Fan Fiction / Ah My Goddess Fan Fiction ❯ Episode 1: The Past Is Present Directors Cut ❯ Chapter 6

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He rolled off the bed and put his clothes back on. “Joshua” he turned and she dug her fingers into the side of his skull, taking out one of his eyeballs. He yelled in pain as he clutched the bleeding socket where his eye used to be “Ahh fuck, you bitch!!!” she said nothing and waved her hand. He felt his hold on reality wain as he collapsed to the floor.

Back at the temple, Urd was approaching the den when a flaming circle appeared in the middle of the room. As the flames dissipated, Urd noticed a person was lying on the ground, quivering in a heap, naked. Urd approached the person and with a knot in her stomach, as she realized who it was “BELLDANDY, come here, now!!!!” she shouted as she cradled Joshua in her arms. She started crying as she noticed an empty bleeding socket where his left eye used to be, as well as five bloody gashes across his cheek and a broken arm. Belldandy and the others arrived into the room and Keiichi had to cover Skuld’s eyes so she couldn’t see what a mess Josh was in. “what happened, big sister?” asked Belldandy as she came over to them with a towel. She held him close and said “I don’t know, but I have a pretty good idea as to who did this” “Who?” asked Belldandy as she took a damp cloth and cleaned some of the blood off of his face. “Urd?” asked Josh weakly “yes, I’m here, just rest now Josh. You’re back at the temple now, you’re safe” she barely managed to say as a tear fell from her cheek “Urd?” “Yes Josh?” “I’m scared” her eyes widened before she hugged him closer to her bosom. He closed his eye and fell asleep as Urd picked him up and carried him into her room and laid him down in the futon on the floor. She put her hands together in front of her bosom and chanted a healing spell, healing his wounds on his face and repairing his broken arm, as well as slowly regenerating his missing eye but she could not for a scar that ran on the top and bottom of his eye area, before she collapsed and fell asleep next to him.

[Joshua’s P.O.V]
I awoke with a pain in my head like my brain had been smashed into pieces by a sledgehammer and put back by midgets who got it wrong. I shook my head and stood up. As I walked to the door, the room was suddenly engulfed in darkness. I scanned the room as I noticed a man step out of the shadows. I turned my head and saw that the man looked an awful lot like Malcolm Reynolds, from the television show "Firefly". He started to walk towards me he stopped three feet in front of me, so I could see his eyes, which were cat-like in appearance. He put his hand out and said and said “hello Joshua, as you have no doubt guessed, my name is Joawil. Unlike others you know of, I don’t exist yet. I am the result of the darkness and shadows building in the deepest part of your subconscious and the light from within you that you have been cut from. I have power over darkness and shadows, as well as the type of dark magic that both heaven and hell fear, walk with me” he said as the room changed to reveal a massive garden.


Back at the temple, it was late at night on the next day and Urd was getting worried “he should’ve woken by now” Belldandy turned to her and said “I know. I want to check his mind. I think something has happened” Urd nodded and said “sure”. Belldandy knelt behind his head and put her hands on both sides of his head. Her marking on her forehead lit up for a minute, before she let go of his head and said “Urd, his mind is gone” her eyes widened in horror, before Belldandy smiled and said “don’t worry nee-san, it’s not permanent. I sense a change in him is coming. Something really big and important for all of us, and I have a feeling it will mainly concern you two”. Right At that moment, his body began to levitate into the air. Belldandy and Urd stood back and watched as shadows began to form on Joshua's body. The shadows transformed into four rings, two on each wrist, as well as a dark version of the mask of shadows appearing on his chest. A black mask formed on his face, covering his eyes. He floated back to the ground so he was standing, his head slouched to one side and his eyes closed. Urd cautiously approached Josh's unconcious form and was about to say something when Josh's head rose and they saw a blue flame flicker in his eyes. he began to speak in a voice which definietly wasn't his "greetings Verthandi, norn of the present and Urd, norn of the past" "how do you know our names?" asked Belldandy as Urd prepared to fight. Josh\Joawil turned to Urd and said calmly "there is no need, Urd. i have come not to harm anyone currently residing at the temple, i only am here to tell you that Joshua's fine. as Verthandi has no doubt said, Joshua's undergoing a transformation, unleashing his darkness from inside his heart, making it re-awaken his magic power and abilities" "re-awaken?, what do you mean? what is he?" his head slumped and Josh's body softly laid down onto the bed. "what the hell was that?" "let's go and get some rest and discuss this in the morning" Belldandy said as she yawned "alright Belldandy, goodnight" said Urd as they went to their rooms.

