Final Fantasy - All Series Fan Fiction ❯ TKO- Total Knock Out ❯ Chapter 17 ( Chapter 17 )

chapter 17

Everyone was filing out of the arena when Seifer and Zell left the locker room. They made their way through the crowd to find Squall and Irvine. "There they are." Seifer said being taller than Zell he spotted them quicker and grabbed Zell's hand taking him to them. 'I can't believe this is happening somebody up there loves me. I get to fight in Esthar for world champion and now Seifer, Seifer fucking Almasy holding my hand wanting to take me out, and now Squall's happy again or as happy as he gets, life doesn't get much better than this.' Zell smiled to himself and they made it to their coaches.

"Took you bitches long enough." Irvine said and he threw an arm around Zell. "You were good out there little guy, ya know if you let me coach you I could get you to world champ easy." Irvine whispered but loud enough for everyone to hear. "Keep dreaming." Squall said and took Irvine's arm from Zell's shoulders and they all laughed.

"Alright its party time what do ya say?" Irvine asked. "I say you guys have fun, us real men are gonna go out for awhile." Seifer said and Zell looked at Squall. "Just be careful." Squall told him and Seifer was already pulling Zell away. "Hey six o'clock remember!" Irvine yelled to Seifer and he waved behind him letting Irvine know he understood.

The two disappeared from sight and Irvine turned to Squall and saw the concerned look on his face. "Don't worry hombre Seifer wouldn't let anything happen to Zell. He may be an ass and all but he's a good kid deep down trust me." He reassured putting an arm around his shoulders. "I do." Squall said putting his arm around Irvine's waist. "Alright then lets go have us a celebration too," He started walking Squall towards the door. "I know this great gay bar, go there every mornin you'll love it."

Already in the parking lot of the arena Seifer is going to his car and Zell's following trying to keep up because the area was crowded.

"Hey guys great game!" A man shouted as they passed. Some other fans beeped their horns at them and waved out their windows. "Can I have your autograph, please?" A girl about a year younger than Zell asked him. "Yeah sure." He took her notebook and pen. Seifer watched from where he stood and smiled to himself. Zell asked the girls name and she shyly told him and he signed the paper then gave it back to her. "Thanks." She giggled off back to her group of friends that were watching. "He's so cute." She said when she reached them.

Zell was feeling on top of the world walking over to Seifer who had his arms crossed waiting for him. "Where's my autograph?" He said jokingly and Zell tried not to blush but had no luck. "Ah so cute. Come on." Seifer said and opened the car door on the drivers side. Zell paused to look at the small silver sports car. The windows were tinted black and the hub caps were a bright silver almost sparkling in Deling's moon light. "Wow, I mean Squall's is nice but-" "I'll leave you in five seconds." Seifer warned starting up the car and Zell quickly got in. "So where are we going?" Zell asked. 'I wonder if should put the seatbelt on, would that be lame if he doesn't?' Zell started getting nervous not wanting to embarrass himself now that he'd come so far.

"Wherever the road takes us." Seifer said and put his seatbelt on, Zell watched and smiled with relief putting his own on then they sped off leaving smoke behind. He circled the parking lot and zoomed past Irvine and Squall and beeped the horn then left the arena.

Squall looked at Irvine questioningly. "I said trust me heh heh come on we're more fun than them right?" He asked as they made it to Squall's car. He thought about it for a minute. "Sure as shit we are." He said faking Irvine's southern accent and smiled at him Irvine laughed and opened the passenger side door.

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The two coaches made it to the bar and walked in getting eyed by everyone mostly because of Squall because they'd never seen him before. "I think they like ya." Irvine whispered to Squall and they made their way to one of the tables.

"So, couple of beers maybe a bit to eat?" Irvine asked and Squall nodded trying to relax and get comfortable in his chair. Irvine signaled a waiter. 'I should relax just because we're not together doesn't mean we can't be together. Maybe I'm just worried about Zell, forget everything tonight I'm celebrating.' Just as Squall finished his thoughts the waiter came back with the order.

They grabbed their drinks and held their glasses up. "Bottoms up." Irvine said and they drank. "Where's that music coming from?" Squall asked. "Oh there's a club upstairs maybe we could go a little later." "Yeah sure." They started into their food quietly at first and Irvine suddenly dropped his fork on the plate making Squall look up with an eyebrow raised.

