Fan Fiction ❯ Shatters of a Heart ❯ Part 3 ( Chapter 3 )

Shatters of a Heart

~By Lovely-chan~

He stood up to leave, but I wanted him to stay more than I could even tell so I watched him walk to the door and I suddenly ran to stop him from leaving. I grabbed him from behind wrapping my arms around his waist and pressing my face to his back. "Don't go! Please don't go Kouin…stay with me. Stay with me tonight!" He didn't answer my plea, but I felt his muscles tighten while he moved his hands to mines trying to release himself from my embrace but I didn't let go.
"I can't."
"Please…let me love you. Let me show you how much I love you. You deserved to be loved and all I have is love for you. Let me heal your wounded heart, just give me a chance-…and open your heart to a real love. I know I can make you happy. I know you can learn to love me…so please stay."
"I can't make love to you…I just can't."
"You don't have to…just hold me, that's enough."
"I don't know…"
"If you only let me love you, nurse you, cuddle you in my arms…you are so in need of just like I am. You and I are the same, always looking for love, someone able to love us…but…I am right here my love…right here beside you."
"Yutaka…you love me that much?"
"Yes."

I was still glued to his back when I felt his gentle touch softly loosing my hands from his waist. He turned around to face me but my face was down bath in tears. He brushed his fingers through my hair then lifted my chin. "I'll stay…but I can only hold you, please don't ask for more. I am not ready."
"That's enough for me. Thank you." I couldn't believe he said yes, but it made me so happy to know I would have him near me all night just like we used to sleep together when we were children.
He gently washed the tears from my face staring lovingly to my green eyes. "Don't cry for me any more." Then he kissed my eyelids with the sweetest and softest touch from his tender lips. I almost fainted with the lovely feeling of his lips and the taste of his breath, but then he let go and lay on the bed. I was going to do the same when he looked at me smiling. "Aren't you changing those clothes? Jeans are not comfy, you know"
I laughed at my foolishness, but what does he expect? I was losing control of my sanity with his angelic self, so I ran to get something nice to wear, after all, not every night I had my man over. I took a warm bath and quickly got ready for him. I wore only the navy-blue satin pants my boss gave as a gift the Christmas before, I never though I would use them since I had no one to dress up for, but I didn't wear the shirt. I didn't like it and wanted to show off my newly firm abs I worked out just for him.

I walked slowly toward him, I could feel his gaze all over me steady and calmed. "Nice abs, Yuyu." I smiled; he noticed and that's all I wanted, for him to like me and I know he did.

Only a small lamp illuminated the scene of our cuddling bodies in the dark. I lay my head on his firm tight chest letting one hand touch the inside of his clothes where a soft tender nipple was hidden. My other hand curiously tangled on his silky brown hair then he grabbed me and placed me in a more comfortable place for him, sliding one of my legs between his.
The feeling of his strong arms around my hips weren't allowing me to sleep adding the thigh stubbing on my crotch that wouldn't let myself calm. The smell of his sand colored skin, a mixture of cinnamon with fresh woods, were the last drop of temptation my body could take. I felt dizziness and an urge to touch my dear one stronger than my reasoning. My man was my bed for the night and I was laid on top of him doing nothing but torture myself. As my breathing turned heavier and my heartbeat loosened, my body started to quiver for the excessive desire yearning to be ceased by my angel's confined whirlwind of passion.

I couldn't just hold him anymore, so I made my move and start teasing the small nub below my hand with circling movements from my fingertips as it harden with the slightest touch. My presumptuous mouth searched for his neck and kissed the sensible soft skin, but with only a quick movement from my beloved angel I was put back in my place. "I said no!" Like I didn't remember what he said, but why didn't he try to explain that to my heart and to my restless body pleading for pleasure?

I tried. I tried to stay calm and obey his commands but the intense needs from my body keep yelling at me to take him as mine at once. He slowly put his hands behind his neck opening widely the weird piece of clothing he was wearing, revealing to my eyes his entire upper body. That was it; that was the little nudge I needed to let myself fall inside a sea of inhibits passions. My heart beat like a drum so strong I could feel it in my head and I could have sworn he could hear it, but even if he couldn't he could feel it whipping against his flank. Seconds later there was only darkness; he had turn off the light above us leaving us in complete obscurity, only the tenuous light coming through the windows light up the room.

Now his arms were around me one more time, warm and strong, protecting me from the darkness I was so afraid of. I quiver in his arms, sobbing and nuzzling against the warmness of his skin and he tightened the muscles of his arms squeezing me closer to his chest and caressing the back of my neck; somehow I felt he was allowing me to go on with my previous intent of seduction. "Calm down little one…I don't like to see you like that." He kept squeezing me against his chest even tighter.
"I want you." He said nothing but his tight embrace loosed. "I want you Kouin…I need you. I need you." My hands begin to caress his taut chest while my mouth placed warm and wet kisses along the way to his ears. Nibbling in his ears, thrusting my eager warm tongue inside them I felt a rush through my veins burning up inside letting out my desires. I was surprised with his attitude; he just stayed still like a rock, no sound, and any movement…frozen. But I understood him, this wasn't something he expected or planed and I knew he wasn't sure about it either, so I was going to take the risk and do my best to convince him.

