Fan Fiction ❯ Such An Illusion ❯ It's Enough ( Chapter 2 )
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By: Echan 
Sora tends to himself, thinking about his sudden action. Now, he thinks he isn't worthy enough for Riku.
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Romance / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 11.24.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Work In Progress
Sora tends to himself, thinking about his sudden action. Now, he thinks he isn't worthy enough for Riku.
Anime/Manga: Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Hentai / Romance / Angst | Type: Songfic | Uploaded On: 11.24.2003 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.8K | Visits: 1.1K | Status: Work In Progress
Such An Illusion
A Kingdom Hearts song-fic
Chapter Two: It's Enough
By: Echan
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: yaoi, smut, some language, I meant to put FULL nudity!, angst
Alrighty then- this chapter focuses on Sora because I think he is SO cute and I just wanna put him in a glass case and just... stare at him. Yeah... :):):):) Something goes on here. Just warning those who have NEVER heard of yaoi. Sheesh- it should be everywhere by now, ne? Review nicely, pretty please? Oh yeah, the song that's in here is sung by Gackt called " Illness Illusion".
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Sora was up in the tree where he first found the cloth for the raft a long time ago. Panting harshly, the sable-haired boy hugged his knees and stared at the wooden floor with bugged azure orbs. "What the hell just happened?!," he whispered hoarsely, nibbling on his bottom lip. He didn't mean to kiss Riku THEN! Why'd he make the move first?! Sora glanced up at the wooden ceiling, noticing that the sun had fully set and nighttime was over the island now. Time for him to go home and eat. And then maybe hurt himself for acting so stupid... Slamming a gloved-hand to his forehead, Sora groaned inwardly and stood, legs slightly shaking and stomach reeling. He climbed out of the tree and landed in the soft sand, making his way to his boat. Noticing that Riku and Kairi had already left, Sora undid the rope from the post and paddled his way slowly back to the mainland. The sea waters were quiet and a dark blue colour, pushing agianst the small hull of the boat, making rivlets on the calm, glassy surface. Sora looked on in a slight daze, watching the stars twinkle and burn brightly with their companion, the moon. Sora loved the moon and thought of it as his own personal nightlight, showing him the way to anything he wanted or desired. " Yeah, but not Riku," he muttered and once more, guilt ate at his heart.
" Sora! Dinner's ready, sweetie!," rang out the voice of his mother across the salty ocean. " Okay, Mom," he answered. He tied the boat down and walked up to the cheery, lighted house. The smell of food wafted to his nostrils and Sora began to mentally drool. ' At least I can be greated by food. Food still loves me...' He went inside and closed the door, a beam of light hitting a shadowed person who watched him. The person frowned sadly before a whisper left his pale lips. " Sora..."
*yasashiku sasayaita anata no koe
doko ni iru no...
zetsubou ni mo nareteshimatta
kono yo no hate de wa
Your voice softly whispered
Where are you...
I also grew accustomed to despair
At the end of the world*
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Why was it so cold? Sora opened his sleepy blue eyes to find darkness around him in his bedroom. The old boat model hung from his ceiling along with strings of seashells and beads Kairi made for him. Clothes were strewn over the floor along with mecha model pieces and paints. Sitting up, moonlight poured upon his lap and chest, glowing with intense silver. Sora rubbed his face and yawned. Something had woke him up... suddenly, as a cool breeze hit him from the window, something cold chilled Sora. Looking down, he found his reason. " Ah, shit!!!," he hissed, jumping out of the bed. Apparently he had a REALLY nice dream-
of him and Riku and a bottle of chocolate syrup.
Sora changed boxers and cleaned himself properly. " Hope Mom doesn't find out," he spoke to himself. He felt his face burning hotly against the crisp breeze. How silly of him! Like Riku would ever have feelings for him... that kiss probably scared away his best friend in the entire world. Sighing deeply, the Keyblade Master sat on edge of his bed, holding himself. " Riku; I'm sorry if I hurt you. I- I just want you to still m-my friend," Sora whispered in a shaky voice, on the verge of tears. Sora placed his face in his hands, recalling the moment of the kiss. It was chaste, but just as sweet and hot to the touch. Blandly, Sora felt his fingers touch his lips, a hazy smile forming on them. " It was good though." Shaking his head, Sora pulled his sheets over him and snuggled into his matress, relishing at the warmth it possessed.