"Do you love me Squall?" Irvine blurted out and Squall put his spoon down and grabbed his drink. "Of course I do, I always have and I always will." He took a drink. "So why- never mind forget it." Irvine picked up his fork again. "So why what, if its important say it." Squall said 'Even though I know what you're going to say.' "No no, we should be havin a good time now not gettin all serious." "Right." They ate in silence again.

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Seifer and Zell had just walked into Laguna's bar and surprisingly a party was already going on there. When they stepped inside the people cheered and started clapping. "Look everybody its our big box heroes." Laguna said from behind the bar. "Oh you shouldn't have." Seifer said and he made his way to the bar getting hugs and pats of congratulations from friends. "Everybody this is my rival, Zell. Zell these are my well I don't know what they are and most of them I don't know who they are." Seifer said and the group around them laughed. "Hi." Zell said quietly and sat on the stool next to where Seifer was standing.

"You couldn't see us way in the back but a few of us were at the arena, Good game both of you." One of the older men with a beard said. Now that Zell noticed most of the people in there were older than them about Laguna's age but a few in their teens. "So how do you guys all know each other?" Zell asked hoping he wasn't being too obvious about his suspicions in their age. Seifer sat on the stool next to Zell and a few people wandered off to go back to the party.

"Well little Seifey's been coming here for a while now since I guess 14 we've all become one big loser family." The same guy with the beard said. "Seifey, ha ha.." Zell laughed at the name for a minute. "Yeah yeah alright who's thirsty. What do you want chicken?" Seifer said turning to Laguna at the bar. 'Oh shit I didn't even think about drinking, Squall wouldn't want me to but-' "I don't really drink." Zell said and to his surprise no one laughed. Seifer just nodded in understanding. "That makes sense but come on there's a first time for everything. Besides its your big night." Laguna gave Seifer a bottle of beer and he took a drink then held it out to Zell.

"Bottoms up?" He waved it in Zell's face, Zell looked around then at the bottle. 'Just once and I mean, Squall gave me a drink that night I found out I was qualified for the championship games. So the drink isn't the same he'll understand.' After Zell convinced himself it was alright he took the bottle getting a smile from Seifer and took a drink but spit it out right after.

"That's awful!" He said wiping his mouth and Seifer chuckled. "You'll get used to it." He took the bottle back and poured some of it into a glass for Zell. "So where's the infamous cowboy Kinneas?" Laguna asked. "Out on his own little celebration." Seifer answered.

Laguna leaned forwards so Seifer could hear him better over the noise. "Now you wanna tell me about this little drug adventure you've been on." Seifer paused before taking another drink.

"It's all being exaggerated. They can't prove anything. I'm not too worried about it." "In other words you're getting a free ride and its all being taken care of?" Laguna said "You could say that," Laguna gave him a skeptical look. "look I'm not thrilled about it either okay but if I wanna stay in the game I have no choice but to keep it covered up. If the league didn't help we'd have never done it on our own." "Okay okay," Laguna put his hands up in defense and Seifer mouthed a thank you.

"So Zell was it, you on anything?" He asked turning to Zell now who was busy trying to adjust to the beer. "Huh on something, wha- what does that mean?" He said looking at the man confused. "Never mind you're a good kid you keep it that way. Don't let this pretty face trick you into anything." Laguna said holding Seifer under the chin. He let go and went back to mixing drinks.

'I think that pretty face already did.' Zell thought while taking another sip from his glass. 'Hm its not so bad.' He took a bigger gulp and finished the small glass off. Seifer was watching him the whole time. "You should slow down I don't think Mr. Loire here wants to clean up your mess. Can we get a bottle for my friend here?" He said and Laguna pulled out a bottle of beer and opened it for Zell. He looked at it hesitantly but eventually took it and smiled. Holding the bottle out to Seifer's they banged the bottoms together. "Bottoms up." Zell said and took a long drink.

"Ah," Zell wiped his mouth "you know I should have kicked that guys ass in the locker room earlier." "Why didn't you? You knew you could." Zell looked down into the bottle and played on the cap. "Because Squall said I shouldn't get into trouble here, no fighting out of the ring or gym. Maybe it shouldn't matter and I should stop trying to be a "good kid" as everyone puts it but its kinda hard saying no to him." "Well he knows best right, it's better than Irvine and his philosophy that reputation good or bad is everything. Nothin but the image." Seifer scoffed and took a long drink finishing his bottle off, he signaled for another one.