[Joshua's P.O.V]
i awoke with a pain in my head as i sat up. when i did, i saw that i was dressed in a pair of black pants, black buttoned-up trenchcoat and i was wearing a pair of sunglasses as well "what the hell is going on now?" i murmered to myself as i stood up. i looked up and saw two figures fighting in the night sky. i could see them approach me. i almost made it out of the way but as they collided with me, for a brief second i could see something familiar about the dark clad person. i awoke again as i realized who it was. it was me.

Josh yelled out as he woke up. he sat up and breathed heavily as Urd, Belldandy and Keiichi ran to the room "Josh, are you okay?" Urd asked as she entered the room and approached him. she sat down next to him and he suddenly grabbed hold of her, hugging her as he kissed her passionately. "as i asked, are you okay?" he let go and said "i'm fine, i'm just really happy to see you. that's all" he said as he let her go "that's good to know. Josh, how about tonight we just watch television, just have a nice quiet night between the two of us?" he felt a bit apprehensive and the reply that came out of his mouth before he could think of a reply was "sorry, i need to do something" he stood up, grabbed his jacket and put it on as he left the room and headed to the temple entrance,leaving urd and the others to mull over his actions.

while he was in the city, he stood at the roof of the nekomi tower, overlooking the city "you know, you know what she did to you" "yeah, so?" "why don't you kill that bitch?" "i just can't face her, not yet" he thought, clearly getting pissed off with the smart-arsed voice in his head "y'know what smart arse? fuck you, i don't need your shit" he said aloud. he rose to his feet with fists clenched before he let out a cry and collapsed to his knees and cried <thanks a lot hild; i really wanted to be weak again> he thought as he sobbed before he looked out over the city. he looked around and spied someone ontop another building, looking at him so he turned and swore he saw urd. he wiped his eyes and turned and entered the elevator <well no more, i won't be weak anymore> he swore to himself as the elevator went down the side of the tower. he exited and began to walk towards the mall


half an hour later, he returned with a boxing bag. he went out to the backyard and tied it to the roof of the shed. he pulled off the jacket he was wearing and threw it next to the radio which finished playing "straight out of line" by godsmack and was about to to play "Keep Away" also by Godsmack. he wrapped some tape around his hands and walked over to the bag. as the song began to play, he started thumping the bag...

Sickness spilling through your eyes
Craving everything you thought was alive, yeah
Stab me in heart again, ah yeah
Drag me through your wasted life, are you forever dead?

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me
Keep away from me

Twistin' everything around that you say, yeah!
Smack me in my mouth 200 times every other day
Rag me, I don't hear you anymore, not yet
Find out what it means to me, I don't know who you are

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me
Keep away from me

thoughts of Urd and when they made love filled his mind, making him smile

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me

Yeah!

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Oh!

but not before Urd in his thoughts changed into Hild and when she'd raped him.

Draggin' on so lonely, aren't you tired baby? Yeah!
Breathing life into your lungs are you immune to me?
Immune to me
Immune to me
Immune to me
Maybe yeah yeah yeah!

as he thought of what she did, he began thumping the boxing bag even harder.