I went down once again, leaving a trace of kisses down his soft warm neck. I licked his hard nipples with torturing, insistent circular movements and at last I could sense some movement from my angel's chest caused by the fluttering of his breathing. He arched his back and excitement grew within me; I handled his soft skin and reached for his lips to ease the desire of feeling his wetness inside. My angel turned his face away when I was about to kiss him nailing a thorn into my heart. His rejection hit me like a truck freeing a drop from my eyes; it slid down my cheek to his and then slid down to his lips. I guess somehow it touched him since he turned back his face to me allowing me to kiss him freely, but his lips were shut, so I limited myself to kiss him without using my tongue. Soft, warm and tender kisses were all I gave my beloved through his heavenly face. His nose, his eyes, his cheeks, his lips were all victims of my loving touch.

I licked the tip of his lips tracing them slowly till he finally open them slightly allowing me to enter my exploring tongue. I toyed with his teeth, his calmed tongue and the walls of his damp cave. I slid down my hand reaching his maleness with my hands, caressing softly the sensible skin under his clothes. He grabbed my hand with his forcing me to squeeze his hardening length and I could feel his trembling body with the touch of my hand on his crotch. He stopped hesitating and tied his tongue with mine in an unbreakable knot of passion and intense desire. An explosion of excitement filled me in a flash as he cupped my head with his long hands sticking our lips feverishly. I was tossing my full length against the tight muscles of his body with my hands now running down his wide back hungrily and his thigh heading up between my legs. I whimpered with the touch of his warmness against my crotch and rubbed myself against him leaving a wet spot on my pants. The heat of the moment was intensifying little by little and our breathing increased, my beloved wasn't holding anymore and seemed to enjoy our little game. I felt both his hands squeezing my buttocks, pushing my hardness further to him and a moan escaped my swollen lips while he started biting on my ears making me madden of desire.

A hot sweaty hand rolled down the inside of my pants grabbing my buttocks firmly while another one pinched my erect nipples. A storm of passion exploded into my bedroom, so strong and heavy our hearts were, that they were about to be blown away. I groaned in excitement as I went wild for the burning touch of my man, so I let him lead taking the bottom of the bed.

His top cloth was gone. I didn't notice when he slides it off revealing the glorious view of his naked and already sweaty chest. He pressed my arms to the sides with his own while his hungry mouth devoured my neck exciting my small figure more than I ever experienced.
As he slid his hands down the sides of my chest a tickling sensation made me twitch and sob while I reached to his ears. Going on with the game, he grabbed the waist of my pants and slid them down easily leaving me completely exposed before his eyes. He examined my body in a stare, analyzing every detail to seek his approval. He licked his lips softly flavoring the tasty dish before him, then bit on his lower lip with the craving. My heartbeats increased as I waited for his approval feeling his gaze burning my skin like a savage fire.

I sensed his tenacious look against my hard length while he lifted one of my legs to his mouth, and he proceeded to lick and suck each of my toes and tickle the floor of my foot while his hand fumble on my thigh. The pressure on my chest was leaving me breathless and the pain in my groin was breaking me in two, so I reached my aching member and started pumping myself softly and when he saw me he pushed my hand away. "Don't!" I accepted his desire even when the pain was driving me crazy, so I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself.

A loving kiss on my belly made me open my eyes and the touch of his hands inside my thighs let out a cry of deep pleasure. His tongue danced heavily on my navel delivering an electrifying current down my spine twitching my body and wailing, as it grew stronger.

My angel spread my legs to the sides lowering his head on my inner thighs placing soft kisses down the way to my crotch. The long provoking licks from his keen tongue erupts the passion from my veins making me punch the side of the bed moaning and panting for the intense yearning of pleasure. "Oh Kouin! Please!" He ignored my pleading and kept sucking my thighs and the lower side of the crevice between my buttocks. "Oh!" I arch my back and he spread my buttocks delivering a long exciting lick inside the walls hiding my entrance. I drowned in a sea of passion and desires, how I loved the dirty tricks from his mouth exploding my veins with lust.

He continued stroking my ass with his tongue, sucking and licking insistently without mercy. I grabbed the sheets on my bed and shut my eyes rocking my hips forward to his face letting a cry break the silence if the night. He moved up to my groin with the same uncontrollable ardor bursting inside him devouring every inch of skin his mouth reached.

I couldn't think anymore, all I could do was feel him, need him, touch him, want him inside me. "Kouin! Kouin!" I grabbed his hair messing it as he licked my length back and forward and he held my shaft with one hand licking in circles the tip of my cock while his other hand juggled with my balls. "Please Kouin, please…suck me! Suck me!" He quickly pleased me and sucked my cock and pumped me with his hand softly. "More! More!"

I felt the warm damp cave of his mouth wrapping my entire length tasting it slowly but hard as he let one pleasant sound escape from his throat. "Humm" I finally heard him express some kind of feeling, a sound of pleasure and enjoyment that was music to my ears. My throat was strangled by excitement, I couldn't even swallow anymore only wail for some air.