At the same time as Sora was drifting off to sleep again, someone was climbing though his window, quiet as a mouse. The person crept along the bed's length, deathly still when he stopped at the headboard, staring down at the sight that layed before him, the face of a innocent angel bathed in eternal light. A gloved hand reached down and stroked the pale tan flesh of Sora's cheek, feeling body heat swarm into the cool hand. Oh gods, how torturous was this! Sora mumbled some in his sleep, turning over onto right side, sable hair brushing the person's hand. He kneeled before the bed, sniffing the scented hair. Hmm... sandalwood and... magnolia? Probably his mother's brand.
Standing, Riku sighed inwardly at Sora and stared at him. " I know you didn't mean to do it. I was never mad... you shouldn't have ran away," the silver-haired boy murmured, shaking his lovely head slightly. " I... I loved you. All along. The only way I could get out of darkness was because of you. I heard your voice, Sora. Wake up... please?," whispered Riku, aqua eyes saddening. He WAS awake and he was listening to everything Riku had just said. Sora nibbled on his bottom lip and stayed deathly still. He heard Riku sigh, a rustling of cloth, and a soft click-
Riku was gone.
Sora lifted his dark head and saw an empty room before him, surrounded in darkness, least the moonlight accompaning it. The Keyblade master went back under the cover, body wracking in shivers. He was so close to Riku again... and it hurt... he didn't want to hurt the silver-haired beauty. ' Maybe tomorrow would be better'. Sora prayed to the mightest of gods that he was right.
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" chinmoku de tamotareta yasuragi o kowashiteshimae
hikari ga furitatsu toki ga kuru mae ni...
Break down the peace that's preserved in silence
Before the time when light will fall comes... "
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" Throw it, Tidus!"
" Here! Throw it here to me!!!"
" Nah-uh, ovha here, ya?!"
It was the afternoon after school. Tidus, Selphie, Wakka, and I were playing Keep Away from Kairi, tossing her shoe around when she had tripped just a few minutes ago on the steps. Her bright blue eyes shone as she faked pouted at us. " That's not funny, you guys!" Kairi was having a good time; Sora could tell. He stood tall, stretching out his muscles and felt the sunlight bask on his bronze skin and through his black T-shirt. Straying away from the group, the boy walked to the edge of the ocean, watching the sapphire waves crash into each other in smooth motions from the gentle breeze blowing through the island. Sighing in content, Sora's searching gaze found someone standing in the ocean, removing a white men's blouse-
a soaking WET white blouse...
Sora could feel his mouth drop sunddenly as Riku peeled the second-like skin from his body and tossing it to the sand. Droplets of liquid diamonds shone off his alabaster skin in rivelets, defining muscles. Riku tossed his soaking silver hair about, eyes closed, and cherry mouth slightly opened. Sora's eyes traveled downward from the strong-looking chest with coral nipples to the clinging dark blue pants that hugged Riku's beautifully formed bottom and found himself getting aroused by the vision that stood before him- almost TEASING him! Shaking his dark head, Sora then hurriedly walked away from the sight, eyes wide and clenching his hands to his sides. Kairi then turned to her friend, her expression goign from happy to curious. " What's wrong? It's like you've seen a ghost or something!" " Y-yeah... a g-g-ghost," trembled Sora, going to the other side of the island that was secluded. Kairi looked after him, still lost. " Oh well... Cheer up, Sora! We love you!," she cried after him, giggling. Sora had to chuckle to himself. Kairi knew how to keep his spirits high. " Thanks!," he answered and opened the door to the sea shack.
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Once on the other side of the island, in the secret cave, Sora was doing more than freaking out to Riku's little stunt...
oh, he was doing something more.
Huddled and secluded in the damp darkness, Sora was hunched over, being VERY busy. His pants were down around his ankles, working very hard on his large problem. " Damn you, Riku!," he hissed, his right hand pumping over his erection fastly, trying to envision that the silver- haired boy was the one with him, stroking on him. Bending back his head, Sora started moaning incoherent words, his vision growing hazy. He put more pressure on his erection and the swollen tip, smearing pre-cum over the mushroom-shaped head, arching his back. " Hhmmm... oh, Riku...," Sora murmured, a hand crawling up his shirt to stroke a harden nipple. Rocking his hips, Sora gained more friction, his lust-filled imagination taking him to the limits. Sora then shot out hot liquid into his hand and on his stomach, slumping down to the dirt floor. His breaths were haggard and harsh, sweat dripping off his brow. " Shit," Sora whispered, closing his eyes. He then felt ashamed. ' Why did I do it?,' he asked himself, feeling dirty now. Tears swelled in his bright eyes and remorse filled his heart. Zipping up his pants and tidying himself the best he could, Sora wiped his eyes and walked out, alone, bitter, and guilty.