"He doesn't seem so bad to me." "Yeah well you don't train with him or worse live with him."

"Hey Seifer, come over and play a little pool with us!" One of the guys shouted from across the room. "Now lets not start any crap in here again like before." Laguna warned them. "Yeah yeah, come on you play pool?" Seifer asked Zell standing up. "Sorta. I'm probably not very good." He stood up himself. "Neither are these guys, come on." They made their way through the people dancing over to the pool tables.

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Irvine and Squall finished their dinner and made their way up to the club. Lights were flashing everywhere and the dark blue atmosphere made everything seem like they were under water. Irvine danced his way through the crowd to the bar and Squall followed him. Men still eyed them.

"Ain't this great?" Irvine shouted over the loud music. Squall looked around at all the wild people in their exotic and different clothes and wasn't sure. "Yeah great." He mumbled to himself. They made it to the bar and Irvine ordered martini's for them both. "Feel like dancin?" Irvine asked pushing up against Squall playfully. "Not really." Squall responded and took his drink from the counter. "Suit yourself." Irvine said and after taking a long drink he put it drink down and told Squall to watch it for him and he went a few steps away and started dancing.

Squall frowned with annoyance and tried not to pay him any attention but he found himself watching the camouflage cowboy anyway. The dark blue lights made Irvine look more attractive in his clothes than when Squall first saw the man in them at the arena. He watched him move around the floor every now and again Irvine would look at Squall and smile or wink at him then he'd go right back to dancing with himself.

'Stupid Irvine, he's not even good. Moving around like some drunk cat.' Squall thought sarcastically then he laughed to himself at Irvine's latest move. 'I wish I could tell him why we can't be together but if I do he'll just try to convince me that I'm wrong and I'll probably cave. I know what I'm doing is right maybe he'll understand soon.' Squall sighed and took another drink, when he looked back at Irvine he noticed a small crowd had formed near him and two guys were dancing with him. 'What is he up to?'

Squall put the drink down next to Irvine's and took his jacket off leaving it on the counter and walked out to the dance floor where Irvine was. Irvine looked up when he saw Squall approaching and he smiled.

"Hey, change your mind?" He asked and Squall pushed through the other two guys so they backed up and he pulled Irvine closer to him. "Yeah, I did." Squall said sternly and Irvine kissed him on the cheek and they started dancing.

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At Laguna's the pool game was coming to an end and so was the party. Seifer was on his fourth beer and getting tipsy from it. Zell was feeling a little sick and stopped after his second but the alcohol was starting to get to him too.

"One more ball and we win." Seifer said holding his pool stick and leaned over the table trying to line it up with the q-ball but, it took awhile because he couldn't focus. "Come on slowmo we ain't got all night." One of the teen guys said just as drunk as the others. "Don't rush me, dickhead." Seifer said and looked over at Zell who was watching from beside him. "People can't appreciate good technique." Zell smiled. "Guess not." He said.

"See, you guys better be nice or my Zell here'll kick your ass." He looked back at the ball and went for the shot, it was sloppy but the eight ball managed to roll into the corner pocket.

Zell, Seifer, and whoever was routing for them all jumped up and cheered. "Ah ha! See you under estimated me and you're lucky this wasn't for money." Seifer said and he threw his arm around Zell and grabbed his beer. "Well folks its time for us to go." He said "Aw so soon, no after party?" Laguna asked, coming over to the table to clean up the mess, then he snatched Seifer's keys from his pocket.

"Hey!" Laguna looked at Zell and put the keys in his hand. "You can drive right?" Zell nodded. "Ye- yeah good enough." "Good. Here ya go." He made sure Zell had the the keys tight in his hands before he went back to cleaning up. "Fuck you Loire, I can handle myself." Seifer said and let go of Zell stumbling his way to the door. Zell looked at Laguna who gave him a warning look and then he followed after Seifer.

When they got outside Seifer fell on top of the car and sighed heavily. "Give me the keys." He said and Zell had to move closer to actually make out what he said. "But he said-" "Fuck what he said I'm fine, I can handle my liquor. Give me the keys." He lifts himself up off the hood of the car and turned to Zell. Compared to Zell Seifer seemed to be a lot bigger now with the lights from the bar behind him, his shadow completely covered the little boxer's body.

