------------------------------------------------------------------------& lt; br /> THE LIVING ROOM


Gohan looked down at the little boy, "Hey there kiddo, I may have made you, but I'm not your daddy, Krillin San is he makes a better daddy than me anyday" Gohan told his son

"I may not be around in your life but you have to remember that I do love you, I may not show it, and besides you have two wonderful parents who adore you" He lifted the boy into his arms.


Zan Cooed. "Wow you look like both Pan and Marron when they were little" Gohan smiled.


Krillin and Goku stood in the doorway as they listened to Gohan's heartfelt words to his son.


"You have a sister named Marron, She's a good Kid, she got Married not long ago to a guy named Uub, You actually have another sister, her name's Pan, but she died, You would of loved her, Everyone did, at least I did" Gohan started shaking.


"Uh Dad, come take him" Tears flowing down his cheeks, "Take him now"


Goku went and grabbed Zan. "There I got You, I got you" He said as Zan started crying"


Krillin walked up to Gohan, "Gohan is anything the wrong,"


"No, uh nothings wrong" Gohan lied as he wiped the tears from his face with his sleeve.


"It's alright to cry son" Goku assured him.


"I'm not crying" Gohan told him


"Look Gohan, I never lost a child before, and Kami ever forbid I do, but you have and you have everyright to cry, so let it out, let it all out"


Gohan listened to Krillins words and cried for what seemed like forever crying out every last tear in his body.
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THE MILLERS Sunday Nght

Pan had made good friends with Michelle and Rebecca


"So I here my brother likes you, he's even thinking of asking you out"


"Really?


"Yeah" Michelle said.

Just than Jackson came into the room, "Hey sup, guys"


"Not much" Rebecca said as she got up, "Uh Chelle I thinks Perhaps we should leave these to alone"


Michelle laughed, You know something Bec, your right, We should"

The two girls left Pan and Jackson


"I think we been deserted" Pan laughed.

"I thinks you may be right" Laughed Jackson

"So, what's up" Pan asked.


"Nothing"


"Nothing?, now Jackson, you can tell me."


For the first time Jackson felt tongue tied, never in his life has he been shy around when it came to asking a girl out, but Pan wasn't like any of the girls he dated, No she was different.


"Well you see Pan, I was, uh wondering...You see...I Uh..."He stopped


"Don't stop, continue" She told him


"I was wondering if you would be my girlfriend"


Pan wasn't shock at his question, but she was shocked at her answer,


"Jackson, your sweet, and everything" Pan began but Jackson cut her off

"But, I'm not the one for you, I understand"


Pan laughed, "would you let me finish"

"No Pan I understand" He said lifting a hand to shush her.


"Jackson, I can't be your girlfriend because deep down in my heart I feel that I already belong to someone, and we have a love that can never be broken, I'm sorry if at any time I led you on, but I can't love you knowing I love someone else, and belong to him"


Jackson smiled, "I understand Pan, You have a great love, I'm not gonna be the one to mess that up"


Pan laughed, "Jackson, I'm gonna get my memory back so that I can be reunited with my love"
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Pan's Memorial Service.


"Now Pan's sister in law and Aunt Bra Briefs Son would like to say a few words" The funeral director said.


Bra stood up and walked to the podium, clad in a simple black dress, a black hat covering her head"

Everyone was silent as they listened to the heartfelt words of Bra.


"Pan was my friend, not only my friend she was my best friend, my sister, my confidante, my teacher..your probably wondering about the latter, you see Pan taught me never to give up on anything, to always fight for what you want, like when she snuck onto the ship to go with Trunks and her grandfather in search of the blackstars Dragonballs, That was Panny through and through, no one could tell her what to do, but even she had her down days, like not long ago when she slipped into a coma, all because she got depressed, for loving her my brother so much, Pan and I were inseperable I could tell her anything, but I never got to tell her she was idol, I admired everything about her, I admired her spirit and Love for life" Bra finished up as tears started falling from her eyes.


The funeral director went back up, "Thankyou Mrs Son"


Bra nodded and took her seat next to Goten,

"Now, a song that was one of Pan's favorites will be played"

The funeral director flipped on a stereo and Shania Twain's "When You Kiss Me" was playing as Trunks listened to the words as he remembered pan

This could be it, I think I'm In love
It's Love this time
It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love
This love is mine.


************flashback


"Trunks, we're gonna get married, I'm telling you right now" Nine yearold Pan told him

"Pan you know I'm with Marron, and I plan on marryin her" Trunks told the heartbroken girl

"Oh" Pan looked down at the floor.

Trunks smiled, "But I'll let you in on a little secret your my favorite girl, you always will be"

"Really Trunks, do you really mean it"

"Yeah I do"

********************end of flashback


I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely nights are finally over
you took the weight of the world off my shoulders
( the world just goes away)


*********************Flashback

"You'll see Trunks you'll marry me, I just know you will" Thirteen yearold Pan told him

"Pan I love Marron, she's the love of my life, not you I really am sorry"

********************end of flashback

Oh when you kiss me
I know you miss me
and when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me--oh when you kiss me
oh yeah

*************Flashback

Fifteen year old pan Leaned in a kissed Trunks on the lips, "Trunks we will be married, I just know it"


"Pan cut it out, I have told you time and time again that I am in love with Marron and one day I will marry her not you" Trunks was furious

Tears fell down Pan's eyes
******************************************end of flashback

Your are the one, I think I'm in love
Life has begun(I think I'm in love)


I can see the two of us together
I know it's gonna last forever
Love couldn't be any better


