Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ A Desert Mirage ❯ Accusation ( Chapter 4 )
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By: Izzygirl0728 
Wakka and Yuna deal with the aftermath of their encounter in the sand
Non Anime: Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Fantasy / Hentai / Romance / Angst | Type: Divergence | Uploaded On: 06.27.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 347 | Status: Work In Progress
Wakka and Yuna deal with the aftermath of their encounter in the sand
Non Anime: Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Fantasy / Hentai / Romance / Angst | Type: Divergence | Uploaded On: 06.27.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 347 | Status: Work In Progress
Warnings: This story contains graphic depictions of a sexual nature. If you don't want to read that sort of thing then turn back now. Ye be warned!
Disclaimer: Final Fantasy X and all of it characters are owned Square Enix, and are copyrighted. I am just borrowing them for a little harmless fun, well...
Chapter 4: Accusation
As soon as Wakka reached the tent he regretted his abrupt actions. He was torn, part of him wanted to go back to Yuna and try and explain himself, his other half however was too mortified and cringed at the thought of having to face his summoner. Wakka squeezed his eyes shut as the memory cascaded over him. How would he ever be able to look at Yuna again and not feel the same incredible pleasure as when he had given in and thrust against her. His penis throbbed impatiently, still seeking the stimulation it had been denied.
“ Damn you!” Wakka cursed himself
“ Wakka.” Came a small voice from behind him. Wakka lost the ability to breathe as he looked over his shoulder and saw Yuna limping into the entrance of the tent. He instinctively made a move towards her, but stopped when she flinched. Shame washed over him at seeing the damage he had done to their relationship, even when she was hurt she could no longer bear his touch.
“ Yuna I…let me help you…I..I.” Wakka implored looking into his summoner eyes, what could he say to her to fix what he had broken. She smiled weakly and held out a hand in answer. Wakka moved towards her, relief flooding through him as he gently slid his arm around her waist, the feel of her hot skin causing him to bite his lip. Yuna leaned into him taking the weight off her injured foot. Together they stumbled into the tent and Wakka helped Yuna to sit down on the mat and stretch out her legs.
“ Ouch, ohh that hurts.” Yuna moaned reaching for her injured appendage. Wakka stilled her.
“ Let me look at it.” He said. When she nodded he reached out and softly probed her rapidly swelling foot. He felt comforted by that fact that touching her wasn’t physically arousing him, but still the internal gnawing desire was ever present. He was so absorbed in his own thoughts that he almost didn't hear Yuna.
“ Why did you push me?” Yuna said her voice barely above a whisper, not able to meet her guardians eyes. Wakka stopped his examination and let out a long sigh. He had hoped that maybe they would never have to talk about what had happened, but inside he had known that eventually they would have to clear the air.
“ I no longer trusted myself.” Wakka admitted “ I lost control.”
“ I wasn’t asking you to stop.” Yuna blurted out her whole face flushing with the admission.
“ Yuna you didn’t know what you were doing..” Wakka started but Yuna cut him off sharply
“ I know what I was doing Wakka. Why do you assume that I am still a child.” Yuna yelled venting her frustration. Her eyes caught his and Wakka was taken aback at the anger he saw shining in her normally soft eyes. Yuna was slightly shocked too at the hot spike of anger welling in her stomach, she was always the peacemaker whenever anyone was fighting, but she was furious that Wakka was trying to put her in the place of a child to avoid facing her feelings. “ I was ready to give myself to Seymour do you think I didn’t know what that meant. That I didn’t know exactly what he wanted from me.” Yuna said feeling a swell of satisfaction when his eyes widened in surprise
“ Yuna I know that you aren’t a child.” Wakka admitted “ But I am your guardian, We can’t ….touch like that.” Wakka said hoping she would understand. Yuna was silent for a moment, her eyes shifting to the floor and a wrinkle forming between her gently arched brows.
“ Is it because of Lulu?” Yuna said knowing she was taking a risk, Wakka had never come out and admitted his feelings for the sorceress.
Wakka’s face became hard “ You don’t know what you are talking about there, what happened with you and me has nothing to do with Lu.” Wakka answered his tone flat indicating that he didn’t like this line of conversation.
Yuna was caught off-guard by his cold response and she wasn’t willing to let it go. “ Wakka everyone knows that you care for her, I see how you look at her.”