'I know I might regret this later but he seems fine enough now, plus I'm really not a good driver at all.' He looked at the keys then held them out. Seifer took them and patted Zell on the head. "Lets ride." Seifer said and got in on the passenger side sliding over to the driver's seat. Zell looked back into the bar for a second making sure no one saw and then got into the car. Seifer turned the radio up loudly and drove off.

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The drive to wherever they were headed was quiet besides the music from the radio. Seifer seemed to actually be doing ok behind the wheel, with a few swerves here and there and slams on the break but other than that they drove smoothly.

'This is nice. Who'd of thought, me, little Ma's boy from small Balamb town would be here now in a schwey car with the person I've been crushing on since I got here, here in Deling City, home of boxing and now on my way to the championship game. Who could ask for anything more, not me. Well maybe a little more but this is fine for now.' He looked out the window and noticed they'd gone out of the city. 'Huh? Wonder where we're going?'

Zell soon found out when the car stopped, they weren't really anywhere from what he saw. "Come on, I wanna show you something." Seifer turned off the car and got out. Zell followed starting to feel a little nervous.

'I hope he's not gonna hurt me or something, you never know a guy when they're going for the same title as you, right? I mean just cause I like him doesn't mean he's not crazy or something.'

When he got out the car the autumn wind hit his face like a knife blade. 'Good thing I brought a jacket.' Zell thought and followed Seifer up a grassy hill. "Where are we?" He asked when he fell into step with him. "The edge of town, it's a cliff that looks over the ocean around this area." Seifer put his arm around Zell and steered him to the edge of the cliff. Zell soon saw what he meant when they stopped at the edge and looked over. "Wow." Zell stared in awe at the sight below them, the water was sparkling with light from the moon and stars that you couldn't really see in the city because it already had too many lights. The waves were crashing against the rocks below from the hard wind blowing.

"Its somethin. I haven't been up here in awhile, I used to come when things got really bad for me." Seifer talked casually taking his arm from Zell's shoulders getting himself a cigarette. Zell looked away from the view and stared up at Seifer. 'What kind of stuff?" He asked. Seifer took a puff and let the smoke out, the wind sent back in his direction.

"Like after my parents died, when I started failing school, when I didn't make it out of the minor league when I first started boxing...sometimes after havin it out with Irvine." "You're parents are dead." Zell said more so to himself turning away from Seifer. "When I was thirteen. I ran away up here the whole day and the view at night was like you'd never believe especially at that age."

'This is unbelievable all of it and I thought he was crazy, heh.' "Turn around you can still see the city from here." Seifer said and Zell looked back seeing the most beautiful sight ever. The city was smaller from there but looked like a Christmas town with lights everywhere. "We never had anything like this in Balamb." Zell said and they both unconsciously started walking back to the car.

"Can I ask you something? What you said in the bar about getting a free ride or somethin like that, what did that mean?" Zell asked after they got in the car. Seifer didn't turn it on yet they just sat there and he thought about the question. "Well I'm guessing you know I'm a drug head by now, its not really my fault if you think about it. But anyway since I became regional champ here the league execs have been a little nicer to me to put it mildly. I'm not saying I got a free ride to championship games cause I worked damn hard like everyone else more so. They've just made sure my screw ups didn't get me kicked out of the games. Like with school and now this."

Zell registered it all and it made sense to him and he nodded. "So if the drugs are a problem why don't you quit?" "Can't say I ever tried to but I will now, not for me or boxing. I promised Irvine I would. Have to get all cleaned out tomorrow before they test me and then that'd be the end of both our careers. Gods I'm starting to sound like him now." They both chuckled lightly. "I'll stop, just not tonight might as well get my last few things in." He threw the cigarette out the window and took a drink of the beer that he'd brought from the bar. "Guess we should head home the misses must be getting worried." He said talking about Squall and Irvine and they took off. Zell watched Seifer for awhile the moon light shining through the car making him see Seifer in a different light.

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Squall and Irvine were still at the club and the later it got the wilder the scene became. The two of them were dancing in the center floor now with their shirts off and other guys around them. People were opening champagne bottles and whirling them around letting the foam fly out everywhere.

"You about ready to head back now partner?" Irvine shouted in Squall's ear. "Hells no, are you?" Squall said they'd both had a little too much to drink and Squall was finally enjoying himself not thinking about anything else but that. "Alright then." Irvine said and he kissed him hungrily on the mouth. The thought of protesting didn't even come to Squall's mind and he threw his arms around the cowboy and kissed him back the same.

