Fruits Basket Fan Fiction ❯ Cat and Rat: Was it Meant To Be? ❯ I Feel So ( Chapter 9 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: ssjgoddessChico 
Anime/Manga: Fruits Basket Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.12.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 706 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Fruits Basket Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 01.12.2004 | Pages: 3 | Words: 1.7K | Visits: 706 | Status: Completed
“W..What did you say?” Kyou asked, thinking he didn’t hear correctly.
“I said, the one true person I want to be with tonight, is you.” Yuki smiled. “We’ve been getting along a little better lately, despite the fact that we’ve been avoiding eachother. But that night, the night you kissed me. I punched you because I was scared. Memories of what Akito had done to me cam flooding back, and I...I didn’t want to remember that. And, well. All those stories everyone told me, about how we should be enemies. Do we really have to be enemies Kyou? Because, I’m sick of it. I’m sick of hating you. Because the truth is, I think, well, I think I may feel something deeper for you.” Yuki finished, blush almost completely hidden in the darkness.
Kyou was speechless, honestly. He had no clue how to respond. The nezumi felt something...deeper for him? What the hell was that supposed to mean?!
He looked towards Yuki, he was blushing, and smiling. He looked nervous.
Did he feel something deeper for Yuki as well?
During the years they spent a part, he thought of the other boy. Not deep thoughts. Just something small like ‘I wonder how Yuki is.” But he _did_ think of him.
“I...I shouldn’t have even kissed you that day. You must have been scared, after what that bastard did to you. But what I don’t understand is. Why didn’t you fight him back?” Kyou asked, starring into Yuki’s eyes. Yuki was strong enough to fight the sickly clan head...Why didn’t he fight back?
“I couldn’t because he...” Yuki didn’t want to finish, it was so embarrassing. “He handcuffed me.” His voice was shaky, and he was slightly crying.
“Handcuffed you?”
“I can’t see him again, I’m afraid he’ll do it again.”
Yuki sighed.
“Well, I’m going to go home. Want to come with me?” Yuki asked as he got up, but gasped as Kyou jumped on him again, faces so close.
“K..Kyou?” Yuki said, blushing.
“You know, right now, I have you trapped. And I can do anything I want to you now.”
Yuki’s eye’s widened, and he blushed deeper.
“N..nani?!” He responded.
He inched closer, rubbing his nose against Yuki’s, causing the boy to blush even deeper, if that was even possible.
“Would you be ok, if I kissed you? Or would you still be afraid?” Kyou asked.
Yuki could feel Kyou’s breath against his cheek, it felt so nice. And now he wasn’t scared.
Pushing away the bad memories of Akito, he nod his head, and let Kyou kiss him.
It felt wonderful in the beginning, but Yuki just couldn’t help but be nervous. After everything that Akito has done, it was hard not to be afraid.
Kyou reached underneath Yuki’s shirt, gently caressing his soft skin, but realized right away it was wrong.
Yuki’s eyes widened in fear and he pushed Kyou off, and stood up.
“Kyou, I’m sorry. I can’t! I just can’t!” Yuki said as he got down from the roof, and ran to their house.
Kyou sighed.
“Damnit! I can’t do anything right can I?” Kyou yelled, pounding his fists into the roof.
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Yuki sat in his room, whimpering, shaking. He wanted to be with Kyou, but he was just to scared. He knew Kyou wouldn’t hurt him, but he couldn’t help but remember Akito.
“Why?! Why does it always have to be me?!”
~Flashback~
~~Sometimes
I wish I was Brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain~~
“I...I...” Yuki was speechless, and he wanted to get out of there. He knew what Akito was suggesting. By getting him these....‘toys’. “You’re welcome.” Akito whispered, pushing Yuki down onto his futon.
“No!” Yuki yelled. He couldn’t let Akito do this.
Yuki heard a snap above his wrists, causing him to look up. Akito used the handcuffs he had bought him, and handcuffed him.
“No!!!” Yuki yelled, louder this time.
“I can finally make you mine. I’ve tried countless times, but we were always disturbed, but now...Now we’re all alone. Everyone else is getting ready to eat, and exchanging gifts.” He whispered into Yuki’s ear, causing him to shiver. He whimpered and tried to squirm away from Akito, with absolutely no luck.
~~I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I~~
“No, please. Don’t do this!” Yuki sniffed, he knew even if he screamed, or cried, Akito wouldn’t stop.
“Shh. The more you complain, the more you’ll suffer.” Akito whispered again.
No...no! After all these years of getting away from him, it was finally going to happen. So, all those times that person saved him, was all going to be wasted now.
Akito took Yuki’s face in his hands, causing Yuki to flinch from the frigidness of the clan heads hands.
~~‘Cause
I feel so Mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again~~
Akito ran his fingers through Yuki’s soft hair, while rubbing his face against his cheek.
His hands traveled down his shoulders ripping the material and pulling it off, his hands traveled against Yuki’s chest. His skin was so soft.
Yuki whimpered. Never before in his life has he been so scared.
