Fan Fiction ❯ Poetry section ❯ Filthy Sin ( Chapter 21 )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

If this is is what you
Want
Who am I to be the
One to stop
You?
Just know
I won't be there
When you need me
To
Hold and to
Cry on
I'll watch you fall
As you did me
I'll laugh when
You hit the
Ground
Just like you did
After all
Isn't it called something
like
'Fair play'
Don't scream and
Don't shout
We were never close
Not one bit
You cried on my shoulder
Because I was there
And no one else was
Willing
To bear the weight
Of your over sized
Head
And your over dramatic
Speeches
Because all you do
Is place
A weight on our shoulders
That is as heavy
As the weight
Of the whole fucking world
You trust me
To rub your back
And watch it
For treason
That is the same as the ones
You commit yourself
I don't care
About the way he left
Or the new girlfriend your
Mother has got
What about me
My parents fight more often
Than not and
I hear my mother's
'Ows'
More clearly
Than my father shouts
'Listen to me, woman!'
He won't let me walk down the block
To see my friends
Afraid, worried about
All the 'crazy' people
I don't want pity
And I don't want to give
Pity
To anyone anymore
I just want
To close my eyes
And open them again
To a world
Where waving hello
Will never be consider
A filthy
Sin.