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Zell and Seifer made it to the apartment and where coming out of the elevator on Zell's floor. The beer Seifer drank in the car was making his buzz return and he was laughing the whole way to Zell's door hanging off of the smaller boy. Zell kept looking back, smiling himself, liking the closeness whether Seifer was drunk or not. "I thought you said you could handle your liquor?" Zell laughed out. "I'm fine." Seifer said and when he tried to stand up on his own he fell into Zell pushing him against the apartment door. Seifer laughed and then lied his head against the door. Zell sucked in a breath and tried to steady his breathing. Seifer was extremely close to him more than just an arm around his shoulders he could smell his musky but heavenly smell like they'd just got out of the showers at the arena.

He could feel his ragged breathing against his own and wanted so badly to put his arms around the taller mans waist. All of a sudden Seifer was looking down at Zell his eyelids looked heavy from the alcohol and his eyes were getting glassy. He had his hands on his shoulders. Zell stiffened and looked into his eyes not being able to pull away, they were so close. Seifer put his mouth near Zell's and he could smell the beer and faint scent of smoke on his breath.

Seifer moved his hands down Zell's back and then stuck his hand in Zell's back pocket making the little blonde gasp. Zell closed his eyes waiting for their lips to touch, he could feel himself getting harder with every second. Instead of kissing him Seifer had pulled his apartment keycard out of his pocket and held it up to Zell's face.

Zell opened his eyes. "You gonna invite me in?" Seifer asked his voice was low and husky from the sleep that was starting to consume him from the beer. He backed away from Zell who started breathing again and took the card. "Uh yeah, we should go in." He fumbled with the card and finally got the door open letting Seifer in first. Seifer immediately made his way to the couch and sat down heavily on it sinking down into the cushion. Zell closed the door and took his jacket off then went to sit beside him.

"What day is it?" Seifer asked leaning forwards to grab the remote. "Sunday I think." Zell sat tightly with his head down feeling a little stupid and embarrassed for thinking anything would have happened out there. Seifer snapped up and changed the channel to a motorcycle race. "You know this was my romantic dream before boxing." Seifer said and Zell looked at the t.v.

"What, this?" "Yeah I always wanted to ride with the pros and be one of the best. I've always been a motor man but then boxing came into the scene and everything Irvine said appealed to me more so I put riding on hold. Now its more of a hobby, I'd still like to race professionally though." "That's cool maybe someday you could." "Maybe." They sat in silence for awhile watching the race. Zell took a look over at Seifer and then his eyes caught a glimpse of something sticking up from Seifer's pants. Zell's mouth dropped.

'Is that from what happened outside the door or something else?' Zell looked back up at Seifer and met his gaze. He started blushing from getting caught looking. Seifer smiled at him. "I see you've got one too, it happens." He laughed "You can relax ya know I'm just like everybody else." Seifer looked back at the t.v. 'Yeah but I don't have a crush or get a hard dick with everybody else.' Zell thought getting a little annoyed with himself.

"So what's it like, being gay?" Seifer asked casually and Zell shot his face in Seifer's direction shocked at what he'd just heard. "You- you knew?" "Not at first but, I caught on. I've been living with Irvine and around his friends for years its kinda hard not to tell." Zell stared down into his lap feeling even more embarrassed then before. 'He knew and never said anything (gasp) does he know I like him?' "Ever have a boyfriend?" Seifer asked assuming Zell wouldn't or couldn't answer the first question. "No, never really liked anyone I guess." "I understand, the one person I thought I liked a lot turned out to be a real bitch." "Quistis?" Zell said looking back at Seifer now. "You met her, that figures." "What went wrong with you two?" Zell started feeling more comfortable now and relaxed into the seat.

"We clashed too much, and she was bossy. I mean she was good looking and all but after awhile she didn't do it for me anymore. I never found the time to go out with anyone else or just don't want to." He shifted in his seat starting to feel the discomfort in his pants. "Could that mean I'm gay?" Zell shrugged. "I couldn't really tell myself at first, who knows." 'I hope he is, I hope he is.' "Irvine says I'm confused, maybe he's right." Seifer sat up all the way now and moved closer to Zell, he could feel his nervousness coming back.