Wakka stood abruptly and walked away over to the other side of the tent, looking at one of the boxes the trader had left. Yuna remained silent but his mind was buzzing and he couldn’t seem to calm down. His feeling’s for Lulu were so complicated that he barely understood them himself.
Why was Yuna so fixated on this? Did she think that he and Lu were secretly lovers, that he had somehow betrayed Lulu by his earlier actions? Wakka turned around to look at his summoner, he leaned against the crates and studied her features as though he would be able to discern her thoughts simply by looking at her.
She was now sitting with her legs crossed padding her injured foot by placing it on top of the other leg. Her eyes were on him, her brow creased with confusion. They looked at each other in silence for several minutes each willing the other to break the silence.
Yuna finally looked away wrapping her arms around herself. Wakka sighed he could feel the distance between them spreading and it hurt him. Yuna and him had been close friends ever since she came to Besaid as a young girl, he had been immediately drawn to her open heart and her kind soul. Over the years they had always been together and he hadn’t thought twice about becoming one of her guardians, he knew he would follow her to the end of Spira and back. Dammit why did he have to lose control and ruin everything, he didn’t want to spend what little time he had left with Yuna with this between them.
“ Yuna I don’t know what you think there is between me and Lu but we aren’t together.” Wakka said softly moving back over to Yuna wanting to close the distance between them physically if not emotionally.
“ I know, you are too busy taking care of me, but you love her don’t you?” Yuna questioned avoiding his eyes by playing with the long beaded strand of her hair. In her heart she didn’t really want to hear him answer, she knew Wakka loved Lulu. She had never analyzed her feelings of jealousy over her guardian, she knew it was pointless, she would never be able to have a life with any man. Still sometimes when she watched him watching Lu she couldn’t help but wonder what it would feel like if Wakka looked at her that way.
“ Of course I love her, she became like family to me when she was with Chappu...I love you too.” Wakka replied reaching out and brushing he hear away from her face, bringing her eyes to his. Yuna smiled at him and rolled her eyes.
“ That’s not what I meant and you know it.” She scolded pushing against his chest lightly, then allowing her hand to linger on the leather strap of his vest. Wakka was happy she was playing with him but the brush of her fingertips on the skin of his chest had caused his nipples to harden.
He sucked in his breath, ah Yevon why was this happening, Yuna and he had never been very physically demonstrative but still her touch had never had this effect on him before. He looked at the girl he had known almost all her life and studied his feelings. Desire overwhelmed his senses and he was amazed at how beautiful she was, with her body almost completely exposed to his gaze she looked incredibly sexy. He was still startled by his feelings but his attraction to her was undeniable and it complicated things.
" Things with Lulu and I are complicated ya know." Wakka replied seating himself next to Yuna. " She loved Chappu so much and so did I, I won't say that there isn't something there but with all that history between us I don't know if we will ever find a way to make peace with it." He looked out the opening of the tent as he talked losing himself in the glare from all the tiny granules of sand glittering in the sun. He was startled by the brush of Yuna's hand on his arm.
" I'm sorry Wakka, maybe when all of this is done, when my journey is done, you and Lulu will have to time to figure out how you really feel about each other." Yuna said smiling at him. She wanted so desperately to be happy for them. Still, Yuna felt sadness like a weight in her chest, as a young girl she had naturally loved Wakka, he was handsome, funny, and he was always wiling to spend time with her. Yuna had known it was just a phase and ignored those feelings until they disappeared, but being in the desert with him had re-awakened emotions within her like blood blooming to the surface of a re-opened wound.
Wakka looked at her and saw that despite her smile there was pain in her eyes.
“ Hey now don’t talk like that Yuna, I would never give up a second of the time we have left together.” Wakka said pulling the small brunette into his arms. He held her tight against his chest wishing he could find a way to keep her forever.
Yuna was surprised at Wakka’s reaction but she soon relaxed against his chest letting him comfort her. She had always felt so safe with Wakka, knowing that he would never let anything hurt her, she hated to think of ever being without him.
Yuna inhaled deeply taking in his masculine scent and slid her arms around his waist nestling herself even closer, pretending for a time that there was no one in the world but them. His skin was so hot, Yuna was amazed at how heated a mans body could be. She felt a slight tingling in her nipples where they rubbed him through the thin fabric of her bra, causing her to realize that she was still scandalously close to being naked.
