Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Here To Stay ❯ One-Shot

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: I don't own Final Fantasy 8 and I never will. It belongs to the lucky people of Squaresoft. I also do not own Korn either.

Notes: This is a songfic to Korn's new single `Here To Stay', hence the name of the title.

E-mail me: lady_dragon636@hotmail.com

Here To Stay

By Lady Dragon 636

This time I'm taking it away

I've got a problem with them getting in the way

Not by my side

So I grab my head and bash it into a mirror

I won't have to see the pain

Selphie rocked herself back and forth as she let the blood flow down her arms getting rid of the empty feeling within her. Her hair was stuck to her tear streaked face. Suddenly there was a knock on her door; she whipped her head around "Who is it?" "Seffy, it's me Irvine" Selphie growled, "Piss off you stupid whore!" "Please listen to me Seffy!" Selphie wrapped a towel around her and a bandage around her arm; she opened the door and glared at Irvine "What have you got to stay? I fell and landed on her? That shit doesn't work with me anymore" With that said she slammed the door infront of his face.

This pain is elevating

As the pain turns into hating

Anticipating all the fucked up feeling again

Selphie fell on the floor and let the tears drop down her face again "How could you do this to me Irvine? I loved you and you just used me!"

My hurt inside is fading

This shit's gone way too far

All this time I've been waiting

Oh I cannot breath anymore

For what's inside awaking

I'm not

I'm not a whore

You've taken everything and

Oh I cannot give anymore

Selphie awoke to the banging of her door "Who is it?" "Seffy it's me Squall" Selphie looked at herself in the mirror, her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying she had done the night before "One minute just let me get changed" She stepped into the bathroom and removed the bandage from her arm she breathed in deeply as she felt the pain (Must have put the blade in to deep) She stepped into the shower and in a few minutes emerged with a new towel around her. Selphie opened the door to see Squall and the group looking at her "Squall, I thought it was just you" He shrugged "They wouldn't stop bugging me until they got to see you" Selphie smiled "Just wait a minute then"

My mind's done with this

So hey

I've got a question

Can I throw it all away?

Take back what's mine

So I take my time

Driving humbly down the line

Each cut

Closer to the vein

Selphie pulled out a black t-shirt and jeans she smiled, as she looked herself over in the mirror. She grabbed some makeup and in a few minutes opened the door again, but this time everyone gasped. Selphie had totally changed, no longer was she hyperactive Selphie she was the female equivalent of Squall. Her wardrobe had changed to her yellow dress had disappeared, now she was wearing a black Slipknot t-shirt and jeans her makeup was totally different. Black lipstick and eye shadow gave her the appearance of a witch.

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating

Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

Squall smiled at her "Love you're new look Selphie" Selphie grinned at him "Ah, this is my new fashion. This is my look after I'm trough with Irvine" Seifer walked up to Squall "Hey Puberty Boy, what you looking at?" Seifer turned his gaze to Selphie and raised an eyebrow, "What happened to you Messenger Girl?" Selphie shrugged "This is my new look. Like it?" "It's alright, I guess" Selphie smiled at him "Admit it, you love it!"

The hurt inside is fading

This shit's gone way too far

All this time I've been waiting

Oh

I cannot grieve anymore

"OH MY GOD SELPHIE! What happened?" Selphie turned her head to see Irvine running towards her, she glared at him "Didn't know you still cared" Squall stood infront of Selphie "Irvine just go unless you want to deal with me" At this statement Irvine's eyes grew wide and he ran away "AAAHHHHHHHHHH!"

For what's inside awaking

I'm not

I'm not a whore

You've taken everything and

Oh I cannot give anymore

Everyone burst out laughing at this. Selphie looked thoughtfully at Squall "I didn't know he could run that fast" Squall grinned at her "Guess you know now" Zell grabbed Selphie's arm and she flinched as he touched one of the cuts "Did I hurt you Selphie?" Selphie looked at Zell "No" Zell smiled at her "Come on Selphie let's go before the hotdogs run out" Selphie nodded her head "Alright then" As soon as those words flew out of her mouth Zell picked her up and raced all the way to the Cafeteria.

I'm here to stay (bring it down)

Bring it down!

Gonna bring it down

Gonna break it down

Gonna break it

Selphie watched in amazement as Zell shoved 10 hotdogs in his mouth "Zell are you sure you're human?" Squall and the others entered the Cafeteria to see Zell shovel another 10 hotdogs in his mouth. Quistis looked at him as if he was possessed she then walked up to Zell and said sternly "Zell stop eating like a pig!"

This pain is elevating

As the hurt turns into hating

Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again

Zell snorted with laughter while Selphie was giggling so hard that she fell of her chair Squall smiled and helped her up "Selphie, I thought you knew how to sit on a chair" Selphie smacked him lightly on the arm "Shut up Squall!"

My hurt inside is fading

This shit's gone way too far

All this time I've been waiting

Oh

I cannot grieve anymore

Selphie sat down on her chair again. Squall looked at her and leaned over, he then whispered in her ear "Meet me in our secret place at midnight today" Selphie nodded her head.

For what's inside awaking

I'm not

I'm not a whore

You've taken everything and

Oh I cannot give anymore

Selphie smiled, as Squall looked at her "Have I got something on my face Squall?" Squall shook his head "No I was just thinking how beautiful you are" At those words she gasped "Squall. What are you saying?"

Give anymore

"This" He grabbed her and kissed her so passionately after a few minutes of struggling Selphie finally gave in.

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