They stared at each other for a moment and Seifer grabbed Zell's chin in his hand, he looked in Zell's eyes for a second like he was searching him for a sign or some permission. The look Zell gave back said 'yes' and Seifer put his lips to Zells pressing lightly at first then put more force in it moving his hand around to the back of Zell's neck.

Zell closed his eyes relaxing in the feeling letting the warm mouth do all the work. He was so taken in by the moment he couldn't even form a thought. Seifer licked the bottom of Zell's upper lip and then pushed his tongue through parting the boys mouth. Zell gasped at the feel of their tongues touching, Seifer sucked on Zell's tongue then kissed him more deeply exploring a males mouth for the first time and then Zell started responding kissing him back..

'Maybe Irvine's got a point about being with men.' He thought and stood up pulling Zell with him and he backed him towards the bedrooms never taking his mouth from Zells. He guessed which room was Zell's and pushed the door open. When they got inside Seifer started taking Zell's shirt off then his own and threw them to the floor. He unzipped his jeans and pushed Zell on the bed breaking the kiss. Zell's breath was coming out ragged and quickly as he stared up at the man he's been fantasizing about for weeks.

Seifer looked down at him with lust in his eyes then he looked at Zell's hardened penis.

"Can I take care of that?" He asked leaning down close to Zell's ear. Zell swallowed hard but could only manage a nod. Seifer smirked at him and unzipped Zell's pants then yanked them down. He got off the bed and pulled them all the way off the little figure then he took off his own and climbed back on the bed straddling over Zell. "You've got a lot to offer for a little person." He said before kissing Zell's sensitive neck flesh. He began grinding their cocks together slowly building a friction between them and their shorts. "Ar- are you," Zell had to stop his words when Seifer moaned into his ear, he swallowed hard and decided not to say anything.

"Never done this before." Seifer said sitting up enough to look at Zell. "N- no not really, I came close once." "That's ok I've never been with a guy before but I've seen how it works enough." He ran his hands down the sides of Zell's body making him shiver at the touch. "You ready?" He asked and Zell nodded. Seifer pulled Zell boxer shorts off slowly never looking away from what was hidden beneath. Zell watched Seifer's face and thought he actually saw want in those eyes and felt better about the whole situation. He closed his eyes and lied back against the pillow.

When Seifer got his shorts off the cold air rushed over Zell's body but was replaced after a minute with Seifer's warm skin. He'd gotten his own shorts off and found a bottle of lotion on the dresser next to Zell's bed. He opened the bottle and grabbed one of Zell's hands making the boy open his eyes and sit up on his elbow. His mouth fell open and his heart stopped seeing the girth of Seifer's penis sitting between his strong muscled legs. Seifer squeezed a decent amount of the lotion into Zell's hand. "You do it." He said and Zell's mouth still agape sat up more and hesitantly reached for Seifer's dick and at the first touch he shuddered and Seifer grunted at finally having been touched. Zell used stroking motions to cover the whole piece of flesh and Seifer sank down in the touch.

Zell still felt dumbfounded and amazed at what was going on and being the cause of Seifer's body reacting. When he figured he was finished he let go and Seifer opened his eyes and leaned down to kiss Zell again. He grabbed the short legs and lifted them over his own so they rested around his waist then he pulled Zell more forwards having the tip of his penis touching Zell's opening. Zell knew all about the pain that would come from this and he grabbed the sheets tightly. Seifer licked his mouth and sucked his bottom lip in not wanting to hurt Zell too much he positioned himself and went in slowly. When Zell flinched he stopped and waited.

It only took a minute to finally get himself inside and he started kissing Zell again neither of them moved so they could get more comfortable with the position. They kissed now with some kind of new found passion between them. Zell melted into the feel of Seifer inside of him and his arms around him. This was better than any boxing match this was better than anything he'd ever experienced his whole life.

You know everything that I'm afraid of, you do everything I wish I did

Everybody wants you everybody loves you

(Zell remembered the first time he and Seifer had met at the gym. Actually talking to him and complimenting him. Then he thought about seeing the newspaper picture that morning and falling in love at first sight. Ever since then all he wanted to do was be near this man and now he closer than he could ever be to him. Images of being at one of Seifer's matches flashed through his mind and how good he looked coming in on that motorcycle and how the crowd loved him.)

I know I should tell you how I feel. I wish everyone would disapear

Every time you call me I'm too scared to be me and I'm too shy to say......