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me
Keep away from me

Do like I told you
Stay away from me
Never misunderstand me

Ahhh. Yeah!
Keep away from me
Oh yeah!
Never misunderstand me
Never misunderstand me
Never misunderstand me
Ahhh. Yeah

Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!
Yeah!


as the song finished, he saw that his fists were bruised and bloody, and he heard a voice ask "josh, what happened, who hurt you?" he looked up to see Urd, she had a face etched with concern and worry. he turned away and said in anger "NO ONE, ALRIGHT" as he repeatedly punched the table into a pile of twisted metal and threw it into the wall "Josh" she asked again before he interrupted, saying coldly "it was your mother hild. she fucking raped me" he said as a tear began to fall from his cheek. he fell against the bench and urd saw a tear fall and land on the bench, lit by the afternoon sunlight.

the scene shot at her heart as she saw what he was now, contrary to what he was then, before the incident. in her entire existence, she'd seen the evils of the world. hitler, vietnam, both world wars and saddam hussain's dictatorship and it disgusted her that the mortals were capable of such things. but this evil was different, it was an evil on another level, affecting someone she was in love with, and also made love to.

she approached him "come here" she said as she stretched her arms out and held him. "c'mon, let it all out" she said as she comforted him, with him crying into her bosom. Urd looked down to him as she sang:

Broad horizon as I walk from your embrace

What I feel is nothing but the taste of you

I get buried in your mouth

I fall in,

I don't care if I can't climb out

Look at the moon but I see only you

I'm days away,

I'm a woman in a caravan

By the sea

Waving at the old folks waving at me

I'll fall for you

When I get on and shake my pride

I'll call on you

We can do better than I am tonight

Be strong and you'll get strength back

Feed the fire and you'll get warmth back

I'm walking the plank,

edging out,

see the drop

If I take a new step will you follow or stop?

I look back from the ocean beneath to your eyes

To your eyes

Broad horizon as I walk from your embrace

What I feel is nothing

But the taste of you

I get buried in your mouth

Are we in it together now?

I'll fall for you

When I get on and shake my pride

I'll call on you

We can do better than I am tonight

Be strong and you'll get strength back

Feed the fire and you'll get warmth back

If you've got any doubt

I'll cast them out

I feel you close around me,

I'm living for two

I'll fall for you

When I get on and shake my pride

I'll call on you

We can do better than I am tonight

For you

When I get on and shake my pride

I'll call on you

We can do better than I am tonight


as she finished, Urd kissed him and lingered for a minute, before she said "i will never leave you, never. don't you ever think that. period." he haphazardly smiled and said "thank you Urd. i truly love you. i've always thought of you as the light even in my darkest depths. my saviour from the demons of my past" he sighed and added "what do we do about your mother and what she did to me?" "i will speak to father and we will try to figure out what to do, alright? but for now, i won't leave, not until you're ready to head inside. i will always be with you, right to the very end of our days" so they stayed with each other in the shed, silently enjoying each others company and occasionally talking to each other. night came, so they left the shed and entered the house. an hour later, Belldandy called them all for dinner. they sat down and began eating. during dinner, Belldandy stopped and asked "Joshua, what happened to you when you were kidnapped?, we were so worried about you" he began to shift uncomfortably under their gaze, looking away from them to urd, showing her with his eyes that he was scared. Urd saw this and decided to step in "he'd rather not talk about it now" she said as she picked him up and said to him "let's go and watch some television, get your mind off things" he nodded and they left to her room. Urd sat on the bed and Josh laid with his head in her lap. she turned the tv on and it showed the opening credits of the show "Firefly", they watched the pilot episode entitled "serenity" and fell asleep in each others arms.

Josh opened his eyes the next morning to see a face staring back at him. he jumped back and the face stood back, revealing a beautiful young woman. she looked about 20-22 years of age and had the same blue triangles on her face as Urd except her forehead marking was of a blue diamond. she also had light coloured skin, short black hair and something resembling a two-piece bathing suit and two light brown leather gloves. she outstretched her arm as she sat down and helped him up. "hello, my names Peorth, you must be Joshua payne, urd told me all about you" she said as she flexed suggestivly, letting her breasts bounce to his gaze. he blushed as he tried to move away, but fell on his ass. Urd approached the scene and said "Peorth? took you long enough" Peorth turned to Urd and said "so this is him huh?" she nodded and Peorth added "looks kinda cute, i can see why you like him. best be careful Urd, i might try to steal him" she finished, giggling.