She rubbed her chest against him and gasped softly as her nipples tightened even more, hearing an answering intake of breath from Wakka. Yuna was shocked at her own audacity, she had never been this forward with anyone but somehow she knew that she didn’t want to lose this opportunity alone with Wakka.
She was awakening to feelings she couldn‘t comprehend or control but she knew she didn‘t want to stop, she wanted to cherish these memories, these exact sensations, when she was dreaming in the farplane. Yuna opened her hands against the skin of his waist, feeling his muscles tense as she rubbed against his skin.
The tingling spread from her nipples and shot low in her belly causing her thighs to tremble and wetness to pool between her legs. She shifted slowly placing her legs on either side of his hips, carefully keeping her head against his chest, afraid that catching his eyes would break the spell and that he would stop again. She placed a light kiss where his neck met his shoulder and smiled when she felt him shudder.
Wakka was amazed at how quickly things were once again spiraling out of control. He had pulled her to him to comfort her and to reassure himself that their bond wasn’t broken, now her light touches had him drowning in arousal.
She had felt so soft and perfect in his arms, completely relaxed against him, her head resting over his heart. Then he had felt her rub against him and become painfully aware of the fact that her breasts were flush against his body. He had heard her gasp and sucked in his own breath as her nipples hardened against his body. Yevon how was this happening again, his mind clawed for control of the rising tide of desire that was flooding over his consciousness.
His breath caught in his throat as he felt her hands sliding over the sensitive skin at his waist. He was already so far gone and her butterfly caresses were making him impossibly hard. She shifted into a better position and he felt the soft petals of her lips lovingly brush the skin of his neck. Wakka groaned and raked his hands up her arms to the straps of her bra and began roughly pulling them down.
He was kissing her shoulders and any skin he could reach and reveling at the mewling sounds Yuna was emitting. Yuna leaned back and giggled softly before reaching around the release the clasp of her bra and shrug out of the straps. Her face felt like it was on fire and she held her breath as she pealed the fabric from her sweat soaked skin. She slowly tilted her face up to look at her guardian wanting to gauge his reaction to her bold move.
" Yuna..." Wakka felt the words stick in his throat as his eyes devoured the flesh she had exposed. " You are definitely not a child, Oh Yevon you are so beautiful." He slowly let his fingers trail form the dip of her collarbone to the first swell of her breasts. Her chest was heaving hard as she fought to pull enough air into her lungs, he laughed slightly as he found his own breathing was just as anguished as hers. He traced his hands slowly around her dusky pink areolas before running them delicately across her nipples
“ Ahhh” Yuna couldn’t suppress the sounds as Wakka pulled her further into the molten pool that was threatening to overcome her. Her hands twitched at his hips, she wanted to touch more of him, all of him. She dipped the tips of her fingers into the waistband of his pants sliding them forward until she felt the soft hair that cradled his manhood.
She looked to Wakka’s face, her blue and green eyes locking with his brown ones. She leaned forward and gently brushed her lips over his, feeling his hands momentarily still their exploration of her breasts. Wakka groaned low in his throat and tangled one of his hands in her hair pulling her up to his lips again. Yuna willingly opened her mouth causing Wakka to moan again and push his tongue demandingly into her.
She took in all the sensations, pushing back into her guardians mouth forcing her body even closer to his. Yuna felt her fingers slide against the sweat slicked skin of Wakka’s belly until she brushed against an unfamiliar hardness. Wakka pulled away and shuddered violently his breathing hitching in his throat.
Wakka knew that when he died he wanted to spend eternity in the farplane reliving this exact moment. Her lips had brushed him and he felt all of his objections fall away, her pushed her back against him taking her mouth roughly. She opened to him and her felt a jolt in his groin as his body imagined all of her opening for him.
She was so close, all of her soft curves pressed into him, he felt her pushing into his mouth and then like a shock he felt her hands brush the base of his penis causing it to jerk and fluid to bead at the tip. Wakka pulled back gasping for air and rolling in sensation. His eyes snapped to her face and he was undone by the look of pleasure he saw there. Her eyes were shining and her lips were parted, she was flushed and shaking and eager. He pushed forward rolling them both to the ground so Yuna was pinned underneath him.