~~I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s Start Over
Let’s Start Over~~
Akito easily got Yuki’s clothes off, and his own as well.
“Yuki, you’re so beautiful.” Akito grasped his hips.
“NO! Stop it! Please Akito, this is wrong!” Yuki yelled, tears falling from his eyes.
“It’s not wrong at all Yuki. You’re mine. I can do what I want with you. Although, I wish I could’ve done this sooner.”
~~Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are~~
Yuki screamed, the pain. It was so unbearable. He couldn’t take it, he wanted to pass out, but his body wouldn’t let him.
~~I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me~~
“Stop, A...Akito please!” Yuki yelled, he was beginning to feel weak.
“D...Don’t yell.” Akito moaned, he loved it. The pleasure was so incredible.
~~‘Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again~~
That was just around the time Kyou had appeared by the door.
“Stop...please.”
~~I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s Start Over~~
Akito lay there, panting, while Yuki was curled up into a ball, crying. It hurt, it hurt so much.
“Yuki, let’s go take a shower, dinner should be ready soon.” Akito said as he stood up slowly, pulling Yuki up by his arm.
Yuki quickly obeyed, there was no way he wanted to get ‘punished’ after all that pain.
The two walked into the bathroom, and quickly cleaned up.
~~Let’s Start over~~
After getting dressed, they went to dinner, and were a few minutes late. Causing everyone to stare at them when they entered the room.
Akito quickly ignored their glances and took a seat at the head of the table.
Yuki took a seat next to Hatori, and everyone resumed eating.
“Yuki, are you ok? You look pale.” Haru asked.
“I’m...I’m fine.”
~~Let’s Start over~~
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Originally, I wasn’t gonna write the rape into this story, but I finally got the Box Car Racer CD. Which I’ve been wanting forever, and I love this song, so I put it together ^.^
Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, and sorry for taking so long! Exams are really soon, so I need to study.
Thanks to LINKU for the suggestions!
Yuki The Rat: Thanx for the site with the picture. I was umm, interesting ^^; Lol. I like Yuki coupled with anyone also. He’s just so kool ^.^ He’s my favorite character as well!
Isabelle Adamowitz: Lol, yeah, don’t worry about the lemon. Kyou and Yuki’s relationship will keep going back and forth from hate to love, because they think it’s so wrong.
Yuan18: Thanx! I was hoping it was sweet ^.^
Shadow Cat17: Yup, they know deep down they love eachother.
Aera-chan: Thanx!
Linku: Thanx for all the suggestions, you’re really great! I do hope you post a story, I really would love to read it!
DarkangelWings: Your welcome, lol. And I promise I’ll continue this ^.^
chibichibi-neko: Thanx!
Enjen: Thanx ^.^
“I said, the one true person I want to be with tonight, is you.” Yuki smiled. “We’ve been getting along a little better lately, despite the fact that we’ve been avoiding eachother. But that night, the night you kissed me. I punched you because I was scared. Memories of what Akito had done to me cam flooding back, and I...I didn’t want to remember that. And, well. All those stories everyone told me, about how we should be enemies. Do we really have to be enemies Kyou? Because, I’m sick of it. I’m sick of hating you. Because the truth is, I think, well, I think I may feel something deeper for you.” Yuki finished, blush almost completely hidden in the darkness.
Kyou was speechless, honestly. He had no clue how to respond. The nezumi felt something...deeper for him? What the hell was that supposed to mean?!
He looked towards Yuki, he was blushing, and smiling. He looked nervous.
Did he feel something deeper for Yuki as well?
During the years they spent a part, he thought of the other boy. Not deep thoughts. Just something small like ‘I wonder how Yuki is.” But he _did_ think of him.
“I...I shouldn’t have even kissed you that day. You must have been scared, after what that bastard did to you. But what I don’t understand is. Why didn’t you fight him back?” Kyou asked, starring into Yuki’s eyes. Yuki was strong enough to fight the sickly clan head...Why didn’t he fight back?
“I couldn’t because he...” Yuki didn’t want to finish, it was so embarrassing. “He handcuffed me.” His voice was shaky, and he was slightly crying.
“Handcuffed you?”
“I can’t see him again, I’m afraid he’ll do it again.”
Yuki sighed.
“Well, I’m going to go home. Want to come with me?” Yuki asked as he got up, but gasped as Kyou jumped on him again, faces so close.
“K..Kyou?” Yuki said, blushing.
“You know, right now, I have you trapped. And I can do anything I want to you now.”
Yuki’s eye’s widened, and he blushed deeper.
“N..nani?!” He responded.
He inched closer, rubbing his nose against Yuki’s, causing the boy to blush even deeper, if that was even possible.
“Would you be ok, if I kissed you? Or would you still be afraid?” Kyou asked.
Yuki could feel Kyou’s breath against his cheek, it felt so nice. And now he wasn’t scared.
Pushing away the bad memories of Akito, he nod his head, and let Kyou kiss him.
It felt wonderful in the beginning, but Yuki just couldn’t help but be nervous. After everything that Akito has done, it was hard not to be afraid.
