[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

//Star-Light: Chapter 21//

//By Julie
//rated NC-17 for explicit sexual scenes
//yaoi content. Male/male having sex, getting each other off
//Parings: Squall/Seifer then Squall/Zell

//Disclaimer: Don't own them. But I wish I did - as do most normal people. But ONE DAY! they will be mine. Oh yes, they WILL be mine!!!

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-Next Day, 10:15am-

Zell walked into the large hotel followed by his four friends. The place was packed with people. Reporters, groupies, minor TV station directors, a few random fans that had gotten by security running around for autographs, band members, managers, agents, etc.

Luckily, Zell was following a fairly large bodyguard, courtesy of Jep Levy, heading towards the elevators.

Nearly at the doors, the bodyguard stopped, turning his head to a female voice.

Merice and Kayli from Shiva's Influence walked over, along with Aisukuriimu the keyboard player and mixer of the chick band.

"Raijin!" Kayli yelled. "Listen boy-"

"Its the baby!" Merice said, seeing Zell. She smiled brightly at him.

"Baby?" Aisukuriimu said with a frown.

"Hey! Griever's birthday present," Kayli said, remembering Zell from the night of the Balamb concert.

Zell blushed deeply.

"Gotta take the kid up to see Grieve, ya know?" Raijin said, motioning to Zell.

Merice pulled Zell into a tight hug then stepped back to smile down at him. "Chicobo-baby!"

"Chicobo?!" Matt asked with a frown.

Merice smiled at Matt then looked back at Zell. "Yeah. Flare's little nickname for ya! Chicobo... I like it, its cute."

"Girls!" Raijin got the Shiva's Influence girls attention. "Gotta take 'im ta Griever, ya know?"

Kayli took Raijin's thick arm and pulled him to her. "Listen boy, your chicka's lookin' for ya!" Kayli motioned to Zell with a nod "Kid can find his way up to the 27th floor just fine himself."

Aisukuriimu smiled at Zell. "Ya know, Chicobo, you can always come with us..."

Merice lightly smacked her cream-white haired friend lightly on the arm. "Griever would have Flare kick your ass if you touched the kid."

Aisukuriimu flashed a sexy smile at Zell. "Too bad."

"Besides!" Kayli said loudly, wrapping her arm around Aisukuriimu's shoulders. "You're a little taken! Are you not?!"

Aisukuriimu sighed loudly, turning from Zell and his friends to look at the other Shiva's Influence band members. "Tsumetia might be a little taken-back if I slept with a guy, you're right." Tsumetia was the 2nd guitarist for SI.

Raijin sighed, looking to the young kids. "Shall we head on, yea?"

"No!" Kayli insisted. "You've gotta go see your chicka!"

"Listen-" Raijin started.

"Excuse me," a stern female voice said.

Everyone turned to see a blonde woman with glasses, her hair flipped up in the back, a business suit on with a reporter ID clipped to her left breast pocket.

"Hey! Quissy Trep," Aisukuriimu said, smirking at her.

Quistis cleared her throat, ignoring the female-mixer, turning to look at Zell. "You're Zell Dincht, are you not?"

"How the hell do you know my name?!" Zell asked, his sapphire eyes wide.

Merice smiled sweetly at Zell, hugging him again. "You're Grievance Territory, Chicobo! She's a reporter for Invoke."

"Invoke?!" Selphie blurted out, eyes wide. She looked Quistis over, then meet the blue eyes of the blonde woman.

Quistis nodded. "I'm doing a story on Mr. Griever and you are his boyfriend, are you not?"

Zell looked around at everyone a small embarrassed frown on his face, his sparkling blue eyes swirling around. "... Are we just going to stand 'ere and stare at me? Or can I go see Squall now?"

The three SI girls laughed.

Kayli took Raijin's arms into a tight grip, pulling him away. "Trep-lovely. You know where Griever's room is... show Zell. Raijin's got other business."

Aisukuriimu smiled a sexy grin at Zell, waving with her fingers in a "buh-bye" motion before turning away. Merice gave Zell a final hug then followed her friends.

Zell looked up to the blonde reporter.

She nodded to him, a stern expression on her face. "Mr. Griever is still asleep, but I'd be happy to lead you up to his room."

Taking a quick glance back at his friends, Zell agreed.

~*~

Squall slept with his arm wrapped over Seifer's chest, cuddled tightly next to the large blonde. The large, fluffy covers weight heavily over the two men's bodies, warming their flesh.

Seifer felt Squall's hot breath on his neck, listening to the breathing sounds of the sleeping lion.