“ Ouch, ahh” Yuna arched her face falling with pain. Immediately Wakka lifted off of her concern filling his eyes.
“ Yuna, ah man did I hurt you?” Wakka questioned looking over his summoner for obvious damage. As the moment stalled it hit him how close he had come to taking Yuna and he felt a slight stab of fear. He looked around the tiny tent and was disgusted with himself, was this really how he wanted Yuna to lose her innocence, in a dirty traders tent taken by a man who obviously had no control. He wanted that moment in Yuna’s life to be beautiful and passionate and with a man who would be tender, take his time and open her to the whole world of pleasure. Wakka wasn’t sure he could ever be that man.
“ No, well not on purpose, I think we both forgot about my ankle.” She smiled weakly propping herself up on her elbows, her mind still dazed and her body still humming. She wanted nothing more than to be touching him again but sensed that he had changed somehow.
“ Oh Yevon, Yuna this isn’t good.” Wakka said running a hand across his sweat covered forehead. This had to end and it had to end now, no good would come if they slept together. Wakka squeezed his eyes closed and took several deep breaths calming himself and forcing his mind to retake control. “ Yuna I can’t do this with you, it isn’t right.” He reasoned keeping his eyes shut tight knowing that if he looked at her he would think of millions of reasons to take her in his arms again.
Yuna heard his words and her heart tightened in her chest.
“ It’s ok Wakka, I should be apologizing to you, I...I am sorry.”
Yuna said forcing out the words and cringing internally at how weak her voice sounded. “ I don’t know what came over me, it must be the heat.” she replied lamely sitting up and folding her arms over her exposed chest, feeling vulnerable.
“ Yuna, I want your first time with a man to be special” Wakka explained reaching down to offer her his hand. Yuna sat still for a moment before slipping her hand into his.
“ I think I should probably get dressed.” Yuna murmured her voice soft, forcing herself to release Wakka’s hand, because she wanted to keep holding it.
“ Ya, ok, well I am gonna go and look for the others ok? Yuna promise me you will stay here, right here in the tent.” Wakka said feeling a pang of loss as she pulled away from him. He wondered if he stayed if things could be fixed between them, but thought better of it, he was still half erect from earlier and he knew they would both benefit from some time apart to sort out their feelings.
“ I promise Wakka, anything for you.” Yuna said, then wished she could take the words back.
Authors note~ thanks for reading =)
Disclaimer: Final Fantasy X and all of it characters are owned Square Enix, and are copyrighted. I am just borrowing them for a little harmless fun, well...
Chapter 4: Accusation
As soon as Wakka reached the tent he regretted his abrupt actions. He was torn, part of him wanted to go back to Yuna and try and explain himself, his other half however was too mortified and cringed at the thought of having to face his summoner. Wakka squeezed his eyes shut as the memory cascaded over him. How would he ever be able to look at Yuna again and not feel the same incredible pleasure as when he had given in and thrust against her. His penis throbbed impatiently, still seeking the stimulation it had been denied.
“ Damn you!” Wakka cursed himself
“ Wakka.” Came a small voice from behind him. Wakka lost the ability to breathe as he looked over his shoulder and saw Yuna limping into the entrance of the tent. He instinctively made a move towards her, but stopped when she flinched. Shame washed over him at seeing the damage he had done to their relationship, even when she was hurt she could no longer bear his touch.
“ Yuna I…let me help you…I..I.” Wakka implored looking into his summoner eyes, what could he say to her to fix what he had broken. She smiled weakly and held out a hand in answer. Wakka moved towards her, relief flooding through him as he gently slid his arm around her waist, the feel of her hot skin causing him to bite his lip. Yuna leaned into him taking the weight off her injured foot. Together they stumbled into the tent and Wakka helped Yuna to sit down on the mat and stretch out her legs.
“ Ouch, ohh that hurts.” Yuna moaned reaching for her injured appendage. Wakka stilled her.
“ Let me look at it.” He said. When she nodded he reached out and softly probed her rapidly swelling foot. He felt comforted by that fact that touching her wasn’t physically arousing him, but still the internal gnawing desire was ever present. He was so absorbed in his own thoughts that he almost didn't hear Yuna.