He stroked me eagerly again and again, increasing the speed and tightness of his mouth. I moaned like a bitch out of the enormous pleasure I was receiving from my divine creature. How long I had desired him, and he was finally mine. I could sense his excitement on his movements and the intense touching of his hands electrifying my skin.

My muscles tighten, I was about to come, when he suddenly stopped. Frustration was all over my face and my heart wanted to collapse. "Please go on! Please Kouin, please!" He didn't reply, as he has done so far, he opened my legs wider and pushed them against my belly by folding my knees. I was more than exposed to my lover waiting for him to take my excited and vulnerable body.

I was shaking for the intense need to be loved that I had and all he do was stare at my ass and suck on his finger. He pulled it out his mouth and pushed it inside the little rim between my buttocks. "AH!" And then pulls it out and suck on his finger one more time, then enters me again. "Oh! Oh God!"

The movement of his finger inside me was spinning my head, the whole room seemed to be turning around us at the same speed of his penetrating finger. He thrust it inside without stopping his intense movement even once till I finally relax my muscles and he reached to my hardness again. He slid it immediately into his mouth stroking me strongly with his head; his mouth and his finger danced at the same rhythm, like a marching train speeding away. I called his name about a hundred times until I came on his mouth and my angel swallowed the juice of passion overflowing from my shaft; I never expect for him to do so, but it pushed me to the bottom of an endless abyss of love.

Kouin keep moving slowly his hand on my shaft while he released me from the oppressing finger down my ass and his eager mouth. He slumped into my arms hugging me close and laying his face on my neck; he groaned and took a deep breath while he shivered. I notice he was trying to clean his face from the leftovers of my ecstasy and I took his flushing face with my hands to clean it with the white sheets of my bed. He was obviously embarrassed and seemed a little tense, but his tension flied away after a loving kiss I placed on his lips.

He let go of the pressure he was holding inside and kissed me passionately, like he never kissed me before. I felt him mine, completely mine, finally mine. There was love inside him just like I had for him, my divine angel loved me, I was sure he loved me. He quivered as we kissed and I felt his erection poking my thigh. "Take me. Take me Kouin, make one with me."

He squeezed me as he sucked on my ear and groan like a hungry animal, then he kneeled between my legs and extends his arm to pull me on my sit. I touched his skin softly and lowered my hand teasing with my forefinger the arousal between his legs. "Oh!" I rubbed my face against it caressing the hard moist length behind the clothing with my lips. "Uhhh!" I kissed his firm abs and slid down his pants slowly revealing the sweaty flesh beneath the light clothing. I took his long and thick erection in my hands teasing it gently with my fingers, my lips and my tongue. "Yutaka!" He moaned. For the first time his lips pronounced my name and the sounds of his crying voice turned me on even more giving chills all over my skin. "Yutaka!"

I sucked his holy sword gently while he laid his hand on my head with care letting me enjoy the delicious taste of his maleness for a while, then he slowly pushed me down to the bed with his hand holding my neck. He spread my legs once again and starts looking around with a worried face. I guessed what he wanted, so I stretched my arm to the night table grabbing a bottle of oil massage I had from my job. He took the bottle with a relieved sigh and spilled the oil between my buttocks massaging the oil inside the tight ring of muscles with his curious fingers.

He took my hand and spilled some oil in it, no need for explanation, so I rubbed it on his hard length preparing him for me. I let go and laid back staring at his beauty; I wanted to capture his heavenly sight in my heart for the rest of my life. He put his cock on my ass and brushed it inside the crevice walls stopping in front of my tight entrance. I shut my eyes waiting and I felt it entering slowly with a sudden push. A mixture of pain, ardor, and pleasure was caused by the intrusion of my beloved's shaft. "Oh!" A tear rolled down my face with the intense need I felt for him.

I cried in pain and desire as I received him deeper and deeper and an immediate erection came back to me as he filled me with his entire length. My eyes were wide open now, I was holding on my breath when I saw him close his eyes and gasp. He stood still for a few seconds, his fingers nailed to my hips when a sudden moan came out his mouth echoing inside the room. "AH!" I breathed again and tried to relax for him a little bit since I felt the tension in my muscles caused by his intrusion.

He pressed himself forward and then backwards again and started a slow movement like the waves of the sea. He increased the stokes hitting me harder with each nail he gave, demanding more and more from me; claiming me his and only his. "Yutaka! Yutaka!" His voice echoed inside my head causing my breath to increase madly and my body to tremble for more. "Uh! Uh! Yuyu!"

Kouin lean down to kiss me; he had me right where I always dreamed, trapped in the cage of his arms, possessed by the only soul I've ever loved. We made a choir of whimpers and sobbing as he rocked me harder, his sweat was dripping into me and my hands were running down his back to his firm tight butt. I press him forward as I arched my back and he licked my lips and nipples, then he kneeled back pushing my hips closer to him as he stroke even harder and faster. "Oh Kouin!"