The large blonde was trying to fall back into slumber, but the waking-world kept him trapped. Laying with Squall so close, it always felt good. But now, knowing that Squall's emotions were finally manifesting themselves, Seifer couldn't help but hope that maybe there was still something to be salvaged from their relationship.

Opening his sky-blue eyes, Seifer mentally kicked himself. Chicobo is coming today. And you heard Squall talking last night. ... Maybe I shouldn't have let him drink so much. ... I should toss Squall into the shower-

"Seifer," Squall's voice whispered.

Seifer hadn't noticed the change in Squall's breathing.

"Cub?" Seifer asked, looking down to where Squall lay on his shoulder/chest.

"I was thinking... about doing a song with Shiva's Influence," Squall said softly, his eyes still closed.

Seifer smirked. "Like they're type of music, ne? Cub?"

"You don't?" Squall replied.

Seifer chuckled, about to reply, but a firm knock on the hotel door interrupted the conversation.

"I'll talk to Jep about Shiva's Influence for you, Cub." Seifer ignored the intrusion, pushing his cheek against Squall's forehead, listening to a light, tired moan escape Squall's dry lips.

The knock came again louder.

Squall stayed quiet, and Seifer found himself deeper in Squall's embrace.

Again the knock came, this time with words. "Mr. Griever?"

Quistis Trepe. That blonde reporter.

Seifer smirked.

"Get rid of her," Squall's already meek voice whispered.

"Fuck off!" Seifer yelled calmly. "We're in bed."

A moment of silence came, leaving Seifer and Squall to believe Quistis had walked away. But then she spoke again.

"Mr. Griever, I must insist," Quistis said again.

Squall pushed his body harder against Seifer's, silently asking Seifer to yell at her again.

"I said Fuck. Off. Grieve doesn't want to-"

The door, stupidly left unlocked (they had been drunk last night, and security was good in Esthar), opened, Quistis stepping in followed by Zell and his friends.

Squall's back was facing the six intruders, but Seifer was able to lift his head, meaning to glare at Quistis, but he was meet with Zell's sparkling sapphire eyes.

Zell's arms were crossed over his chest, but his expression was blank, except a very small pull on the side of his lips.

Seifer's sky-blue eyes widened immediately. "Squall..." he said.

Squall didn't move. "Go away, I'm tired," his voice whispered.

"I suppose I'm early, ne?" Zell asked, his head tilting slightly to the left.

Seifer looked down to Squall's face, watching Squall's cloudy eyes open wide.

Silence.

"Z-Zell?" Squall said meekly, not moving yet.

"Baby?" Zell replied in a normal voice.

In a frantic movement that surprised even Squall himself, Squall rolled off of Seifer, ended up tangled in the covers, falling directly onto the floor. He'd only meant to get out of bed, not fall on his face to further humiliate himself.

Seifer sat up, no covers over his near-naked body, frowning down at the floor where Squall lay.

Squall didn't bother moving. It wasn't worth it. What should I do? Do I stand up and face Zell, trying desperately to explain why I was laying on top of Seifer...? OR... Do I lay on the floor until Zell screams and runs out of the room? ... Damn it...

"Baby!" Zell said, hurrying towards Squall. "You alright?"

Squall started to sit up, surprised to find Zell helping him. He was able to pull himself out of the tangled mess of blankets, then slowly stand. He was still wearing the leather pants from last night's concert.

Squall swallowed, looking down at Zell.

Zell smiled then frowned. "What?"

Squall looked back to Seifer, who'd now gotten off of the mattress and was pulling on his pants. After a brief glance at the large blonde, Squall turned to meet Zell's sapphire swirls again.

"Did you have sex with him?" Zell asked as thought the question just now came to him.

Squall shook his head no.

Zell smiled. "Then what's wrong?"

"Y-you just believe me?" Squall asked softly.

"Of course," Zell replied. "Shouldn't I?"

Squall smiled his small grin, caressing Zell's tattooed cheek with the back of his hand.

Zell wrapped his arms around Squall's shoulders, pulling him into a hug. "I missed you."

Squall closed his eyes, breathing in Zell's scent, holding the young blonde tightly. "And I missed you," he replied softly.

Still holding onto Squall, Zell turned his head to meet Squall's lips with his own. Squall let Zell into his mouth, feeling the young boy's tongue caressing lightly against his.

"Damn," Kyle said after watching the two boys kiss for a while.

Zell pulled back from Squall, turning to look at his friends. Zell's cheeks flushed immediately.

"Flare, why exactly do you sleep in the same bed as Griever if you two don't have sex," Quistis asked, her notepad open.