“ Why did you push me?” Yuna said her voice barely above a whisper, not able to meet her guardians eyes. Wakka stopped his examination and let out a long sigh. He had hoped that maybe they would never have to talk about what had happened, but inside he had known that eventually they would have to clear the air.
“ I no longer trusted myself.” Wakka admitted “ I lost control.”
“ I wasn’t asking you to stop.” Yuna blurted out her whole face flushing with the admission.
“ Yuna you didn’t know what you were doing..” Wakka started but Yuna cut him off sharply
“ I know what I was doing Wakka. Why do you assume that I am still a child.” Yuna yelled venting her frustration. Her eyes caught his and Wakka was taken aback at the anger he saw shining in her normally soft eyes. Yuna was slightly shocked too at the hot spike of anger welling in her stomach, she was always the peacemaker whenever anyone was fighting, but she was furious that Wakka was trying to put her in the place of a child to avoid facing her feelings. “ I was ready to give myself to Seymour do you think I didn’t know what that meant. That I didn’t know exactly what he wanted from me.” Yuna said feeling a swell of satisfaction when his eyes widened in surprise
“ Yuna I know that you aren’t a child.” Wakka admitted “ But I am your guardian, We can’t ….touch like that.” Wakka said hoping she would understand. Yuna was silent for a moment, her eyes shifting to the floor and a wrinkle forming between her gently arched brows.
“ Is it because of Lulu?” Yuna said knowing she was taking a risk, Wakka had never come out and admitted his feelings for the sorceress.
Wakka’s face became hard “ You don’t know what you are talking about there, what happened with you and me has nothing to do with Lu.” Wakka answered his tone flat indicating that he didn’t like this line of conversation.
Yuna was caught off-guard by his cold response and she wasn’t willing to let it go. “ Wakka everyone knows that you care for her, I see how you look at her.”
Wakka stood abruptly and walked away over to the other side of the tent, looking at one of the boxes the trader had left. Yuna remained silent but his mind was buzzing and he couldn’t seem to calm down. His feeling’s for Lulu were so complicated that he barely understood them himself.
Why was Yuna so fixated on this? Did she think that he and Lu were secretly lovers, that he had somehow betrayed Lulu by his earlier actions? Wakka turned around to look at his summoner, he leaned against the crates and studied her features as though he would be able to discern her thoughts simply by looking at her.
She was now sitting with her legs crossed padding her injured foot by placing it on top of the other leg. Her eyes were on him, her brow creased with confusion. They looked at each other in silence for several minutes each willing the other to break the silence.
Yuna finally looked away wrapping her arms around herself. Wakka sighed he could feel the distance between them spreading and it hurt him. Yuna and him had been close friends ever since she came to Besaid as a young girl, he had been immediately drawn to her open heart and her kind soul. Over the years they had always been together and he hadn’t thought twice about becoming one of her guardians, he knew he would follow her to the end of Spira and back. Dammit why did he have to lose control and ruin everything, he didn’t want to spend what little time he had left with Yuna with this between them.
“ Yuna I don’t know what you think there is between me and Lu but we aren’t together.” Wakka said softly moving back over to Yuna wanting to close the distance between them physically if not emotionally.
“ I know, you are too busy taking care of me, but you love her don’t you?” Yuna questioned avoiding his eyes by playing with the long beaded strand of her hair. In her heart she didn’t really want to hear him answer, she knew Wakka loved Lulu. She had never analyzed her feelings of jealousy over her guardian, she knew it was pointless, she would never be able to have a life with any man. Still sometimes when she watched him watching Lu she couldn’t help but wonder what it would feel like if Wakka looked at her that way.
“ Of course I love her, she became like family to me when she was with Chappu...I love you too.” Wakka replied reaching out and brushing he hear away from her face, bringing her eyes to his. Yuna smiled at him and rolled her eyes.
“ That’s not what I meant and you know it.” She scolded pushing against his chest lightly, then allowing her hand to linger on the leather strap of his vest. Wakka was happy she was playing with him but the brush of her fingertips on the skin of his chest had caused his nipples to harden.
