Fan Fiction ❯ Innocence: The Black Bunny ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

Innocence the Black Bunny, Chapter 3

About a week after I broke down when I confessed most of my life to Munemori, Munemori got better. During the week, he had gotten worse but then better. It varied from day to day; he couldn't even get out of bed. But, at the end of the week, he was fine. He didn't feel sick at all and he even made me breakfast one morning. I had cancelled all my gigs and practices for the next month, I wasn't up to going. Not after I relived my past. I wasn't like I usually was, in fact I could say that I was my old self again. The person that Munemori knew was a fake, it was the disguise that Shiro had taught me and now it was gone. I wasn't going to bring it back.

Munemori had noticed the change as well, and he was honest in saying that he liked the real me better than the one he had gotten to know. I was almost insulted before I realized that I agreed with him.

It was then that I remembered about the package I had nearly tripped over. Munemori found it first.

"Hey Zeshin, when did this come?" He asked me. I was sitting in the living room on the couch, doing absolutely nothing. I wasn't up to doing anything and Munemori had noticed that too. I think he began to worry about me eventually.

"Oh. About a week ago." I said. I was slightly detached from the situation. Munemori sat next to me and kissed me suddenly. I was shocked back into the world of reality with his kiss. Not that it was a bad thing. It was a very good thing.

When I kissed him back he pulled away and I nearly whimpered.

"Welcome back." He grinned at me. I smiled in response. "Are you going to open this now?" He asked. I nodded and took the package from him. I stood up to go look out the window, I was compelled to for some reason.

I felt like ripping the package open, to try and get rid of some of the rage I was feeling, and had been feeling since that talk with Munemori.

I tore open the packaging and took out what was inside. I nearly fainted.

Innocence.

It wasn't new like the other packages, this was the exact same bunny. It was even slightly worn on the spot where I used to continuously pet its head.

I dropped the box in shock and stepped away from the window. I note fell on the floor and I bent to pick it up.

I've finally found you. You're going to wish you never left me, brother. -Yuichi

I paled. Munemori was asking me what was wrong, but I couldn't speak.

There was another note on the back.

You better be careful, your brother won't just take it out on you. You're in trouble, Zeshin .- ???

I got upset. I ran around the apartment, closing and locking all the windows, shutting the blinds and making sure the door was locked. Munemori was following me the whole time, trying to get me to tell him what was wrong. I still couldn't speak, so when I was done, I handed him the note. He paled as well and wrapped me in an embrace. I had to tell him, he deserved to know the details.

So I told him. Everything, with every last detail I could manage to give. I was crying considerably when I was finished and Munemori and I had taken a seat on the floor when I couldn't hold myself up any longer. Munemori gently rocked me, trying to soothe me as I cried into his shoulder.

After about ten minutes, Munemori made an odd suggestion.

"I think you should go to your practice today, to get your mind off things." He said. I looked up at him and shot him a confused look. "I know it's strange, but you have to trust me. Singing always made you feel better, and I think you need it right now." He said. I forced a small smile and nodded. The two of us got off the floor and Munemori guided me to the door.

"Go alone, I'll call and tell them you're coming. Now go and don't argue." Munemori said. He smiled and practically shoved me out the door.

I hesitantly made my way to the studio we practiced at. I wondered if the others would notice the change. I considered bringing back the fake me, but I didn't have the strength, they'd just have to deal with it.

"Hey Zeshin! Mune just called!" Shiori said happily as I finally made my way into the studio.

"Yeah, he said he would. He insisted that I come to get my mind off other things." I said. But no grin followed like it usually would. I somehow felt...smaller. Younger almost, like I was still only fourteen.

"Are you alright, Zeshin?" Soshu asked me. I waved the question away with my hand.

"Let's just get started, alright?" I asked, seriously. I knew that everyone sensed something was wrong, but they didn't ask.

We started up, we were singing some song that Shiori and I sang together, but the whole time my mind was wandering.

Your brother won't just take it out on you...

I froze at the thought. I had been so upset that I hadn't known what that meant until now. I stopped singing.

"Zeshin? Are you alright?" Shiori asked. I thought about the note over and over until I realized the meaning.

"Munemori!" I shouted. Then I bolted from the studio and ran home. My brother meant to hurt Munemori.

Please...Don't let him hurt Mune. He's all I have...But...Yuichi wrote the first note, so who wrote the second...? I thought. But I was too rushed to figure it out, all I knew was that I had to get back home.

I ran to the elevator and pushed the button for my floor. When it finally reached it, I ran out of it and headed to our apartment. The door was unlocked, but Munemori knew I didn't have my key so he always left it unlocked if he was home alone. I walked inside. It was quiet, like it normally is when I came home. I relaxed a bit and shut the door behind me. I walked into the living room to look for Munemori, but he wasn't there. Then I was roughly grabbed from behind, a hand covering my mouth. I kicked and tried to escape, but whoever had me, was a lot stronger, even though I had worked out a lot since I got here. I was bigger than I used to be, but still relatively small in comparison to some. The person dragged me into the bedroom and I stilled in shock. Yuichi was there, he had Munemori tied to a chair and was playing with his hair. I was slightly relieved when I saw that Munemori still had his clothing. But I wanted to know who the person holding me was.