Squall tensed, realizing she'd probably written the whole scene down.

Seifer, now pulling his shoes on, looked up to Quistis, his expression blank. "...Um..."

Quistis watching the large blonde for a moment, before nodding and noting something else on her paper.

"And, Zell," Quistis said, looking up to Zell, who was still wrapped in Squall's arms. "You didn't seem surprised at all. And you have complete confidence that Griever didn't sleep with Flare. Might I ask why?"

Squall opened his mouth, about to snap at Quistis for bothering Zell, but Zell spoke first.

"Squall promised me that he'd never hurt me," Zell said, smiling slightly. He looked up at Squall.

"And just from that promise, you completely believe him?" Quistis asked after jotting Zell's answer down.

Zell nodded, his sapphire eyes locked with Squall's stormy spheres. "Yes."

The hotel door burst open, Jep walking in. "Alright you two get out... of bed... " He frowned at the large group of people in the room. Then he saw Zell. "Oh! That's right, okay..."

Everyone turned their attention to the manager.

"So! Good, glad you two are awake," Jep said to Squall and Seifer. "I just got off the phone with Cid Kramer... guy's a complete moron..." Jep shook his head. "But he does produce Within Fantasies-"

"Oh my god, that's my favorite TV show!" Selphie exclaimed, then coughed quietly, looking at the floor.

Jep frowned at the girl before continuing. "Anyways... Mr. Kramer wanted to have the band guest star on the show. I wanted to run that by you guys.... Sound good?"

"Whatever..." Squall said softly, his expression back into the icy mask, but his arms still held Zell to him.

"Sounds good," Seifer agreed.

"I'll have to go over the contract and decide on the terms, of course-"

"Earning your money this week, ne?" Seifer said with a grin.

Jep glared at him. "I do a million things for the band! You don't even know!"

"Nor do I care," Seifer said with a light laugh. "That's why we pay you."

Jep ignored Seifer, looking to Squall. "I canceled Thursday afternoon for you. But you have to have dinner downstairs tonight. No canceling this! Its either Thursday or tonight."

Squall nodded twice.

"8. Be downstairs," Jep ordered. "Now I've got to go off and do more things that no one cares to hear about."

Seifer smirked at Jep.

Jep shook his head and turned to leave.

"Oh!" Seifer said, walking by Squall and Zell, heading to leave the room as well. "Cub's taken more of an interested in his life, Jep."

Jep frowned at Seifer, opening the door.

Seifer walked by him. "Wants to do a song with Shiva's Influence," he said, leaving the room.

Jep turned to look at Squall, his eyes wide. But he knew Squall wouldn't say anything, so Jep turned to hurry after Seifer.

"Really?!" Zell asked, looking up to Squall's face.

Squall turned his attention back to Zell. "I started thinking about it last night, and this morning I told Seifer."

"Is there a certain song you would like to sing?" Quistis asked, her notebook flipped open, nearly completely full already.

Squall looked to the blonde reporter. Damn it! She was so quiet, he kept forgetting she was there. "No..."

Quistis nodded.

"Zell!" Selphie blurted out loudly. "I'm gonna head downstairs to stalk... I mean talk to the other bands." She smiled. "See you later!"

She turned and started towards the door, Matt quickly taking up step behind her. He waved to Zell.

Kyle and Xen didn't wait, following the other two.

"At 8-" Squall said, looking at the kids.

The four stopped, watching Squall. He regretted opening his mouth immediately.

"At 8... in the dinning hall... dinner," Squall said softly.

"We can go?!" Selphie asked in her normal perky attitude.

Squall nodded.

Selphie smiled brightly. "Thanks!" she said, then she took Matt's hand, flinging the door open and leaving. The three other boys follow, waving good-bye to Zell.

Quistis flipped her notepad shut, clipping the pen to the cover. "Would you two like to be alone?" she asked.

Zell's cheeks turned a shade darker, but he smiled.

"Yes," Squall answered.

Quistis nodded, then turned to the door, leaving the two boys alone.

"Zell," Squall said once Quistis had shut the door behind her. "I'm sorry about... you ... seeing that."

Zell's eyebrows raised. "Would you rather I didn't know?"

Squall closed his eyes. "... you deserve to know, of course. But... I don't want to hurt you." He opened his eyes to only find himself lost in the sparkling sapphire spheres of Zell's eyes.

"Why were you in bed with him?" Zell asked.

Squall's icy expression broke into a sad expression, his eyebrows pinched together, cheeks raised as though he was hurt. "... I don't like to be alone."

Zell immediately pulled Squall into a tight embrace. "I understand, baby. I'm here now."