Urd grimaced and said "are we going to do this or not?" at that moment, Josh had stood up and was dusting himself off when he asked "do what?" Urd smiled slyly and said "lover boy, you get to go to bed with both of us" Josh froze in fear and started to back away, until Peorth got behind him and held him, saying into his ear "it's alright Joshua, neither one of us is Hild so relax and and enjoy it. we'll do it gently so you feel comfortable, alright?" he stopped and sighed, saying "alright" so they went to his room and Urd pushed him down onto his bed. he took in a deep breath as Urd removed his pants and Peorth removed his shirt while she french kissed him. Urd removed his underpants and his member arose from its cloth prison and almost smacked Urd in the face. she looked at it with a grin and said slyly "looks like someone likes me" as she took his cock into her mouth. he groaned as she kissed and licked it a few times, then she thrust it halfway down her throat, her mouth rising and falling rapidly on his member. Josh pulsed and throbbed in her grasp, and mouth. Urd focused all her attention on his manhood as he saw Peorth slowly remove her jacket, then her top half of her suit, exposing her beautiful bouncing bosom, with her nipples errected. Peorth laid over him, letting her breasts hang over his face. he blindly lifted a hand up and grabbed one, massaging it while the other grabbed her other breast and stuck it into his mouth, suckling it like a newborn baby. Peorth moaned and felt that she was getting damp downstairs, so she thought to herself "damn he's good" so she took her breast from out of his mouth. he groaned in protest but not before he saw what she was doing. she grabbed the sides of her suit bottom and brought it down, exposing her rear and her damp pubic area. Urd felt his shaft twitch before it fired a wet and sticky volley of cum down her throat. she managed to swallow most of it but some of it dribbled down her lips as she removed his member from her mouth with an audible POP!!. Peorth smiled and said "my turn" as she approached him. Urd removed her clothes and sat down above his head, so it was between her legs. she laid back and exposed her damp pussy, saying "cum" here" so he turned his head over, crawled to her and laid his head between her legs and opened her flower before he dived in with his tounge, making Urd squeal in delight. while that was happening, Peorth laid next to them and had grabbed one of her breasts and was massaging it, while she buried two fingers inside herself, massaging her pussy. Urd came first, with a soft yell and then Peorth, her sex clutching madly at her fingers. Peorth went over to them and Josh kneeled behind her while Urd was recovering from her orgasm.

Peorth raised her ass into the air like a sacrifice and Josh penetrated her. Peorth gasped at the size of his cock as it penetrated inside her and broke her virgin barrier "you're a virgin as well?, well you learn something new every day" Josh asked in amazment as he plunged further in "yep" said Peorth as she moaned in delight. when he was fully inside Peorth, he began pumping away. she could feel her orgasm rising within her as he rode her. she started squealing as she orgasmed, turning her pussy into a milking machine on his cock, making him shoot his load inside her love tunnel. luckily for them, there was a barrier stopping entry and noise, as Peorth practically screamed in an orgasmic frenzy. Josh withdrew and was panting heavily as he laid against the wall "damn....... you guys.... too much..." he said between breaths. both women looked to him, smiled and giggled while Urd got on her hands and knees as she crawled towards him. he took in a deep breath and said "batter up", she sat on him with her legs either side of his waist and wrapped her arms around him as she sank onto his member.

Urd felt her pussy stretch to accommodate him as she bounced on his lap, as they pumped each other. both of their bodies were sweating as they joined each other in their panting and moaning. they kissed each other passionately as Urd rested her head on his shoulder before they rolled onto the floor. Urd gasped and moaned as he pumped her harder. he stopped for a moment, taking in the sight below him: Urd had her eyes closed and breathing heavily. her hair was splayed all around her head and she opened her eyes to see him looking at her "what?" she asked. he shook his head and said "my goddess, so beautiful. i love you" before he began pumping away. he kissed her passionately as she screamed in delight. she finally came, screaming before he came as well, shooting his seed inside her love canal. everyone was exhausted as he withdrew and collapsed against the wall. Peorth and Urd struggled but managed to crawl over to Josh, Peorth saying "did you like that?" he nodded as he took both of them into his arms and they laid there, bathing in the aftermath of their activites.

half an hour later, josh got to his feet and put his clothes back on, creeping out of the room and eventually out of the temple and into the dodge after putting his boots and jacket on.