He sucked in his breath, ah Yevon why was this happening, Yuna and he had never been very physically demonstrative but still her touch had never had this effect on him before. He looked at the girl he had known almost all her life and studied his feelings. Desire overwhelmed his senses and he was amazed at how beautiful she was, with her body almost completely exposed to his gaze she looked incredibly sexy. He was still startled by his feelings but his attraction to her was undeniable and it complicated things.
" Things with Lulu and I are complicated ya know." Wakka replied seating himself next to Yuna. " She loved Chappu so much and so did I, I won't say that there isn't something there but with all that history between us I don't know if we will ever find a way to make peace with it." He looked out the opening of the tent as he talked losing himself in the glare from all the tiny granules of sand glittering in the sun. He was startled by the brush of Yuna's hand on his arm.
" I'm sorry Wakka, maybe when all of this is done, when my journey is done, you and Lulu will have to time to figure out how you really feel about each other." Yuna said smiling at him. She wanted so desperately to be happy for them. Still, Yuna felt sadness like a weight in her chest, as a young girl she had naturally loved Wakka, he was handsome, funny, and he was always wiling to spend time with her. Yuna had known it was just a phase and ignored those feelings until they disappeared, but being in the desert with him had re-awakened emotions within her like blood blooming to the surface of a re-opened wound.
Wakka looked at her and saw that despite her smile there was pain in her eyes.
“ Hey now don’t talk like that Yuna, I would never give up a second of the time we have left together.” Wakka said pulling the small brunette into his arms. He held her tight against his chest wishing he could find a way to keep her forever.
Yuna was surprised at Wakka’s reaction but she soon relaxed against his chest letting him comfort her. She had always felt so safe with Wakka, knowing that he would never let anything hurt her, she hated to think of ever being without him.
Yuna inhaled deeply taking in his masculine scent and slid her arms around his waist nestling herself even closer, pretending for a time that there was no one in the world but them. His skin was so hot, Yuna was amazed at how heated a mans body could be. She felt a slight tingling in her nipples where they rubbed him through the thin fabric of her bra, causing her to realize that she was still scandalously close to being naked.
She rubbed her chest against him and gasped softly as her nipples tightened even more, hearing an answering intake of breath from Wakka. Yuna was shocked at her own audacity, she had never been this forward with anyone but somehow she knew that she didn’t want to lose this opportunity alone with Wakka.
She was awakening to feelings she couldn‘t comprehend or control but she knew she didn‘t want to stop, she wanted to cherish these memories, these exact sensations, when she was dreaming in the farplane. Yuna opened her hands against the skin of his waist, feeling his muscles tense as she rubbed against his skin.
The tingling spread from her nipples and shot low in her belly causing her thighs to tremble and wetness to pool between her legs. She shifted slowly placing her legs on either side of his hips, carefully keeping her head against his chest, afraid that catching his eyes would break the spell and that he would stop again. She placed a light kiss where his neck met his shoulder and smiled when she felt him shudder.
Wakka was amazed at how quickly things were once again spiraling out of control. He had pulled her to him to comfort her and to reassure himself that their bond wasn’t broken, now her light touches had him drowning in arousal.
She had felt so soft and perfect in his arms, completely relaxed against him, her head resting over his heart. Then he had felt her rub against him and become painfully aware of the fact that her breasts were flush against his body. He had heard her gasp and sucked in his own breath as her nipples hardened against his body. Yevon how was this happening again, his mind clawed for control of the rising tide of desire that was flooding over his consciousness.
His breath caught in his throat as he felt her hands sliding over the sensitive skin at his waist. He was already so far gone and her butterfly caresses were making him impossibly hard. She shifted into a better position and he felt the soft petals of her lips lovingly brush the skin of his neck. Wakka groaned and raked his hands up her arms to the straps of her bra and began roughly pulling them down.
He was kissing her shoulders and any skin he could reach and reveling at the mewling sounds Yuna was emitting. Yuna leaned back and giggled softly before reaching around the release the clasp of her bra and shrug out of the straps. Her face felt like it was on fire and she held her breath as she pealed the fabric from her sweat soaked skin. She slowly tilted her face up to look at her guardian wanting to gauge his reaction to her bold move.