Squall held onto Zell, breathing in his scent again. "I love the way you feel. The way you smell. The way you taste..." He kissed Zell's cheek lightly. "My bishounen. You... you really are the most wonderful thing to ever happen to me," Squall said softly.

"Oh, Hyne!" Zell said in a loud whisper. "I missed you so much!" He squeezed Squall tighter, pushing his body hard against Squall's.

Squall kissed Zell's cheek again, then left a trail of kisses down the black tattoo, over Zell's neck, to the pink cheek of Zell's non-tattooed side, then finally fiercely kissing Zell's moist, red lips.

Zell parted his lips, feeling Squall's tongue push in, caressing lightly through his mouth. Squall's warm hands took the bottom of Zell's shirt and pulled it up, off of the small blonde. He caressed his hands down the bare flesh of Zell's back, feeling the soft skin.

Zell's lips moved down Squall's neck, his tongue tasting the brunette's skin, his hands running down Squall's chest to the clasp of Squall's pants.

Squall's eyes were closed, his breathing increased. His hands moved to grab Zell's ass tightly. Zell let out an excited, startled moan before he put his hands on Squall's hips, pushing down the leather pants. His lips continued to kiss over Squall's bare flesh, kissing the brunette's neck and chest.

Squall's fingers dancing up the muscular flesh of Zell's arms, caressing over the blonde's shoulders and neck, then through his hair.

Zell moved to his knees, pulling Squall's pants completely off. His fingers wrapped around Squall's cock, stroking it into an erection, his tongue flicking over the tip of the cock, his second hand caressing lightly over Squall's bare skin.

The second hand slid down Squall's thigh, then back up to squeeze the brunette's ass. Zell's mouth slowly pulled Squall's hard on inside, the blonde's first hand moving to squeeze the tight ball sacs.

Squall's chest filled with air, his breathing heavy but soft. The pink flesh of his lips parted as he watched Zell's mouth slowly devour his swollen cock. Squall's hand softly traced over Zell's shoulders, touching the bishounen's tattooed cheek, gently encouraging the blonde to continue. And maybe to go faster, suck harder.

Zell's tongue stroked the underside of Squall's cock, the head beginning to push its way into Zell's throat. He squeezed Squall's ass again, pulling his hips forward.

"Zell," Squall whispered, his eyes closing. He wove his fingers into Zell's hair, rocking his hips against Zell's face, Zell's lips squeezing tightly to Squall's shaft.

Not much time went by before Squall's body feel into orgasm. Zell sunk his nails into the flesh over Squall's hips as Squall's fingers pulled harder on the blonde hair. "Hyne above!" Squall called, his cum releasing into Zell's mouth. "Zell!"

Zell flopped backwards, sitting on his feet, wiping his lips with the tip of his middle finger.

Squall slowly fell to his knees, breathing heavily.

Smiling, Zell pushed forward, wrapping his arms around Squall.

Squall pulled Zell to him, laying backwards into the pile of blankets. Zell snuggled into Squall's arms.

"That was wonderful, Zell," Squall whispered, tracing a finger over Zell's tattoo.

Zell smiled at Squall, his sapphire eyes sparkling happily. "You taste really good," he replied.

Squall pushed Zell onto his back then rested his head on Zell's chest, his nude body laying half over Zell's.

Zell ran his fingers through Squall's feather soft hair, looking down at the lion's closed eyes. "Baby..." the blonde whispered.

"Shush," Squall whispered softly. "I'm listening to your heart beat."

A bright smile took over Zell's face. He ran his hand over Squall's bare shoulders and shoulder-blades, then up to the soft brown hair again.

"Everything about you is so perfect, bishounen," Squall said, opening his cloudy eyes.

Zell smiled softly at Squall. "You're perfect too," he said, his eyes sparkling gently, the sapphire swirling around in a slow current.

"Zell..." Squall started to protest.

Zell pushed his hand harder against Squall's cheek, his thumb tracing over Squall's lips. "I'm my eyes, baby. You can't be anything less then perfect."

Squall watched Zell, looking into the blue eyes, as his pink lips parted. Squall took Zell's hand in his, kissing it lightly a few times. "Thank you, bishounen," Squall spoke.

~*~

-8:00pm-

Squall sat next to Zell at the dinner table in the dining hall of the hotel. The rest of Blood Kiss, as well as Zell's friends, and Jep Levy sat at the large table with the two.

In the tables surrounding the dinning hall sat other bands, agents, managers, producers, and other people of such.

This was a business-dinner. It explained why Jep was so demanding with Squall about showing up.