Without Zell's knowledge Seifer pulled out of him enough and thrust himself back in making Zell's eyes shoot open with shock and pleasure. The pain that was once there had already disappeared and the feel couldn't be better. Seifer's head rested in Zell's neck and he whispered to him. "You feel so good." Zell closed his eyes again and listened to the quiet breathing in his ear. His heart seemed to pounding in rhythm with Seifer's thrust.

'This is really happening and I know I'm not crazy but there's something in his voice in his feel, maybe he likes me too'

I've got a crush on you

I hope you feel the way that I do

I get a rush when I'm with you

ooh I've got a crush on you a crush on you, a crush on you

Seifer started kissing on Zell's neck again he made a trail to his throat then up under his chin and eventually to Zell's mouth, which was more than welcoming the kiss. They pressed their tongues together tasting each other and exploring every inch of the others mouth. Seifer took his tongue as far back in Zell's throat as he could and pressed it firmly to the top of the little blondes mouth and slid it out keeping that firm press the whole time. While he did that he slid his hands down Zell's body at the same time and grabbed his cock. The action made Zell thrust up wanting more his body ached for more.

You know I'm the one that you can talk to

and sometimes you tell me things that I don't wanna know

I just wanna hold you

(Zell's mind wandered back into thoughts of earlier that night when he and Seifer were up on the cliff looking down at the ocean.)

'He must trust me to have gotten so personal so soon' He thought. Then images of them outside the apartment door made his whole body shudder feeling the reality now that he wanted then. He thought about the talk on the couch and Quistis. Remembering what Seifer said about her. "I mean she was good looking and all but after awhile she didn't do it for me anymore, could that mean I'm gay?" 'I don't know what that means but I could do it for you I could be everything you want' Zell wrapped his arms tight around Seifer's back feeling that if he let go he'd never get the chance to hold him again.

And you say exactly how you feel about her

and I wonder could you ever think of me that way

Oooh I got a crush on you, I hope you feel the way that I do

I get a rush when I'm with you ooh I got a crush on you

a crush on you......

Seifer stroked his hand across Zell's erection and he bucked his hips upwards in motion with the stroking. Seifer's thrust became more needy with more force when he could feel himself nearing completion. He moaned into Zell's mouth and Zell moaned himself. He could feel himself reaching the end too and wanted to call out Seifer's name so bad but couldn't find his voice.

Oh I wish I could tell somebody but there's no one to talk to,

nobody knows I got a crush on you a crush on you.....

Zell could feel for the first time in his life that he was about to explode and knew Seifer wasn't far behind. Tears started forming in his eyes and squeezed them shut clawing into Seifer's back. 'God I love you' he wanted so badly to say it out loud but it was drowned in the sound of his own release. Hi body jerked upwards as he spilled out into Seifer's hands and on his stomach. Seconds later he heard the heavenly sound of Seifer moaning loudly and cumming inside of him, he was sitting up now and had his head back. Zell lied there feeling the hot rush of liquid inside of him and he couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

Instead of collapsing on Zell, Seifer pulled him up to his chest and then lied them both down sliding out of Zell. He cradled Zell in his arms and they lied there together getting their strength back. Seifer kissed Zell on the ear and wiped his eyes. "You know you keep surprising me every time I'm with you." He whispered to Zell who was drifting to sleep. 'If you only knew how I really felt, this would be more than just an experiment' That was the last thought Zell had before falling asleep.

You say everything that no one says

but I feel everything that you're afraid to feel

I will always want you I will always love you

I've got a crush on you a crush on you

Seifer sighed and watched Zell sleep. 'What have I done? Maybe Irvine was right about me being confused, can't say I didn't enjoy it. This isn't gonna be good on my conscience though' He looked at the little clock beside the bed it was pushing 1:30 in the morning. "Sorry kid but I can't stay." He said to a sleeping Zell, he carefully slid his arms from around the small boy and moved away from him. Zell shifted and grabbed on to his pillow. Seifer searched for his clothes and went into the bathroom to clean himself up. When he finished getting dressed he stopped at Zell's doorway and stared at him again before closing the door and leaving.

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Sorry if this chapter was kinda long, it took me just as long to finish. Hope you like it and especially Lee Lee who's been waiting for some action and don't worry there's more to come later. Thanks everyone for the good reviews and input. Hope you're recommending the story. One more thing have any of you found yourself watching boxing games recently? Lol I know I have but only for research ;) -Linkin