" Yuna..." Wakka felt the words stick in his throat as his eyes devoured the flesh she had exposed. " You are definitely not a child, Oh Yevon you are so beautiful." He slowly let his fingers trail form the dip of her collarbone to the first swell of her breasts. Her chest was heaving hard as she fought to pull enough air into her lungs, he laughed slightly as he found his own breathing was just as anguished as hers. He traced his hands slowly around her dusky pink areolas before running them delicately across her nipples
“ Ahhh” Yuna couldn’t suppress the sounds as Wakka pulled her further into the molten pool that was threatening to overcome her. Her hands twitched at his hips, she wanted to touch more of him, all of him. She dipped the tips of her fingers into the waistband of his pants sliding them forward until she felt the soft hair that cradled his manhood.
She looked to Wakka’s face, her blue and green eyes locking with his brown ones. She leaned forward and gently brushed her lips over his, feeling his hands momentarily still their exploration of her breasts. Wakka groaned low in his throat and tangled one of his hands in her hair pulling her up to his lips again. Yuna willingly opened her mouth causing Wakka to moan again and push his tongue demandingly into her.
She took in all the sensations, pushing back into her guardians mouth forcing her body even closer to his. Yuna felt her fingers slide against the sweat slicked skin of Wakka’s belly until she brushed against an unfamiliar hardness. Wakka pulled away and shuddered violently his breathing hitching in his throat.
Wakka knew that when he died he wanted to spend eternity in the farplane reliving this exact moment. Her lips had brushed him and he felt all of his objections fall away, her pushed her back against him taking her mouth roughly. She opened to him and her felt a jolt in his groin as his body imagined all of her opening for him.
She was so close, all of her soft curves pressed into him, he felt her pushing into his mouth and then like a shock he felt her hands brush the base of his penis causing it to jerk and fluid to bead at the tip. Wakka pulled back gasping for air and rolling in sensation. His eyes snapped to her face and he was undone by the look of pleasure he saw there. Her eyes were shining and her lips were parted, she was flushed and shaking and eager. He pushed forward rolling them both to the ground so Yuna was pinned underneath him.
“ Ouch, ahh” Yuna arched her face falling with pain. Immediately Wakka lifted off of her concern filling his eyes.
“ Yuna, ah man did I hurt you?” Wakka questioned looking over his summoner for obvious damage. As the moment stalled it hit him how close he had come to taking Yuna and he felt a slight stab of fear. He looked around the tiny tent and was disgusted with himself, was this really how he wanted Yuna to lose her innocence, in a dirty traders tent taken by a man who obviously had no control. He wanted that moment in Yuna’s life to be beautiful and passionate and with a man who would be tender, take his time and open her to the whole world of pleasure. Wakka wasn’t sure he could ever be that man.
“ No, well not on purpose, I think we both forgot about my ankle.” She smiled weakly propping herself up on her elbows, her mind still dazed and her body still humming. She wanted nothing more than to be touching him again but sensed that he had changed somehow.
“ Oh Yevon, Yuna this isn’t good.” Wakka said running a hand across his sweat covered forehead. This had to end and it had to end now, no good would come if they slept together. Wakka squeezed his eyes closed and took several deep breaths calming himself and forcing his mind to retake control. “ Yuna I can’t do this with you, it isn’t right.” He reasoned keeping his eyes shut tight knowing that if he looked at her he would think of millions of reasons to take her in his arms again.
Yuna heard his words and her heart tightened in her chest.
“ It’s ok Wakka, I should be apologizing to you, I...I am sorry.”
Yuna said forcing out the words and cringing internally at how weak her voice sounded. “ I don’t know what came over me, it must be the heat.” she replied lamely sitting up and folding her arms over her exposed chest, feeling vulnerable.
“ Yuna, I want your first time with a man to be special” Wakka explained reaching down to offer her his hand. Yuna sat still for a moment before slipping her hand into his.
“ I think I should probably get dressed.” Yuna murmured her voice soft, forcing herself to release Wakka’s hand, because she wanted to keep holding it.
“ Ya, ok, well I am gonna go and look for the others ok? Yuna promise me you will stay here, right here in the tent.” Wakka said feeling a pang of loss as she pulled away from him. He wondered if he stayed if things could be fixed between them, but thought better of it, he was still half erect from earlier and he knew they would both benefit from some time apart to sort out their feelings.
“ I promise Wakka, anything for you.” Yuna said, then wished she could take the words back.
Authors note~ thanks for reading =)