Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ Lioness of Balamb ❯ Chapter 1: Memories of what should have been. ( Chapter 2 )

The Lioness of Balamb

By: Hopemia

*First, I want to thank everyone who reviewed the prologue of this story. I really hope that you will continue to read this. Secondly, this fic will contain hetro, yaoi, and yuri in later chapters, in fact, the main pairing by the end will be Seifer/Zell/Squall and yes, all three will be permanently together at the end or at least in my story. I just can't help it cause I love both Seifer/Squall and Zell/Squall….. so a threesome is a little part of heaven and it's the only way I can stand Seifer and Zell together.*

"talking"

{dreaming}

`thinking'

*flashbacks*

Chapter 1: Memories of what should have been.

{ You never got it did you? Seifer loves you, I love you. We, the three of us should be together….. but, you….. you never even cared did you. All you want is Rinoa.

It's been a month since Ultimecia and you're still giving her what you never gave me….. never gave Seifer. WE LOVE YOU DAMN IT!!!

I can't take this anymore….. I'm going to find him….. I can't be near you while you're with her…...it's killing me inside. And, I have to find Seifer….. keep him away from here….. away from you and her….. it will kill him. He loves you as much as I do and as much as we both love each other….. I can't stay here anymore. I can't be near you and not have you, not have him.}

Balamb Garden: The Infirmary.

I wake up from memories of what took place almost three months ago.

Zell yelling at me.

Zell crying.

Zell….. leaving me alone with Rinoa.

I winch while sitting up in the sit up in the infirmary bed. `Great. Just great. I feel like I've bruised half my ribs.' I think to myself. I don't notice too much since I'm drugged half out of my mind. I realize that I'm in the Infirmary and I was obviously hurt from that last attack. My thoughts drift back to Zell. `Well ….. Squall, it wasn't like Zell ever thought that Rinoa could be controlling you. It seems that no one else had second thoughts about your sudden change of attitude and surge of affection toward the raven haired girl.' I think to myself.

Ignoring the pain in my chest; I rise from the bed still in thought. I think about everything that's happened since Zell left that cold November afternoon. I think on how we discovered that Rinoa had accidentally made me fall in love with her a month later.. `Hyne, I can't blame her. It's not like she tried to do it.' I tell myself. I also think about how Rinoa's mind was taken over by the Sorceress Celena a almost two month after he left. I then think how we ( Irvine, Quitus, Selphie, and myself) had to hunt and kill Rinoa and how she asked me to forgive her with her last breath. After that….. there was little time for anything else but tracking this new Sorceress from the future. Which lead up to my presence in the Infirmary.

`It's funny how all thought that the "ice prince" had found love at first sight. `Love at first sight….. my ass.' I think while walking across the room toward the curtain that separated the patient beds from main room. I wonder briefly if I can sneak out of the room without alerting Doc. Kadowaki.

That thought is cut off by a stern voice. "Squall Leonhart! What are you doing out of bed. You are to return there this instant." Doc. Kadowaki gives me her version of a death glare. "You just woke up and you feel like taking a stroll through the garden, Headmaster?" she says roughly.

"I'm fine, Doc." I manage to mutter. "I really don't see that it's necessary for me to stay here if I can get up." Really….. I can be quite an ass when I want to be.

" NO YOU DON'T!!!!!! " she bellowed at me.

`Humph, I guess I really upset the Doc. this time.' I think while adjusting the plain Infirmary gown over my breasts.

"……."

"What the hell!?!?!!?!"

TBC. Well, I hope you all liked this chapter. Please excuse any grammatical mistakes….. I'm afraid I need to find a beta really bad. As always any flames, reviews, comments, or pointers are always welcomed Thanks again, Hopemia*