Fan Fiction ❯ Poetry section ❯ In All My Bitterness ( Chapter 23 )

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In All My Bitterness

In all my bitterness

I still care

In all my cold-shoulders

I still wonder

Every night

Over

Whether I'll see you tomorrow

Or if your funeral will be

The very next day

I still wonder

If you remember

To count all the days without

A single cut

And the promise

To call me

When in emotional distress

I still wonder

Will you be there

To let me hold you

And tell you everything

Will be okay

Whether tomorrow

You'll not only bring your CD

For me to borrow but

Whether you'll bring yourself

For me cheer up

I still wonder

If at this very moment

That blade is in your hands

Instead of that phone

And your wrists is red

And pink

Instead of white and pale

Unbroken and untouched

That instead of the thoughts

'Why am I here'

Running inside your head

'Just gotta call Alyssa'

Will prompt you to dial
My number is always free

Even if we no longer are friends

I still reserve my time

So you, I can save

And the rest of your world

Will exist

For just another

Single

Day