"Dear brother...How good of you to join us. I'm sure you know my lover; the one holding you. You can let him go now, but shut the door and block it so he can't escape." Yuichi said. I felt my captor release me, and then hurry to the door. I heard the 'click' as something locked it. Munemori and I didn't put a lock on our door so it must be something they brought. I ran to Munemori's side and hugged him. He couldn't hug back because he was tied to the chair, but he rested his head one my shoulder.

"Aw, isn't that sweet. Doesn't it also seem...familiar, Yuichi?" The other man asked. I knew the voice. I turned around and saw someone with shocking red hair and blue eyes.

"Shiro..." I said.

"Of course. Who else do you know from your past?" He asked. He grinned at me then walked over to Yuichi's side, leaning against him and kissing his neck. I turned away, disgusted.

"Are these them, Zeshin?" Munemori whispered. I nodded and I hear Yuichi chuckle.

"You know, your boyfriend here is very cooperative. He let us in without knowing who we were." Yuichi said. I glared at him and he pretended not to notice. Then I remembered that Yuichi said the one holding me was his lover...Shiro.

"What do you want?" I spat. I went to untie Munemori, but Shiro was suddenly at my side, holding me back.

"It wasn't very nice of you to run away, Zeshin. How mean. It took a long time to find you." Yuichi answered. "I miss my little toy." He said. I heard Shiro chuckle and felt him lick my cheek. I frowned in disgust.

"Now, now. You might want to listen to us, because we have your ever-so-sweet lover tied up. We could always use him instead." Yuichi threatened. I sighed.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"You'll see. Shiro." He commanded, I felt Shiro nod and then I was lifted and dropped onto the bed, lying on my stomach, with Shiro straddling my lower back.

"Seem familiar, Zesh?" Yuichi asked. I didn't respond. Shiro stayed where he was and Yuichi walked to another part of the room, then came back with something that he placed on the nightstand so that I could see it.

Innocence.

"How about now, lover?" Shiro asked. I growled in anger and annoyance. I didn't want him to call me 'lover'. I wasn't his anymore. I was with Munemori and he was with my brother. Why couldn't they just leave me alone? "You should appreciate this, it took a while for us to plan it. We had to follow you to see where you went."

"Then you were...Those two in the bathroom at the restaurant!" I said. I heard the two of them laugh, obviously admitting it.

"So that was you two in there?" Shiro asked. I didn't have to see him to know that he was grinning. "I thought so. It's hard to miss your lovely hair." He said. As he spoke he stroked my hair once.

"Get off of me." I said.

"I don't think that you're really in a position to be ordering us around, Zeshin." Shiro warned. "Especially when we have your lovely boyfriend over there." Shiro pointed to Munemori. I was surprised at how silent he was being.

"Mune?" I called. He lifted his head, but he was paler than normal. "Mune, what's wrong?" I was worried. I didn't want him to get sick again.

"I'm not sick...don't worry." He whispered. I could tell by the silence, that Yuichi and Shiro were confused.

"What are you two talking about?" Yuichi asked.

"It's none of your business." I heard Munemori snap. That also surprised me. Munemori doesn't normally snap at people like that, he's usually so calm about most things. Unfortunately, my brother doesn't like it when people snap. He slapped him. He slapped Munemori. The blow sent his head sideways.

"Your lover really is beautiful. I think we'll have fun with the two of you." Yuichi said.

"But you said-!" I protested. I was cut off when Shiro grabbed my hair and pulled, lifting my head. Shiro whispered in my ear.

"None of that matters. You can't stop us." Then he attached his lips to my neck, grinding his erection slowly against my lower back. I held back a moan, but couldn't keep my eyes open. I didn't see what happened to Munemori, all I heard was a cry. My eyes flew open and I saw Munemori impaled by my brother. Tears were running freely down his face. You can't enter Munemori without stretching him first, he's too tight. The good thing was that my brother just sat there, with Munemori on his lap. Then he began pulling the same stunt that he pulled with me. The comfort, he was rubbing Munemori's now naked thighs and gently kissing his neck.

"You bastard!" I yelled. Then I began to cry again. Cry for Munemori and for all those years I where I had been stuck in his situation. While I was wrapped up in my tears, Shiro removed my clothes. I didn't care anymore, I decided to let them do what they wanted to me, they'd already hurt me enough to last my entire life.

"Zeshin..." I heard Munemori's weak whisper. "I'm so sorry..." I knew he must have been apologizing for letting the two of them in. I shook my head.

"Don't apologize, I-" Before I could finish, a scream tore through me as Shiro roughly thrust inside of me. Unlike my brother, Shiro didn't have any patience. As much as it hurt, I could only be glad that Shiro was with me and not Munemori. Shiro thrust inside me and I tried to hold back my screams. I succeeded until he hit my prostate and I moaned. I could hear Munemori whimpering, in pain and disbelief as I moaned the whole time Shiro thrust inside of me.

"Mune...so sorry." Then I came and passed out. The force of my climax and emotional pain making me too exhausted. I felt Shiro fall on top of me and the last thing I saw before I blacked out...was my bunny.