***********************flashback

Sixteen yearold Pan Whispered a secret into her bestfried Trunks ears "Trunks do you want to know a secret, you and I are meant to marry eachother"


Trunks was tired of Pan's little game "Look Pan, I don't know what sick game your playing, but it has to stop, I will not in a million years ever marry you got it"

Trunks words cut through her heart like a knife to butter, "Trunks, i'm just....." Trunks cut her off

"No Pan you listen to me, I will never love you got it"

Tears fell from Pans eyes
*************************************end of flashback

Oh when you kiss me
I know you miss me
And when your're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me- oh when you kiss me

Instrumental solo

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"I'm getting Married Pan" Trunks said

"Oh" was all Pan mustered to say as she looked at the ground

"Uh trunks I uh, have to go"

~~~Trunks, we're suppose to be married~~~~ Tears fell from her eyes.

**************************************end of flashback

I can see you with me when I'm older
All my lonely nights are finally over
you took the weight of the world off my shoulders
(the world just goes away)

**********flashback

"Oh Panny if I only knew" Trunks said as he sat next to Pan's bedside in the hospital

"If I only listened to you, how much you loved me, none of this would of happened" Tears falling down his eyes

"Panny I love you, I never want to lose you, please don't leave me"

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Oh when you kiss me
I know you miss me
And when you're with me
The world just goes away
The way you hold me
The way you show me that you
adore me- oh when you kiss me
Oh yeah

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"This is the Part I ask you to marry me" Trunks said

Pan's eyes went wide "are you serious,you want to marry me"

"Pan I made a promise, to marry you when you woke up, I'm not renegging on my promise" He smiled and kissed her

"So what do you say, Will you be my wife"

Tears formed in her eyes "Oh Trunks, I love you so much" she cried as she hugged him tightly

"This is a yes I presume" Trunks laughed

"Yes, Yes, of course it's a yes" She said excitedly

Those words made Trunks' heart jump with joy "we need to tell everyone"

"Not now Trunks I just want to savior this moment" She said

"Alright" Trunks lied down next to her taking her into his arms "Trunks I hope we stay like this forever" she said as she fell asleep

"Me to Panny, Me too" He gently kissed her and he to fell asleep.

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And when you kiss me
I know you miss me
Oh, the world just goes away
When you kiss me

*********************************flashback

Two days after they married, Pan went up to Trunks

"Told you we would be married just you and me" She said as she lightly kissed him

Trunks smiled "you did Pan Chan You did"

******************************************************end of flashback



when the song ended the Funeral director went back up, "Now Pan's Husband Trunks Vegeta Briefs would like to read a poem to his wife

"Hello I would like to recite a poem to my wife, (the poem is called To my Dear and Loving Husband,by 17th century poet Anne Bradstreet, I just altered some of it to fit the story) It is called To my Dear and loving wife.

If ever two were one then we
If ever a woman was loved by a husband than thee;
If ever a husband was happy in a woman,
Compare with me, ye men, if you can.
I prize thy love more than whole mines of gold
Or all the riches that the East doth hold.
My love for thee, give recompense
Thy love is such I can no way repay,
The heavens reward thee, manifold I pray.
Then while we live, in love let's so preservere
That when we love no more, we may live ever


Thankyou" Trunks quietly said as he took his seat, noticing the faces of people, not a dry eye was there.


"That poem was lovely Trunks" Bulma said as she hugged him tightly

"I miss her mom, I miss her so much"

Gohan took the podium next.

"You're probably wondering why is he up there, it's not like he cares, he probably rather be off somewhere getting high" Gohan smiled.

"you know what, You're right, I would rather be off somewhere getting high, to forget all the pain and heartache, But someone told me
never give up hope on anything, and that person was Pan, My little girl, She told me that there is always hope in everything we do, That as eartlings we always tend to take the easy way out of life, Pan never thought her self a mere eartling no she Prided her self a saiyan, A saiyan that never gave into to Temptation, a saiyan that was Proud of her heritage, unlike me, she always looked at the bright side of everything, She was a fighter, until she fell into her coma, but even in there she fought for what she wanted, She was my little Pan Chan fighting for the love of her life. She was the one who forced me to check my self into rehab, but Ironically she was the one reason I started using again, No I don't blame her for my actions, I just wish that my Panny was here with me again" Gohan finished up.


The funeral director looked around "Is there anyone else that would like to say anything"


Gohan looked around "Hey Bulma, Where's Videl"


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SHARPNERS AND ERASA'S HOUSE

"She wont come out" Erasa told her husband


"Maybe we should call Gohan, I mean he is still her husband"

"Yeah, I know their divorce hasn't been fianlized yet, but do you think we should call him"

"Erasa, she is drinking her self into depression, She could kill her self at this wait" Sharpener said concened for his friend.

"She lost everything, Her home, Her Husband and her daughter"

Both Erasa and Sharpener wondered if Videl would ever come out of her bedroom.

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THE MILLERS PAN'S ROOM

"She turned you down," Rebecca asked.


"Yeah she said that she felt a strong bond towars someone, but she didn't know who" Jackson said


"A bond?"


"Yeah and I promised that we would help her remember"


Jackson sat down on Pan's bed, he accidentally kicked a box

"What's this?

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A/N; THIS IS WHERE I WILL END THIS CHAPTER, READ AND REVIEW, JUST WHAT WAS THE BOX THAT JACKSON KICKED.
TO FIND OUT READ CHAPTER 39, DO I REMEMBER?