Fan Fiction ❯ Book for This Life ❯ Lost Reality ( Chapter 8 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: catty luv 
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Drama / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.08.2005 | Updated On: 03.31.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 349 | Visits: 152 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): / Drama / Angst | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 02.08.2005 | Updated On: 03.31.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 349 | Visits: 152 | Status: Completed
This was originaly not placed here, it was it's own story thingy, but then I remembered Book for this Life. I thought to myself, you idiot. So, it is going here....Yeah...Well, enjoy! ^_^
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As I lie in my bed, covers pushed off and body curled together some, my eyes are blank.
Through my eyes I see darkness, no light anywhere.
Even though I am dressed, I feel so naked in the dark.
I make no movement, my mind the only thing that has my attention.
I feel nothing, like every nerve in me was gone, not there, like they never were.
I hear the silence, it eating at me like a cancer, burning my ears, as I don’t even hear my breath.
The world around me has vanished; it’s gone, disappeared.
I’m lost in my head, lost in my mind, my escape from reality.
It’s like I’ve died, my mind lost in this world, as my reality is destroyed, shattered.
I am alone here, but I see so many things, yet I do not.
I am seeing images yet only pitch black.
I guess I have died, I do not breathe, nor do I move, I have lost my reality, lost it all.
I feel just like a doll, motionless, so un alive, yet not. In my head I hear words, they are my own.
‘I am gone, I am lost, I have disappeared, my end has come, this is my fate, this is what I have been brought to.’
I suddenly feel nothing, see or hear nothing.
My mind is completely blank, black and so very dark.
I feel cold, then nothing, just nothing.
I have passed on, with my eyes wide and so very white and pale.
I have disappeared, never to be seen or heard from.
I have died, lost in my own world…
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~*~
As I lie in my bed, covers pushed off and body curled together some, my eyes are blank.
Through my eyes I see darkness, no light anywhere.
Even though I am dressed, I feel so naked in the dark.
I make no movement, my mind the only thing that has my attention.
I feel nothing, like every nerve in me was gone, not there, like they never were.
I hear the silence, it eating at me like a cancer, burning my ears, as I don’t even hear my breath.
The world around me has vanished; it’s gone, disappeared.
I’m lost in my head, lost in my mind, my escape from reality.
It’s like I’ve died, my mind lost in this world, as my reality is destroyed, shattered.
I am alone here, but I see so many things, yet I do not.
I am seeing images yet only pitch black.
I guess I have died, I do not breathe, nor do I move, I have lost my reality, lost it all.
I feel just like a doll, motionless, so un alive, yet not. In my head I hear words, they are my own.
‘I am gone, I am lost, I have disappeared, my end has come, this is my fate, this is what I have been brought to.’
I suddenly feel nothing, see or hear nothing.
My mind is completely blank, black and so very dark.
I feel cold, then nothing, just nothing.
I have passed on, with my eyes wide and so very white and pale.
I have disappeared, never to be seen or heard from.
I have died, lost in my own world…
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