Kyou reached underneath Yuki’s shirt, gently caressing his soft skin, but realized right away it was wrong.
Yuki’s eyes widened in fear and he pushed Kyou off, and stood up.
“Kyou, I’m sorry. I can’t! I just can’t!” Yuki said as he got down from the roof, and ran to their house.
Kyou sighed.
“Damnit! I can’t do anything right can I?” Kyou yelled, pounding his fists into the roof.
~~~~~~~~
Yuki sat in his room, whimpering, shaking. He wanted to be with Kyou, but he was just to scared. He knew Kyou wouldn’t hurt him, but he couldn’t help but remember Akito.
“Why?! Why does it always have to be me?!”
~Flashback~
~~Sometimes
I wish I was Brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain~~
“I...I...” Yuki was speechless, and he wanted to get out of there. He knew what Akito was suggesting. By getting him these....‘toys’. “You’re welcome.” Akito whispered, pushing Yuki down onto his futon.
“No!” Yuki yelled. He couldn’t let Akito do this.
Yuki heard a snap above his wrists, causing him to look up. Akito used the handcuffs he had bought him, and handcuffed him.
“No!!!” Yuki yelled, louder this time.
“I can finally make you mine. I’ve tried countless times, but we were always disturbed, but now...Now we’re all alone. Everyone else is getting ready to eat, and exchanging gifts.” He whispered into Yuki’s ear, causing him to shiver. He whimpered and tried to squirm away from Akito, with absolutely no luck.
~~I wish I was young
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I~~
“No, please. Don’t do this!” Yuki sniffed, he knew even if he screamed, or cried, Akito wouldn’t stop.
“Shh. The more you complain, the more you’ll suffer.” Akito whispered again.
No...no! After all these years of getting away from him, it was finally going to happen. So, all those times that person saved him, was all going to be wasted now.
Akito took Yuki’s face in his hands, causing Yuki to flinch from the frigidness of the clan heads hands.
~~‘Cause
I feel so Mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again~~
Akito ran his fingers through Yuki’s soft hair, while rubbing his face against his cheek.
His hands traveled down his shoulders ripping the material and pulling it off, his hands traveled against Yuki’s chest. His skin was so soft.
Yuki whimpered. Never before in his life has he been so scared.
~~I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s Start Over
Let’s Start Over~~
Akito easily got Yuki’s clothes off, and his own as well.
“Yuki, you’re so beautiful.” Akito grasped his hips.
“NO! Stop it! Please Akito, this is wrong!” Yuki yelled, tears falling from his eyes.
“It’s not wrong at all Yuki. You’re mine. I can do what I want with you. Although, I wish I could’ve done this sooner.”
~~Sometimes
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are~~
Yuki screamed, the pain. It was so unbearable. He couldn’t take it, he wanted to pass out, but his body wouldn’t let him.
~~I wish I had power
I wish I could leave
I wish I could change the world
For you and me~~
“Stop, A...Akito please!” Yuki yelled, he was beginning to feel weak.
“D...Don’t yell.” Akito moaned, he loved it. The pleasure was so incredible.
~~‘Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again~~
That was just around the time Kyou had appeared by the door.
“Stop...please.”
~~I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s Start Over~~
Akito lay there, panting, while Yuki was curled up into a ball, crying. It hurt, it hurt so much.
“Yuki, let’s go take a shower, dinner should be ready soon.” Akito said as he stood up slowly, pulling Yuki up by his arm.
Yuki quickly obeyed, there was no way he wanted to get ‘punished’ after all that pain.
The two walked into the bathroom, and quickly cleaned up.
~~Let’s Start over~~
After getting dressed, they went to dinner, and were a few minutes late. Causing everyone to stare at them when they entered the room.
Akito quickly ignored their glances and took a seat at the head of the table.
Yuki took a seat next to Hatori, and everyone resumed eating.
“Yuki, are you ok? You look pale.” Haru asked.
“I’m...I’m fine.”
~~Let’s Start over~~
______________________________________________
Originally, I wasn’t gonna write the rape into this story, but I finally got the Box Car Racer CD. Which I’ve been wanting forever, and I love this song, so I put it together ^.^
Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, and sorry for taking so long! Exams are really soon, so I need to study.
Thanks to LINKU for the suggestions!
Yuki The Rat: Thanx for the site with the picture. I was umm, interesting ^^; Lol. I like Yuki coupled with anyone also. He’s just so kool ^.^ He’s my favorite character as well!
Isabelle Adamowitz: Lol, yeah, don’t worry about the lemon. Kyou and Yuki’s relationship will keep going back and forth from hate to love, because they think it’s so wrong.
Yuan18: Thanx! I was hoping it was sweet ^.^
Shadow Cat17: Yup, they know deep down they love eachother.
Aera-chan: Thanx!
Linku: Thanx for all the suggestions, you’re really great! I do hope you post a story, I really would love to read it!
DarkangelWings: Your welcome, lol. And I promise I’ll continue this ^.^
chibichibi-neko: Thanx!
Enjen: Thanx ^.^