Oookay, here's ya'lls chapter- NOW REVIEW! The next one will be better. Have I ever let ya'll down before?! I think not... NOW REVIEW! :):):) FREE YOUR MIND!
- Echan ^_~
A Kingdom Hearts song-fic
Chapter Two: It's Enough
By: Echan
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: yaoi, smut, some language, I meant to put FULL nudity!, angst
Alrighty then- this chapter focuses on Sora because I think he is SO cute and I just wanna put him in a glass case and just... stare at him. Yeah... :):):):) Something goes on here. Just warning those who have NEVER heard of yaoi. Sheesh- it should be everywhere by now, ne? Review nicely, pretty please? Oh yeah, the song that's in here is sung by Gackt called " Illness Illusion".
*/*
Sora was up in the tree where he first found the cloth for the raft a long time ago. Panting harshly, the sable-haired boy hugged his knees and stared at the wooden floor with bugged azure orbs. "What the hell just happened?!," he whispered hoarsely, nibbling on his bottom lip. He didn't mean to kiss Riku THEN! Why'd he make the move first?! Sora glanced up at the wooden ceiling, noticing that the sun had fully set and nighttime was over the island now. Time for him to go home and eat. And then maybe hurt himself for acting so stupid... Slamming a gloved-hand to his forehead, Sora groaned inwardly and stood, legs slightly shaking and stomach reeling. He climbed out of the tree and landed in the soft sand, making his way to his boat. Noticing that Riku and Kairi had already left, Sora undid the rope from the post and paddled his way slowly back to the mainland. The sea waters were quiet and a dark blue colour, pushing agianst the small hull of the boat, making rivlets on the calm, glassy surface. Sora looked on in a slight daze, watching the stars twinkle and burn brightly with their companion, the moon. Sora loved the moon and thought of it as his own personal nightlight, showing him the way to anything he wanted or desired. " Yeah, but not Riku," he muttered and once more, guilt ate at his heart.
" Sora! Dinner's ready, sweetie!," rang out the voice of his mother across the salty ocean. " Okay, Mom," he answered. He tied the boat down and walked up to the cheery, lighted house. The smell of food wafted to his nostrils and Sora began to mentally drool. ' At least I can be greated by food. Food still loves me...' He went inside and closed the door, a beam of light hitting a shadowed person who watched him. The person frowned sadly before a whisper left his pale lips. " Sora..."
*yasashiku sasayaita anata no koe
doko ni iru no...
zetsubou ni mo nareteshimatta
kono yo no hate de wa
Your voice softly whispered
Where are you...
I also grew accustomed to despair
At the end of the world*
*/*/*
Why was it so cold? Sora opened his sleepy blue eyes to find darkness around him in his bedroom. The old boat model hung from his ceiling along with strings of seashells and beads Kairi made for him. Clothes were strewn over the floor along with mecha model pieces and paints. Sitting up, moonlight poured upon his lap and chest, glowing with intense silver. Sora rubbed his face and yawned. Something had woke him up... suddenly, as a cool breeze hit him from the window, something cold chilled Sora. Looking down, he found his reason. " Ah, shit!!!," he hissed, jumping out of the bed. Apparently he had a REALLY nice dream-
of him and Riku and a bottle of chocolate syrup.
Sora changed boxers and cleaned himself properly. " Hope Mom doesn't find out," he spoke to himself. He felt his face burning hotly against the crisp breeze. How silly of him! Like Riku would ever have feelings for him... that kiss probably scared away his best friend in the entire world. Sighing deeply, the Keyblade Master sat on edge of his bed, holding himself. " Riku; I'm sorry if I hurt you. I- I just want you to still m-my friend," Sora whispered in a shaky voice, on the verge of tears. Sora placed his face in his hands, recalling the moment of the kiss. It was chaste, but just as sweet and hot to the touch. Blandly, Sora felt his fingers touch his lips, a hazy smile forming on them. " It was good though." Shaking his head, Sora pulled his sheets over him and snuggled into his matress, relishing at the warmth it possessed.
At the same time as Sora was drifting off to sleep again, someone was climbing though his window, quiet as a mouse. The person crept along the bed's length, deathly still when he stopped at the headboard, staring down at the sight that layed before him, the face of a innocent angel bathed in eternal light. A gloved hand reached down and stroked the pale tan flesh of Sora's cheek, feeling body heat swarm into the cool hand. Oh gods, how torturous was this! Sora mumbled some in his sleep, turning over onto right side, sable hair brushing the person's hand. He kneeled before the bed, sniffing the scented hair. Hmm... sandalwood and... magnolia? Probably his mother's brand.