"Everyone!" Nonna (SI bass player) said loudly, standing up from her seat. "Against my manager's wishes," she and the other Shiva's Influence chicks laughed for a moment. "I've decided to share this song I just wrote. I figured you all wouldn't mind giving me feedback, ne?!"

"Sure, Nonna," Berne (Tonberries lead singer) said. "Go for it sexy."

More people agreed.

Nonna looked to the Blood Kiss table.

"How 'bout it boys?" she asked, smiling.

Seifer smirked. "I donno if this is an appropriate moment to hear about how good Kayli is at eating out!"

Laughter came from around the room.

Nonna wrinkled her nose at Seifer, glaring playfully. "Listen, pervert!" she said with a smile. "We don't only sing about that stuff! ... This song is very PG rated, I assure you, Oh God of Fire."

"I think Griever would like this song!" Merice said. "Since he wants to do a song with us! Think about it Griever!"

People turned to Squall, but he just looked on with his normal icy expression.

"Just one moment everyone!" Nonna said. The SI girls got up and left the dinning hall, getting a nice-angry glare from their manager as they left.

10 minutes of small talk later the girls had set up the bare-necessities for playing the song.

"This song," Nonna said loudly, getting everyone's attention again. "Was inspired by Merice, but its not about her! ... Thank you, gentlemen. I'd prefer you refrain your ecchi thoughts for later. This was written because of inspiration, not because I had a lot of good lesbian sex."

Laughter from around the room.

Nonna shook her head, clearing her throat.

Aisukuriimu started the song with her fingers pressing lightly over a single cord on the keyboard.

"I will meet you in some place," Nonna started the song. "Where the light lends itself to soft repose."

"I will let you undress me," Merice joined, singing the next lines.

Zell turned to look at Squall, unable to resist watching him. Squall just looked straight, watching the girls sing, his face blank.

"But I warn you, I have thorns like any rose."

Squall blinked, turning to take a quick look at Zell, feeling the weight of the sapphire eyes on him. But he quickly turned back to watch the women perform.

"And you could hurt me with your bare hands," Nonna sang again.

Zell smiled at Squall.

"You could hurt me using the sharp end of what you say."

"But I am lost to you now," Merice continued.

Squall turned to look at Zell again, still feeling the sapphire eyes on him. He blushed slightly, seeing Zell's soft, loving smile. Quickly turning away, Squall brought his attention back to the girls again. Zell bit into his lower lips, still smiling sweetly.

"There's no amount of reason to save me."

A small smile pulled on the side of the brunette Super Star's lips, knowing Zell was still looking at him.

"So break me. Take me." Nonna and Merice sang together.

Squall turned to look into Zell's eyes, smiling his meek smile at Zell, looking into the sparking sapphire eyes. His cheeks were still blushed slightly.

"Just let me fill your arms again." Nonna sang alone.

Squall looked back to the women, moving his hand to reach over to Zell's arm. Zell quickly accepted Squall's hand.

"Break me. I'll let you make me." The two women sand together again.

"Just let me feel your love again." Merice alone.

Squall kept glancing back to Zell, who didn't bother with trying to keep his eyes off of Squall.

"Feels like being underwater."

Looking down at the table, squeezing Zell's hand, Squall bit his tongue, trying to control his embarrassment. He couldn't understand why he was embarrassed. And he knew Zell was staring at him.

"Now that I've let go and lost control."

"Water kisses fill my mouth. Water fills my soul."

Squall turned to look into Zell's beautiful sparkling swirls of deep blue water spheres.

"So break me. Take me."

"Just let me fill your arms again."

Zell moved his chair over quietly, pulling Squall's arms over his shoulders.

"Break me. I'll let you make me."

"Just let me feel your love again."

Squall moved his body to press against Zell's, his second hand taking Zell's hand again. He kissed Zell's shoulder lightly.

"Kiss me once."

"Well, maybe twice."

Squall kissed Zell's shoulder again, whispering "You are so adorable, bishounen."

"Oh, it never felt so nice."

Zell's eyes sparkled at Squall, completely happy in the moment.

"So break me. Take me."

Their eyes locked, the music continued, but it was as though they were alone, just the two of them. Lost in each other's eyes.

"Just let me fill your arms again."

"Break me. I'll let you make me."

Zell caressed Squall's cheek lightly, smiling lovingly at him.

"Just let me feel your love again."

The room erupted into applause, Zell and Squall turning from their own world, seeing Shiva's Influence had finished their song.

Squall kissed Zell's cheek, then sat up, taking his arm back, clapping for the girls again.

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// "Break Me" is a song by Jewel. - Pretty song.