Standing, Riku sighed inwardly at Sora and stared at him. " I know you didn't mean to do it. I was never mad... you shouldn't have ran away," the silver-haired boy murmured, shaking his lovely head slightly. " I... I loved you. All along. The only way I could get out of darkness was because of you. I heard your voice, Sora. Wake up... please?," whispered Riku, aqua eyes saddening. He WAS awake and he was listening to everything Riku had just said. Sora nibbled on his bottom lip and stayed deathly still. He heard Riku sigh, a rustling of cloth, and a soft click-
Riku was gone.
Sora lifted his dark head and saw an empty room before him, surrounded in darkness, least the moonlight accompaning it. The Keyblade master went back under the cover, body wracking in shivers. He was so close to Riku again... and it hurt... he didn't want to hurt the silver-haired beauty. ' Maybe tomorrow would be better'. Sora prayed to the mightest of gods that he was right.
*/*/*
" chinmoku de tamotareta yasuragi o kowashiteshimae
hikari ga furitatsu toki ga kuru mae ni...
Break down the peace that's preserved in silence
Before the time when light will fall comes... "
*/*/*
" Throw it, Tidus!"
" Here! Throw it here to me!!!"
" Nah-uh, ovha here, ya?!"
It was the afternoon after school. Tidus, Selphie, Wakka, and I were playing Keep Away from Kairi, tossing her shoe around when she had tripped just a few minutes ago on the steps. Her bright blue eyes shone as she faked pouted at us. " That's not funny, you guys!" Kairi was having a good time; Sora could tell. He stood tall, stretching out his muscles and felt the sunlight bask on his bronze skin and through his black T-shirt. Straying away from the group, the boy walked to the edge of the ocean, watching the sapphire waves crash into each other in smooth motions from the gentle breeze blowing through the island. Sighing in content, Sora's searching gaze found someone standing in the ocean, removing a white men's blouse-
a soaking WET white blouse...
Sora could feel his mouth drop sunddenly as Riku peeled the second-like skin from his body and tossing it to the sand. Droplets of liquid diamonds shone off his alabaster skin in rivelets, defining muscles. Riku tossed his soaking silver hair about, eyes closed, and cherry mouth slightly opened. Sora's eyes traveled downward from the strong-looking chest with coral nipples to the clinging dark blue pants that hugged Riku's beautifully formed bottom and found himself getting aroused by the vision that stood before him- almost TEASING him! Shaking his dark head, Sora then hurriedly walked away from the sight, eyes wide and clenching his hands to his sides. Kairi then turned to her friend, her expression goign from happy to curious. " What's wrong? It's like you've seen a ghost or something!" " Y-yeah... a g-g-ghost," trembled Sora, going to the other side of the island that was secluded. Kairi looked after him, still lost. " Oh well... Cheer up, Sora! We love you!," she cried after him, giggling. Sora had to chuckle to himself. Kairi knew how to keep his spirits high. " Thanks!," he answered and opened the door to the sea shack.
*/*/*
Once on the other side of the island, in the secret cave, Sora was doing more than freaking out to Riku's little stunt...
oh, he was doing something more.
Huddled and secluded in the damp darkness, Sora was hunched over, being VERY busy. His pants were down around his ankles, working very hard on his large problem. " Damn you, Riku!," he hissed, his right hand pumping over his erection fastly, trying to envision that the silver- haired boy was the one with him, stroking on him. Bending back his head, Sora started moaning incoherent words, his vision growing hazy. He put more pressure on his erection and the swollen tip, smearing pre-cum over the mushroom-shaped head, arching his back. " Hhmmm... oh, Riku...," Sora murmured, a hand crawling up his shirt to stroke a harden nipple. Rocking his hips, Sora gained more friction, his lust-filled imagination taking him to the limits. Sora then shot out hot liquid into his hand and on his stomach, slumping down to the dirt floor. His breaths were haggard and harsh, sweat dripping off his brow. " Shit," Sora whispered, closing his eyes. He then felt ashamed. ' Why did I do it?,' he asked himself, feeling dirty now. Tears swelled in his bright eyes and remorse filled his heart. Zipping up his pants and tidying himself the best he could, Sora wiped his eyes and walked out, alone, bitter, and guilty.
Oookay, here's ya'lls chapter- NOW REVIEW! The next one will be better. Have I ever let ya'll down before?! I think not... NOW REVIEW! :):):) FREE YOUR MIND!
- Echan ^_~